"Nonetheless, I loved him." Alastor placed a hand over his chest and smiled again. But, he trembled, that anger still flowing through him faintly. Anger that he never ceased to feel. The spectrum of emotions were certainly unhealthy for him. But, it's not like demons could die of a heartache anyways.
"I tried to ignore it all. So many nights, he'd be working late... and by working late, as he put it, I'd be reminded of what he was." He clutched his jacket tightly, enough to rip the fabrics slightly.
"I'd hide this anger, and his touch would soothe me. His arms would wrap around me, and he'd kiss me lovingly. On my lips..." His fingers went to his mouth, and stroked his lower lip.
"...my neck..." His hand reached behind his head.
"...everywhere, really. And just like that, I'd forget. He'd look into my eyes, and he'd give that smile sweeter than any treat in the world..."
"All I care about is you, Al.'"
"I... feel the same, Angel. You're..." Alastor smiled as he felt the arms around him, and his gaze. He loved it when he stared. It let him know that this was real, and there was no one else in the way. "...my entire world."
"I love you too. Now, get some sleep... I'm not going anywhere."
Nodding, Alastor gave him one last kiss, before closing his eyes, falling into a peaceful slumber.
"That's how it'd be every night, really. As soon as he was in our room, I'd be able to sleep instantly. It's like... he was my medicine. The cure to my forever ailing insomnia." Alastor leaned back in his chair and crossed his fingers with one another uncomfortably.
"Honestly, when I think back to it, I'm not sure how I could live like that. Knowing your lover would be with someone else during the day, and come back home... used. Only Lucifer knows what they'd do to him." Alastor paused for the longest time he did during this entire conversation, the look on his face turning into a silent seething.
His friend knew what he just said wasn't true. It wasn't only Lucifer.
"We'd be together for not even 4 months. Until..." His eyes seemed to glow as he stared directly to his friend. He gave a shrug, trying to give off a non-caring vibe. "...you know."