Every since my breakup with Mai I have just felt a rage that I can't shake. Most of the rage is against myself because once I was out the door it started hitting how much of an ass I was. I was so mad at her that I couldn't see anything in front of me and I had her near begging that she could explain herself. Now I'm just mad all the time and my siblings can see it. I get off my flight back from London and it was terrible. All the success ELQ had in the last months was completely evaporated. I can't really keep my head in the game right now and Tracy is wondering what the hell happened to me.

I don't even know what's going on with me. Everything was going smoothly and now we are in the same shape we were a year ago. The overseas board of directors I can tell want to have another executive VP for Europe. They feel we are too disconnected to them I don't know how to feel about it. I feel like I am doing a horrible job and if I admit that then it will be likely I get replaced. I love doing this and I can't really imagine doing anything else. I am just happy to be home though I go to baggage claim to get my suitcase and my heart stills I see Mai hugging someone and I can only see the back of their head but it looks like her sister. We look at each other for a split second and I feel frozen. I want to go to her too and have her hug me. My life has been shit since we broke up and she always knows how to lift me up. She just ushers her sister out of the airport. It seems she is taking the breakup better than I am. I have always known her to be strong but I hope down the line there can still be an us. I have been in other relationships before but this is the first time I seriously thought it could be the long haul.

"MICHAEL!" Someone screaming my name takes me out of my deep thoughts. Morgan brought Krissy and Molly with him to pick me up from the airport. Its much needed to be around my siblings right now its weird how Molly is Krissy's sister but not mine but she is more than a cousin to me. Her and Morgan used to be thick as thieves and still are.

"Hey Mikey, you okay?" Molly default is concerned and I love that about her.

"Yeah, Molls I am I was just thinking about some work stuff." Kristina gives me a look and I know she doesn't believe me but she says nothing she just hugs me. After we get the hugs out the way we make our way to the car. We just drive back to Kristina's apartment. The doorbell rings and its Dante with a pizza and I am glad my family had the foresight to order pizza I didn't realize how hungry I was until now.

With how my life turned out I never really had the time to forge the kind of friendships that would be long term. The kids in school bullied me... well I should say all of us even Molly. We have all become as well-adjusted as we can be but we cling together as a unit because we could never find the kind of friendship other people because of who we were. For the longest time I hated it and I blamed our father for it but I come to realize if I had been raised a Quartermaine it would have changed nothing. AJ didn't have the best background either. He was a recovering alcoholic and him driving drunk almost killed Jason. They would have bullied me no matter what. I probably wouldn't be as close to my siblings and just even lonelier.

"Kristina why must you always be so loud?!" Dante's voice snaps me out of my thoughts. "Why can't you be like Molly and speak in a normal manner..." Dante and Molly clink cups together in a toast of sorts.

"Dante, I'm not loud this is my default if you can't handle it by now I guess you are in the wrong family. And Molly don't you dare try to conspire with him we have to stick together in this sea of testosterone."

"Kris, don't be mad we like Molly more than you. You can still hang with us... we don't care so much about you screeching all the time." Morgan is really happy to get his hourly swipe in.

"Krissy, I for one love your company and do not mind your screeches at any hour of the day..." I join in on riling her up because its just so much fun.

"Neanderthals..." Krissy just rolls her eyes at us and Morgan being the fool he is seriously starts grunting and it earns a laugh from all of us.

"You kind sirs are our subjects... You do our bidding and we require three jesters for our entertainment isn't that right my co-queen?"

"Why yes Queen Molly, we require three peasants to be our court jesters and it seems we have found our lucky three fools. The competition was very fierce we have chosen all three of you." Kristina has this way of giving off a regal heir it must be the Cassadine in her.

"We are honored to be your humble servants. I propose a toast in honor of this occasion. The honor my Queens is all ours." I get up and I do an exaggerated bow and Dante and Morgan do one as well.

Molly runs to get some board games and I know its on. The board games remidn me of a time when we used to play in Mai's apartment literally every week for months. This will be the first time I play a board game and I know Mai won't win. I wish she could be here hanging out with me and my siblings.

We play for hours and all of the pizza is done which isn't hard when Morgan is around he just scarfs them down like no one else could be hungry... We decide to call it a night and I am exhausted I can't wait to get home and just sleep. The sleep on the plane was uncomfortable and probably is going to give me kinks in my neck.

I have started getting used to the idea of going home to the Quartermaine mansion again. For the recent months it was going home with Mai now its going back to the mansion to be met by Tracy. She is trying her best to be supportive as much as Tracy can be but I know she wants to be back at ELQ in a full-time capacity but she is sick and can't do the day to day but I can tell its disappointing to her that I am failing. She is trying to recruit Ned to help me but he wants to just commit to his own business. Ned is so good at this stuff and I could really learn a lot from him but he has given this company so much over the course of his life its not fair to ask him for more because I seem to be running it into the ground no matter what I do.

I finally get back to my room in the mansion and it feels weird and a little wrong. I have barely been in here for months and it coming to hit me that its empty. Truly coming here makes me feel alone again. I know Monica loves having me here but I just feel empty being in this room.

My phone vibrates and I see that Kristina is calling me which is weird I literally just left her place.

"Krissy, what's up you already missing your favorite sibling?" Usually Kristina would have something biting to say but I just hear heavy breathing.

"Mikey something happened..." My sister's voice is shaky and her breathing is uneven.

"Krissy, tell me everything?!" I don't know what she could possibly tell me but I assume the worst. Our family is huge it could literally be about anyone.

"Molly was going back to her apartment with Morgan and some car crashed into them. Michael they are in the hospital right now. My mom, dad and Carly just got notified. Carly can't even speak right now they have to treat her too she had a panic attack."

"Krissy, I am on my way right now."

"Hurry Mikey, I need you..." Kristina hates showing her vulnerability so the crash must have been very serious.

I just grab my keys and I run out the door. I text Dante and let him know and he tells me he is investigating the crash because whoever did it ran away from the crime scene. It pisses me off. Molly and Morgan potentially could be fighting for their life and the asshole that put them there didn't even have the decency to stay after what they did.

I make my way over to the hospital and I go to the waiting room and I see Alexis and dad talking. I guess mom is being examined after her panic attack. Kristina runs to me and it becomes very real because tears start flowing when I see how much of a mess she is.

"Michael, its bad... Morgan has a concussion and they saw he will be fine but he lost consciousness. Molly is doing worse though. Her liver was severely damaged in the accident and Michael we need to find a match for her. She is on a transplant list but all of us are getting tested to see if we are a match."

These are the times where I really hate being a non-blood relative because the likelihood of me being a match are really low but I would do anything for Molly.

I ask Kristina where do I go to see if I can possibly be a match for her and she takes me to Grandma Bobbie and she has someone check me out.I'm praying that one of us in this large family can be a mtach for Molly. There's so many of us that I just want the luck to be on our side because who knows how long it could take for Molly to get a match. You would literally have to wait for someone to die to even be considered and then in order of the list.