I will never speak to Draco again

I can't stop crying. Miles came by my house this morning, wanting to talk.

"I can't handle a mental ex boyfriend, and actually..."

I interrupted him, "I can't handle him either."

"But I'm going mad here, because it does feel like there's some truth in what he was saying last night."

I began shaking my head at once, and I felt tears forming in my eyes. "No, there's not, that's what he wants you to think..."

"It does feel like there's still something between you two though..."

"But there's not!"

"Yeah and we live so far away, as well... You're going back to Hogwarts soon..."

"So, what, you're splitting up with me because you cant Apparate to Hogsemade, and my ex boyfriend is a psycho? I'm not the only one with the jealous ex remember?"

Miles didn't say anything. I started crying.

"It's not you," he said.

"Exactly so why do you even care about him!" I said, crying.

"I'm sorry," he said.

"I can stop talking to him at all if that's what you want"

"No, you have all the same friends, and I get that.. It's not your fault, I just can't handle being involved in some love triangle. I'm not at Hogwarts anymore you know..."

"No I'm not like that either, it's just Draco who's really immature... he does this to everyone - he doesn't even want me anymore, it's not like that, he just wants to mess with me, and driving you away is exactly what he wants, because he's just playing with me..." I was crying, wailing.

Miles was just silent for a while, and then he said: "It's just so obvious you still love him."

I groaned loudly: "No, Miles, it's not like that!"

But no matter what I said, he didn't change his mind, and he split up with me because of Draco, so I was livid. Miles left and I couldn't stop crying, and sent Draco and owl saying: "I fucking hate you."

I'm not usually that dramatic but I was so sad, everything was going great for weeks and weeks but he met Draco one night and everything was ruined.

So I fire called Daphne, crying. She looked shocked when my face popped out of her fireplace.

I gave an angry sob and she rushed to the hearth. "What's wrong?" Daphne said hastily.

"Miles split up with me," I cried angrily.

"What?"

"Yes and do you know for what? For fucking Draco!"

Daphne stared at me for a few seconds. Then she said, "You're not serious."

"It's just sick, who the hell does Draco think he is? Its only to sabotage me, not because he wants me or anything, just because he wants to fuck up my life!"

"Bloody hell. Well yeah you know I've always hated him," Daphne said. "He does things like that."

"YES and I've stood up for him, I've been so stupid! He's such a fucking wanker!" I was sobbing.

"Don't cry love, you've definitely cried too much about Draco Malfoy."

"I know, but I just can't stop"

"I know"
"I just want him to stop playing with me."

"I know. Do you want me to come over?"

Daphne came over two seconds later, I was shaking with fury. We were on my bed when suddenly Draco's face appeared in the fireplace.

"What the hell is going on?" he said. I rushed to the fireplace to yell at him.

"How dare you show up here?"

"Well you sent me an owl saying you hate me?!"

"Well that doesn't mean I want to talk to you, ever again!"

Draco chuckled, which of course made me more angry. "Don't you fucking laugh Draco!"

"What've I done?" he said.

"What have you done? What have you done? You're sick, you know that!" I was shaking with anger, and I'd never talked to him like that before.

"Fucking hell what's the matter?"

"Yeah you figure it out. You're fucking sick," I had never spoken to him with such hate.

Draco took a deep breath and then muttered coldly, "We're going to Greece in two days so you better figure out whatever issues you have so you don't ruin Blaise's birthday."

"Fuck off!"

His face disappeared and I turned to look at my friend. Daphne was staring at me. Then she began smiling contently.

"'Whatever issues' I have, of course he's putting this on me."

Daphne rolled her eyes. "Merlin... Ugh... I hate him."

The next evening we went out again, it was the summer holidays after all. I didn't want to see Draco at all as I was so angry, but obviously the boys brought him.

I said hello and hugged everyone expect him. Draco tried to hug me hello but I gave him a disgusted look and turned away as I muttered, "Don't touch me."

Draco held up his arms and said "All right, what's the problem?"

But I just said angrily: "I don't want to talk to you," not looking at him, and walked away hastily.

All night we sat at opposite ends of the group, talking to different people, I felt angry every time I saw his face or heard his voice.

Then we were at the bar, ordering another round, and suddenly he was there behind me and said: "Hi, Pansy."

I didn't answer, turned away sipped my drink and pretended not to hear. "Hi Pansy," he repeated, and then he grinned at Theo, "She's pretending to give me the silent treatment, lovely," they sniggered together. Draco commented: "Well immature".

I was standing with my back against him, rolling my eyes at my friends. "He's taking the absolute piss..."

Draco said from behind me: "How am I taking the piss?" It felt like he was mocking me as usual - I didnt answer. He repeated the question "How am I taking the piss, Pansy?"

With my back still to him, I said, "Just fuck off."

Draco laughed (I hate it when he does that), and said, "Just come say hello."

I turned around finally and said: "Sorry?" giving him an angry look.

"Just come and say hello, you haven't said hello," Draco said.

"Why would I say hello to you?" I said irritatedly to him.

"Why wouldn't you?" Draco said. I was so angry, so us girls just left and went back to the table.

Later we were all leaving the bar, we came out to the street and lit our cigarettes, us girls started walking off, and Draco (immaturely enough) called after me: "See you in Greece, we'll have a lovely time!" and I called back (with my back to him): "Yeah I bet you'll make sure of it!"

And then Theo called: "All right what is going on?"

I half turned round as I sarcasticaly and iritatedly said: "Ask your best mate."

Me and Daphne kept walking and I could hear Draco laugh. Theo said: "Pans, hang on".

Everyone was a bit spread out over the street, Tracey and the girls had already left. Blaise, Crabbe and Goyle were standing smoking just watching on. Theo came up to me, made me turn around by grabbing my arm softly. "What is it?" he asked. I didn't answer.

He turned to Draco and said, "Mate she never gets this angry you must've done something extremely shitty even for you."

I could hint a smirk on his features as Draco said, "Her boyfriend split up with her."

I looked at him, upset, and said: "Oh you think it's funny?" And I walked back towards him, didn't know what I was doing really. Draco just looked at me coldly. Theo and Daphne hastily followed me towards Draco.

"It's a little bit funny," Draco said.

"Come on, mate..." said Theo.

Draco rolled his eyes.

"Why would you do that?" I asked."Just, why?"

Draco just shrugged.

"you dont have any reason? You just want to fuck up my life, yeah?" I said.

Blaise asked: "What happened?" and Daphne hastily filled in: "Miles split up with her because of what Draco said."

Blaise gave Draco a reprimanding look, which Draco ignored.

"Listen you can't blame your entire relationship on me, I'm not in it..."

"Oh I can't? Everything was just great until he met you just one night, I mean how do you even manage?"

Daco wiggled his eyebrows. He was probably in an awkward position, having to be yelled at in front of his mates. "Yeah I'm sorry all right."

"No its not all right," I said angrily, "If you could just admit you're jealous, but no you're insisting that you're doing this just to fuck with me. Well you've put hundreds of girls in my face, so cry me a fucking river, Draco, you're so fucking immature."

His temperature rising, he was now staring me down. "Oh I'm immature am I?!" he said, raising his voice.

"Yeah you are," I said angrily.

"You're the one, Pansy, no listen, you're the one who can't even stay away from me..."

"What the FUCK are you on about?" I said.

It was scary, me and Draco yelling at each other like we'd never done before. My heart was racing.

"You just want to make me jealous!" Draco said.

"OH my god, NO!" I shouted, gesturing with my hands angrily "Why don't you get it, I don't want you, not everything's about you! In fact I FUCKING hate having to spend time with you, I hate that our friends are friends because I HATE BEING AROUND YOU, in fact I FUCKING HATE YOU!"

I just turned on my heel, adrenaline pumping through me, I was so angry and I'm not used to being angry, and I barely registered the boys' (including Draco's) shocked faces before I walked away. Daphne gave out a loud laugh and hurried after me. We walked away hastily it's a bit of a blur really because I was so angry, but then I started crying. I was very thankful that I'd been able to hold it, I wouldn't want to have done it in front of Draco. I was crying because I was so angry. Daphne was stroking my back.

"He's an horrible person!" I said.

"I know love," Daphne said.

"I just really don't want to go to Greece with him," I said.

"I know.. it's crap.. its all booked though."

"I know, I can't back out the day before… I just dont want to see him.."

I woke up the next morning and Daphne's because we were all catching a Port Key to Greece from her house. I got dressed dreading the day and trip. Lovely, a week in Greece with the biggest dickhead in the world, with no escape.

The boys came over with their trunks packed, cheering and being boisterious. I couldn't even look at Draco. We all grabbed a hold of the port key, an old potion bottle, and it spun us around until we arrived in Greece mere seconds later.

We had two villas rented, one for the boys and one for the girls, with a big shared deck with an outdoor seating area, perfect for meals and drinks at night time. We also had a shared pool. It was gorgeous and so we all got changed into our swimwear and jumped in the pool. The boys splashed us and we had so much fun, we felt like we were in paradise, with the sun beaming down on us and House Elfs bringing us drinks.

That first night when we sat down at dinner Blaise said: "I'm sort of worried for you lot man, all alone on this holiday with what all these blokes."

Everyone laughed. We all had a shot together, toasting the trip and then we ordered in drinks. For some reason Draco was sitting next to me. I was just trying to have fun and not be bothered with him, but he played with my ponytail , always pestering me to get my attention.

I rolled my eyes and removed his hand, continued to sip my drink and look at photos we had taken that day in Daphne's magical camera. Draco leaned in close and commented something on a picture of us girls on the beach. "Bloody hell," he said.

"What?" I said. He just laughed and leaned back again. "Why are you even sitting next to me?" I asked, irritated.

Draco didn't answer. The next thing he did was to reach over and take a piece of bread from my plate, which annoyed me as well. He only did it to mess with me. "Don't eat from my plate," I said irritated.

He just laughed at me. "Ooh someone's sensitive about their food."

"Sod off," I said.

I didn't even want to look at him. I kept sipping my drink and looking at the photos in the camera. Then he reached out and touched my neck, touching the necklace I had on by the side of my neck and I stiffened.

"That's pretty" he mumbled.

I was firmly not looking at him. I said coldly: "Yeah Miles gave it to me."

I glanced at Theo across the table who was chuckling, looking at Draco, meaning Draco probably did and impression or funny face or rolled his eyes or something at him. I tried to ignore him.

Then we ordered our food. Lovely greek salad and chicken souvlaki. When I'd finished my order and handed over the menu, Draco began again...

"I saw you rolling your bag out from my villa," he said, teasing like always - I was so sick of it.

"Why would I share a room with you? Figured you wanted your own room anyway."

"To be able to bring in girls without waking you? Touche. You're cleverer than I gave you credit for."

"Oh thanks," I replied sarcastically sipping my drink and looking away. "I knew you wanted your own room though."

"Ditto" Draco said coolly sipping his Fire Whiskey.

"Yeah right blame this on me," For the first time, aggravated, I turned to look at him (wanker) and he was only sniggering, looking away. I shook my head slightly, turning back.

"Ooh Miles..." he mocked.

"Sorry?" I said hastily turning to him. He was only grinning with Theo at the other side of the table, shortly commenting "nothing" to me but not looking at me. I hate when he does that. Condescending.

After dinner was finished we brought in a cake and toasted happy birthday to Blaise.

And then Tracey said: "What about presents?"

And the boys started grinning. Crabbe and us girls and a couple of the boys were confused and asked what was going on, seemed like Draco, Montague and Flint had a plan.

"Well, speaking of presents..." Draco said then, with a glint in his eye, "We thought we'd bring a bit of a party here..."

The boys started laughing and Daphne loudly asked Draco: "Draco do not tell me you invited GIRLS?!" she said, as if "girls" were an illness. I looked at him questioningly as well, but he just laughed loudly and so did Montague and FLint, and the three got up and walked outside our area. We all looked, and when they came back they were accompanied by 10 girls...

The boys started shouting out in surprise, laughing and cheering. Draco was walking inbetween two of the girls, with his arms around their necks and with the biggest smile on his face, looking at all the lads and primarly Blaise at the table.

"Merlin's beard," said Tracey, shocked.

"Bloody hell!" said Daphne angrily, she hates sharing attention, and she hates other girls.

Blaise and the boys' reactions were a bit different though - they all started crying out happily, And the girls were very merry as well, and they seemed eager.

I rolled my eyes, so typical of Draco, I thought and took a piece of cake. Daphne and Tracey turned to me, as if expecting me to complain as well. I just smiled a little: "Whatever..." then I turned to Blaise: "I reckon your odds tonight are quite high, man."

We laughed, and Draco, Montague and Flint came over with the girls and we all said hello. Draco was standing behind Blaise, looking quite pleased, Blaise leaned back and laughed: "Bloody hell man, you're sick."

Draco just laughed, and Blaise said: "There're what, ten of them, where're they all gonna sleep?" he laughed.

Draco replied merrily: "Where do you reckon they'll sleep mate?"

The boys all laughed, but Daphne reprimanded Draco: "You're such a pig Draco, God!"

Draco only pouted at her and she hit him on the head and the boys laughed.

They all went in the pool immediately. Daphne mumbled to the table of now only herself, me and Tracey: "Didn't keep our clothes on for long, did we," making me and Tracey grin.

Then we had to witness a whole night with the lads surrounded by girls, every single one of them pulled... Draco even pulled several of them... Seeing him in the jacuzzi with girls on each sides of him, clinging on him, laughing at his jokes, touching him... and then when he drank an entire bucket of beer in a few seconds with all the boys standing by laughing and cheering him on like he was something special...Then going in the pool, drinking, wrestling, girls jumping off his shoulders, sitting on his shoulder pressed against him... I couldn't bother with it to be honest.
Then I sat down by the table and had a cigarette with Theo. Draco and Blaise came up, threw themselves down and lit one of their own, talking about all the fun.

"Missing you boyfriend?" Draco then teased me. I ignored him completely. I wouldn't let him get to me.

Sort of awkward for Blaise and Theo. Then Blaise said to me: "Having a good time?"

"Yeah" I said, blowing out smoke.

Blaise and Theo chuckled a bit. "Doesn't sound that convincing," Blaise said then.

Draco then said, "I'ts because she knows she couldn't get any tonight even if she tried her best, whereas all of us are getting some."

"That's rough, mate."

"What the hell?" I said to him. Draco just laughed and walked off, stood with Montague and Flint and three girls instead, talking in a group, standing some feet away. Blaise and I just shook our heads and shared a look.

Frowning, I said, "Where does he even get it all?" Blaise and Theo just chuckled a little.

"I dunno mate he's in his own little world," said Blaise.

The next day, after the girls left shamefully in the morning, the lads were all talking excitedly and braggingly about last night and the girls, and teasing me Daphne and Tracey for not having the same luck, and then us girls stayed by the pool, drink in hand, tanning and going in the pool, while the boys went down to the.

That night at dinner, Draco said the most horrible thing. He was really drunk but that's no excuse. "It's too bad were not together anymore, you know because of the upgrade Pansy's gone through. Like when we were together she never wore makeup and she only wore sweatpants all the time... now she's like… fit… too bad mate." He said it clearly for everyone to hear, but 'to' Blaise. Even Blaise, the second biggest pig in the world looked absolutely shocked by this.

I just stared at him, mouth wide open, disgusted.

"Maybe should try to get her in my bed tonight after all," Draco laughed.

"My God, you're disgusting," Tracey said. Draco laughed it off.

I just rolled my eyes, at loss for words. He made me so angry and embarassed I didn't even want to sit at the table.

The rest of the week went on similarly, we just went in the sea or pool or just sunbathed and then in the evenings, got ready and went out for dinner and drinks and then either we went to one of the clubs, or we just stayed round our pool-area drinking with just us. it was a good holiday, except for Draco being there. I honestly couldn't wait to go back to Hogwarts for my seventh and final year.