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"what about this one?" Elliot asks as he holds up another club. I roll my eyes we have never played golf in our lives but he seems to think our parent's country club is the newest place to pick up girls.
"Do you even know how to play golf Elliot?"
"It can't be that hard" I snort and he proceeds to look at the different golf clubs. As I walk farther back in to the store I notice Elliot has caught his first victim. He is talking to a pretty blonde and sadly she falls for his tricks. I wonder what that feels like- to have someone touch you like that. He walks out with her but turns back to wink at me. Her blonde hair reminded me of Elena and I smile.
It has been three weeks since I first met Elena Lincoln. Three weeks since that fateful slap that sealed my fate. Three weeks since my world was completely turned upside down. Elena has continued to teach me about the bdsm lifestyle. It is so different from anything I have ever known. At first I dreaded the beating but know it is something that excites me. It makes me feel more controlled. Elena has complete control over my life and that one thought is so comforting. I feel like I was falling into a pit of nothingness and Elena reached out and saved me. She has given me direction. She has ordered me to stop drinking which I don't have any idea how she found out about, to stop fighting and to pick up my grades. These are her conditions. She has warned me about breaking them and I know better. I take enough beatings from her I can't even imagine what a punishment would feel like. Elena is keeping me in check and in control, something none of my therapists could ever accomplish. I am indebted to her for that. She is all I need. I barely want to go home and when I leave all I think about is her. Elena has also helped with another problem: my virginity.
I am sitting in the study which is a strange occurrence for me. I haven't been here since the day Elena offered all this to me. Whenever I am here I am in what Elena calls the playroom. I smile to myself as I think about all the shit that has happened there. My mind races and my cock hardens just thinking about it. The playroom has become a place of numbness and peace for me, an escape. I can't even imagine what Elena has planned for today, she can be pretty creative. I see her walk in and before I can greet her, her lips are on mine. Her fingers tug my hair and I moan against her lips. Her tounge slips into my mouth showing its dominance. Her hand travels down and she moans when she feels my hardened length. She breaks away and she smirks at me. She leaves and I know where she's headed so I follow her. I usually have my clothes off before I enter the room but now seems like a good enough time. I slip off my clothes leaving just my underwear and assume the submissive position. I find it strange that I am so used to this now.
"Close your eyes Christian" my mistress demands and I obey her. I hear her slip on some music and I can't help but smile. Her fascination with beating me to classical composers amuses me. I wonder what they would think if they could see this scene.
"open your eyes" she says and I do as I'm told. When I do I am met by the biggest shock of my life. There before me stands me a naked Elena. I have never seen a naked woman before except for Elliot's magazines. My eyes travel over her body and I feel my cock harden. My mouth drops open. She is perfect I think to myself. Her breasts are big and round. I remember feeling those. My eyes travel down to her sex and I have no idea what to think about that.
"stand up Christian" nervously I do. Her hands grab my hair and she pulls my lips to hers. She kisses me with passion and I can barely keep up.
"Feel me Christian" she whispers against my lips. My hands immediately begin to roam her body. I start at her breast. I press my hands against them and she moans. I see her nipples are hard so I move my hand to feel those. My cock aches an i crave her touch. She moves my head down and I don't know what she wants me to do but I grab her nipple in my mouth and pull. She moans and my hands move down to grab her ass. Her dominant side takes over and she pulls my lips to hers and walks me over to the bed. Her hands move to the line of my underwear and I panic. I break the kiss.
"trust me Christian" she whispers an I start to relax. Her mouth finds mine again and she traces my length before pulling them to the ground. I stand there barre and ashamed. No one has seen me like this. I feel her hand travel up my thigh and I gasp when she grabs my length. Her hand moves up and down my length and I moan. Shit that feels good. Is this what Elliot brags about if so then I can see why. She takes something off the bed and I can see it's a condom. Shit. I have no idea what to do with that. She rips it open and looks into my eyes as he slides it on. She pulls me to the bed and I am lost in her.
She was patient with me and helped me find the right areas. She talked to me helping me find a rythm and showed me what would feel best. It was amazing. I think about Elliot and smile. This was incredible no wonder he brags about it all the time. I know I could never talk about this with him because he would want to know who was it. I don't know if her would approve of Elena or not but I know for damn sure what he would think about the bdsm. He would be disgusted by me. I need it, I can't let him find out.
I walk out of the store and stop at the cafe. As I peer into the window I see a man putting together a helicopter replica. I would love to be able to fly one of those, it would be so freeing to just be alone in the air for as long as I wanted.
Today went just like all days go: shitty. Thanks to Elena I am actually paying attention in class and am doing fairly well. My teacher notice a difference in me and they can't explain it. Some of them thought I was cheating so they moved my desk away from everyone else and that made me want to try even harder. Needless to say I shocked the fuck out of them. My mother has also noticed this change and she repeatedly tells me how proud she is of me-which I manage to shrug off. I am doing this for Elena. People are starting to try to talk to me again but I don't really want really care to hear them. I have Elena now, she is all I need.
As I walk out of the building I am shocked to see Elena waiting for me in her lexus. I hear some guys gasp behind me "who the fuck is that" they ask staring at her. "Fuck she's hot"
I smirk getting into the passenger seat ignoring the shocked glances being sent my way. I didn't really appreciate the way they were speaking about her but decided to not cause any trouble. I need to see her after suffering through the day, she can remove all my tension and clear my thoughts. She grabs my chin and pulls my lips to hers. The kiss starts off slow and then moves to animalistic. She smirks at me when she pulls away. Fuck, what that smirk does to me I think when I feel myself harden.
"How was school?" she asks
"It was school"
Her eyebrows raise and I know she's warning me. "It was fine, I'm passing everything"
"That's excellent Christian, I told you could do anything if you set your mind to it"
"Is there a reason why you picked me up today" I ask knowing the answer already.
She smirks "I needed to see you, I didn't want to wait. I'm not a very patient woman if you haven't figured that out already"
"Trust me I have" I say remembering our times in the playroom.
"I will see you in the playroom in ten minutes" she says as we pull up the driveway.
"Elena" Linc calls as soon as we're inside. Elena makes her way into the kitchen and I stand near the doorway curious as to what he has to say.
"Here" she replies. He sees her and smiles. His hands wrap around her waist and I feel a pang of jealousy. He kisses her check and I see her stiffen. I can see how unhappy she is and I have no idea why she won't leave him. "I wanted to see you before I left for work"
"Well you've seen me" she replies icly and I smile "Go off now, I need to attend some business and so do you"
He smiles and he gives her one last kiss before he heads out the door. She glances up at me and I immediately head for the playroom. I strip down and assume the submissive position.
I hear Elena's heels a few minutes later. As always she locks the door and turns on the radio. It's Mozart today. I hear her walk back towards me.
"Do I like to wait Christian"
"No Mistress"
"Then why did you not come straight to the playroom?"
I have no idea what to say. "ANSWER" Elena turns into a completely different person when she is in her domme mode.
"I don't know Mistress" I say nervously.
"Maybe I need to remind you that I am in control, and if I say that I do not like to wait then I should not wait"
I feel her take my hands and put them behind my back. She binds them with some handcuffs tightly. She tugs my head back before wrapping a black cloth over my eyes to blindfold me. I feel most out control when I have the blindfold on.
"Hands and knees" she orders. I feel something slide up my skin. Its light and its exciting. It tickles but its teasing and it makes me crave her touch even more. She slides it down my legs and I moan when I feel myself harden. I have to be careful as I am not allowed to cum without permission. The teasing continues and it's starting to become unbearable.
"please" I beg her. That only drives her to continue and she slows her pace. I moan feeling I will cum if she continues. I try to get my mind off it.
Finally it stops. "Lay over the bed Christian" I get up awkwardly and I know she is enjoying the sight of me trying to find the bed. I run into the edge of the bed and lay over it.
I feel my handcuffs tighten and I know she attached something to them. I try to move my hands slightly but they are pulled back. Am I chained? She runs a paddle down my legs and I tense. She slips my underwear down and I know I will be feeling some pain. The paddle hits my ass and I bite my lip. Fuck it hurts. She hits me again and I moan, my cock is aching. As she hits me I feel all my anger and thoughts of my past lift and I feel numb. I can escape from them in the playroom. I can control them-Elena can control them instead of them controlling me. It's another reason that I am indebted to her. She is slowly fixing me. The paddle collides with my thigh and I grunt.
"Are you going to make me wait again Christian?" she asks as she strikes me again.
"No Mistess" I say through gritted teeth.
"Sit up and turn around" she grabs my cock in her hands and I moan. Her hand slides down my cock and back up. She continues and I slow teasing rthym before she speed up. Shit I can't do this I don't have this much control. I moan and form my hands into fists letting the nails dig into my skin. Shit, I try to hold it in.
"You are very hard dear we need to do something about that" I moan when I feel her lower herself onto my throbbing cock. My hands are still tied so she is in complete control. She fucks me wildly. Her hands tug my head back as she picks up her pace. I feel so close. I can't take anymore. "Please" I beg "Please, Please"
"Please what?"
"Please may I cum Mistress"
"You may cum after me Christian" she says as she continues with her fast pace. I grunt and once again dig my nails into my skin. I feel her explode and I sigh in relief as I let myself explode. She gets up off of me. "You've gotten better"
After our session in the playroom we head to the kitchen. I see a very uncomfortable Barbra preparing a meal. She stops what she's doing "Mrs. Lincoln" she says but won't look up at us. Elena walks over the pantry and grabs two bottles of wine.
"Pinot Noir or Chablis?" she asks. I am suprised she's letting me drink.
I snort "There's a difference"
"There is a huge difference, it's all based on prefrance"
She pours me a small amount of the Pinot Noir and hands it to me. I taste it is rich. Much better than the bourbon and Whiskey I am used to. She takes the glass and then pours in a small amount of the Chablis. This one is bitter but I am more used to that.
"Which one do you prefer?"
"The Chablis"
She smiles. "Wine says a lot about a person. Based on your preferance I can tell that you like dominance and like like to be in control over any situation" she smirks at me "That might be a problem"
She hands me another glass of the Chablis. "I don't think it will be" She should know already that she has me completely lost in her.
Elena pushes me back into the counter and I smirk at her. She grabs my chin and pulls my lips to hers. Her mouth begins to show me her dominance. She's proving to me that she is in control. I hear Barbra drop something and hurry out but we're too wrapped up in each other to care.
Things with my family have been different since I met Elena. I spend all my time with her or thinking about her. I know I have distanced myself from them but I think it is for the best.
"Christian, I haven't see you in forever" Mia exclaims as she sees me laying on my bed.
"Hey Mia" I say with not too much emotion.
"Will you please help me with Chello practice?"
"I'm really tired Mia, maybe another day"
"You always say that" Then take a fucking hint.
"Leave me alone Mia"
"Your being so mean"
I sigh. She leans over to grab my pillow to hit me and I grab her wrists.
Her face grows shocked "What is that Christian?"
I glance down and then I notice the red whelps and bruises on my wrists. Shit. Elena must have had them on really tight. "Nothing, Get out" I say as I try to pull my sleeves down.
"Christian what happened?" she asks worriedly.
I see she is not going to take a hint so I grab her wrists and push her out of my room. I slam the door in her face and lay back on my bed. I have never been so rude to Mia but she just doesn't know when to leave me alone. I glance at my wrists again and I smile, I actually enjoy having a reminder of my previous activities.
I have not been able to escape the thoughts of the crack whore today. I had the most vivid dream of the pimp beating me almost to the point of death last night. I need to see Elena today, I need her to help me forget. She has a way to tell when I'm angry.
Barbra tells me Elena is looking for me and she is in her room. I know she's uncomfortable with me and Elena. I walk up to her room but I don't see her. I hear movement in the bathroom so I walk in. I smile when I see Elena in the bath tub. I slide against the wall and sit down.
"You seem irate" Elena says
I shrug "That's not new to me"
"Why?"
"I've always been this way"
"I used to be that way."
"What happened?"
"How was your day today Christian?" she says carefully avoiding my question.
"My dad found a new therapist for me. One of the rich pricks from an ivy league school"
"You should really watch your attitude Mr. Grey, it will get you into a lot of trouble one day"
I smirk "I think it already has" She is all the trouble I need right now and boy is she trouble.
She smirks. "You need to see him"
I am taken aback but I know I have given her control of me.
"They know more than you think, they could really help you if you let them" she says
"Not the ones I've seen"
"Have you truly given them a chance?"
"It's hard for me to. They know nothing about what I've been through"
"You seem to be opening up to me, what is the difference?"
"You actually help me"
She smirks. "Playroom fifteen minutes"
"Who was that yesterday Grey?" I recognize him as a student from my biology class. I think his name is Greg.
I ignore him, I need to find my control but he's caught me on a pretty bad day.
"She was hot. Are you fucking her?"
I try to walk away but he steps in front of me.
"I found myself asking that question yesterday but then I remembered you don't like to be touched so how would that be possible?. Unless she can fuck you without touching you"
I stare at him and I think my face gives it away.
"What's wrong with being touched Grey?" he says smirking.
"Get away from me" I say with gritted teeth.
"It's really simple you know" I can see he's about to touch my chest, he's wanting to see my reaction. I do the only thing I know and I resort to beating the shit out of him.
The principal is walking Greg down the hall while I'm sitting in my reserved spot outside his office.
"You're a fucking freak Grey" Greg says while holding tissue to stop his nose from bleeding.
The principal is ranting and I know this will not be good for me.
I see my mom coming down the hall and she gives me her favorite look of dissapointment.
"I need him out of this school" the principal says.
"Please" my mom begs. "Your school states that you work with children who have issues. You can't turn away from my son while you've worked with hundred like him"
"We work with children Mrs. Grey, not animals" he says. My mother follows him into his office.
That's when I see Elena. Her face is hard when she looks at me.
Shit. This is really not going to be good.
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