Bella' POV
"Alice are you really pregnant?" I ask in shock.
"I don't know, one home test says yes, the other says no." She pouts.
"And you didn't think to have a real test before you told my brother you're having his kid?" Rose demands.
"Rosie calm down." Em warns. The vein in her forehead is starting to pulse, that's never a good thing.
"Alice get in the car." Carlisle commands Alice, startling all of us.
"Daddy." She whines a little.
"Car, now Mary Alice." I've never seen Carlisle so upset, nor had I ever heard him talk like that to Alice before. She goes ahead of him, head down looking dejected.
"I'm going home to check on Jasper." Rose says while hugging me.
"Let me know ok?" She nods.
"I'm going to roll with her, just in case I'm needed." I smile at Em, and he bear hugs me, clapping Edward on the back.
I look at Edward, he looks so sad and stressed, nothing like the Edward I know and love. I go over and pull him into my arms. Gently he leans his forehead against mine and sighs.
"When did life get so complicated?" He almost whispers.
"The day we are born." I say simply. "If life was easy, where would be the fun in that?" He gives a half groan, half laugh. "Wanna go cuddle?" I wiggle my eyebrows like a lecherous old man and he nods.
"Yea, I think cuddling sounds good."
We go up the stairs and crawl into my large bed the tv going on low playing some Adam Sandler flick. Edward is holding me to his chest, his nose in my hair, his left hand holding on to my breast like it's his own personal stress ball. God I love being his stress ball. It's cozy and comfy curled up with Edward, I sort of never want to move from this spot again.
I'm guessing that we fell asleep because the next rational thought I had was the fact that is was now dark outside. And Edward was snoring, with his hand still under my shirt on my boob, but somehow now his other hand shoved down the back of my yoga pants cupping my butt gently.
I stare at him; I can't help it. Besides being so freaking hot that it should be illegal, he's also one of the smartest most caring guys that I know. How could you not love him?
"I love you Edward." I say softly.
"Love you too Bella baby." He mumbles back simultaneously squeezing my boob and ass. I giggle and he rolls us over so he's on top of me, his lips on mine.
Of course, that is all it takes for my body to ignite, I kiss him back with as much fervor as possible, my hands wrapping in his hair. He moans and I grind into him a little. His tongue meets mine, and my panties become damp. His erection is very prominent, my thin pants doing little to stop me from feeling it, thank God. He flips us, and I'm atop him. He begins to life my top and I stop him.
"Nope, you first." I say with a saucy wink. He groans and his t-shirt comes off showing me those amazing abs. UNG. I wiggle my ass into his erection while I slowly life my own t-shirt off. Teasing him with glimpses, then covering them back up. He growls and launches up and rips my shirt off. Squee!
My breasts are on display, his lips take full advantage of this pulling my left nipple into his mouth. Fuck, my inner walls clinch down and I latch onto his shoulders pushing down trying to find some friction.
"You are so beautiful Isabella." He whispers to me before switching to my right nipple, which I swear thanks him and does a happy dance when his tongue touches it.
"You too." I mumble incoherently. He laughs and the vibrations feel so good. I scratch my nails down his back and he seems to like it.
Before I know how it happened, Edward has my pants and completely ruined panties off.
"So beautiful." He moans running his finger along my slit. I reach forward and unbuckle his jeans; he gives me his crooked grin and helps me out.
And there he is, all of him.
He's big, but not frighteningly so. It's smooth and while it's not attractive, his penis is beautiful to me. And yes, I know that's weird, but that's just how it is. I tentatively reach out to touch it. It's smooth, and hard. Velvet and steel. I wrap my hand around it, and Edward does this low guttural moan. Sexy as all hell.
I slid my hand up and back down. He leans his forehead against mine. I do it again, with a little more pressure, he seems to really like this because his eyes pop open and he tells me again that he loves me. I motion for him to lay down, and he does. I scoot down and start the up and down motion again. He's talking, but the words are jumbled and sound like endearments that he doesn't realize he saying.
Suddenly a memory from a movie Rose and I watch together hits me and I lean my mouth forward and touch my tongue to the tip of his pretty/ugly penis. Edward's whole-body jerks and he screams out, "Mary Mother of God yes!" Then in a quieter voice tells me I don't have to do this. But I do it, because I want to. I lick him again, then affix my mouth to him and give a little suction.
I have no real clue what I'm doing, but I know suction and the hand job seem to be working so I combine a little licking with the other two and I swear his penis is getting bigger in my mouth. My hand slips and brushes his balls, and he calls me a Goddess so I play with them some with my hand. Out of nowhere he pushes me up and groans grabbing his discarded t-shirt.
I look and see a seemingly never-ending stream of milky looking liquid coming out of Edward's penis. I give myself a mental pat because he totally came even though I had no clue what I was doing. He looks up and sees my very self-satisfied smirk and laughs a little, though his tone is a little lower, rougher somehow.
"Minx." He laughs and pushes me down on the mattress. He's over me now, putting gentle kisses down my tummy, going lower and lower. I cover my eyes suddenly shy. His first lick sends me up off the bed, and he laughs again. "It's your turn." He taunts before going back to his menstruations on my neither region.
Little licks, some sucking on my clit and my body is on fire. His fingers slowly begin sliding in and out of me, a rhythm of tongue, lips, fingers all play beautifully on my body. Before I know what's happening my lower body clinches and I'm floating on a cloud where flashes of light are going off all around me.
Edward crawls back up and lays atop me. I smile and his eyes look at me like he's wanting to ask me something.
"I love you." I whisper and he nods.
"I love you too, so much."
"Please." And we both know what I'm asking. He gives a sexy smile and nods.
My knees spread and bend, he lowers himself where I can feel his once again hard penis pushing at my opening. Slowly he begins to push in. It's tight, and I'm stretching like a mother fucker. It hurts, but it doesn't hurt so bad that I need him to stop.
"Quick like a band aid?" He asks and I know he's reached my hymen. He pushes forward and into, the ripping feels like I'm coming apart at the seams and not in a good way. My nails dig into his back, he stops and lets me adjust to his girth. "Are you ok?" He manages to get out. His face is all tensed up just like the rest of his body.
"I'll live." I joke trying to ease the tension, plus I don't want him to stop. I heard it only really hurts the first time, and I want to get that over with so we can only have pleasure when we are together like this.
After a moment I tell him he can move and he does, slowly pumping into me. It's a mixture of pleasure and pain, though sadly the pain is winning out. Edward says something about so warm and tight before he explodes into me, and I'm thankful for my depo shot.
He slowly pulls out, kissing me gently on the lips. "I love you so much." He tells me with a warm smile.
"I love you to Edward, so much." His eyes are drooping. I need to get up and clean the icky off me, but he's laying across me clearly going into some post sex coma or something. "Edward, I need to get up." He looks startled at that.
"Are you ok?" His worry wakes him, I guess.
"Well see, I kinda need to…" I point downwards and he groans before getting up and walking with me into the bathroom. He turns the shower on and puts me in it before climbing in behind me. Nothing sexual happens, he just gently washes me, whispering words of love. Afterwards he changes the sheets on my bed, and turns down my offer of help. We climb back in curling together to go to sleep. His whispered Forever, is the last thing I hear.
"So, it was a false positive?" I ask Alice as we sit on the sofa the next day. Edward has been treating me like glass, I'm on the sofa covered with a blanket, eating this kick ass brownie sundae he made me. He's also in the middle of making me dinner, clearly, I need to have sex with him more often.
"Yea, Dad says it happens." She tells me sadly. She is torn between being elated that there is no baby, to being sad that there is no baby. She is also depressed about Jasper. "Em went over this morning to tell Jasper so I don't have to talk to him."
"That's good right?" I ask.
"Hell, Bella I don't know. I love the asshole. I know I've been a selfish bitch lately, I'm not an idiot. But isn't love about dealing with good and bad times? Shouldn't he have talked to me, told me why we were having issues. Instead he goes all emo and dumps me. Not even giving me a chance to fix what was wrong."
"It sucks, but maybe you should tell him that. Like you said isn't love for good and bad times. This is clearly Jasper being the fuck up this time, where you were being the bitch to start it. So write him a letter, or go over and confront his ass, tell him how you feel. If you want it to work out, or to at least get some closure maybe you need this." I inform her.
"Wow Bella when did you become a relationship guru?" She laughs and join her.
"It just seems that if you leave it without telling him that you might always wonder what might have been." She nods.
"True." She turns to me lifting an eyebrow. "And you totally have the just fucked good look little girl. Want to fill me in? I could use some good news in the crap that has been the last couple of weeks."
"Yea, not giving you details of your brother taking my precious gift." I give her a wink and she starts laughing so loud Edward rushes in to see what is the matter. He's wearing a Kiss the Cook apron and holding a wooden spoon. "Come here." I motion with my finger along with my words and he comes over. I reach up pull him down landing a big fat kiss on him.
"Ewww." Alice squeals and laughs.
"Love you too, but what was that pda for?" He asks perplexed.
"I was just following instructions." I point to the apron; he rolls his eyes and gives me a wink of his own before leaving the room talking about silly girls.
"You two are so sweet Bella." Alice sighs and looks deep in thought.
"Go Ali, before you regret not doing it." I urge her and she gives me a look before nodding.
"I'll be back later." I give her a reassuring hug and send her on her way.
The both of them are at fault here, and I'm not taking sides. I am however trying to urge them both to talk it out. If it can be fixed great, if not at least they won't always have the ghost of what might have been hanging over their heads.