"In the car, in the car, in the backseat, I'm your baby
We go fast, we go so fast, we don't move
I believe in a place you take me
Make you real proud of your baby
In your car, I'm a star and I'm burnin' through you
In your car, I'm a star and I'm burnin' through you
Oh, be my once in a lifetime
Lying on your chest, in my party dress
I'm a fucking mess but I
Oh, thanks for the high life
Baby, it's the best, that's a test
And yes, now I'm here with you and I
Would like to think that you would stick around
You know that I'd just die to make you proud
The taste, the touch, the way we love
It all comes down to make the sound of our love song
Dream a dream, here's a scene
Touch me anywhere 'cause I'm your baby
Grab my waist, don't waste any part
I believe that you see me for who I am
So spill my clothes on the floor of your new car
Is it safe, is it safe to just be who we are?
Is it safe, is it safe to just be who we are?" Love Song by Lana Del Rey
Chapter 14
Waking up next to Bucky Barnes is now just part of my everyday life but it never loses its appeal. Especially on mornings like this where he's still sleeping peacefully, he looks like a god damn angel. I hate to wake him but those perfect plush lips of his are just begging to be kissed. It takes one, two, three quick pecks before I feel his lips molding to mine. He groans happily and brings his flesh arm around me to press me to his warm chest.
"Mmm, good morning sweetheart." The slow easy smile that turns up the corners of his mouth has me melting. How'd I get so lucky?
"Morning handsome. Sorry for waking you up but I wanted to ask you something and you know how I am when I get something on my mind, I have to talk about it or it eats at me." He quirks an eyebrow in question. His vibranium fingers are tracing a pattern on my bare back and really making it hard for me to focus. I shiver when his fingers dip dangerously low on my back, his eyes brighten humorously.
"You gonna ask me doll or just keep ogling my pretty face?" Smug asshole. The glare I shoot him just makes him chuckle.
"I don't think I want to ask now you arrogant jerk." He laughs again and rolls me so I'm beneath him. He really is the most handsome man I've ever seen. His long hair tickles my face, he's even more gorgeous when he's smiling.
"I'm sorry for teasin. I just love you so much and adore all the reactions I get outta ya." Well when he puts it that way. I pull him down so our lips can meet again. Before we get carried away like we so often do I push against his chest a little so he's back to hovering over me.
"I want you to know that you absolutely can say no to what I'm about to ask you, ok? It won't change anything between us, I promise." Now he looks concerned. He sits up entirely and I follow suit. Perfectly normal to have a serious conversation in the nude. I continue before I lose my nerve. "We stay with each other every night, we both sleep better together and I know without a shadow of a doubt that I'm in this for the long haul but I hate asking you anything that's such a big step because I don't want you to ever feel like you don't have control here or to just go along with something because you're so used to following orders. I want you to do what YOU want to do, regardless of my feelings." He looks amused and confused all in one though he's still a little tense.
"There a question there in all that rambling sweetheart?" Oh I guess I didn't ask did I? I'm terrible at rambling when I'm nervous.
"Would you want to actually move in here with me Buck? I know it may be a bit of a tight squeeze in the closet and all but I think we could make it work." My soldiers shoulders relax visibly and there he goes again with that heartbreaking smile.
"You scared the shit outta me, thought somethin was wrong." His contrasting arms pull me against his chest again, his lips press tenderly to the top of my head. "Of course I'll move in with you. I hate bein apart from you and Stevie will definitely appreciate not hearin us goin at it like rabbits anymore when we stay there." I laugh against his warm skin.
"You sure babe? I really don't want you to feel like you have to." His hands cup my cheeks and his eyes meet mine, he looks so happy.
"I've never been more sure of anything. I love you so much!" He taps my nose with a metal digit all the while smiling brightly and now I am too. I giggle at his enthusiasm.
"I love you too Sarge." He growls playfully before tackling me.
"You're askin for trouble when you call me that babydoll." I giggle at his teasing tone. He nips at my collarbone before traveling downward.
My back arches involuntarily when his warm tongue flicks over my nipple, it's a sharp contrast to the cold metal that's between my thighs. Two vibranium digits sink into my core, I'm soaked.
"Fuck, listen to how wet that sweet pussy is for me." The sound of his metal fingers moving in and out of me is absolutely obscene.
"Please, make me cum baby." He smirks at the needy sound of my voice. He tenderly kisses down my stomach while he continues to finger me relentlessly.
"I want you to cum on my tongue Liya, I need to taste you." And taste me he does.
He moans almost louder than I do when his tongue swipes across my clit. His flesh hand holds my hips steady while he devours me. My hands find purchase in his long hair. When I tug harder than I meant to he groans and nips at my clit, that's all it takes to send me into a mind blowing orgasm.
The wicked glint in his eyes when he brings his glistening vibranium fingers to my lips is enough to have me whimpering. I suck the taste of myself from his digits.
"Hands and knees sweetheart." God I love when he's demanding. I do as he says, his flesh hand slaps my right cheek roughly and I moan out his name.
"I'm gonna fuck you hard now doll, want you to scream for me." One powerful thrust has him seated as deep as he can go. We both moan loudly. He grips my hip firmly while continuing to slap my ass periodically.
"Harder baby, please." A growl escapes him and he proceeds to fuck me senseless
"Cum all over my cock Liya, cum for me now." He stills deep inside me as I scream out his name and milk his own orgasm from him.
We fall beside each other and he pulls me against his still heaving chest.
"I love you more than I've ever loved anything Bucky. I want to spend the rest of my life with you." He kisses me long and deep. His steel blue eyes hold so much affection that it makes me a little teary eyed.
"I love you too. We're going to have a beautiful life together doll."
Hours later when I'm finally willing to leave the bed I head out to find Natasha. Friday informs me that she is in the gym. I find her punching a bag furiously. She doesn't turn to face me when I walk up behind her.
"If you're here to ask me about Bruce, don't bother. I'm fine, it's been years now and I'm completely over it." Her voice gives away nothing as usual.
"I was actually coming to tell you that Bucky is going to be moving into my room with me." Nat stops what she's doing and faces me. I'm surprised to see that crooked smirk of hers.
"Good, I'm happy for you. Despite my trepidation when you first showed interest in Barnes I think you guys are perfect for each other. I think he'd rather die than hurt you so I approve." I'm so glad I have Natasha in my life.
"Thanks Nat. You sure you're doing ok with the whole Bruce situation?" Her smile drops and her eyes roll dramatically.
"You just can't resist being the therapist can you? I'm fine, a little shocked but I'm alright. I don't feel that way about Bruce anymore, I just want him to be happy." She sounds like she's being honest even though it's hard to tell when it comes to Natasha.
Speaking of shock I almost don't block the fist that comes flying at my face. I grab ahold of Natasha's wrist and glare at her. Her lips quirk up before she sweeps my feet out from under me. I hit the mat with a loud thud.
"What the fuck Natalia?" The only answer I get is her foot aimed directly at my ribs. I roll out of the way before she can kick me. I jump to my feet and get into my natural fighting stance.
"You're getting rusty Liya." I evade another well aimed jab.
"I'm not an agent anymore!" This time she sprints at me, trying to wrap her legs around my middle in one of her famous moves. I fight back this time and manage to use my weight to throw her to the ground.
"You don't get to just stop fighting after living the life we have. Sooner or later someone will come after you or me or Barnes and what the hell are you going to do when they do?" I glare down at my friend while pinning her arms to the ground.
"Now you sound like Fury." I grit the words out from between my teeth. Where did this come from?
"I just want you to be prepared. I feel like somethings about to happen and I want to know that I'm not going to have worry about you more than usual. I need to know that you're still as deadly as you used to be. I care about you too much to lose you Liya." I let her go and sit down on the ground beside her.
The bad feeling that's been plaguing me lately must not be mine alone. Maybe she's right, maybe I am getting rusty.
"I'll start training with you again ok?" I get to my feet and hold me hand out to my friend to pull her up with me.
"I want Barnes in on this too, if it weren't for him I wouldn't be half the fighter I am." The history between Nat and Bucky is something she doesn't talk about often.
"You act like I don't know what I'm doing. I've been doing this shit most of my life now, you and I side by side." She nudges my shoulder with her own.
"I know that but you've been out of practice for awhile now and I'm sure that deadly ass boyfriend of yours would probably like to see you in action." She's so ridiculous.
"I'm sure he would and knowing him he'll probably get turned on and drag me to the showers to have his dirty dirty way with me." I'm surprised Natasha laughs at that.
"I'm sure your guys's sex life is phenomenal seeing as your soulmates." I love having such a close friend.
"You have no idea. He makes me cum out my eyeballs every single time." We both erupt into a fit of laughter.
Natasha comes back to mine and now Buckys apartment with me. I'm surprised to see he and Steve sitting on the couch watching tv.
"Hey geezers! Im shocked you aren't bird watching or doing a crossword puzzle." They both roll their pretty blue eyes at me.
"Friday went ahead and gave me access so the punk helped me move my stuff down." That was fast, I'm seriously fucking excited about it.
"Aww, thanks for helping him Stevie. Sorry to steal your bestie away from you." Again with the eye rolling.
"I'm just happy I don't have to hear your guys's obnoxiously loud sex anymore. One of the drawbacks of this whole super soldier thing is enhanced hearing and you two were making me insane." Bucky winks at me as if to say I told you so.
"I'd say I'm sorry but if you were having the mind blowing orgasms I do everyday you wouldn't be apologetic either." The blonde groans and Bucky snickers.
"Stop teasin him sweetheart. I'm sure you know as well as I do that Steve can't handle all that crass talk without turnin the color of a damn tomato." Cap actually slaps the back of his friend head likes he's scolding him.
"We were in the fucking army for gods sake Buck. I just don't want to hear about what either of you two get up to when you're alone." It's always funny when Steve curses when you tease him about being prudish. We all know he's not actually like that but it's great to get a rise out of him.
"You sir are no fun at all." The blank stare I receive from Steve has me laughing all over again. Natasha clears her throat before speaking.
"Well boys Liya and I need help with some training, you in?" The two nonagenarians shoot each other a confused look before before looking at us with suspicious narrowed eyes.