a/n: this is the 'everchanging story' so this chapter was completely rewritten again. I don't think I'll be changing it now though because I love to see the chemistry and angst between Sirius and Tonks. Please review if you like it or have anything anything at all to say ;)
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21 hours and Two minutes ago
His hands dragged through her hair, fisting it in clumps of everchanging locks of dark red, orange, pink, purple.
They turned darker in his hands as she came closer. Closer to his own.
As if inserting himself in her forced her to change.
So that as she came she looked like a Black. Silver eyes, black hair, aquiline features.
Like the blood they both carried inside them.
And some self-hatred in him forced himself to pound into her harder the more she looked like him.
Or maybe it was her own self hatred.
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She dragged her nails across his back.
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Her head tossed back.
and screamed as she felt his anger pounding into her.
Harder. and harder.
she knew it was because she had changed her hair black, her eyes grey, her features into a mirror of his own.
She never felt more like a Black.
Bloodlines had never mattered to her before. But in this bizarre almost archaic moment she never felt more connected.
She could feel the Black family bloodlines pounding into her.
Centuries of it.
Inch by excruciating inch.
In some kind of twisted ritual of their own making.
Two burnt spots of the Black family united. in their own ashes.
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"Don't hold back."
"Take it out on me." she begged.
"Take it out on me."
She was begging him.
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Sirius grunted as he felt all his switches flipped on.
His hatred for his family. His self hatred. His dark lust. His lack of self control.
Everything seemed to be staring back at him in those grey eyes.
He almost forgot it was Tonks.
He thought it was someone else.
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Her voice broke the silence like a coarse and broken anthem over the shimmering sweat of their bodies.
Her body quivered under him and he knew she had let go.
It was almost too much.
Out of pure insanity he continued for a few more strokes until finally he could not take it anymore.
When he let go it was in an explosion of black clouds and thunder.
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She licked her lips and licked the trails of sweat and salt down his back.
He shivered under her. As if unused to being touched for so long.
She trailed her fingers delicately over the hairs on his arms standing on end.
Then bit into him.
She would always remember the sound he made.
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In retaliation he flipped her onto her back and took her again.
Chaffing. This time rougher. She choked on sobs of her own pleasure.
and it was at this point that she realized it had no longer become about forgetting Remus.
It had become so so much more.
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He felt like was holding a piece of dynamite in his hands.
Always changing. Always changing colours. Never once predictable.
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"What have we done?"
Tonks didn't answer him.
She trailed kisses up and down his chest, enjoying the musk
of his skin. She felt almost a maternal protectiveness for him.
It was not love.
It was more familiar.
Like siblings. Abandoned. Lost. They took shelter in each other's arms. In this giant house.
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R&R and I really like sirius/tonks and sirius/bella together because of the family angst, so I'd love to read your story or a recommendation of these pairings. thanks!