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CPOV
Show Time!!!!!
"Good morning Sir." Taylor greet me back, Gail still shocked herself look at me. I know they look at Ana curiously right now. because her appearance almost same my ex subs before. Brown haired girl with pale skin, but Ana different she is taller than others contracted girls. Her hair rich of mahogany color, she had beautiful blue eyes and her long legs full of sin. Don't forget her tits are round D size.
"Anastasia, very pleased meet you " say"Gail. Who is still smiling widely.
"Hello, It's a pleasure to meet you both. Christian has told me a lot about you. And Mrs. Taylor thank you very much for taking care of Christian well. Without you he would only eat take out foods. " Ana stepped forward and hugged a surprised Gail. Showing her gratitude for taking good care of me. Gail was shocked at Ana's very friendly attitude. She could only gape and couldn't put out words. Finally she hugged Ana back .
"Oh Miss, that is my privilege to serve Mr. Grey" Gail smiles on friendly. Taylor is still surprised. I just introduced someone to them as my girlfriend. They know about the subs before and they know I never call them as my girlfriend , but Ana is different she is my girlfriend.
After introducing Ana, and the pleasantries out of the way.
I begin to show Ana my home. I hold her to walk from room to room…
Saving my bedroom for last. My bed is made of Wenge, it is a very dark natural wood. My bedding set is a pearl grey by Donna Karan, my sheets a white with grey trim. My carpets is white. I want Ana to know what she thinks of my room. She will be the only woman to see it other than Gail. If I get my way.
I open my room door and let her come inside, she whistle and tell me if I had good taste. Looking at the interior in my room. She trail's her fingers across the comforter, walking to the dresser and picks up my watch. I walk over and touch the top drawer, it glides open and I put my watch in it proper spot. I have 12 other watches in there along with my cufflinks. Ana notices, but doesn't say anything.
"Ana, I want your honest opinion on my condo . I love that yours is so warm and inviting. If you could, what would you change to make my condo more like a home?" I tell her. " Be honest, please" I remind her.
"Honesty right?... she murmurs… "ok here goes. Here are just my quick thoughts, as we exited from elevator. The first thing one sees in your of your penthouse. Is that it's big and open. You have beautiful furnishing, but it lacks warmth. You need more warm colors. Your living room has nothing but cool colors in it. There is nothing of Christian Grey in there. You need to let a bit of your sweet personality show through. If it's comfortable for you. Then the people coming into your home will feel that. You want a place that you can come into and set down on the couch and let the stresses of the day go. So place to unwind. I hate to say it, but your condo does not reflect that. It is not inviting. I would not feel comfortable to take a seat on your couch, dressed as I am today. That is what you need. Somewhere to be able to relax and just be.
If I were to hazard a guess, I'd say you let the designer decorate and you just wrote them a check. " Ana says.
She walks to the wall of glass in my room. You can't really call it a window, since it is a standing wall… I push open the door and we step out onto the balcony. I step in behind her, hugging her waist as she lays her arms on mine. "I hope I did not overstep." She whispers.
Thinking about what she said. She is right my place look does look cold and it's not ideal to call it home. I never thought about it much before. I normally come in, head to office. Till I get hungry and then eat when ever Gail calls me or, reheat something she has left for me.
"You're right baby. I never really thought to much about it before. But after staying with you last night. I want that. I want a welcoming home to come to. Will you help me to change the make my penthouse a home? I want you as comfortable here as you do your own home."
She turn her body so see can look at me. She raises up and gives me a lingering kiss…
"Yes, I'd love to help you change it. To something more warm and and homey. If that is what your truly want. I'd be honored to help you. But I want your input to babe. Because this is your home not mine. You need to be feel comfortable yourself ." Ana watches my eyes, gauging my response. I think she is right but I trust her opinion because she the most honest women I had ever met.
"Sure baby let's find the time to think about the project redesign my penthouse. Now I'll change my clothes and we need go to drive around Seattle." I kiss her and pat her on the ass…. Telling her to sit wherever she would like.
I go to my walk in closet to changes. I choose my deep ocean blue v-neck tee shirt with dark wash jeans and grab a of sneakers.
When I walk out of my closet, I see Ana has sat down on the edge of my bed.
I envision, her laying down with her hair flowing over my pillows...
It's such beautiful scene and can't wait to have her in here in my arms. In my bed!
We meet up with Kate and Elliot in the parking garage.
The three of them are in pressed by my car chose. My metallic dark grey Maserati Grancabrio, 4-seater convertible Maserati. They all three love it! What's not to love, it has tan leather interior, an sounds like a dream. Ana and I seated are seated in the front.
With Kate and Elliot in the back. Kate takes a hair tie and puts up her blonde hair. I am surprised to see Kate and Elliot has made such a connection.
My brother who is Seattle man whore, seems to have fallen for Kate charms.
After parking and threatening the parking attendant that nothing had better happen to my car. We beginning walking through the farmer market.
Suddenly Ana and Kate squeal, grabbing ahold of my and Elliot's hand they pulls us down through a alley way, into the smallest little diner I have ever seen.
Both of them talkings so fast. All I can make out, is that there friend Hazel and her husband Charlie own this place, and it has the best "to die for" greasy food!
"Ana and Kate! How are my girls?" This tiny little white hair woman say's after shuffling to our table.
"We are good Hazel, how are you and Charlie?" Kate answers,
" Oh we are good, can't complain." What are you all having today? Or do you need a minute to look at the menu."
"Give us a few please," says Ana, they pointing to Elliot and I "have never been here."
"Christian,I know that you don't normally eat greasy food. And neither do we. But, they have the best cheeseburgers and fries, onion rings, milkshakes… I just can't tell you how good everything is."
"Okay Ana, what are you going to have?" I ask scanning the tiny menu. " I want a double cheeseburger deluxe, no onions. With a order of french fries and double chocolate shake with chocolate chips." I look over at Ana, and there sats my girlfriend!! I wonder where she will put all that food. . Anastasia face so precious. This is not a place that I would have chosen to eat at. But thats doesnt matter to me as long as she is happy.
"Babe, do you know what you want? We can alway get things to share." Ana ask me.I haven't had a bacon cheeseburger in years. So I decide that is what I'll go with. And a order of french fries."
What do you want to drink?" she asks…
"I think I will have a the chocolate milk shake" I answer. .
I see several more miles that I will have to run to get this meal off!! But it will be worth it. .
She give me her sweet smile and kisses my cheek.
Hazel comes back out and takes all of our orders. She say she will be right back out with a drinks.
We set and talk amongst ourselves. Share jokes and stories. Just enjoying being together. It isn't long before we have our drinks. We take a taste of each others shakes. Kate got a strawberry banana one, Elliots get a chocolate mint. They are all delicious.
Hazel and Charlie comes out, with two tray's carrying our food. Our plates are ladened with the best smelling hamburgers I have ever smelt. And the french fries are hot and crispy.
We thank them and then dig in. We say nothing more for a while. Enjoying are sinfully delightful lunch! Nothing but moans can be heard.
Hazel comes back out asking if we need anything else. The girls giggle, saying no. They were so full there was not place to put anything else. Hazel lays the ticket on the table and before I or Elliot can react, Kate snatches it up, and hand Hazel and hundred dollar bill and tells her to keep the change.
I turn to look at her, but before I can open my mouth. Kate starts to speak. Looking at Elliot and I " Listen I bought lunch. You three can decide when you are buying next. This is how Ana and I always do things like this. We take turns. And, yes, I overpaid Hazel. But I love this woman! She has feed Ana and I for years. Are we clear?? Not fighting, no arguments!" She says with a stern voice and mischief dancing in her green eyes.
"Sure Kate but tonight delights are on me." I tell her.
She nodding her head in agreement. Ana just chuckle listening to our conversation, she squeeze my hand when I look at her I can see how proud she is of my compromise.
I bring her knuckles to my lip and give it kisses. She do the same with mine.
This has been the best day so far. I haven't enjoyed myself this much in years.
I feel back to my young teens again. Hanging out with my brother, Kate and my sweet girlfriend Ana!!
We drove around the Sound, and down to the marina and decided to park. Walking around and enjoying the scenery. Ana gets out of the car, and stretches, spreading her arms wide and breathed in fresh air. Watching her is my new hobby, especially when I hear her laugh!
My heart feels so light. Keeping her happy is my main mission right now.
I want to make her happy, and hopefully my soon to be lover.
"Baby, come here, I want to show you something. I hope someday we can sail together."
I take Ana's hand and we walked towards The Grace.
" Do you have a ship here?" she questions,
"Come with me. We will have to go sailing together when you have free time."
Ana smiles " I'd love that"
Together we walked until I get to the right slip and there sets The Grace.
" Wow baby, The Grace is very beautiful. I can't wait to sail with you. Why did you name it The Grace?"
" I named her after my adoptive mother. She saved me. I was 4 years old when she found me in the hospital. I thought she was an angel. In reality, she is my savior. So when I decide to built this ship, I had to name it after her. Letting her know that she means everything to me. This is the first ship built by my company." I said to Ana with pride.
Ana and I walked around the marina holding hands. Stealing kisses from each other.
Chatting about nothing important. Neither of us wants to let go of our hands. This is so new to me, but it's like this is something we often do together. With Ana I feel comfortable and peaceful, her presence in my life is the most beautiful thing, that I want to capture forever.
I remember something Ana said that she knew about BDSM. Now I'm curious how she knows about that lifestyle.
"Baby can I ask you something ?" I ask Ana.
She nodding her head and tell me to ask away.
"Baby how you know about BDSM lifestyle? You told me if you never had any relationship before so how you know it? "I ask her carefully.
She blushes, and starts telling me her story, "It's started when I was 16 years old. I had gotten home from school, I saw my parents' cars in the parked in the garage of our house.
I when through the the house to looking for them. I called but neither answered. I decided to look in their room because their bedroom was my father's favorite place. When I entered I did not find anyone inside but I faintly heard my mother's voice from the walk in closet. As I walked into it I saw the door was not closed all the way. Entering into the closet I noticed some clothes had been push aside. Before me was a door, that I hadn't known was there . I was curious, and it was cracked open. I peeked inside, before opening the door, and do you know what I saw? " She ask me back giggling and still blushing .
I have so many scenarios in my head but I don't know which one is. Ana chuckles beside me when she see my face.
"Yes Christian what you're imagine right now is true. Do you want to know more?" Ana ask me. I nod my head, Actually it is mortifying for me listening to her.
Knowing that she was 16 years old girl. But it's also amazes me because she find it hilarious.
"What I saw was, my mom hang up on sex swing with daddy was pounding into her. He was calling her with her Kitten. I stood in shock!! When I finally found my voice, I shouted out to them "Mom, dad what are you doing? " automatically they stop what their doing. My parents eyes become big and their fly mouths open. It's so hilarious now Christian!! When I think back to that moment. " Ana laughing and her face is turning redder by the moment!
Just remembering seeing what her parents were up to.
" Baby didn't you think is was disgusting see your parents had sex? How can you can laugh now? And where the BDSM lie in here? " I ask her.
" Of course I was disgusted, and shocked!! My parents were having sex, and I interrupted them. They both told me to get out, but wait for them outside. Which, I went to my room. I couldn't stay in their bedroom. I never see any kind of sex act before !! I had never watched porn or anything like that. All I knew about sex was what was taught in school. After a few moments they knocked on my door. That moment , my about sex education began.
At school we had learn about safe sex. STD, how babies are made, etc.
But, my mother told me there were different ways to have sex, and what her and my father did was one way to show each other their love.
I ask them why they had that room,in their walk in closet.
First my dad tells me, that it's called a playroom.
Then he starts telling me that this was the kind of lifestyle they shared. Daddy also told me he was known as a Dom and my mother was a submissive.
After lots of question that I asked. They answered each one. No matter how embarrassing.
Daddy also taught me how to recognize a Domme persona.
He also told me, that I could never ever be a submissive! That I was too stubborn!
That I should not judge others people life choices.
Be it as a sub or dom or whatever, everyone has the right to live their life.
But now, I can easily read people around me. I can generally tell if someone is in lifestyle.
" But Christian I still don't like how that evil woman influenced your life. Trust me babe you aren't what she told you. You are not a monster or undeserving of love. You are so loved, I can see myself falling for you. You make it so easy to fall for you. . Don't forget that okay. " She smile at me … Vowing to myself to believe what she told me. Telling myself she'd never lie to me.
"Baby when your parents explain to you about BDSM. Didn't you feel any uncomfortable discussing that with them?" I ask, turning to face her, with my hands loosely holding her waist.
" Yeah, I mean… Who honestly wants to talk to their parents about sex, let alone find them in a playroom together. But, the most positive thing came from that! From awful to life changing. It is the promise from my parents to me and me to them. I can come to them with anything and they will always be there for me, answering any questions I have. I could not ask for more loving parents." she replies, with a smile that warms up her whole face.
"So next time when you meet my dad just be yourself, no need to hide your inner dom.
Daddy probably already knows that you're in the lifestyle. As long as you keep me happy, then he will be happy for us. "
"I promise you baby. I will do my best to make you happy. Although I'm not perfect but I'll try my best for you to be proud of me." I respond.
"No sweetheart, just be yourself and let us always be honest with each other. Being honest even when it hurts it the best way to remain happy." she returns
I bring her in my arms and kiss her with all my heart. She kiss me back with the passionate we are wrapped in each others arms so tightly! Holding onto each other. We stay like that until we need a break to breathe.
We returned to the car. But Elliot and Kate aren't back yet. I hugged Ana and pulling her in between my legs as I lean up against the car. We flirted and exchanged stories, giggling and laughing with each other. I listened to Ana who told me about her friends during college and where they still keep contact with each other.
She also tells me that in the next two weeks she going on vacation. Saying that she and Kate planned to back and visit Okinawa in Japan. Hearing her talking of going on vacation in the near future makes me a little sad. I just found my girlfriend but we are to be separated for a while because she was going on vacation.
"Babe, Christian ? What's wrong? Why you look so gloomy honey? Are you OK? " Ana stroked my cheek to check if I was ok. But how can I tell her that I'm sad? She is to leave for vacation, and I can't be with her.
I struggle to tell her about my feelings right now. I don't want she think if I'm clingy boyfriend who scare if she go to vacations. My fear that she meet better man, that she will leave me.
"Sweetheart what is it? I know you are struggling to telling me something right?
We said we'd be honest with each other in your bedroom a few hours ago. Come on baby just tell me what is troubling you! I can't help if you won't tell me " Ana cooed for me to open up to her.
"Baby you know right we just been started dating last night. Now you tell me that you have plans to go to Okinawa with Kate on vacation. That's means we will be separated for awhile. I'm afraid that if I'm not with you, you will meet someone who are better than me over there.
You will leave me and choose someone who doesn't have the flaws that I do. ." I can't look at her this moment. I don't know what she will think of me.
"Oh sweetheart. Why would you think like that? I don't care about any your flaws.
You are the only one that I want babe. Whether we are in the same place or not my feeling still the same honey. Silly man." Ana hugged me my head on her chest, with her hand stroke my hairs. She kiss my head multiple times.
"Christian you need to stop being so negative about yourself. It's not healthy. Trust me babe you are the only man that I want. I have met plenty of people in my life. I have never felt this way about anyone but you. You have to understand. You are the only one that I want to be with. To share my life with… Just you! The only boyfriend I have ever had. Don't worry about someone taking your place. You are irreplaceable. Everything in your life has made you the man you are today. I only want you!!" She is holding my face in her tiny hands looking straight into my eyes. She kisses me like her life depends on it. I kiss her back just as much!!
I am starting to understand that she just want me for me, better or worse.
I need to do as she told me. I can't let my insecurities get better of me.
It is a little after ten pm we back to Escala. Ana asked me if I want to stay for the night at her place. I ask her if she'll stay at mine instead. I want her stay with me tonight, I want to see her in my bed. But mostly, I want her to feel comfortable staying with me. I want to see if she can keep my nightmares away again tonight.
She agrees, and and tell me she need to get a change of clothes and her toiletries.
"I need to tell you that I attend church on the Sundays that I am not working. I'd like for you to go with me please." Ana says quietly. I can tell this is important to her.
"Of course, I'd love to go with you tomorrow. What time we need leave?" I question.
"We need leave around half past seven . The Mass will be start around 8 o'clock, after that we can go to brunch together if you want!" she says smiling that I agreed.
"Okay baby. Are you ready to go now? "I ask her. She nod her head and we walk downstairs together. Elliot is in living room with Kate on his lap, they're making out.
I think my brother will stay over with Kate tonight.
"Kate tomorrow I'll meet you at the Church, okay?!. " Ana say to Kate. Kate who still busy with my brother tongue down to her throat can't quick enough to answer Ana. She just nodding her head and put her thumb up.
We are out from her apartment and walk to elevator to up my penthouse. Tomorrow is my first time going to church in a very long time... I had stop going to church after my 15 birthday.
After Elena get me under her thumb. I wonder if God will forgive me for all my sins?
Arrived in the penthouse, we go into my room so she can put her overnight bag away. She hangs up her dress in my walk in closet. We had dinner earlier, but I don't know what she want to do now? It's still early for sleep, but having Ana in my room now makes me hard. I want to take her to bed, and not just to sleep. But I need to control that for now. I am unsure if Ana is ready or not.
"Christian do you feel it's a little hot in here? " Ana ask me. As she turns towards me…
" Of course it's hot baby with you right here with me ." I murmur. The sexual tension is
so strong.
I walk to her and pulling her to my chest. Kissing her with such passionate which she returns.
"You should know that I never had anyone in here except Gail. She comes in for housekeeping reasons. But now looking at you, standing in my room make me so hard, I want you Anastasia. Can you imagine what I have going on in my head right now?" nibbling her earlobe and I feel her shiver.
She let out a little moan while I continue to peppering her neck with kisses. Her hand move to grab my hair and tugging gently and its make me moan. It turns me on so much but, I need make Ana comfortable first. Her comfort means everything to me. I lower her to my bed, setting down and pulling her onto my lap with her knees spread and she is straddling me. Her hot core is pressed against my harden cock.
Our kisses start to get heavier, and I can't hold for much longer.
If Ana continues to press her body down on mine. She keeps grinding down hard on my cock, I am going to cum in my pants like a teenager!!
There is no way that she cannot feel how hard my dick is.
Ana is the first one to stop our heavy making out. She looks at me under her lashes and bite her sexy lip…
Damn, I almost combust in my pants. She is rubbing her core harder on me…. I can feel the heat and the dampness through my jeans.
I know she is turned on too. .
APOV
Oh Lord !!
I can't thinking clearly right now. Christian touch like fire on my skin. When he kisses and nibbles on my neck and shoulder, anywhere he finds skin. I feeling like I am about to combust. I keep rubbing myself on his cock.. And lord is he ever endowed...
"Baby, I know you are not ready yet for have sex. but can we can make each other feel good without sex." He whispers deliciously in my ear. His hand trails down my arm and back up to my shoulder before he brushes the side of my breast.
I can't formulated any words my throat feels dry. I just nod my head, agreeing with him.
He give me boyish smile and start kissing my lip again. His hand tug up my tee shirt and take it off of me. He turns us so I am laying down to his bed. He looks at me so reverently…
Like I am most special thing he's ever seen.
"You have the softest skin baby." He runs his nose down my neck then kisses behind my ear. His lips feel soft and warm. My eyes close and my mouth opens, a jagged breath escapes my throat.
"Christian… Ahh…." His lip continue to paint my skin. The indescribable feeling makes me difficult to form any word. I'm drowning in him.
"You smell like heaven baby. " A warm gust of breath sweeps over my neck. His voice laced with desire and lust. His lip brush down my breast to my stomach. He fingers get the the button of my shorts. He unbuttons the button and slowly starts to inch down the zipper….
I want this, I want him. More than anything else I have ever wanted in my life. I feel the arousal between my legs for the first time. I can't take it anymore. He stop, propping himself up on his elbow. I did not want him to stop! Please don't stop touching me.
"Baby tell me what you want? Ummm….
"Do you know what I want to do you your beautiful body?" oh shit, his voice so sensual. make me even wetter.
I don't care what else is happening right now.
I just know if I want him skin to skin. I want to feel him close to my body.
Feeling like more brave than I ever have. I sit up and start peeling off his tee shirt.
"Christian, I want to feel you skin to skin. We aren't going to have sex today cause I still not ready yet. . But we can make each other feeling good."
His eyes become darker and his breathing ragged.
He knows what I mean.
I want him make me cum for the first time in my life. I want a man to give me that pleasure. I want to watch him as he becomes undone to.
"Oh baby you will forget your name after I'm done..." he say in sexy whisper.
YES!! Please make me Christian. I silently pray...
"Please…. " I say on a sigh...
"You are perfect baby. So beautiful…" I close my eyes I let his words drift in my mind.
"So beautiful." He removes my lacy bra, and his hands cup my breasts.
His thumbs brushing over my hardened nipples.
It's feels so good. His lips soon follow the path of his fingers. His lips and teeth gently sucking and nibbling on my breast and nipples.
"Christian. " I whisper his name like hymn prayer on my lips.
My eyes roll back. his touch is like nothing I have ever felt before.
I cannot describe it with words.
"Look at me baby!! Open those eyes and watch me. " He tell me.
AsI raise my head, my eyes meet his. His fingers and lips trail my breasts and caress their way down my stomach until reaching the button of my denim short. His fingers hook on the side of my shorts, he slowly pulls them off. His fingers are soft and gentle as he sweeps them across the top of the lace panties… Softly cupping my womanhood.
My breath catches in my throat.
He leans down kissing my lace panties, inhaling the aroma of my sex.
"Relax and breathe baby!! " I let out my breath I didn't knowing I was holding.
I run my fingers through his hair. Getting him to look at me.
"Come back up here" I all but whisper
Placing my hands on both side his jaw. I move them down his neck, to his shoulders following his long arm down to his hands. Dropping down, onto his waist and further down. He lays between my legs, with his hard cock rubbing in all the right places. With subtlety I didn't know I had. I manage to unbutton and unzip Christian pants. I start to push them down. He stands quickly and pushes them the rest of the way down and off.
Leaving on his boxer briefs… with a damp spot right at the head of his cock.
Damn, he is hung and they hide nothing.
I am a very lucky lady…
All I can do is stare… He is a gorgeous male!
I crook my index finger and speaking softly for him to come back to me… He lays down, with his legs between mine and his hard cock, laying against me, and my core gets wetter.
I reach up, stroking his stubble. Kissing him, our tongues soon start their dance, as my hips begin to roll against him.
While his fingers of one hand, play just under the the band of my panties. Brushing the curls that I have hidden behind the lace.
I rock, pushing up into his erection and he lets out a groan, closing his eyes.
"So good baby, …. don't stop" he breaths...… "God, Ana… you feel so good… your pussy is so hot…" Unsure of what else to do, I continue to rock against his cock…
He pulls back a bit and his finger continue to wander again. This time with more purpose.
Soon he is pushing aside the gusset of my panties aside, slowing rubbing his fingers on the outside of my lower lips…
His touch…. I want more…
He told me, he has been celibate for a year now. I know that I want him…
I want him to feel good. I want to feel good...
Inside my heart I know if Christian the one I want give myself to.
Should I go ahead, giving him my virginity??
Because he is the one I want. He will always be the one I want...
Or should I wait??
So the question is…
Now or Later??? …….
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