Chapter. 10
It had been several weeks since Randy made his decision to move on and since then he had been avoiding Kylie whenever he could come down t o see Logan even though there were times that he hoped and wanted to see her but pushed it away which made things easier for Randy and helped his relationship with Heather be in a good place. They didn't fight anymore and even so much as he went and asked her to move in with him which she said yes to and moved in with him. So all in all he couldn't be happier at least that is what he told himself in hopes to convince himself as well as looking at engagement rings to propose to her hoping to take the next step in his relationship with Heather and making it official and showing that he was moving on to put Kylie at ease.
Randy was brought out of his thoughts by Kylie yelling goodbye to Andi and getting in her car and leaving. He couldn't help but stare at her and fight the impulse he had to walk out of his car walk up to her and kiss her. He shook those thoughts away and cussed at himself for letting himself think those thoughts.
Once Kylie pulled around the corner Randy got off of his car grabbed the bags from the back seat and made his way to Kylie's and Andi's house. Once at the door he rang the door bell as he waited for Andi to come and open the door. A few seconds later Andi opened the door with Logan in arms and let Randy in closing the door behind them.
I truly and honestly didn't think that you were going to come since you haven't come around these last two weeks. Said Andi as she adjusted Logan on her side.
These past two weeks were hectic I had to do a whole of media work and meet and greets for the WWE. I am lucky I got these days off. Said Randy as he put the bags down and grabbed Logan from Andi.
There was no way in hell that he was going to tell Andi that he spent these past two weeks with his girlfriend soon to be fiancee fucking their brains out like jack rabbits. He knew that Andi being Kylie's best friend she would tell Kylie and he didn't want Kylie thinking that he was trying to rub it in her face that he was just doing what she wanted him to do to make her feel guilty.
Ummm not to be nosey don't you think that Logan is too little for Victoria Secret? Asked Andi with peaked interest.
Oh the Victoria Secret bags are for Kylie. The day that you smashed my head with the vase I may or may not have ripped Kylie's favorite bra during foreplay. Said Randy as his cheeks turned all shades of red.
Ahhh so you are one of this guys , my boyfriend is the same way. Said Andi as she sat down on the couch.
Ummm okay. Said Randy as he pulled out the stuffed bear out of the bag and handed it to Logan trying not to show how uncomfortable he was with Andi's openness with him.
Sorry to much information I know but anyways you are my godson's father which oddly enough I am still taking in. Said Andi who was still shocked and processing it.
Yeah Kylie didn't tell you I'm Logan's father? Asked Randy thrown off guard.
No she didn't tell me until just recently. She told me that she didn't know who Logan's father was. She told me that she had a drunken one night stand and never got the guys name and stupid me believed her. Said Andi as she felt herself getting pissed off again.
At that revelation Randy started to realize that maybe he didn't know Kylie after all like he thought he did that maybe Heather was right that Kylie only bedded him to brag to her friends but yet there was a part of him that didn't believe that , that there was no way Kylie would do that to him yet he felt all these sorts of emotions , anger , hurt , sadness and just plain and utterly confused.
I thought I knew her I even defended her but it was all lies I mean they have to be but the sex her behavior at the hospital and when he got back just doesn't make sense. Damn it I am so stupid and just don't know what to believe. Said Randy as he tried to calm down and keep all is mixed emotions in check.
Your not the only one who thought they knew Kylie. I thought that she was my friend but boy was I wrong. But I can assure you that Kylie isn't a bragger if anything she hates those types of people. Said Andi who was adamant that Kylie would never do something like that.
She never loved me or maybe she does I don't know but she tried to tell me but I wouldn't listen , but still in a way I want to believe that she does but you know what I am glad my friend knocked some sense into me. I would have sat there looking like a pathetic fool begging and pleading with her to give us a chance. Said Randy as he shifted Logan on his lap.
Actually I can assure you that Kylie does love you she is just being stubborn. Said Andi with assurance in her voice.
How can you be so sure? Asked Randy a bit curious and hopeful.
Well the day that you guys got back from the hospital and she sent you away she grabbed Logan and locked herself away with Logan in her room for days. Kylie would only come out to eat , go to work and then back to her room until I confronted her. She admitted to me that she does love you but that you guys can't be because you have a girlfriend and the fact that she might be seeing someone. Said Andi.
As much as it stings hearing that I wish her nothing but the best and that she is happy. Kylie deserves it. Hopefully we can be friends in the future and co-parent Logan together. Said Randy with optimism.
So what you aren't going to try to fight for her or anything? Asked Andi.
No Andi I'm not. I'm not going to waste my time only for her to just continuously reject me and hurt me. Said Randy.
Before Andi could answer Logan started crying and getting fussy. Randy let out a breath of relief because he didn't want to talk about Kylie or anything that had to do with her anymore.
Is he okay? Asked Randy concerned.
Yeah he is fine that is his hungry cry. He eats baby food so if you want to feed him you can. Said Andi as she led Randy into the kitchen with Logan.
Here let me put him in his highchair. Said Andi as she took Logan from Randy and buckled him in his high chair.
So um does Logan have a baby food that he prefers so I can bring some when I come for my next visit? Asked Randy as he put Logan's bib on that was on the table next to Logan's high chair.
He actually has quite a few. He likes smashed peas , sweet potatoes , carrots , banana , and squash oh and vegetable medley. Said Andi as she pulled out a sweet potato baby food and baby spoon that she handed to Randy.
Okay I got it and I will be sure to bring that when I come down next time. Said Randy as he opened the baby food and proceeded to feed Logan.
I should probably warn you that Logan is a messy eater and well tends to get baby food all over the place and on the person who feeds him. I can't count the number of times that I have had to change my shirt every time I have fed him as well as bathe him so good luck. Said Andi as she stepped as far away as possible from Logan and Randy so she wouldn't get caught in the crosshairs hairs of Logan's messy feeding.
Good to know. Luckily I brought myself some extra clothes. Said Randy as he scooped a little bit of Logan's baby food on the spoon and brought it up to Logan's mouth.
Logan took the first spoon of baby food without a problem. It was after the first spoon that things went haywire. Logan would take the first bit of baby food but would then slap away the rest getting it on Randy and on his highchair table. Things went on like this for the past hour until Logan was full and didn't want anymore leaving Randy covered in baby food on his face , shirt and arms.
You weren't kidding when you said that Logan makes a mess. It looks like wasted more baby food then he ate. Said Randy as he got up and put Logan's baby bowl and spoon in the sink.
So do you want to bathe Logan first or do you want to shower first and then bathe Logan? Asked Andi as she unbuckled Logan and took him out of his highchair.
I'll just wipe myself down and bathe Logan then I'll shower myself down and change because I want to enjoy being with Logan as much as I can because I won't be able to see Logan for a few weeks since I've been booked up to do more media work but overseas this time to promote our upcoming European tour. Said Randy as he put the towel down and took Logan from Andi.
Okay then follow me upstairs to Logan's nursery to get everything together for his bath. Said Andi as she made her way upstairs with Randy following right behind her with Logan in his arms.
Randy never really got a good view of Logan's nursery until now. The times he would come into Logan's nursery was to put him down for bed at night with the only light being his night light.
So I know that you have never been up here in the times you have been here so I am going to show you where everything is so when I am not here to help you'll be able to handle it on you're own. Said Andi as she opened Logan's nursery closet and pulled out his baby tub.
What do you mean when you're not here? Asked Randy freaking out.
Well um my work schedule has been changed , starting next week I will be working from morning until late noon time plus in two weeks time I'm moving out. My boyfriend asked me to move in and I said yes. I already have some of my things already packed. Said Andi as she took out Logan's baby shampoo and baby body wash along with his baby wash cloths.
Does Kylie know about you're schedule change or that you are moving out? Asked Randy as he shifted Logan over to his other arm.
Yeah she knows I told her that when we had our falling out. It's been very uncomfortable lately being around each other so much so that I have been avoiding her as much as I can. We only talk when it comes to Logan , we may have our differences but Logan is my godson and I am not going to take it out on him. He is innocent in all of this and he shouldn't have to pay the price for it. Said Andi as she took out pajamas , a onesie and diaper for Logan.
Randy had no idea that things were bad between Kylie and Andi. He felt bad because he knew that he had some fault in their falling out , if he hadn't shown up looking for Kylie this never would have happened but at the same time he didn't regret it because he got to meet his son and be apart of his life.
I know what you are thinking and I can assure you that it is not your fault that Kylie and I had our falling out. With or without you being around it would have happened anyway. Said Andi as she led Randy into the bathroom.
Once in the bathroom Andi turned on the tub water and waited for the water temperature to set. While she waited for the water to warm up she laid out Logan's shampoo , baby body wash , and baby wash cloths. Finally after the water got warm enough Andi put Logan's baby tub into the bathtub and filled it half way turning off the water.
Okay Randy are you ready to bathe Logan now? Asked Andi as she took Logan from Randy and undressed him taking off his diaper as well.
Yeah I am. Are you going to stay in here with me right to guide me through this? Asked Randy.
Of course but after this you are going solo. I promise that it isn't as hard as it seems plus Logan is really good when it comes to bathing him. He loves to be in water , though he does kick his feet to splash the water around but not enough to make a mess or get you wet. Said Andi as she handed Logan to Randy who got down on his knee's and gently laid Logan down in his baby tub.
Randy scooped up as much water as he could in his hand and poured it over Logan's head to wet his hair , so he could lather it with shampoo. As Randy sat there wetting Logan's hair Logan splashed the water with his hands and feet as he let out giggles.
It seemed like everything was coming naturally to Randy bathing Logan. He grabbed Logan's baby shampoo and poured a little bit in his hand and lathered it in Logan's hair from back to front , as well as the back of his ears.
Wow you are a pro at this are you sure you've never done this before? Asked Andi as she leaned against the door frame of the bathroom entrance.
Nope I have never done this before I'm just going by what I picked up from books as well as my sister who has two kids of her own. Don't be fooled though I am freaking out in the inside that I might do something wrong. Said Randy as he washed out the baby shampoo from Logan's hair.
It's okay to be nervous and to freak out. You should have seen Kylie at the beginning she was having constant meltdowns when she would do something wrong like putting on his diaper backwards or finding the right water temperature to bathe him in or trying to figure out why he was crying so much so it caused her to have postpartum depression. Said Andi.
Randy had no idea that Kylie was struggling with Logan let alone that she had suffered from postpartum depression and meltdowns. He thought that she had her parents support and help but obviously he was wrong. The good thing though was that she had Andi to help her so she wasn't going it alone and had a helping hand in Andi despite their falling out.
So you are telling me that Kylie struggled with Logan and was on her own. Her parents didn't help her at all with Logan? Asked Randy as he lathered Logan's body down.
Her parents yeah right , they are stuck up rich assholes. Yeah Kylie comes from money but unlike her parents she is humble and doesn't care about money. But like I was saying they are dicks who disowned and disinherited Kylie when she went to them and told them she was pregnant. They cut her off and left her on her own to take care of herself and Logan. Said Andi as she felt herself getting pissed just thinking and mentioning Kylie's asshole parents.
Randy was at a loss for words at hearing that Kylie's parents turned their back on her and left her to fend for herself and Logan. Randy could only imagine the struggle that Kylie went through to provide for herself and Logan. He couldn't help but admire and respect Kylie for her strength , tenacity and determination to be a hard working single mother.
I can't believe that her parents turned their back on her when she needed them the most. How did she manage to get this far on her own? Asked Randy as he rinsed off the baby body wash of off Logan's body.
It wasn't easy she struggled a lot I mean she worked two jobs while pregnant and in one of those jobs her and I met and seeing how she was struggling I came up with the idea for us to get a place together so that we could help each other out. It was hard but we made it work to where I could stay home and be a housewife and take care of Logan for her while she worked. So despite being in a good place now she is still working two jobs only because one provides her with the health insurance she needs for Logan and the other to cover the costs and expenses that the health insurance doesn't cover. Said Andi as she handed Randy Logan's baby towel to wrap him up in.
Randy took the baby towel from Andi and wrapped Logan in it as he followed Andi into Logan's nursery. Once in Logan's nursery Randy laid him down on his changing table and dried him off. He then grabbed the diaper next to the changing table and put it on Logan after that Randy rubbed baby lotion on Logan's arms , legs , tummy , back and face. Once he finished putting baby lotion on Logan Randy put on his onesie and footy pajamas. After he was done dressing him Randy picked Logan up and followed Andi out of the nursery and downstairs to the living room and sat down on the couch with Logan in arms.
While I was dressing Logan I got to thinking that I could open an account and put Kylie's name on it along with Logan's and make a monthly deposit. I'll have it set up as child support which it is and I will have an automatic transfer set up so that six thousand dollars will be transferred at the beginning of every month , so that Kylie can use it for herself and Logan for whatever they need. Said Randy.
That would be great it would totally help Kylie out a lot , but she might not accept it. I know Kylie and she is very stubborn so even if she does refuse it set it up anyway I can be very persuasive and convincing and if not I could always guilt trip her with Logan. When it comes to my godson she can never say no. Said Andi.
Hopefully it works you know because even though we weren't meant to be her and Logan are my priority. My parents raised me to be a man and to man up and to take responsibility for my actions and I intend to do that regardless of whether or not she wants my help. Said Randy as he adjusted Logan on his lap.
Before Andi could respond there was a knock at the front door so Andi got up and opened the door finding her boyfriend Josh standing there with a bouquet of red roses in his hands.
Hey babe what are you doing here I thought that you were getting out late tonight. Said Andi as she took the roses from Josh letting him in closing the door behind them.
Well I did an amazing job on my presentation so my boss let me out early so I figured that I would come over here and spend the day with you and oh I don't know maybe the night with you. Said Josh as he came face to face with Randy who was sitting on the couch with Logan on his lap.
Yes and yes to both baby. We haven't spent time together lately. Said Andi as she put the roses in a vase.
Um I didn't know you had company babe , I should probably leave. Said Josh as he went to turn to leave.
Wait no babe it's not what you think , this is Randy Logan's father it's his visitation time with Logan so that's why he is here. Said Andi.
Oh okay. Hi Randy nice to meet you I'm Josh Andi's boyfriend Kylie never mentioned you in the time I've known her. Said Josh as he shook Randy's hand.
Babe it's complicated and it's Kylie's and Randy's business , if they wanted us to know they would have told us. Randy I am so sorry about that. Said Andi as she sat down in the love seat with Josh.
It's okay Andi don't worry about it and Josh to be honest I didn't know about Logan until recently but I'm sure Kylie had her reasons for not telling me. Said Randy.
So Randy what do you do for a living? Asked Josh as he put his hand on Andi's thigh.
I am a professional wrestler , my job takes me all over the place and overseas as well. Said Randy.
What like UFC or something? Asked Josh as Andi elbowed him in his ribs.
No more like the WWE I grew up in the wrestling business , I am a third generation superstar. I go by many in ring names , like the legend killer , the apex predator and just recently the viper. Said Randy as he gave Logan his pacifier.
Wait the viper! so you are who Andi is always talking about. She is always going on about how hot you are and how you can RKO her anytime you want. She even goes around calling herself the viperess. Said Josh.
Andi felt her face go all sorts of red and her cheeks get warm. She turned to her side and smacked Josh on the chest for putting her on the spot like that. If Andi wanted Randy to know that stuff she would have told him that herself.
Randy wasn't bothered if anything he found it flattering. Throughout his whole career women always threw themselves at him but he didn't complain because he liked it and sometimes they led to one night hookups which he couldn't say no to. If he was honest with himself he was a man whore , there was't any town where he could say he hadn't hooked up with ring rats. Sometimes he would run into the same girls and end up in bed with them. But as his career grew and his boss kept giving him earfuls of lectures he slowed down his promiscuity and stopped hooking up around with girls until he laid eyes on Kylie and that one night they shared. That night left Randy reeling with all sorts of emotions that he went back to having one night hookups trying to recreate that moment that he had with Kylie. No matter how many women he slept with he just couldn't recreate that moment so he stopped and settled with Heather. In some ways she reminded him of Kylie so she was better then nothing.
Randy I am so sorry you weren't supposed to know any of that. I told Josh all that in confidence and I was just kidding , it was just a fangirl spur of the moment type of thing. I hope this doesn't make you feel uncomfortable being around me or make you think different of me. Said Andi hoping that Randy believed her.
It's okay Andi don't worry about it , I actually find it flattering and quite cute. It's good to know that you are a fan of mine , I tell you what I will hook you Josh up with some wrestling tickets and some backstage passes to an upcoming Monday Night RAW we are having in Miami. I will send them to you in the mail and they will be ringside tickets so that you can see all the action up close. Said Randy.
Are you serious you have no idea how bad I have been wanting to go to a WWE event. Thank you so much Randy I really appreciate it , I promise that Josh and I will be there and that we will be cheering you on regardless of the fact that you are playing the bad guy right now. Said Andi.
Awesome I will be sure to look out for you guys in the front row , but I won't be able to acknowledge you guys in a friendly way so I will more then likely be a douche to you guys that way you'll know that I noticed you guys. Said Randy as Logan started to yawn and get fussy.
Well it looks like little man is hungry and ready for bed. Said Andi as she got up from the love seat and made her way into the kitchen.
Can I feed Logan and put him down for bed? Asked Randy as he followed Andi into the kitchen.
Of course you can he is your son after all. Said Andi as she fixed Logan's bottle and handed it to Randy who took it.
Randy walked out of the kitchen and up the stairs into Logan's nursery where he sat down in the rocking chair. He grabbed Logan's bib from the arm rest of the rocking chair and put it on Logan , he then gave Logan his bottle which he latched on to.
Randy sat there rocking back and forth as he hummed a lullaby to Logan as he started drifting off to sleep. Randy couldn't help but notice that Logan had mixed features of him and Kylie leaving no doubt that he was their son , a baby they made out of love despite not realizing that it was love at first sight when they met for the first time.
Mommy and I may not be together but I promise that I will always be here for you and your mom no matter what. I promise to keep you safe to protect you and always put you first and be in your life as much as I can. I will be the best dad I can be baby boy. Said Randy as he kissed Logan on the forehead and laid him down in his crib covering him with the blanket.
Once Randy was dome putting Logan down for bed he grabbed the baby monitor shut the light off turned on the night light and walked out of Logan's nursery closing the door behind him as he made his way down the stairs to where Andi was and handed her the baby monitor.
Well I'm going to head out now thanks for letting me spend time with my son. Josh it was nice meeting you. Said Randy as he shook Josh's hand.
You don't have to thank me you have every right to see you're son Randy , also thank you for the tickets and backstage passes to the upcoming WWE Monday Night RAW. Said Andi as she walked Randy to the the door.
Your welcome Andi as soon as I step into my hotel room I will get the tickets and backstage passes together and have them sent to you tonight so you can get them by tomorrow afternoon. Said Randy as he walked out of the house and to his car with Andi following behind him.
Great I can't wait , so you'll call me to let me know when you will be able to come back down again to see Logan again right? Asked Andi.
Yeah I will call you to let you know when I will be coming down hopefully it's soon or I will just cut my European media short if my bosses let me. Said Randy as he got into his car put his seatbelt on and turned on his car.
Okay then I will be waiting for your call have a safe trip and see you soon. Said Andi as she waved goodbye to Randy.
Randy pulled out of the driveway and left as he anticipated his next visit with Logan , not realizing that this visit was his last visit he was ever going to have with Logan let alone ever see him again.
TBC...