New York has been more than I could ever dream about. I have visited the Empire State building! It is something I only knew vaguely because of movies. I kissed Michael there on the observation deck and it was wonderful to see the skyline. We visited a couple of different museums. I can never stop being fascinated by the history and art that is offered especially in these museums in New York. It is something that was always far away and only seen on television but now I am walking these halls filled with artifacts and it makes me feel so alive. I feel like a child again and I know I am crushing Michael's hand and all but dragging him but he lets me so who cares. We went on a cruise to see the statue of Liberty and I of course took pictures. After all the sightseeing, we have done for today we are eating dinner at Dos Caminos now. The restaurant looks nice and hopefully the food is really good.

They bring us nachos with three types of salsas. The salsa verde taste the best not because it's mild but because it's so tasty. I don't really like burn your mouth salsa so I leave that alone but Michael loves it but still takes so much of the salsa verde que codicioso! I settle on the Mar y Tierra tacos and Michael gets a skirt steak. When the food comes, I am pleasantly surprised that my tacos are arguably some of the best tacos I have had in my life. We share some of our food with each other and by the end I was so full I felt like I needed to be carried. Michael volunteered but meh I don't like drawing attention and Mikey had some drinks I don't need him dropping me by mistake. This New York concrete does not look forgiving at all. The movies are not far from here so it won't be much of a walk anyways. We settle in our seats and I push up the arm rest because I want to be closer to Michael. He puts his arm around me and we start to watch the previews. I curl into Michael and before I know it I am sleeping.

I missed the entire movie Michael had to wake me up when the credits were rolling. I didn't realize how tired all the food made me. I don't feel so tired anymore after my little nap. I want to explore the city and I tell Michael I would just like to walk around the city. We walk for blocks encountering restaurants and lights coming from everywhere. To just soak everything in makes me feel like a child and I love the feeling it is exhilarating and nostalgic in a way. So many American TV shows used New York City as a backdrop you feel like you know it but being here its unlike anything I have ever seen. I am seeing it with this man I love and I could think of nothing more perfect than walking down the street with my hand joined to his. He talks about the memories he has of here. When his parents used to take their family into the city for a weekend.

When Michael shares himself like this it makes fall more in love with him. Being here has magnified everything that I feel. All yesterday all I could do was have sex with Michael. It's as if I couldn't get enough until I got out of bed of course. I was so sore and the wonders of a warm bath have changed my life forever.

As we walk through Central Park I can feel the slight wind on this calm day when Michael asks me something.

"You know how we have been hanging out with Morgan and Molly?"

"Yes, Michael I absolutely adore them it's hard to believe sometimes that they are only cousins they are more like twins."

"Yeah I know we don't really think of Molly as our cousin she is really just a sister like Krissy and Joss is. It's always been like that when they were kids. Krissy and I are like them in that way too. Always on the same wavelength and always there for each other."

"I hope to meet your sister one day Michael. By the way you speak about her it reminds how MaJo makes me feel." When Michael speaks of Kristina it is with a deep abiding love and comes from a place of unconditional support. You can feel his love for his sister.

"My sister is my greatest support system even more than my parents. We are all close to one another but Kristina is my best friend she has been there in the darkest hours of my life to lend her words and shoulders for me when I needed it the most." It brings me to tears the way Michael speaks of his sister and it harkens my heart because I think of Majo and how much I miss her. This is the longest I have ever been away from her.

"Are you crying?" The space between his eyebrows do that crinkle thing I hate. It conveys so much concern but it's not needed for this.

"Don't do that thing with your face I hate it. It just hearing your words about your sister just shows a deep love and its beautiful to hear how one person can illicit so much love from you. It also strikes my heart because it mirrors how I feel about my sister. This is the longest I have ever been away from home... from her... from my mother." This opportunity has been very rewarding and has brought Michael into my life and I will always be grateful for that. The only detracting thing about this is being away from my family.

"I know it sucks being so far away from them. Kristina choosing to go to a great school far away is what she wanted. I respect it but God I miss her but you know the biggest thing I take away from it is that this is what she needs on her journey to get ahead. I am sure your family misses you like crazy but also want you to follow the path of your dreams."

"You are right about that my journey brought me here and I'll never forget that or what comes to on that journey." Michael looks at me and I do have a double meaning to my words that he isn't privy. I can't forget my original intent for coming here. He just kisses me and it can almost make me forget about anything.

"You want to go back to the hotel?" Michael steps behind me and wraps his arms around me and we just stand there in each other's presence.

"Yeah I am ready Mikey." I grasp one of his hands and we take the long way back to the hotel. I cannot recount a happier time I have had in the recent past.

When we get back to the hotel as soon as I hear the door click I am all over Michael. My hands are every and anywhere they can reach. I take his shirt off and he picks me up from my torso goodness he is strong. I wrap my legs around him and I feel him walking slowly back to the bedroom and I rub myself wantonly on Michael.

When he places me on the bed I can see his eyes. His blue eyes are deeper like sapphires and it burns me. I feel the flexing of his muscles as I touch him. We are naked now and I feel the slight chill from the AC. We are on top of the covers and my heart is racing. The heat from his body and the coolness from the AC running give me goosebumps. I feel electric kissing Michael feels like lightening striking. I can hear the roll of thunder in my ears so vividly. Him filling me kills me each time. Like how I feel at the top of roller coaster. The anticipation of in that split seconds and then you fall feeling like your stomach is leaving your body. It's exhilarating I hold onto him his warmth is like a furnace. It's amazing how hot his body can get. I pull him to me. My arms crushing him to me so tight like I want us to become one being. He uses his hands to spread my thigh even wider and God it makes his thrust more intense.

I am running hotter myself with my orgasm fast approaching. I can tell Michael feels it and is chasing his own because he is getting uniform. His erratic thrusting gets harder and I swear it by God we both come at the same time. He shouts my name and keeps fucking me tiredly through his orgasm which makes my orgasm longer. He stays inside me and I hug him to me. His weight grounds me and makes me feel complete. I want to bask in his glow forever.

"Baby my ass is cold." Him suddenly speaking throws me for a loop but what he says makes me freaking laugh.

"I like us like this I don't want you outside of me…" It's weird I am sensitive there right now but I want him to stay there.

"I love you but please let me get under the covers. The AC feels like it's 50 degrees babe and I'm naked." I guess it's silly to keep him like this. I give him a kiss and tell he can leave and he pulls out his dick slowly and I can feel the stickiness of our cum inside me and I moan loudly.

"If you keep moaning like that I doubt we will ever leave this room."

"I don't want to leave. I just want to stay here forever and be alone with you."

"I know Baby, I feel the same but we have to go. We have to return to our life in PC. I don't want you to be mad but I was checking my phone and have to do some work. I know it's our last night here and I said this would be a getaway but I want to do a good job."

"Michael, I am not mad I will help you work as I always have since we started. I have no problems with you working but I do have a problem that you felt you had to hide it now we have less time get the work done." I feel like more than a hypocrite because I am talking about hiding when I harbor some secrets of my own.

Michael looks relieved when I am alright with it and he goes to get his laptop. I just hug his torso while he sits back and start going through emails. It looks like we will be in for a long night so I order us room service. I think I might lose him and this maybe the time I will have to cherish the most because when I tell Michael about my prospects he may not want to be with me anymore.

I don't let that phase me and I tell Michael this is how to best execute these plans. I like the team we make and I dare not let myself get too comfortable to with it but I fear that my heart can't heed the warning.