It all happened so fast - my breath just taken
Away
My hands went to my throat but it didn't stop the blood
My heartbeat in my ears and my thoughts
(o fuck o fuck)
Cartman smiled, he was smiling at me and the next thing I saw was blackness and nothing nothing but felt everything as his thumbs pushed my eyes in and it hurt so fucking much and there was pop pop and warmth went down my cheeks and I tried to scream but there was no sound from me but it seemed that Stan screamed for me as my head hit the floor and there was more yelling and scuffling over my body.
I'm choking and someone is holding my head and saying it's okay it's okay and I feel like I'm leaving my body.
I'm not really here but I try to pull back because
(i cant die i cant die yet
i cant leave
we were going to be fine
you and me and stan we could have worked it out and we would be fine but please dont make me leave please please
i just got here)
I keep hearing this in my head but my heart slows down until the last beat but I keep trying to pull
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