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Father took a seat next me by the edge of the bed, and placed his hand over mines to comfort me. "Let's take this slow Kagome, why don't you tell us what you remember, and I'll try to fill in the holes".
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I just sat there, hands tightly holding onto the bed, quietly absorbing all the information that was being thrown at me. If it were not coming from my father, I would laugh at the story being told. How could I rationalize a story in which I got kidnapped, lost my memories, got impregnated, got mated to the father of the child, got kidnapped AGAIN, gave birth and GOT KIDNAPPED AGAIN. Oh and not to forget, I lost my memory again to put the cherry on top. For kami's sake, I needed to learn some self-defense, or at least have a tracker on me.
"Kagome? Sweetheart, are you okay?" My dad asked in concern.
"Yeah, its… its just a lot to take in" I replied, my eyes settling on the sleeping child next to me. How can I already be a mother? As if by instincts my hands moved over the child head, slowly sliding down his silky hair. It was quite beautiful, no doubt he takes after his father. My face reddened at the sudden realization that I had unconsciously be eying the man. What was his name again… My eyes returned to the man, that for all this time, stood quietly by the door while my father spoke to me.
"Lord Kyrion, I wish to speak to Kagome in private" He asked, but something told me his question was more out of politeness rather than feeling the need to ask for permission.
"Are you sure that is wise Lord Sesshomaru" My father asked as he stood from the bed and turned towards him. The only answer he got to his question was an impatient look, that told him to quickly get out. My father signed at the lack of response, and with a reassuring "Ill be back soon" excited the room.
My eyes continued to fallow him. My heartbeat quickening as he approached my bed side. "May I?" He asked, motioning to the space were my father once sat. I simply nodded my head.
I don't think he had much of a plan as to what he wanted to say, because once he sat on the bed, he seemed to be at a lost for words. Seeming to settle on something, his body straightened as he faced me, "Hello, I'm Lord… no… it's Sesshomaru for you" He said holding his hand out to me. It would be a lie if I said that I was not surprised, from the way that he composed himself, I could tell titles were significant for him.
"Hi, I'm Kagome" I answered, offering my hand by placing it in his waiting one. His finger firmly wrapped around mines. They had a roughness to them, perhaps from years of battles. Yet, part of me wanted for his hand to never let go of mines. His head tilted as he brough his lips forward, gently kissing my hand. His lips lingered there before he straightened once again. His golden eyes were now far more intense than before.
"I don't think I can adequately express how relieved I am that you are safe" He said. Although his face remained stoic, his eyes showed his sincerity.
"I'm sorry" I blurted out. It was hard to look at him and not remember, when I could tell he so wanted me too. I felt so much guilt.
His hand rose. One of his fingers gently sliding across my check, rubbing away a tear that I didn't know was falling. "Kagome" he said, using the same finger to till my eyes to look at him. "You traded your freedom for the live of our pup, you have nothing to be sorry for."
He took a deep breath before his next words, "I understand that I cannot expect you to act as if you remember me. But all I ask is that you do not push me away and give me a chance to show you how much I care for you."
I did not know how, but our lips had ended up inches from each other's. Before they touched, I looked down in embarrassment. He seemed to not be offended by me pulling away, but rather amused. It was obvious he found enjoyment in my shyness.
Trying to ruffle his feathers and embarrass him too, I asked "So anyways, what did I like about you".
Amused by my challenge, he smirked "Well I think those things are better demonstrated than said". He paused to slowly run his claws down the side of my neck, slightly curving them towards my cleavage but not quite reaching it. "I would be more than willing to remind your body of what it liked about my person, if you so wish of course", his words send shivers all over my body, reaching the most privates of areas.
A small yawn broke the moment. Bring both of our attention to the now opens eyes of a puzzled pup. Seeing that he now had our attention, he reached out. Answering his calls, I let my hands pick him up and placed him on my lap. Safely between me and his alluring father.
Every hair of my body stood when I felt Sesshomaru's yokai dance around us. The pup seemed to further relax into my arms at the feeling of it. But for me, it set me on edge.
Such a powerful male, my beast purred out. Impressed by the rawness of his energy. As if on it own accord, my yokai rose to match his. Each of our energies blending in a dance of wills.
"Do you realize what you are doing Kagome" his voiced seemed to have deepened. How was that even possible?
"Huh?" Was all I could answer. I knew what my yokai was doing, but I couldn't make it stop, it was as if it reacted to his on its own.
"If I didn't know any better, I would say you were trying to tempt me" His words were spoken with a spice to them, fangs peaking out as he spoke, reminding me of the dangerous predator he was. My mind drifted to his earlier promise of a demonstration, images of what he could do with those fangs filling my head.
"I don't know. I can't make it stop", just as I said that, my yokai spiked, daring his to rise. This was so inappropriate. My yokai was basically enticing him to dominate mines. But more embarrassing was the effect that feeling his yokai was having on me. Even though my mind had no recollection, my body felt like it new his yokai, like it belonged with his yokai. I was unexpectedly disappointed when rather than releasing more of his yokai, he pulled it back in. Once his yokai was not dancing around, I was to settle my own.
"What was that?" I asked, in wonder. My yokai seemed to remember him, clearly treating him as the alpha.
"I do not know" Was all he said, seeming to stare blankly while deep in thought. Whatever was running through his mind quickly left as his face returned to normal. "I would like to return home"
"Okay?" I answer, missing what he meant by that.
"I expect that you and the pup will come with me" he further clarified.
My eyes widened in realization at what he wanted. I felt scared, of the implication of leaving with him. Yasu, who was previously quietly sitting in my lap, stared to struggle to turn around. His small yokai rising and falling back into him.
"The pup senses you distress, use your yokai to calm him" Sesshomaru instructed. I did what he said and soon Yasu stilled and relaxed back into my lap.
"What troubles you about coming with me?" Sesshomaru asked.
I did not know where to begin, there were too many thoughts running through my head. I felt comfortable with him, but that did not change the fact that I did not remember him. What if I could not be the woman he remembers?
"You are afraid that I will expect too much of you?" He asked, seeming to answer his own question.
"A little. But also, it would just be easier to get to know each other here. Here I know some things, if I go with you, I won't know anything. I think I will feel lost. It's just a lot to come to terms with" I tried to argue back.
His eyes seemed to soften at my words, "I understand your worries, but I am a lord and I have been missing from my lands for quite some time. I need to return."
I looked down once more at the pup in my hand. I didn't dare to ask him to leave us here, I knew a good pack leader would never do that. It was clear that although our mating bond was gone, he still thought of me as his mate. Not to mention, he would not leave his pup unprotected.
Yasu seemed to sense my look and turned around. He used his small legs to stand on my lap, his chubby face coming eye level to mines. He placed a small clawed hand on my check and just stared at me.
A small wave of energy came from his hand and poured into me, it made me feel like never before. It made me feel calmer than I have ever before. When his hand come off my check, all the turmoil that I had previously felt about leaving with them was gone. I was amazed at what he had done, with just one touch he had made all my worries disappear.
I wrapped my hands tight around Yasu, deeply inhaling his scent. Although I didn't remember that this was my child, but my heart new he was, and I had to do what was right for him. A young pup needed his father, so I would go with him.
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