A/N: This chapter isn't suitable for children, or those who aren't comfortable with limes.
Goku was nervous, which was something unexpected for an all-powerful god who is capable of destroying an entire universe or two effortlessly. If anything, he can't remember when in his whole life did he felt nervous.
Well, maybe scratching the parts during a few life-threatening battles, training with the gods and Grand Zeno. Including the times when he was waiting for results from his studies in Universities and Colleges he once took.
But this is different. Today he was reclaiming what he lost all those years ago. His mate. The mother, or future mother of his children. But most importantly, the only woman he would ever love in his eternal life.
Memories of his first wedding weren't precisely the best. Sure, he married Chi-Chi anyway, but at the time, he had no idea how relationships worked. Food and fighting were his only passion. But when Chi-Chi came to his life, his entire life changed. In a good way.
He still enjoyed training and eating. That never changed, but he could remember the times he began to fall for his wife. Both Chi-Chi and him were in their late-thirties by the time he realized he truly loved his wife, but he was never the person to show his affections, nor any other emotions. As a result, his neglectfulness towards his family caused a somewhat of a rift towards them.
It took him to become a Saiyan god to realize his mistake. But it was too late. He wasn't able to turn mortal. Not even with the Super Dragon Balls and the gods. King Zeno, while a great teacher and playmate, didn't want him to become mortal, and forbade the Super Dragon Balls to keep him from doing so. All the gods of destruction were with Grand Zeno's decisions. The Gods, they praised him from being a weak mortal to becoming a powerful guardian and Saiyan god. They mentored him to control his powers, they followed him like a pair of ducklings and their mother, clinging on to him as though he was a rare piece of meat.
If anything, he considered himself lucky from finally escaping that suffocating timeline. But even if he wasn't allowed to become mortal again, he could have still visited his friends. He tried a few times, but he backed down on the last second. He was ashamed and was unable to face them at least once. He would hear of their status from King Kai.
The reports were always the same, "they are doing fine, but they miss you Goku. Why don't you just see them yourself?"
He turned down the offer every time. But now was not the time to dwell on past mistakes. He took this second chance, and he will make sure to cherish it while fixing his past mistakes.
The nervousness was gone the moment he saw Chi-Chi walk into the alter. His breath hitched at the sight of his wife. She was just as beautiful as he remembered. She was wearing her mother's wedding dress that perfectly exposed her natural beauty and curves.
Goku saw no reason to hesitate or be nervous, as he currently puts Chi-Chi's wedding band on her ring finger, saying, "I Son Goku, take you Chi-Chi as my bride. I vow to support you, push you, inspire you, and, above all, love you, for better or worse. For as long as we live, I will always be there for you."
"I promise Chi-Chi that we will have a happier married life. I will be the husband you need, and the father our children will need."
When Chi-Chi placed his wedding band on his ring finger and said, the simple vows, their hands were holding each other, looking deeply into their eyes. From the corner of his eye, Goku could see the Ox-King crying, happy that his little princess was finally married.
He also sensed his friends' ki. While he couldn't see them, he could feel that they were both happy and proud of him, for finding the right girl for him and getting married.
He couldn't help but to smile at the woman he loved.
Then, came the awaited moment. The moment the priest said, "you may kiss the bride," both Chi-Chi and Goku sealed their lips, sealing their union and Goku's second chance, something he was not going to let to waste it. And this time, he will find a way to become a mortal once again.
The moment their lips touched, the guests rose from their seats and started cheering and clapping for the newlyweds.
It was then that the newlyweds celebrated at their wedding reception. Both Chi-Chi and Goku rarely left each other's side. They both danced with each other and other people. Goku smiled when he saw Chi-Chi dancing with her large father, whereas he danced with a motherly older woman who helped the Ox-King raise Chi-Chi, He chatted with his friends, and of course, stuffed his face with food. He remembered his manners though, and he did decrease his usual helpings, as not to cause a scene.
Sometime during the party, Goku noticed some wealthy looking guy, who seemed about Chi-Chi's age, looking wistfully, almost arrogantly at Chi-Chi. Goku growled as he recognized that man.
Xavier Houndson was a visiting prince of a neighboring kingdom. It was no surprise he was here; after all, most of the guests are royalty from different kingdoms. Except Xavier was different. He remembered how that scoundrel attempted to manipulate Chi-Chi to leave him for her to marry someone as disgusting as him. Of course, Chi-Chi gave him her answer with a fist to the face.
That didn't mean he gave up though.
It doesn't matter. This time he was more than prepared for the man's shenanigans. It was time for the bouquet toss. There were so many single women behind Chi-Chi, Bulma included. Goku chuckled. "Same old Bulma."
It was chaos.
The moment Chi-Chi tossed the bouquet, all the present single ladies were screaming, pushing, hitting, and biting each other to catch the offending flowers, and he was not exasperating. He still never understood what the big deal of this was.
Bulma called the Saiyans a barbaric race? Looking at the human females here, it seemed to him that humans are the true savage ones here. Getting in a fight for some flowers? Just to find their mates? Goku just sighed and shook his head to avoid getting a headache. Despite being raised as one, he'll never understand humans, especially females.
To his relief though, the madness came to an end when he heard Bulma cheering, indicated she caught the bouquet. He laughed with most of the audience when they saw some angry looks from the majority of the women, whereas the rest looked disappointed.
Eventually, it was time for the married couple to leave for their honeymoon. Saying their goodbyes, which included Chi-Chi hugging her father, Goku called on Nimbus. Nimbus arrived moments later, swooping down and stopping in front of the married couple.
Goku gently picked up his wife, careful to not ruin her wedding dress, which he will admit, it looks beautiful on her. He placed her down on the golden cloud before joining her behind. Nimbus hastily shot towards the sky, making Chi-Chi squeak in surprise, her hands clinging on her husband. She glared at him when she heard him chuckle.
The waning gibbous moon shone towards the couple, as they had yet to reach their destination. Chi-Chi wore her husband's jacket as she felt cold earlier, and he gave it to her to warm her up. A bonus to her, he held her close to share his body heat, and she delightfully felt his bulging muscles that seemed tightly covered by the tuxedo shirt.
"We're almost there," Goku said suddenly.
Chi-Chi suddenly felt nervous, and Goku noticed. He gave feather kisses on her neck. "Don't worry Chi, I know that you aren't ready, so I'm willing to wait." He then looked at the moon's incomplete form. "Especially since its not the full moon."
Chi-Chi looked at her husband, confused, he explained. "Remember that I'm not human Chi," Chi-Chi mentally slapped herself, having forgotten that detail. "My race has some unfortunate connections with the full moon."
"You mean like that transformation-" She struggled to remember the name, "Ozagu?"
Goku chuckled. "Oozaru." He corrected, "And yes, the Oozaru transformation was one of them, but what I'm talking about is our-" He suddenly paused.
Chi-Chi frowned when Goku paused, she turned around and was puzzled to see his flustered face. "Your what Goku?"
"W-well," he sputtered, clearly embarrassed. "O-our...Breeding habits, " he finished lamely.
Now it was Chi-Chi's turn to blush. "O-oh."
He cleared his throat, "The Saiyans -that's the name of my breed- tend to go on heat on a full moon. Our instincts act up, and we find suitable mates. While my power relies on instincts, I ain't ruled by them. They guide me. So whenever there is a full moon, I avoid looking at it, and have trained myself to have better control over my urges."
"O-oh…"
Goku scratches his chin, "Of course, only on a full moon could a Saiyan reproduce." He looked at her, "Back on my timeline, our firstborn son was conceived on the first full moon of our marriage, but if you feel that you aren't ready then, I can wa-"
"No." Chi-Chi shook her head."No. If our son was meant to be conceived by the following week, then he will be conceived. Just-" She blushed "-wait until then."
Goku nodded, smiling in understanding, before giving a sly smirk. "Alright, but if you change your mind, don't hesitate to tell me." He winked, laughing when his wife slapped him on the chest, blushing madly.
It was then that Nimbus came to a stop in their new home, and Goku got off to help his wife. Waving goodbye to Nimbus, Goku turned and smiled, seeing the house. He no longer feeling that phantom pain and guilt, he usually felt, as he held his wife from her waist. The house was just like his old one.
Despite his protest, the Ox-King insisted he helped him build his home. He eventually agreed, and both were able to finish, just a few days before Goku and Chi-Chi's wedding.
Goku lifted his wife with his hands, and the husband carried his wife inside the house. Chi-Chi looked around in awe, while Goku smiled, seeing the house in good condition was a pleasant change. Memories of his former residence in ruins was replaced with this. There were no cracks, no moss, and no evidence of this house collapsing. Everything was new. This was a new fresh start.
He was brought back into reality when he felt a tug on his arm. Looking down, he saw his wife looking at him in worry. He smiled and kissed her forehead, making her smile in return. Kami, he was so in love with this amazing woman. He was glad that there were no secrets between them.
The Saiyan god carried his wife up to their bedroom. Gently putting her down, Goku closed the door behind him and looked at his wife. They both agreed to wait until the full moon, that didn't mean they couldn't fool around.
Goku walked towards his wife and kissed her neck as he held her close. His senses were overwhelming. He could smell and see her blood pumping inside the visible skin. His fangs ache to break the skin and taste the sweet metallic blood of his mate.
He resisted the urge to break the skin, but in place, he licked the desired spot, making the female moan his name softly.
"G-Goku… I-I...~"
He hushed her, not leaving his spot, "Hush, just cause we agreed to wait, that doesn't mean we can't fool around." Chi-Chi went red.
Goku pulled away from the neck, despite his primal instincts protest. He helped Chi-Chi remove her wedding dress, and ignored the urge to rip it apart.
When the white garment fell on the floor, Goku's greedy, wondering eyes roam around Chi-Chi semi-naked body. He didn't resist to allow his hands to roam around, touching every piece of skin he could get his hands on, greedily.
"Only I can touch you." He growled, licking her neck, making Chi-Chi gasp. "No other man will be allowed to see you, smell you or touch you like I can. No man will ever get as close as I can."
He bit her earlobe, making Chi-Chi gasp and moan at the slight pain and pleasure. His hands roamed around her chest. He growled in dissatisfaction upon the touching fabric covering the swell round of her breasts.
Chi-Chi felt herself growing wet at her husband's actions. Oh, how she regretted agreeing to wait. She could feel her husband's desire. Goku growled and grasped the undergarment covering her chest. He surprised Chi-Chi by ripping it off.
"Goku!" She gasped.
Goku's mind was tempting to submit to his primal instincts, but he held firm. However, that didn't mean the animal inside him was sealed off completely. Without any hesitation, Goku threw Chi-Chi on his shoulders like a sack of potatoes, making her squeal in surprise. He tossed her on the bed, and he knelt next to her. He furiously unbuttoning his tuxedo shirt, almost ripping it apart had Chi-Chi not helped him. When the unwanted material fell on the floor, Goku tackled her. He forced her on her back as his body squashed her.
Chi-Chi whimpered at the feel of her small body being pressed by Goku's broad, muscular physique. It brought down shivers on her body as her hand greedily touched every piece of hard muscle they could get their hands-on.
She closed her eyes and gasped when Goku grasped the last of her undergarments and snapped them off. She moaned when she felt his fingers touching her inner thigh, teasing her by rubbing his thumb on wet her lips. Looking into his eyes, she saw that carnal lust look in his eyes.
"You're mine." he purred in her ear before going down to chest. "Say it."
"I-I-" She tried, but she was cut off when her husband shoved his finger inside her. She let out a loud groan when his mouth took one of her tits, sucking them for what they worth. She gasped and moaned, as Goku teasingly played around her vaginal walls. Goku licked his lips at the feeling. It was wet and warm, just as he remembered. Her delicious, sweet, and spicy scent was calling out for him, telling him that his wife was ripe for childbearing.
It was torture.
"I-I'm...Ugh! G-Goku!...Y-Yours! I.. Ugh!
Kami damn it, it was too irresistible to bite her taut flesh and claim her as his mate. To fuck her and turn her into a mess. His pants were very tight, and he hissed at the pain of his demanding erection. The Saiyan inside him roar in disapproval at the strength of his self-control.
"Chi-Chi...My beloved mate and love, it is getting difficult to resist you." His hot breath fanned her face, "Your scent is driving me crazy."
It was too much for Chi-Chi, as suddenly she cried out. Goku felt her body convulse and her ki skyrocket, and he looked smug about it. Cheeky bastard. He removed his fingers and was satisfied to see the wet, sticky substance dripping from his hands. Goku licked the sweet nectar off his fingers, and Chi-Chi shivered upon seeing Goku taste her like that.
Making sure not to leave a drop, Goku licked his lips and looked at his mate hungrily. "I can't get enough of you. I need more! I must taste you-!"
Spreading her legs even further, Goku went down and was satisfied to see the excitement dripping down his wife. Chi-Chi wailed when Goku licked the entrance of her slit, before pushing in his tongue. Her hands grabbed a fistful of hair each and pushed Goku deeper and locked her legs around his head to keep him in place.
Goku grunted from the slight pain, but he continued satisfying his thirst. How long has it been since he last tasted her? To eat her out as she screamed her name? He looked up to see the teary, bliss look on Chi-Chi's face. Her eyes met his, and Chi-Chi felt the pool of desire grow upon seeing that lustful look, her husband was giving her.
She cried out when Goku decided to tease her by rubbing her slit as his tongue licked whatever it could touch. Goku teasingly bit her, and Chi-Chi bucked her hips, crying out. It didn't help that Goku removed his mouth once and a while to thrust his strong, long fingers inside her, curling them while doing so.
Kami. Not only did he live up as a god out on the battlefield, but in bed too.
She just barely managed to grasp the enormous bulge in his pants, and Goku froze before letting out a muffled guttural groan. "Kami, I want you so much… And it doesn't help that you smell so good…" He breathed her in deeply.
Chi-Chi flushed as she felt her body heat up. Oh, goodness, what was he doing to her? Chi-Chi's eyes rolled to the back of her head, and she let out another groan, her hands releasing Goku's black hair, to clutch the bedsheet. Goku's free hand played with her chest and nipples, while his mouth and other hand still worked on driving her mad down there..
It was in a matter of moments before her body shook and she cried out in ecstasy, clutching the bedsheet with dear life as she climaxed. Goku didn't waste on drinking her sweet, spicy nectar. Never once did he let a single drop go to waste.
"You taste even better than I remembered. It's been so long, Chi…"
Chi-Chi panted heavily as she tried recovered from her overpowering, yet fantastic climax. She was losing consciousness with the world, as she felt her husband shift. She felt his hard body spoon her small softer one.
"I hope you enjoyed our little preview, my love," Goku smirked as he whispered in her ear. "Because the real thing has yet to come. Sleep well…"
Chi-Chi didn't bother to argue. She allowed herself to fall into a peaceful slumber. Goku, once he noticed his wife was asleep, he quietly got off the bed, to not disturb her. He left the house and walked towards a familiar path that lead to the cold lake.
Goku eagerly ate the large cooked fish he had caught. He didn't bother removing his pants, and so he jumped on in the cold lake. His clouded mind had cleared, and his problem vanished upon contact with the cold water. His pants and socks were currently drying up in the tree, fluttering from the gentle winds, and his shoes were near the campfire he created. When he stripped to his boxers, his stomach gave an almighty growl, stating he was hungry. No surprise there, he did eat a portion that was large in human comparison. But for a Saiyan? That was puny, that not even a baby Saiyan would be satisfied.
So he did the most stupidest thing he's done in over two-hundred years. He jumped back into the lake to catch a midnight snack. It took him a while to remember where was the great hiding spots for the larger fishes, but at least now he was satisfied.
When the fish was nothing but bones, Goku felt at peace as he laid down to look at the dark sky. Of course, the guilt and shame will always be at the back of his brain and heart. But now was not the time to dwell on that. He took his second chance, and he'll be damned if he failed again. His wife was happy, and it won't be long before Gohan would be conceived.
His heart ached just thinking about his dead/unborn son. He wanted to see his son again — both his sons. But Gohan has yet to be born, and Goku has to wait eleven years before Goten can be conceived. He didn't want to miss up Goten's future just by having him be born earlier than he was meant to be. He didn't have to wait too long for Gohan, so he'll miss Goten. That innocent bundle of joy brought smiles to the family when he was a child. It was such a shame that Goten decided it was time to grow up, move out, and have a family like his older brother.
There was nothing wrong with that, but both he and Chi-Chi felt empty without their children. Just remembering his grandchildren, and Vegeta and Bulma's daughter Bra, made his heart yearn for another child. Sadly, Chi-Chi became infertile, being unable to conceive more children. And bitterly, his decisions to keep on training cause him to slip the idea of using the Dragon Balls.
Not that it mattered anyway. Sheron left earth with the Dragon Balls a long time ago. Not too long before his wife became bedridden. When Chi-Chi passed, he spended most of his time with his aging sons and their families. Everything was alright until they died too. Goku couldn't remember the last time he bawled his eyes out since those awful days. The graveyard became his home until he couldn't handle the pain anymore.
Goku let the warm, salty tears drop fall on his cheeks, as he remembered being there for both his sons on their deathbeds.
"Gohan...Goten...Your deaths were a bigger impact on me than your mother's death. It reminded me as a failure of being the father you both needed and wanted…" He wiped his tears away and looked up at the starred sky, the waning gibbous moon shining down on him. "I will not waste this chance to fix my mistakes. I will be not only the father you need but your master. And this time, I will not be leaving you both behind."
He then thoughts then shifted onto the older vision of his friends. They were gray, weak and old, looking at him with a sad smile (or in Vegeta's state, scowling) as each one of them die while holding them in his hands. Those memories will haunt him for the rest of his eternal life. "Everyone, just like I failed to be a father, I failed on being a friend. You all stayed by my side despite my stupidity. I watch you all grow old and die, unintentionally leaving me behind. I never deserved your friendship, but I promise to be there whenever you need me to be."
A/N: Welp, this is it, folks! I know that you are disappointed about not getting that lemon you wanted, but hey, you might get your wish if you ask nicely.
Anyway, I think I'll work on three to four chapters before we start on the Raditz Saga. So please be patient.
