Jenny text Jacob when she had finished dinner with her Mom but he didn't reply. So Jacob was clearly throwing another temper tantrum. Well she wasn't going to take it again and she wouldn't be the one going down to the reservation to speak to him. Instead she called Agnes and asked her to go to a bar. They knew Edward wouldn't approve but she knew Agnes would be a rebel with her.
She put on her little black dress, suspender tights and the highest heels she could find. Agnes was waiting for her at the bar with a shot of tequila. As a teenager she was allowed to repeat her mistakes. Agnes was slightly psycho but she was a fun party girl.
Jenny was leant over the pool table when she felt his eyes on her. She looked up and met Jacobs gaze before going back to her game of pool.
"He's here" She said to Agnes handing her the pool cue.
"Tall dark and handsome?" Agnes asked looking over "Nice job little J….shame about the possessive overly jealous part."
"I'm going to the bar" She said walking away not looking over his way again.
She ordered two vodka and cokes for her and Agnes and headed back over to the table. Jacob had appeared and taken the drinks from her hands.
"What are you doing?" He demanded.
"Having a drink with my friend" She retorted with a scowl taking the drinks back.
"This isn't like you Jenny" He said holding onto her arm.
Jenny looked down at his arm then back up at him.
"Let go Jacob, you wanted your little jealous temper tantrum now I'm out with my friend, I'll speak to you later" She said with a hint of anger.
She had been letting Jacob get away with being possessive for too long and yes she loved him and still wanted to be with him but he had to know it wasn't ok to shut her out every time she did something he didn't like.
He looked like he wanted to say something else but he went back across the room to his friends. Jenny headed over to Agnes handing her a drink and trying not to look Jacob's way.
"That looked intense" Agnes commented taking a sip of her drink.
"No boy talk please" She sighed "I told him I'm out having fun with my friend and that's what I'm going to do."
Jenny was feeling better already drinking and dancing with Agnes. She knew it was becoming a bad habit turning to a bad influence for comfort but she had done nothing but be good and all it had achieved was that Jacob thought he could control everything and she would just sit around waiting. She and Agnes posed for pictures, downed shots and threw themselves around the dance floor without a care in the world. Jenny ignored any men who tried to talk to her. She still only had eyes for one person and she could feel his eyes glaring a hole in the back of her head as she grinded with Agnes. His friends had held him back a few times as men approached her.
She swayed to the music while Agnes danced with some guy. She felt Jacob's arms snake around her.
"We need to talk" He demanded moving to the music with her.
"Later" She said pulling away still not ready to give in.
He wasn't going to listen to later. He dragged her outside and pinned her against the wall. He was staring hard trying to control his breathing. Jenny didn't look away. He kissed her hard his hands still pinning her to the wall. It was possessive kiss. Jenny knew she should slap him but she couldn't help but want him. She kissed him back and he loosened his grip on her arms enough so she could snake her arms around his neck pulling him closer.
"I love you Jenny" He said softly in between kisses.
"I love you too Jacob but you need to calm down and let me in more" She told him looking him in the eyes.
"You drive me crazy" he groaned "You have no idea what you do to me."
"I feel it to" She admitted "I hate being away from you, I want to be there for you but we have to make things a little less psycho crazy"
"I thought I was gonna explode in there with all those guys trying to get with you"
"And did you notice I didn't speak to any of them, I only want you but I need my friends and family too"
"I couldn't really move past the seeing red"
"Do you trust me?"
Jacob paused for a moment
"Yes" He said softly kissing her
"Then you need to let me have a bit more freedom or you'll drive us apart"
"I guess I can share you some of the time" He said sheepishly.
"Shall we go back inside?"
"No I will punch the next guy who looks at you, and with you looking like that I won't be able to keep my hands off you, I should take you home"
"Well you know the second part of that's ok" She said raising an eyebrow.
"I want our first time to be special like you deserve"
Jenny almost wanted to cry. She knew with Jacob it would be her dirty dancing perfect time. It was just a shame it wasn't her first. The important thing was she was with the right guy now and he really did love her. Even if it was all a little crazy and intense.
Agnes had already left not that Jenny was surprised. Jacob had brought a car to take her home in.
"Can I stay with you?" She asked
"It's not a good idea Jenny" He replied.
"Please" she said.
Jacob looked at her and headed towards the reservation. Jenny didn't want to wait any longer to be with Jacob. Being with someone who loved her that much would be perfect. And she really didn't want to be alone.
