I am not a native speaker and I usually write in French, but hey ! I love a good challenge and I wanna try to write a bit in English.
This is a translation of my fanfiction « Enigmatique », full Thasmin, post 12x08.
Do NOT hesitate to underline if you can't understand a thing haha, I'll do my best to fix it.
- You could try to ask him, suggested Yaz.
- His answers would only increase the enigma he is, answered the young lady, talking about Lord Byron.
Yaz stayed silent for a few seconds, then she whispered : « I know someone like that »
The lady carried on :
"This enigmatic person of yours, would you trade them for reliable and dull?"
Yaz imagined the Doctor. She didn't know what to do about it right now, she just wanted to hug her to console her. She didn't know what to do but this seemed important, essential. She wanted to kiss her slowly, take her hand and swear that everything would be alright. Because they would, wouldn't they ? It was the Doctor after all ! She wanted to know who she was, why she changed so much lately, why she had looks full of melancolia in front of certains things, that seems futile to them. She wanted to know why she changed so much since they met the one who called himself The Master. She imagined herself, asking a lot of questions, all the questions in the world, to the Doctor, who was an alien thousands of years older than her. She imagined herself after that : to take her in her arms, to help her getting on. She was 28, it was ridiculous. She wanted to know, to ask all of ths questions that burned her tongue and make her wanna yell when she saw her shut again in front of them at every questions they tried. She wanted to know so much but...
Why would an alien travel in time and space, without a break, always with companions ? What was the purpose of it, apart from forget something terrible, running far away from it ? Was it a place, or people ? Not wanting to remember ?
She saw herself, getting close to the Doctor, whom was saying : « We can't have an universe with no Yaz », her look when the Time Lady saw her in the box of glass, when she suddenly appeared after the Kasaavins episode, Yaz thought of all the contacts, very brief, and all the promesses of the Doctor : « I will save you, no matter what. » « I will take you home ». All the times The Doctor thought she failed.
Finally Yaz anwsered :
"My person's a bit different"
Even if it may be ridiculous to turn it that way. After all, all the people in love assumed that their personn was different. Traumatised alien or not.
There was a movement, and she stopped thinking of it :
« Did you see that ? »