The day Santana has been dreading is finally here. Everyone had been getting their acceptance letters. Santana had already been accepted in some college but she was waiting for one more. One that she admittedly hadn't considered until very recently because her plans drastically changed about a month ago when the blonde walked back into her life. She had applied even though they hadn't gotten together yet taking the chance that she would be able to confess to her the truth. A lot had changed since then.
"My mother just texted me." Santana hears Quinn say as they sat at the Cheerio's table eating their lunch. "Your OSU letter just arrived. I didn't even know you were even considering staying."
"Nothing is set in stone. It's an option I'm considering." Just then Brittany passed the table they were sitting at and her eyes followed her. Quickly, she shifts her gaze back to Quinn who has an eyebrow raised.
"Whatever your plans are, don't let me be the last to find out."
Santana just nods. She knows Quinn will understand and support whatever decision she makes. She tells her she needs to go have a word with Brittany and her best friend nods before walking away after hugging her.
—
Brittany is 25 years old. She was born at night, but not last night. She knows all the students should have received their college acceptance letters. She'd seen a lot of the seniors bring them up to their friends in the hallways. She knows Santana must have received hers, too. She also knows that the Latina is avoiding the issue.
She's waiting patiently for the Latina to bring it up.
Brittany could have brought the topic up but she didn't want their little bubble of happiness to pop. After all, they still very much into the honeymoon phase of their relationship and wanted to keep it that way for as long as possible.
She has just sat down when theirs a knock on her door. She is set on ignoring it but when she hears her phone chime indicating she's got a message, she already knows it's Santana who's at the door.
She makes her way over to open it and allows he ran before closing it.
She pulls Santana into her giving her a passionate kiss. One that will hopefully hold her over until the weekend. Pulling away, she caresses her lips with her thumb to make sure she's got no smudges on her face. Santana does the same with her. After making sure there is no evidence of their kiss, Brittany's hands move to Santana's waist while Santana's are around her shoulders.
"Hey, what's up?" Brittany asks.
She hears Santana sigh as she looks at her eyes trying to find her words.
"Can I come over later to your house and talk about that thing we haven't talked about?" she says she crinkles her nose cutely.
"The college thing?"
Santana nods.
"I've been waiting for you to bring it up."
"I've been putting it off."
"I know that. Come over tonight and we'll talk."
—
Once she arrived at the Quinn Fabray house after picking up Becca from Marley's house. She lays a sleeping Becca on her bed and runs down to retrieve the card left for her by Judy on the kitchen counter before making her way upstairs again. Sitting on her bed, she held in her hand a white envelope addressed to her from Ohio State University. She knows she probably got in based on having been accepted to all of the other universities. No, she wasn't nervous about being accepted. She was, however, nervous about what this letter would mean. It meant she could no longer push back the inevitable conversation of her plans for the future. More specifically, what she planned to do after high school.
She opens it and isn't surprised to see that she did get accepted. She sighs and gets her other acceptance letters from the nightstand beside her bed. She disregards the others and only picks up her two top choices NYU and OSU. She already knows she doesn't want to attend all the others. They were simply her back up schools. As a mother, she learned to plan for the unpredictable.
She sighs. What makes this decision so hard is that she had already had her mind made up. She and Quinn had this plan to go to NYU. They had talked about it year after year since the started high school. They'd promised they would always be together. But with Brittany in her life, she felt conflicted.
Later that night, Quinn agrees to babysit Becca will Santana goes over to Brittany's. She can't fight the smile the blonde greeting her at the door brings to her face. This woman is brighter than the sun.
And Brittany is just so easy to talk to. After hugging her and kiss before they make their way to her living room and cuddle into each other.
"So what do you think we should do? You have to submit your response to the college you're going to go to. Then we need to figure out if you want me to follow you or if I should stay here in Lima."
"On the plus side, Becca has friends here. My parents are here. The Fabray's are here. Your parents are here too. Essentially, almost her whole extended family is here. She doesn't know them all yet but I know she will love them." Santana says stealing a tender kiss from the beautiful woman in front of her.
"On the negative side, I'm going to miss you both so much if you aren't with me. Having you with me and just being near you god, Baby, I don't know how I ever survived without you in my life. Becca would be wonder where I am and why I'm not here. She's a smart kid and I'm sure she'll understand eventually. But still, I've never been far away from here. I know we could visit and call but I worry about the schedules. I'm bound to be taken to some parties and I don't know if I even care for that shit. Honestly. I got through high school without all that because of Becca and I mean, yeah okay I had to grow up really fast and skip out on that but I'd rather be at chilling in my room. Without you to come home to or Becca greeting me at the door, I don't know if I'll like it as much."
"We'd miss you too San. I totally get what you mean about coming home. Waking up to you is my second most favorite thing in the world."
"Second most favorite thing in the world? What comes in first?"
"My most favorite thing is seeing our little girl run up to me and hearing her laugh as I pick her up. Feeling her little lips on my face as she greets me hello. Having you follow closely behind her and getting to kiss you" She says kissing her passionately.
Her kiss is gentle and sweet. Filled with emotion. Filled with purpose. Kissing to make Santana feel her love. The love that is so deep in her. So strong. So passionate. Intense. Her head tilts the side as she repositions herself and straddles the shorter girl. Santana gasps into the kiss allowing Brittany to insert her tongue into her hot mouth. Both women moan.
This feeling is everything. Feeling wanted. Needed. Loved. They'd miss it the most.
—
Brittany pulls away and looks down into Santana's dark, hungry eyes.
"You're beautiful." She says with a smile. "The prettiest girl in all of Ohio. Maybe even the world." She kisses Santana again. "I am so lucky you're mine."
"I'm lucky," Santana whispers to her grabbing her by the face and pulling her into another kiss.
It grows heated and her fingers tug the tie on Brittany's pajamas shorts.
"Hey now, you're on your period," Brittany says playfully as she looks at Santana pulling the strings of her tie.
"I can't help it." She kisses her again while pulling down her pajama shorts and her underwear. Her hand quickly dropping Brittany's flaccid, but hardening cock. "Let me?" She asks huskily.
Brittany licks her lips, "Yeah" Brittany whispers before removing her shirt.
She moans when Santana's warm hand grabs her and her hot mouth sucks her right breast, pumping her. Her hand moving up and down along her shaft.
—
It fascinates her. Brittany's anatomy. She's different. She's known this for a long time. Santana can't help but love Brittany completely.
The older woman has managed to make the masculine feature between the blonde legs something entirely her own.
The ravishing creature above her had a full chest. Small but perfectly portioned for her slim and athletic body. Her abdomen toned and well defined. And her cock. God her cock was beautiful. She loved watching it harden and grow in size.
"I love making you hard." She says relishing at Brittany's meaty poll at its full length. She lets it go purposefully yo taste the blonde who whimpers.
She loves seeing it twitch. It absolutely turns her on. She kisses Brittany again and grabs her hard cock again. Her kisses moving down her neck. She grazes her neck with her teeth and bites down before she sucks the flesh to mark her.
"I like that you don't cover up my branding." She commands before she marks her other parts of her neck. "I like that everyone knows the hottest teacher on campus is getting fucked."
—
It was no secret that she had been the topic of conversation between the boys in school. No one knew that she had a dick. All they saw was a hot teacher. She'd heard her name as she passed down the hallway on many occasions. Sometimes whispers of how she was and others about how her boyfriend was one lucky son of a bitch for getting to tap that every night. The girls would usually mention something about being jealous. Of course, she'd smirk when her blue eyes would lock with brown eyes for a quick moment.
"Fuck, San" she moaned as the brunette focused on her nipples while pumping her harder and faster.
"You're so fucking hard." Santana husks into her chest as she continued Theo pump her fist.
"Oh fuck" Brittany moaned "close"
She gasps when Santana lowered her head and took the tip in her mouth bopping up and down the best she could give their current position.
Brittaney moved her hips to meet Santana's mouth. One tan hand on her length pumping it still while the other supporting her back.
Her moans frag out and her eyes close. She feels her muscles tightening as she gets closer and closer to her orgasm.
"I gonna cum. I am gonna cum"
Santana doesn't slow her movement and sucks harder ready to swallow her load.
"ugh fuck, fuuck...SAN!"
Her face distorts and her eyes closed as she cums into Santana's mouth.
Santana doesn't stop sucking her until her balls are empty of every single drop. Her softening dick slapping her stomach when it's released. Breathless and panting, She brings her hands to make Santana look up and kisses her.
"I hate that you have to go soon."
"Shut up and keep kissing me until then, babe. The weekend is days away."
Brittany smiles and kisses her. She remains shirtless. Her now soft dick still exposed.
"I love you." She whispers.
"I love you, too."
—
Thursday afternoon, Santana and Quinn are in Quinn's room typing up their letters to be mailed that same day with Same day shipping so that they make it by the deadline April 1st deadline next Tuesday. Santana doesn't want to go but Brittany is right. She owes it to herself to try. A full-ride scholarship was not easy to get.
"You know, I would've supported your decision to stay in Ohio if you wanted to," Quinn says looking a sad Santana.
"I know. Brittany just didn't want me to resent her down the road if stayed. It's going to be hard but I think we can do it. We met again after 3 years. There is no doubt in my mind that we're going to make it no matter what.
—
When the weekend comes around, Brittany, Becca, and Santana are making breakfast together. Santana realizes them just how much she's truly going to miss this. She'd be in a dorm room, hopefully with Quinn rather than some stranger, with no kitchen.
What's worse is that she had only a couple more months before she'd be leaving. They would have to break the news to Becca. Brittany and she decided it is best to let her know now that way she can get used to the idea and not have it all be a shock when the time comes for her to go.
"¿Amrocito?"
"¿Si, Mami?" Becca said as she put the spoonful of cereal in her mouth and proceeded to chew the colorful and crunchy loops.
"You know I love you, right?"
"Yes, this much," she says as she stretches her arms
"More than she loves me?" Brittany teases to lighten the good.
Becca just giggles in response.
"Amorcito, you know how many works and I go to school?"
Becca nods in reply as she stuffs more cereal into her mouth.
"How would you feel if I went to school far away with Tia Quinn?
"Far away?" The little girl asked.
"Yes."
"Can I come?" Becca asked after a moment.
"No honey, you'd stay here with Mommy."
"But we can and will visit mama often."
"And talk on the camera, too?" She questioned in a shy voice
"Of course" Brittany added.
"Promise you to come back?"
"Always amorcito. I will always come back.
—
The chances of running into Brittany's younger sister at the store were unlikely. Santana knew those blue eyes looked eerily familiar when she first saw them but didn't think anything of it. It wasn't until Brittany hugged her from behind as she narrowed down her choice of ice cream with Becca that the reason the stranger's eyes looked familiar.
"Britty, w-what are you doing?"
Santana watched as the blonde's blue eyes shifted from Brittany, Becca, and her. She watched her eyes furrowed when they looked closely at Becca. Her mouth formed an 'O' shape when she put everything together.
"W-when you planning on telling us? Why to haven't-" She stops speaking as a look of anger flashes her eyes.
"Ash, I can explain." She said unwrapping her arms from Santana and using her hands when talking to her sister.
"Oh! Great! You can explain. Start explaining. Now."
"I've been meaning to tell you. It's just-it's complicated."
Santana should probably stay out of this but this is her fault. It wasn't Brittany's fault they had to keep a secret. It also wasn't Brittany's fault she lied. It wasn't Brittany's fault that she didn't tell her when she found out she was pregnant.
"It's my fault."
"San, no."
"It is, we both know that."
"Can someone please explain to me what is going on here?"
Santana's eyes meet with the blue eyes of her lover. Before Brittany lifts her daughter into her arms. Santana intertwined her fingers with the blonde's
"This is my girlfriend, Santana and my daughter, Rebecca. She likes to go by Becca. She's turning 4 soon. Becca, San, this is my younger sister Ashley."
Santana is happy with the explanation. It gives Ashley the necessary information without needing to say it. It seems to have worked.
"Oh."
"I wanted to tell you."
"I understand." She looks at Becca with a smile and Santana smiles as she shies away into Brittany's neck. "She's beautiful."
"She looks like her mama," Brittany says looking at her.
Santana bites her lip and looks down. "Stop."
It's not long before Ashley has to leave but makes it very clear that they have a lot of explaining to do the next time they meet. Santana swears she hears Ashley tell her that Santana and Becca are beautiful and that she's happy for her but she isn't sure.
—
Later that night as they cuddle nakedly, Brittany can no longer keep in the thoughts in her mind. She's wondered the law recognized her as Becca's other parent and if her name was on the birth certificate.
"I want to ask you something?" Brittany asks Santana who is resting her head on her shoulder with her hand caressing Santana's hand that rests on her midriff.
"You can ask me anything." The Latina says placing a kiss on the skin near her mouth.
"I know that I can but I just don't want this question to come out wrong."
"Just ask, Babe?"
"Is my name on Becca's Certificate?
She feels Santana shake her head into her chest before responding verbally.
"No."
The answer wasn't surprising to Brittany, though she did have a little hope that it wouldn't be the answer she was expecting.
"I hadn't told you and I honestly wast sure I would have, had you not come back here. It wasn't until I saw you that I realized that it was love, at first sight, all those years ago. When I first saw her, I envisioned it only being me and her. When they asked what the father's name was, I couldn't tell them it was you. You weren't there and I know now that you would have been but I hadn't even told you."
Brittany kisses her hair as the hand on her lower back caresses the small of the Latina's back.
"I've looked into it since then." She hears Santana say. "There are two things we can do to get your name on there now that you're here but I think it'll have to wait until after graduation because of your job."
Brittaney already knows one of the ways. She smiles and pretends not to know. "What are they?"
She feels Santana smile into her before kissing the flesh closest o her mouth.
"Getting married."
"I like that one already, but we've talked about waiting." Brittany teases, "The other?"
"Getting a DNA test to prove paternity."
"We both know that she's mine, but if that is the fastest way we can get my name on there, then I'll do it. You're going off to college. I need to get my name on there. God forbid, If something were to happen to her, I'd like to be able to be legally entitled to make those decisions if you aren't here to make them."
Santana lifts her head from her and looks at her with a smile before kissing her. "We can start the process in the morning. There's a bunch of paperwork involved but some of it is online."
"Awesome." She says.
—
The next morning, Brittany and Santana waste no time in filling out the necessary paperwork to get the process of adding Brittany's name to Becca's birth certificate.
Later that day, they start their Saturday family date by eating breakfast they made as a family and then looking at photos and watching videos of when Becca was younger. Santana had put together a video of all the photos and videos she had.
It meant the world to Brittany. It saddens her a bit that she wasn't there to see her little girl growing up, but blessed to be able to be here now.