Jenny had been spending a lot more time with Edward and his family. They were really nice people but she still felt a little on edge around them. Especially Jasper and Roseali. Alice on the other hand was like her new best friend.
Jenny was lay on Edward's bed sketching down her new design ideas. Edward had gone to talk to his dad and he'd been gone for ages. Jenny was so caught up with her latest ideas she hadn't heard or seen him return.
"What are you drawing?" he asked making her jump.
"Do you have to sneak up on me all the time?" she asked scowling at him.
Edward smirked and looked down at the dress she had been desiging. To him it looked like underwear. He shook his head. He couldn't understand why a girl as pretty as Jenny felt the need to go about scantily clad and wearing far too much make up and he'd told her as much. Jenny couldn't understand why he was so old fashioned and couldn't get her sense of style.
"So what would you like to do today?" he questioned.
Jenny was really unsure about what to do. She'd been spending so much time with the Cullens who were trying to keep her out of trouble. It was nice having people to spend time with but she was still missing Jacob. It killed her that he wasn't speaking to her. It hurt being away from him.
"You could always go see him" Edward suggested.
"How did you know i was thinking about him?" she asked puzzled.
"It's written all over your face" he replied with a small smile.
Jenny thought Edward must know her better than anyone it was like he was constantly reading her mind.
"What if he still won't speak to me?" she asked feeling worried.
She had told Edward everything she had done. Every nasty little thing Blair would have told Jacob. Edward had been a little surprised but he still liked wanted to hurt Jacob for making her feel so down. Jenny Humphry was a special girl and Jacob was lucky she loved him. Jenny didn't see herself in that was which hurt Edward more.
Edward hugged her and Jenny snuggled into him. Jenny meant a lot to Edward and he wanted her to be happy. He wasn't sure why she was so special she just was. She was a lost sould and that he could relate to.
"Of course he'll speak to you" Edward reassured her "and if you wear that underwear dress he won't be able to stay away"
Jenny rolled her eyes and hit him playfully before turning serious.
"What am i going to wear!" she exclaimed.
As if by magic Alice appeared to take Jenny to her closet. Alice's wardrobe was more like a department store there was nothing that girl didn't have. Luckily Jenny was a similar size to her pixie like friend. Not that it would have mattered she was sure Alice had clothes in every size to help with anyones fashion emergency.
She settled on a grey and black stripe tee-shirt and high waisted shorts with braces. Casual and cute. She put on her sunglasses and she was ready to go. She figured they were the safest option see as heavy eye make up and crying were a bad combination.
She jumped into Edward's volvo as he was dropping her closer to the reservation. Jenny could feel the butterflies starting in her stomach. She was excited to see Jacob but so nervous. What if he rejected her. Even if she did speak to him there was no way she could explain the terrible things she had done.
They spent most of the Journey in silence. It was all over far to quickly for Jenny. She sighed and got out of the car.
"Thanks Edward" she said with a small smile "Wish me luck"
Edward left her just outside of La Push. Jenny didn't know why he couldn't come with her but she guessed it was somthing she should do alone. Edward had promised to come and pick her up as soon as she called him.
She started to make her way towards Jacob's house. She wasn't 100 percent sure she wanted him to be home. She tapped lightly on the door. She almost stopped breathing when Jacob answered it. He wasn't wearing a shirt which was a little bit distracting.
Jenny looked up at him "Hi Jacob"
He just stood there not leaving but not inviting her in either.
"Please speak to me" she said softly.
Jacob ran a hand through his short dark hair.
"It's hard Jenny" he told her "I don't really know what to say"
Jenny lowered her gaze sadly. Then she did something that surprised them both. She slapped him hard. If she could have reached his face it would have been there.
"What the hell!" he exclaimed
"You're an ass Jacob Black" she replied angrily "You're supposed to be with me and you just disappear."
"Jenny..." He started.
She was already mid rant so there was no use interrupting. She had spent the last couple of weeks feeling so hurt and worrying. She'd had enough of feeling down.
"If you'd really cared and been the guy i thought you were you wouldn't have ignored me. You would have asked my side of the story. Instead you've just been some stupid jerk who's hurt me so much, and like an idiot i've sat round crying over you and trying to speak to you. I've been pathetic, well not anymore. I'm not little Jenny Humphrey everyone can push round and treat like dirt. Edward has been there for me this whole time and all i could think about was how much i love you well forget it" she finished barely taking a breath.
Before Jacob could say a word she had turned to storm off. She couldn't believe she'd been moping around and had begged to get a guy back. She'd actually gone down to speak to him and all he had done was tell her he didn't know what to say. He was just another Nate.
Jacob went running after her. It wasn't hard for him to catch up with her. He grabbed her arm and spun her around to face him.
"You love me?" he questioned staring down at her.
Jenny looked down at the ground. She hadn't realised she'd said that. That was the problem with a full blown rant very little control on what was being said.
"It doesn't matter now" she said with a shrug.
"Jenny i couldn't bare the thought of you with those guys it made me so jealous and angry I couldn't risk being around you" he explained.
Jenny looked up at him and raised her eyebrow "You couldn't risk it?"
"If i ever hurt you I couldn't live with myself" he told her stroking her face.
Jenny pulled back feeling confused. Jacob was scared of hurting her physically.
" Well you did hurt me" she told him.
"I just didn't want to lose control around you" he tried to explain.
All he managed to do was make her feel more confused. He knew he would have to tell her everything.
By the end of it Jenny was staring at him with pure disbelief in her eyes. He thought she was surprisingly calm for someone who had just found out her boyfriend was a warewolf and her closest friends were vampires.
"Wow" was all she could muster.
Jacob took a step towards her and Jenny took a step back.
"Jenny please we're meant to be together. I was scared before but you know we can work through this. It hurt me to be away from you and i know you felt that to" he said softly walking closer again.
Jenny had hurt the whole time he had been from her. She had never known anyone who could out do her and her friends on the drama scale before. Gossip girl would have a field day with the people here.
Jacob pulled Jenny close to him and just held her.
She was sure it wasn't natural how safe she felt with him. Especially seeing as she'd just found out he was a monster but she felt complete in his arms. He was turning her into a cheesey romantic but she didn't care. So her boyfriend was a crazy jealous warewolf it was still better than dating Chuck Bass.
Jacob bent down slightly and pulled her face up to his kissing her softly. Jenny pulled him closer standing on her tip toes to deepen the kiss. She had missed him so much. Her head was a mess but being close to him helped.
"I love you" he wispered to her.
