" I'm sorry but I have to go , but I love you" I smiled sadly at Jace with tears seeping through my checks. I ran away from his strong grasp and other people near me and into the nearest exit where I look at my arm and all my runes are disappearing as I only have one left and I started to ran as fast that can that the time I look back the institute was no longer a church everything disappear into abandoned land. He didn't understand that this had to be done, that I need to leave the Shadowhunter world behind me. I thought I had it all not knowing that I was not only risking others people life's in this world but my mine as well. I had already packed my bags before the wedding had started. I still can't believe that my Shadowhunter days are over. That this world that was hidden from me is now taken away from me due to fact that the Angels think I'm danger to the Shadowhunters so now I'm back to where I started , a low class mundane. I know what you thinking, " why didn't you listen to your mom" , well no because by the time she set me a warning the damaged was already done. Me and the others were already planning to kill Sebastian after the attack on max and the nightmare he caused Jace about me. I didn't know she well alive until she appear right back in front me. Now I don't know what to do with my new life since the Brooklyn of Arts probably already took my spot.