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So this story isn't beta'd its old I just cleaned it up some, not looking to have this one beta'd I may in the future be looking for a new beta on a new story. Just an FYI I really don't read private messages on this site, I've had to many negative things in that inbox and last check I have around 100 unread messages in there. I went to read some tonight and by the second one it was negative so I left. If you want to send me a message, twitter or facebook are the best places to do that. I'm active on both sites.

If you want a perfect story, this one isn't it either plot or grammar wise. I wrote this back when I first joined the fandom and have a love hate relationship with this story. I'm just working on slowing getting it back up to mark complete to get off my plate :)

His eyes were blazing into mine; I felt a strong pull towards him one that I never felt before. I had felt a slight tug before all the time around him, but never this pull. This feeling that to complete me I needed to kiss him. And it scared the shit out of me. I wouldn't have minded before Bree but deep inside I was pissed. Anger built in me the closer he got to my face.

"No Edward." I said firmly sitting up. His eyes widened as if in shock.

"Bella?" His tone was hurt.

"Edward your girlfriend just left town and all of a sudden your wanting to kiss me?"

"Girlfriend?"

"Bree the junkie." I spat. And his ass laughed. He laughed so hard he rolled off the sofa.

"Bella baby, listen to me." I pouted and glared. "Please baby just listen." I sighed and nodded.

"Fine."

"Bree is not nor has she ever been my girlfriend." I stopped him.

"Bull shit Edward, Alice and Carlisle both told me."

"Bella, Bree and I may have come off that way but I've never had sex with her, and we've never dated, your more her type than I am." My eyes got huge.

"Wait Bree is a lesbian? But she was all over you at the game."

"Bree lives to annoy Alice. That is why so many people thought we were dating. However, it was more we partied and confided in each other. Also, Bree has been clean of drugs for 3 months now." He was so sincere I couldn't doubt him.

"I just don't get it. I mean I get she's a lesbian who likes to torture Alice. But why was she here? Why were you drinking? Why did Carlisle let her stay?" I sighed. Edward sat next to me and turned me to face him holding my right hand in his left.

"The reason she was here is the same reason why Dad let her stay. Bree's father has known my Dad since university. They were frat brothers and best friends. About 7 years ago Bree's parents got divorced, her Mom remarried a year later." He shook his head and his green eyes looked pained.

I scooted closer to him and laded my legs across his lap. He smiled gently and kissed my temple.

"They still doesn't explain things Edward." I told him gently.

"Bella I'm only telling this to you because I trust you and you need to understand. Bree's dad got custody; Peter is a great guy. However, he had to go to London on business for his firm. Bree stayed with her Mom and step dad." He shook his head like he was in denial like he was fighting off a bad thought. "Bree's step dad raped her. She told her Mom who called her a slut and drug addict and kicked her out of their house. Bree panicked and ran to us."

"Oh my God!" I felt like shit that poor girl. "Wait didn't you just send her home? What is she going to do?"

"Bella baby no we didn't. The minute she landed here and told me what happened I called Dad who called Peter. We were watching her till Peter could get here. Peter's plane came in last night in Seattle. Yesterday morning when I was missing it was due to the fact, I drove Bree to Seattle the night before, got her in a nice hotel and stayed with her while she was crying." He gave a small gruff laugh. "The text I sent was half mine, half a very drunk Bree who stole my phone."

"Ahh." I gave a smile.

"As for me drinking. Well Bree kicked me out of the hotel because I was to broody worried about you. See the night before when Rose said something about an std well it hit me how all this might look to you. And the more I thought about it the more I worried. When she kicked me out, I drove to the other house and found a bottle of JD that was left in bar there and tried to drink away my sorrow. I called Ben, Angela's boyfriend and he drove me to the dance. I was going to explain everything to you, but you weren't there. After that things get cloudy though." He admitted.

Shame filled his voice.

"Edward." I gave a small sigh the anger releasing slowly from my body. He was just trying to help a friend. Why it would matter how it look to me?

But I wasn't brave enough to ask him that yet.

"I'll make it up to you Bella baby I swear." He hugged me to his warm hard body. My tummy growled and we both laughed.

"Well you can start by feeding me." I gave him a grin and he gave me my favorite crooked grin.

"Food for my lady it is." He stood up and crouched over motioning me to get on his back. He piggy backed me to the kitchen where he sat me in a stool at the island. "What does my lady wish her humble servant to cook this fine Sunday morning?" I laughed and so did he. It was lighthearted again and warm.

"Eggs and sausage?" He nodded.

"Scrambled, fried, poached or omelet?"

"Hmm fried?" He smiled and pulled out some corn beef hash something we both secretly loved to put our fried eggs over.

"Shall we?" He asked playfully.

"Oh hell lets."

"Anything for you baby." He kissed the tip of my nose and went back to cooking.

….

I stood under my shower spray getting ready for family Sunday. The others had started wandering in the kitchen when Edward and I had been getting out feed on. Edward had given them the short version about Bree's step dad and where he had been. Carlisle knowing about the rape beforehand was lenient on the disappearance as he understood that Bree needed Edward and space. The drinking though had left Edward being grounded for a week and included no driving unless it was an emergency. Edward was a man about it, took his punishment and then went and hand washed and waxed his Volvo giving it words of love.

Peter called the house and assured us all he had Bree and that she was fine. Also, he excused them both from visiting because he was taking her home to start the process of complete termination of her mother's rights. This made me feel better. I felt bad for Bree. She may have caused some drama around the homestead but it was because she was hurting so bad.

Charlie was on his way over and Aunt Esme was cooking chili for dinner. Em and Rose ran to the store to get some tums for us all. The Seahawks and Bills game was the plan of the day.

I dressed simply in jeans, and a green t-shirt with green socks. I went for simple and cotton all over. After one last look I walked to my bedroom door where Edward's fist was going to knock just as I opened it. We laughed, I blushed. He touched my cheek and we walked down the stairs.

We watched the game in the family room. Dad and Carlisle taking up the two comfy lazy boys. Giggling internally watching my Uncle I couldn't help but think the hospital staff would be surprised to see good calm Dr. Cullen in his home environment watching football.

"Run you fucking son of a bitch!" He screamed at the wide receiver who was just standing there with the ball in his hands. "Fucking rookie dip shit."

Edward laughing into my shoulder at his father. Not that mine was any better.

"Where the fuck did they get this ass hole?" I wondered if I should remind Charlie it was Sunday, or about the fact that just last week he was praising the young rookie when he had made two touchdowns

"The good doctor and the police chief." Edward whispered in my ear and I had to laugh. We were curled up together. We kept touching each other.

Hand brushes, little squeezes. It was like we needed to make sure the other was still there. No one really noticed.

Emmett was busy shoving his tongue down Rose's throat one minute and screaming at the game the next. Poor Jasper was busy keeping Alice from bouncing off the sofa during the game. She gets excited and if she isn't watched she ends up on the floor. Aunt Esme was busy yelling at Charlie and Carlisle about their language and being a bad influence on teenagers. Carlisle just gave her a sexy wink and smacked her ass. It was a very Edward moment.

"Eww Dad." Edward complained.

"Seriously we don't need to see that." Emmett bitched.

"Boys when your old like me and show affection for your wife and your kids bitch, I will be laughing my revenge." He told them laughing. It hit me that Uncle Marcus and Aunt Esme never flirted like that. They rarely gave any kind of display of affection. I mean they held hands, gave us kids hugs, but none of the playful flirting. I never caught them almost going at it in the kitchen, like I had the other day with Aunt Esme and Uncle Carlisle. Maybe it's a newlywed thing?

"Please old man Rosie and my kids will be so used to pda they won't even respond to that shit." Emmett told his step dad.

"Language." Carlisle you hypocrite.

"Ha." Em laughed.

"Emmett I'm thinking about becoming a therapist, I'll make a fortune just with your kids." Jasper joked and Edward laughed so hard he jostled me further into his lap. Ohh hello little big Edward. He was coming out to play. How I've missed you since La Push.

I looked into his blazing green eyes and blushed. His sexy ass winked and pinched my butt. "Bella baby you need to get off my lap before we have kids to soon." He whispered in my ear. I yelp and slid off. He softly kissed the side of my neck and whispered. "Don't worry love when the time is right."

I didn't know what he meant. I knew what I wished he meant, that someday we'd have children together and be married and all that white picket fence stuff. I also knew a few other things. 1. I love Edward 2. I really want to kiss Edward.

I stood up and walked towards the stairs, I looked back at Edward before I left and blushed a little. I hoped he would follow, I wasn't sure if he would I ran to my bathroom and brushed my teeth, gargled with mouthwash and went back into my room to sit on my bed. Less than ten minutes later Edward came in the room with a soft knock. He sat in front of me, smelling like mint and Edward.

"Hey." He said softly his right hand cupping my cheek.

"Hi." I whispered reaching my hand up to his on my cheek and covering it gently. Edward leaned forward his green eyes getting darker the closer he got to me. I moved slightly towards him to show my support.

"Bella." He whispered like it was a prayer. His soft warm lips touched mine. Fire built in my belly. He pressed firmly yet it was soft. He lightly pulled my bottom lip into his mouth and sucked it gently. I pushed myself closer to him my knees on either side of his hips where he sat, my hands locked in the hair I had for so long, longed to touch.

He gave a little moan at that contact and I moaned back. His tongue touched my lower lip and I opened my mouth. I could taste him. Our tongues doing a mating dance up, down, around, in, out, slam together sliding together. I matched him copying and feeling. His erection pressed into my center. His hand settled on my ass cupping and pulling me close to him. I felt beautiful, erotic, wanted. I never wanted to stop kissing Edward. I pulled his hair a little and his mouth opened wider for my tongue which he sucked on. It sent a shockwave through my body. My panties were so wet I was scared they'd leak through to my jeans, but not worried enough to stop kissing Edward. Edward's left hand started slipping upwards touching my skin under my shirt, he was just below my breast, where my hard nipples craved his touch, urged him to come for them.

"Hey Bella….." Alice's voice came from behind me and we pulled apart quickly. "Oh, shit you two lock the damn door." She laughed looking at our deer in the headlights look. "Bella you're so fucking lucky Charlie is leaving and he was going to come up and say bye I told him I'd send you down since I needed to get something from my room. He'd shit a brick if he caught you two going at it like that."

"Alice." Edward complained.

"Brother dear I don't recommend you going and saying bye to dear Charlie who legally owns guns. He'd take one look at that pistol your packing in your pants and the flush on his baby girl's face and you'd be dead." I looked down and sure enough little big Edward was straining against his jeans.

Damn.

"I'll go." I whispered. I was thoroughly embarrassed. My first kiss and I got caught by his sister, who was coming to get me for my father. All I wanted to do was say goodbye to Charlie and then go hide under a rock somewhere. Oh, and maybe kiss Edward some more.

I walked down the stairs like I was going to my own funeral. I was positive Charlie would smell Edward on me, or see the guilt in my eyes. I was however shocked when going into the family room only Emmett, Rose and Aunt Esme remained.

"Where is Charlie and Carlisle?" I asked out loud.

"Charlie got a call about a shooting, and Carlisle got paged at the same time." Esme told me.

"Ohh."

"Yea good thing too baby bear." I looked at Emmett, "Your lip is a little bruised and your eyes are all glazed. You have that I just made out with this guy in my bedroom please don't kill him look about you." My cousin, aunt and cousin's girlfriend all laughed at that.

"Oh." Was that all I could manage to say.

"Wow, I guess Edward is better than I gave him credit for, poor Bella's mind seems to be blank." Rose through in.

"Guys leave them alone." Esme told me. "However, Bella dear, you and I have to have a little talk and I believe maybe even a group talk with Carlisle and Edward is in order after that talk." She gave a knowing smile and I knew I was fucked. Oh, shit she was going to give me the sex talk!