A.N Hi all this is my 1st solo attempt at an MHA fanfic so all feed bake is more than welcome so I can improve this story and my writing skills so please don't hesitate to like follow and leave me to feed bake or message me
Oy faggit, Deku is it true that you have a thing for boys- like you want to be fucked by them? Do you think an abomination like u could be a hero and go to U.A.? Don't make me laugh- all freaks like you should do this world a favor and swan-dive of the roof."
As Kacchan walked away all that goes through my mind is: why why why did I have to tell him how I felt? Though he is right... what chance does someone as broken as me and who is hated by everyone have? What chance do I have to be a hero? What made me think I have the right to be one in the first place to find love or be loved by anyone. Part of my mind won't shut up and keeps saying he is right. HE is right, HE IS right, HE IS RIGHT.
Izuku looks up and sees he was alone in the classroom with tears running down his cheeks. He looks out of the window and he sees the sunset. He couldn't help but think it wouldn't be so bad to die as the sun sets just like the time he had confessed to Kacchan.
Flashback 1 year ago
Deku passed me a note as I look up at the quirkless nerd. I think why the hell is he blushing. I look down at the note to see what it said. Can you meet me on the roof after school I have something to tell you/ ask you? I go to get up to ask the nerd what he wanted to say when but the teacher walks through the door and class began.
As soon as class ended for today I pick up my supplies as quickly as I was able and made my way up to the roof to find a good spot to tell Kacchan how I felt and I hope he feels the same. I look for the best spot. The place I pictured was perfect in my mind having the sunset in the baked ground can't help but be a romantic.
I turn to hear Kacchan's nickname for me since we were in kindergarten and not long after he got his quirk which fits him very well something so explosive, flashy and intimidating as he is. It fits him so well and will make him a great hero one day... well as long as he doesn't threaten to kill all those who he tries to save. As he walks over to me, he looks pissed off though. I don't let this break my resolve
"What do you want Deku? Make it quick, I have people waiting on me?"
I swallow hard and say, "I like you… as in more than just a friend. I think I love you Kacchan."
"What did you say Deku?"
"I like you Kacchan, do you like me?"
"What the fuck Deku?! I'm a boy you can't like boys that's just wrong. You're not just a quirkless loser- you're a fag too?!"
I turn to walk away from the disgusting way this situation it had become.
"You know Deku, if you want to be a hero to the world, why don't you go dive off the roof and save the world from having someone like you in it."
As I am leaving, I feel a tug on the back of my shirt. I turn around and blast the nerd back.
"Don't you dare touch me you freak! All people like you should just die and hopefully, you will be born to be normal in your next life."
end of the flashback
Deku looks up from his notebook. He gets up and walks out of the classroom leaving his stuff behind. He doesn't go to leave the school and instead takes the stairs up to the roof as he opens the door the wind blows a bit harder and pushes his hair out of his face revealing the long on his face. Tears continue down his face as he walks to the fence to stare at the sunset.
After ten or so minutes, Deku begins to climb over the fence and stand on the edge of it looking out at the sun. As he stands there, he takes out his phone and types out a message. Once finished, then sends it to the only contact he has after hitting send he drops his phone off the roof and steps off himself smiling as he speaks to himself.
At least now I can be free of all this pain and then there was black.
I started passing back and forth waiting for my baby to get back home since he is never late. He was late compared to his normal times and it is not like him to not text me if he is going to be late. I can't help but worry then I hear my phone ping.
Who could that be at this time?
I go and pick my phone up and see it's from my izuku I quickly go and open it up and read what it seeds
Text Message from Izuku Midoriya at 20.24
I tap on the message.
Dear Mum,
I am so sorry for all the pain and suffering I caused and the pain I am going to put you in. I am truly sorry I just can't take it anymore. I have left my note in my hero analysis for the future No.13 on the back page and my body at the side facing the sunset. I love you mum and I am sorry for the pain I'm about to cause you
I drop my phone and run to the door. I then realize I need my phone and run back to pick it back up and I call the emergency services as I am running to the school. I don't stop for a breath cause all I could do was run. I could only hope and pray to any god that would listen. I prayed I was not too late to stop him taking my baby away from me…. the light of my life, my dear Izuku.
As I arrived at the school, I see the police and ambulances pulled up outside the school. I keep running up to the nearest person and grab a hold of them.
"Where is my baby! My son!"