Hey. So, I'm writing this vent to get something off my chest. I've been feeling really suicidal lately and I don't know what to do anymore. I've I been in therapy, been in a mental hospital, and I'm taking medicine, but nothing is working. The only thing that works is cutting and starving myself, and those don't work all the time. I feel like attempting suicide again but I won't. I'm always upset. Nothing I try works. My bf had to take me to the councilor today while I was having a mini panic attack because I said I was gonna kill myself. I've been pissed with my mum, every asshole in my school, and my brother. It's all spiraling downhill again and I don't know what to do. I'm scared. I'm confused. I'm upset. Everything sucks.
So, sorry about my vent. I'll put up a new one shot later to make up for it, but it's currently midnight so I'm gonna go to sleep. Stay safe everyone. 'Till next chapter.