A/N New Idea I have. May tie into another story I have, may not. Who knows, but I hope you like it non the less.
Tears fell down Jane's face as she stared at ponds surface. The very same pond that had claimed her bothers life not 6 years before.
It was her fault.
It had been she who had begged Jack to take her skating. Worse still it had been she who had refused to wait long enough for Jack to check the thickness of the ice. Had she just waited for him to check, the ice would not have to started to crack underneath her and Jack would not have died in his attempt to save her.
She should have waited. Now because she hadn't; her brother was dead.
Winter had long since past. It was now the middle of April but the snow had only started to melt a few days before. Almost as if winter had not wished to leave.
The weather had been like that ever since Jackson had died, almost as though the very weather itself was crying over the loss of Jackson overland.
She put one toe in the water; it was freezing still. Yet she forced herself to continue walking into the pond.
She deserved this after being the reason her brother was dead, she deserved to die.
There was nothing left for her, her husband, that she had married one year previously, had passed away some two weeks before, and she knew that she could never be as good a mother to her child as her own mother was. Her child Emily deserved better than a hardly there mother who could barely get up in the mornings.
She sat in the shallow water unmoving as the cold water stole all the heat from her body. Within minutes she started to go numb and she could feel herself become sleepy.
She didn't fight it, she wanted to die.
She heard someone scream her name she turned her head to see her mother rushing toward her to pull her out and all of sudden while looking at her mothers scared and terrified face, Jane felt guilty.
How could she have done this? How could she have even dared to think about leaving her mother alone!
Her mother pulled her out of the freezing water and laid her down on the grass.
"I'm sorry" She found herself saying to her mother. "I'm sorry I just w-wanted to sssee my b-brother, and husband again" She said.
"Oh you, stupid girl, do you truly believe them to be in hell?" Her mother cried tears falling down her face.
Jane shook her head "I had hoped that He would make an acceptation for me…" She whispered feeling very tired. Her eyes were starting to close against their will.
"Jane? Jane don't you dare fall asleep on me. Somebody help me! Jane! JANE!"
A/N So did you like it? This is un edited and unbeta'd (as a lot of my stories are) so if you see any mistakes that's why. If I do continue it's only going to be around 3-4 chapters long. However I will only continue if I get feedback, so please give me reviews (especially if you see any problems with the story.)