Sawyer's POV

I waited for Ana to peacefully drift off to sleep and get up.

"T, she is so angry with him she hyperventilated. She's held all this rage in for almost 2 and a half years and it all came to the surface when she saw him. I don't know what to do."

"Let her get some sleep. We will stay with her. You go work it out in the gym and we will get her through this. We all know how strong she is. She's entitled to a breakdown once in a while."

"Okay. I'm going to change and go work out. Let her know where I went if she wakes up."

"We will."

I walk into the gym ready to work out when I hear someone already in there. I peek in and there is none other than Christian Grey going at it with the bag. I guess it's time to confront him.

I walk in and drop my bag making enough noise where he hears me. He turns around and looks at me and puts his hands up. "Peace man."

"No, no peace until I know you're not going to upset my wife."

"Why would I upset your wife?"

He is playing dumb. I already know he's surely ran her background check by now. "I know you know. Stay the fuck away from Ana and Kirsten. They are MY family. You lost your rights to them over 2 years ago. You NEVER had rights to Kirsten by your own choice. You kicked her out and tried to pay her off. What the fuck is wrong with you? Who has a woman like Ana and throws her away as soon as she becomes pregnant with their child? A piece of shit. That's who."

"You sound like you've been needing to say that a while. I don't intend to cause any problems. If Ana is happy then I'm happy for her. I will leave it alone. Just take care of them."

"I always have. I wouldn't stop now. Even when you were with her I took care of her for you."

"But it was your job. Did you just jump straight from being her security into her bed?"

I punch him in the face hard. "No asshole but we were a family almost 2 years before anything happened. Not that it is your fucking business. She wrote a book that you should read. It doesn't reveal who she is or who you are but it gives a perfect account of how fucked up you are from her perspective. I'll have Taylor look it up for you."

"She wrote a book about me?"

"No asshole. She wrote a book about her time with you. Big difference. She had no NDA and hers and your name isn't revealed so she didn't do anything wrong against you like defamation so don't try that shit. She explored all possible ramifications before publishing it.

It just gives her perspective of what a perpetual fuckhead you are. She hoped you would read it someday. Look further into that background report and you will find it. Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to work out and go be with my wife."

I walk away and get suited up and work out and spend the rest of my time trying to ignore him but he is just standing there with his mouth open, blood running down his lip.

He eventually shuts it and grabs his shit and runs out. Most likely to look at her background check again.

After working out for about an hour after my Grey confrontation, I decide it's best I tell my wife about it because I know from when she was with Grey how she hates being kept in the dark.

I get back to Taylor's apartment and take a quick shower and get into bed with my wife and snuggle up to her still sleeping form.

Ana's POV

I wake up feeling hot and realize Luke is in bed with me. I roll over and face him and he is looking at me. He looks guilty. Oh no. "What did you do Luke?"

"I went to the gym to work out and ran into Grey. I confronted him. He pretty much accused me from jumping straight into your bed so I punched him. You said you wanted him to read your book so I told him to read it and find out what a fucking asshole he is in the eyes of the most amazing woman he ever threw away. Then I just worked out for an hour trying to work out how to help you to deal with your anger. I think I figured it out."

"What's your conclusion Mr. Sawyer."

"Well, Mrs. Sawyer, Krav Maga. I can train you myself and when we get home we can hire a trainer to help. I need to freshen up on it myself some anyway. We can train together."

"Mmm. Sounds like a mighty fine plan Mr. Sawyer. Take me out for dinner and dancing? I think I'd like to see Kate."

"You call Kate and I'll make reservations and ask Taylor and Gail if they want to come or if we can use a car and if they can watch Kirsten."

"Okay." I kiss him. "I love you."

"And I love you."

I pick up my phone and call Kate.

"Hello?"

"Kate?"

"Ana?! Where are you? Why did you leave?"

I cut her off. "whoa one thing at a time. I'm currently in Seattle for Taylor and Gail's wedding. I thought you might be up for dinner and dancing so we can catch up?"

"Uh, yes. I know the perfect place. I will text the address."

"Okay and Kate?"

"Yes."

"I'm sorry for abandoning you. It was nothing to do with you. It was all about staying out of Christian's grasp. It is a long story. I'll explain what I can but I also wrote a book about it."

"Check you out big shot. I'll see you in an hour."

"Love you. Bye."

I walk out into the living area to find out what we're doing.

"You and I are taking an Uber. Gail and Taylor want to keep Kirsten but Grey won't allow us to use his vehicles." Luke says.

"Taylor, can you drive us and drop us off and come back and get us later so we can drink and not have to ride with strangers?"

"That I can do. Good thinking Ana."

"Good. I'm gonna go get ready. Luke, you want to change or no?"

"I'm going to wear this baby. I just changed right before you woke up."

"Okay. Be right back. Give Kirsten loves cause when I get out I'm stealing all her love until we leave." I wink and kiss his cheek to go get dressed. When I come back he is playing with Kirsten.

"My turn baby." I pick up Kirsten. "Mommy and Daddy are gonna go see some friends who you will meet very soon. You be a good girl for Jason and Gail?"

"Me good girl Mommy"

"Yes you are. I love you baby girl. We'll see you soon." I give her a hug and kiss.

"Love you Mommy and Daddy." She gives Luke a kiss as well.

We leave and Taylor takes us to the location where Kate asked us to meet her. When we walk through the door she comes running at me. I prepare myself for impact. "ANA!!!!"

"KATE!!! You know Luke?" she nods. "He is my husband." Her mouth drops open but she shuts it.

"Nice to meet you again Luke. I take it you've been taking care of my girl here."

"I have. I always will."

"Good. Come. There are some people eager to see you Ana." She says as she takes my hand and drags me to the table. I grab Luke's hand and drag him along.

I get to the table and there sit Elliot, Mia and Ethan. Elliot hugs me first. "Hey little bit. Where you been hiding? We missed you."

"Long story Elliot."

Mia is next to hug me, "Oh Ana. We've missed you. You must tell us what we've missed."

"Later, Mia."

Last to hug me is Ethan. "Good to see you again little sis." Ethan has always been like my big brother.

"You too Ethan. Everybody this is my husband, Luke Sawyer. Luke you know everyone here. Kate, Elliot, Mia and Ethan."

"Nice to see you all again." Luke says.

We take our seats and I begin telling them the reason I left and I think Elliot and Mia are the most shocked. Apparently they never got the real story. I tell them about the quick divorce and the baby and him signing over his rights and the 20 million dollar check I ripped up. I tell them about Kirsten and how Luke has taken care of me and helped me raise her and how we fell in love and got married.

We discussed all this over our meals and they're all genuinely shocked that I'm a mother now.

I show them pictures of us all together. I don't tell them where I moved to yet because knowing Christian, he will be hunting me down soon because as he believes, 'I'm his' and 'he always gets what he wants' and he considers me as property to be owned. I tell them about the book I wrote and encourage them to read it because my second is coming out soon. Mia says she already read it and has a ton of questions now that she knows I wrote it. She wants to know about the stuff I wrote about Christian. I suddenly feel sick and excuse myself and go to the bathroom and vomit. I rinse my mouth out and wipe my mouth. I go to pull my lip gloss out of my purse and find a pregnancy test I put in there a few days ago. I forgot about that. I decide since I'm in here to take it. I missed my last period.

I take it and sit it on the counter and wash my hands, nervous about the result.

I look at it and there is now not a doubt that I am pregnant. I have to figure out a way to tell my husband and obviously no more drinking tonight.

I stick the test in my purse and walk back out to our table acting as casually as possible. Luke stands for me and puts his hand on my back as I sit and he sits back down.

"You okay baby?"

"I'm great actually. Just had to throw up but I feel much better now."

"We can go if you want."

"No baby. We need to celebrate now and I will tell you why later."

He whispers in my ear, "Ana. Are you pregnant? Is that why you puked earlier?"

He looks at me and I smile and nod. He grins like a Cheshire cat. He hugs me tight and then gives me a tender kiss. "This is amazing. Can we tell anyone?"

"Not yet. I want to wait til the second trimester and I don't know how far along I am."

"I'm so excited I'm going to burst."

"See, this is how a husband should react." I kiss him. "Thank you for being amazing. I love you."

By this point everyone is looking at us and I think they figured out what we're talking about.

"So, is congratulations in order?" Kate asks.

I look at look and we nod.

Everyone congratulates us and hugs me again. "Let's go dance people. I may not be able to drink anymore but I can still dance."

"You better let me dance with you so I can catch you when you inevitably trip over your own feet."

I smack his arm and laugh. "Fine, I'm a klutz. I get it. Let's go dance baby."

We dance for a couple more hours and then we decide to call it a night so Luke calls Taylor to pick us up. When he arrives we meet him outside but when we open the back of the car, there sits Christian. I just stare. "Christian you sit in the front or I will. I won't sit by you."

"Why baby? Don't think you can resist me?" he is drunk. I reach over and slap him, hard.

"Fuck off! Taylor, I'm sitting in the front. Luke you can sit back here with this drunk fuckwit."

He gives me a kiss and helps me in the front seat. I buckle up. I whisper to Taylor, "You could've warned us Taylor."

"I was literally down the street and had to pick him up along the way and it just so happens he is my boss so it was either this or keep you guys waiting another 30 minutes."

"It's okay. Sorry I had to slap your dickhead boss."

He laughs. "Don't be. I'd like to do it myself sometimes."

I look into the backseat and see he is passed out. I look over at Luke and he just smiles sweetly at me. I blow him a kiss and he winks.

We arrive at Escala Luke and Taylor get out first. Luke opens my door and let's me out and we walk hand in hand to the elevators as Taylor is trying to get drunk Christian out of the SUV. "Go help him Luke."

He nods and goes to help Taylor get Christian to the elevator. I walk behind them and watch this situation get hilarious as Christian starts swatting and they keep making smart ass remarks they could never say to a sober Christian.

We go up the elevator as they two grown men are trying to hold up drunk Christian. First, we go up to his penthouse so they can drop him off in his bed and I walk into the foyer as I wait for them to come back and remember the last time I was here and start to freak out so I walk back into the elevator and stare at the back of the elevator so I don't have to look at the last place my heart broke.

I'm holding the door open while I wait for Luke to come back. He finally comes back. "did you have to dress him?"

"No but he puked on Taylor so we threw him into the shower to wake his ass up. He has it from here. Let's go to bed baby."

"Okay." I say as the doors to the elevator close and we go to Taylor and Gail's apartment.

We walk in to silence. I'm guessing everyone else is asleep so we go to the guest room and change into night clothes and lay down. He starts kissing my neck. "Can you be very quiet?" he asks.

"I can. I'm on top this time." I ride him and we cum hard but quietly. "I'm impressed with even myself on that silence." I giggle.

I climb off and lay down beside him. "I'm proud of you baby." He says.

"Let's get some sleep before Kirsten gets up."

"Yes love."

I wake up in the morning hearing voices so I get up and put on clothes and walk out of the room to find Taylor at the door having a heated discussion with Christian who obviously has no idea how he got home. I see Kirsten talking to Gail in the Kitchen so I walk past Taylor at the door to my daughter. She doesn't need to hear this shit so I am doing like Gail and trying to distract her when they finally move out into the hall.

We feed my daughter and I inform Gail that I'm hanging out with Kate today so she can meet Kirsten. In 2 days is their wedding and we're all flying out together that night. They are going to England and we're going home to Paris.

When Luke finally gets up I give him a kiss and take Kirsten to hey her ready for the day. "Luke, you hanging out with Taylor today?"

"When he isn't working, yes. Grey seems to want to keep him busy because he's pissed that we're staying here."

"We could go to Fairmont to help avoid the drama. I don't want to cause problems for Taylor and Gail."

"I think we should do that. I'm gonna rent a car also so we don't rely on him for rides since Grey is keeping him busy."

I give him another kiss before I go out the door holding Kirsten to catch the Uber I called to go pick up our rental car. Luke follows behind me with the car seat and we see Taylor and Christian still having a heated discussion in the hall although they get quiet when they notice us so I know it is about us. I stop by Taylor. "I know you're supposed to have the week off but since your boss is giving you problems because we are here, we're just going to get a room at the Fairmont so maybe your boss will cool his fucking shit. See you when we get back Jason. Luke will be with you today until we get a room situated." And I walk off casually and get onto the elevator and I can feel Grey eyes boring into my skull. I step into the elevator with my daughter and my husband follows. When the doors close, Luke gives me a kiss and says, "that was hot baby. Remind me never to piss you off."

"Pregnancy hormones probably aren't helping the situation."

"Still very hot. If our daughter wasn't in this elevator with us I would have you half naked up against the wall right now." I blush.

"Damn it."

"What?"

"Now I'm all hot and bothered and can't do anything about it."

"I'll message you our hotel information and you can get there as soon as possible and we will fix that situation."

"Mmmm… I'll only be gone til after lunch. I need you for dessert. I'll see if Kate can watch Kirsten a couple hours."

I kiss him hungrily and almost forget I'm holding Kirsten. I give him another soft kiss and he installs the carseat into the uber and the uber takes us to Kate and Elliot's house. Elliot comes out to help me grab the carseat out of the car and he takes one look at Kirsten and about falls over.

"Spit it out Elliot."

"She looks like Christian did when we adopted him and he was 4 at the time but severely malnourished."

"Wow. She's only 18 months."

"Yeah. He was very small. She looks just like him but… healthier."

We walk in the house and Kate and Elliot spend the next few hours talking to me and Playing with Kirsten.

I look at my watch and realize it is lunch time and I need to pick up a car.

"Can one of you take me to the car rental place and can yall watch her a couple hours. I have… plans."

Kate knows what I'm saying. "Elliot can take you to a car and I'll keep Kirsten here. We need girl time but you should know that around 1, Grace and Mia are coming over."

"That's fine. Please point out that Christian is ONLY biologically related to Kirsten. He is nothing more than another person to her and it needs to stay that way."

"Got it."

"See you soon. I'll come back and get her when I'm done." I give Kirsten a kiss. "Mommy will see you soon. I'll bring Daddy to come pick you up, okay?"

"Mommy bring Daddy when you come get me?"

"Yes baby girl. Be a good girl. See you soon. Love you."

"Love you Mommy." I kiss her again and walk out with Elliot.

Elliot drops me off and I rent a car and meet my husband at the hotel like a dirty mistress but it's so hot.

My husband and I spend the next two hours christening the hotel suite.

"We better go get our daughter before she thinks we forgot about her."

"Let's go."

We arrive at Kate and Elliot's and there's a couple more cars here. No doubt the Greys. I mentally prepare myself for the inevitable barrage of questions about to be asked. "I'm right here with you. It will be okay. You don't have to answer anything you don't want to. Okay?" Luke says with his best pep talk.

"Thank you baby. Let's get this over with and get our daughter."

We walk in and find Grace and Carrick sitting on the love seat, Mia, Ethan, and Christian sitting on the couch. Kate in the chair and of course Elliot on the floor with Kirsten. She notices us and screams, "MOMMY, YOU BROUGHT DADDY!!"

"I did baby girl. I promised didn't I. I told you we don't break promises." I glance at Christian who is hanging his head. He knows that was directed at him. "We've got to go. Did she eat supper yet?" I ask Kate.

"Yes. She just ate. She may get hungry again before bedtime." I pick up Kirsten and give her a kiss before handing her to Luke ignoring the Greys. I go gather Kirsten's bag. "I'm sorry. I didn't expect them to call in everyone, including him." Kate says.

"direct them to my book and I'll share details of book 2 which should be out soon. They can read about my life instead of me constantly answering questions. I'll make them pay for answers." I smile.

I walk back to the living room holding my daughter's bag over my shoulder. I decide to make an announcement. "Okay. I realize you're all staring at me like I'm crazy because your SON couldn't tell you what happened. I wrote a book. It's on Kindle written Fifty Shades by Rose Lambert. I have another coming out soon but that one should give you the most accurate description of events including my leaving because Christian there wanted me to kill my baby. He signed over his rights and threw 20 million at me which I tore up. I never wanted his fucking money and we wasn't going to be paying me to fuck off. I was and am capable of caring for myself. Before you go all lawyer on me Carrick, I checked into all possible legal ramifications of exposing this information and since my name is unknown by anyone outside our circle and Christian is not named there are NO grounds to attempt to sue or press charges. It was my life and I have full rights to right about my own life. The next book is about everything after. Everything you need to know and probably things you don't want to know about are in there. I'm not going to keep explaining myself or justifying my actions to anyone aside from my husband and my family anymore. Now you know where to find your answers. Now if you will excuse us, we have plans that cannot wait. Oh, and Christian, stop taking your aggressions out on a man who is about to get married just because you were pissed to find out that they have been talking to us. Get over yourself and grow the fuck up."

We walk out leaving everyone looking shocked. I don't even give a fuck anymore. They looked at me like I was a criminal.

"Again, baby. That was super HOT! I can't believe they even had him there. I kinda expected everyone else but not him."

"They're pissed I had a baby by him but not with him. They think I chose to run off with their grandbaby/niece, when in fact Christian took that from them. Not me."

"you're too wise for your own good baby."

2 days later – Wedding day

For the past 2 days we heard nothing else from the Greys aside from Kate and Elliot who I can stand to be around and who understand where I'm coming from. They are no longer allowed to have Kirsten without me though after that last stunt.

Today I'm helping Gail get ready for her wedding as I'm the maid of honor with her sister. Kirsten is a flower girl. Luke and Christian are Groomsmen.

I'm walking with Luke luckily. Christian with Olivia.

Gail looks lovely and the ceremony went off without a hitch aside from when obey was spoken, Christian cleared his throat and glared at me and I just shook my head. He was really trying to pull that shit now. He wished I'd obeyed him and gotten an abortion. Well he can fuck off.

After the ceremony, we all sit together to eat. Everyone is doting over Kirsten except Christian who just stares from her to me. I don't know what his angle is but I'm about to go off on him so I choose to do so in private. I whisper to Luke, "I need to have a private word with Christian so I'm going into a private room with him because I assure you I will be yelling. You can come wait outside the door after I go in so he doesn't know you're there. I'll make sure there isn't a lock on the door so you can barge in if necessary."

"Okay I got your back baby." I give him a kiss.

"Christian, I'd like a word in private please."

He nods and follows me to the private room. I make sure the door is left unlocked.

"Okay, what is your fucking problem Christian? Just fucking tell me and let's get it out there."

"You are my fucking problem. You should be with me. I should be able to raise my own baby. I shouldn't have to see my daughter call someone else Daddy. I shouldn't have to see MY Ana married to her CPO."

I laugh uncontrollably. When I catch my breath I start. "okay, point one, I stopped being your problem when you kicked me out. Number 2, you should've thought of that BEFORE you kicked me out. Number 3, she was your baby until YOU gave up that right because, "I will NOT have a child" and you made me choose between MY baby and you. She hasn't been YOUR baby since YOU signed away your rights. No one forced you. You DEMANDED it. Number 4, Luke has been there from day 1, I never told her Luke was her Daddy. She just started calling him that and eventually he was just that, her Daddy. Number 5… again, not YOURS, also Luke stopped being my CPO and became my friend who protected me after we moved away. We raised a baby together and fell in love. Get over it. Considering you had like 20 subs since I last saw you, you have absolutely no right to judge me being in ONE relationship with ONE man since I left. Furthermore, we leave today and you don't have to see shit anymore so chill the fuck out and be happy for your cpo and housekeeper and stop being a sourpuss pouting trying to ruin their party." I try to walk past him but he grabs my arm.

"I'm not done talking to you. You WILL listen to ME!!" about that time Luke comes barging in and punches Christian again and he let's go of me and drops to the ground.

"I believe the lady is done talking to you and I suggest you leave us all the fuck alone. Go back to your sub and leave us be."

"Fuck off Luke. I won't let anything go until she comes back to me."

"You better hold on tight then because it will be a cold day in hell before I come back to you. I'm happily married so just let me go. Stop this shit."

I turn around and walk out and Luke follows after warning Christian again to leave us alone.

I pull Luke into the next room down the hall which is an office and I lock the door and jump onto him throwing my arms around his neck and my thighs around his waist and kissing him hard. "Fuck me Luke, please.!" He pushes me up against the door and keeps kissing me while reaching under my dress and ripping my panties off and I hear his belt and zipper and next thing I know, he is plunging into me hard and fast. "Yes, Luke. Fuck!" scream. He captures my words with another kiss. He continues to thrust in and out of me and says, "Cum with me Ana!"

I cum hard and he keeps pumping into me prolonging my orgasm as he cums himself. "Fuck Luke!" He holds me against the door while we come down from our high. After our breathing is steadying he Carries me over to the desk and sits me on it and composes himself while I attempt to do the same. "You're amazing Luke."

After we're situated. I look at him and smile. "You look well fucked Mr. Sawyer."

He smiles back, "As do you Mrs. Sawyer."

We walk out of the room smiling but it quickly fades as we see my ex-husband and his brother standing in the hallway like creeps. We glare at him and walk past him and back into the reception.

Christian's POV

I can't believe the nerve of Ana confronting me and then trying to walk away. I didn't even get to tell her what I wanted to say because I got pissed and yelled at her after grabbing her arm.

I didn't take into account that Luke was obviously outside the door. That part actually caught me off guard and got me punched in the face. I guess I'm glad he was there. He was protecting her like he was hired to years ago and like he probably promised when he married her. Something I couldn't do for her.

After they left the room, I took a few minutes to regain my composure . As I walk out in the hall, I see Elliot standing in the hall and I walk up to him and I'm about to talk to him when I hear it. "Fuck me Luke!"

I just walked into my own nightmare. A few feet away my ex-wife is getting fucked against that door.

I look at Elliot and he is grinning like a perv. "really? You're just gonna stand here and listen to them?"

"Shut up! You're listening too. Apparently pregnancy hormones are no joke."

I snap my head around, "I'm sorry what?"

"The other day at dinner they were whispering about something and he smiled like a loon then she said 'Now THAT is how a husband should react' and we asked if it was what we thought it was and yes, she is pregnant."

"Fuck!" About that time the door opens and there stands Ana and Luke looking freshly fucked. I try to look away but I can't and they just glare at us. "Yeah, we look like creeps now Lelliot."

"Yeah, we definitely look like creeps. Let's um, get back to the party?"

"Yeah, let's do." We cannot make eye contact anymore after our awkward situation.

Ana's POV

We arrive back at our table. "Ana, Luke. There you are. We didn't know where you went to." Gail says.

"Had some unfinished business to take care of," I say and I glance over my shoulder at Christian walking back towards our table. "Let's eat. Sorry for keeping you waiting."

We eat our meal in relative silence with my husband and I flirting the whole meal. I cannot get enough of that man. I kiss him after we finish our meal and the music starts. After Gail and Jason Taylor have their first dance, Luke and I and Olivia and Christian join them on the dance floor for the bridal party dance. Luke and I dance as close as humanly possible.

After a couple of songs, I get tapped on the shoulder. "May I have this dance?" Taylor asks.

"You may." I say as I kiss Luke and begin dancing with Jason.

"Thank you for taking Christian away to confront him. I didn't want Gail's day ruined."

"That's why I did it. He was being a sourpuss so I had to shut him down. It pissed him off and he grabbed me and growled at me about how I had to listen to him. Thankfully I had Luke outside the door and he barged in and punched him and he released me."

"That bastard. I'm glad you're okay. You're a smart woman. I knew you would think ahead for situations like this."

"Thanks. But Elliot and Christian also heard us, um, in an office after our confrontation. We walked out and they were just standing there."

He laughs. "Serves him right. We're glad you could make it and I'm sorry about all the Christian drama this week. You were right. He was taking his jealousy shit out on me. After you said what you said in front of him, he laid off."

"Good."

The song ends and we stop dancing and I hug him. "Thank you for everything Jason"

"Why does it feel like you're telling me goodbye Ana?"

I smile, "because I'm not coming back to the US after we leave tonight. You can come visit anytime but putting up with this drama is too much. You know it has nothing to do with you and Gail. You two are my family and friends and I always want you in our lives." He hugs me again.

"Okay sweet girl. You about ready to say goodbye and let's all head out?"

"Definitely. Let's go get our spouses and say goodbye."

We walk back to our table and everyone is staring again. Luke stands up and let's me sit down. "You about ready to go, baby?"

"Yes, definitely."

"Let's say goodbye." I whisper.

"Guys, we are going to leave and pack our stuff because we need to head home but it was nice to see everyone."

Taylor says, "We're leaving as well. We will ride to the airport together." playing off the fact that it was the plan all along.

We all say our goodbyes and I notice Christian still staring, "may I please have a dance Ana? I promise to behave."

I turn around. "NO Christian. I said all that needs to be said. I've got to go."

I grab my bag and walk to where my husband and daughter are standing. We all leave and stop by the hotel and pick up our luggage on our way to the airport.

2 weeks later

Luke and I have been home almost 2 weeks and today we have an appointment with Dr. Sampson to get our first ultrasound. This is our first appointment.

I know how great Luke will be throughout this pregnancy because we did this with Kirsten but he was just my friend then. He was amazing even then.

The doctor comes in as I'm laying back on the table and squirts the goop on my belly and starts moving the wand over my belly. "It looks like you're having twins. About 12 weeks." I look at Luke shocked and he has the biggest grin on his face.

"We're having twins baby!" he hugs and kisses me. I smile and nod, unable to speak yet.

"We are." I finally croak out.

"Here's some pictures. It looks like they will be identical because they share the same sac. Congratulations!" the doctor says.

"Thanks Dr."

We go home and I'm clearly still in shock. When we get home, Luke brings me into the bedroom. Tianna, our nanny that we hired when we got back has Kirsten so we leave her with them.

"Ana, are you okay? You haven't said anything since the doctor."

"Yes, of course I'm okay. I'm just in shock I think. I can't stop thinking about everything with Kirsten times 2 and it freaks me out."

"Baby, we can handle it. Plus we have Tianna now to help."

"You're right. I overthink everything. I love you baby! Thank you for being such a great man!"

"Only because you're such an amazing woman."

I smile at him. Such a charmer. My charmer. "I need to call Kate and update her."

"Okay baby. I'll go see Kirsten." I give him a kiss and grab my phone and dial Kate's number.

"Ana?"

"Yes. It's me. We just got back from the baby doctor."

"And?"

"It's twins 12 weeks!"

"Oh Ana! Congratulations!! I have to go because I'm not alone but I will call you back later."

"Please tell me you're not…" at the Greys.

"I am at the Greys for supper. I'll talk to you later. Love you."

"Love you too."

Of course she had to be with the Greys. I keep forgetting she is a Grey now.

My second book was released last week and it's already a hit. I informed family and friends about it's release and everyone seemed pretty excited. It's called Happiness because happy is what I am.

6 Months later

Over the last 6 months we lived a pretty normal life. We celebrated Kirsten's second birthday and our first wedding anniversary in England with my Mom and Dad, Luke's parents, Jason and Gail and Kate and Elliot.

I never had a chance at a 'normal' life with Christian. This has been refreshing. After the release of my second book became a top seller as well, I decided to open my own publishing house with the proceeds and some of our nest egg. 4 months in and we are doing fantastic. Sawyer Publishing is doing far better than Grey and Blaze did at this early stage. Our profits are marginally better than expected.

We purchased a new, bigger home with an amazing view of the Eiffel tower.

We purchased an SUV since the kids won't all fit in the R8 obviously.

Our babies should be coming anytime. We are having boys. Their names are James Lucas Sawyer and Jesse Raymond Sawyer.

Today we're going to walk to our doctor's appointment for exercise to hopefully walk these babies out.

As we are walking down the streets of Paris, I get a text and check my phone and there's a picture from Kate of an ultrasound. Apparently she is pregnant too. I show Luke. As we are both looking someone bumps into me and I almost fall over but Luke catches me before I hit the ground.

"Man, watch where you're going!"

We turn to look as the man says, "Sorry, I was deep in thought." and are shocked to see Christian standing there. What the hell is he doing here?

"Well Christian, you should watch where you're going." I say as he looks up and notices finally who he is talking to.

"I'm sorry. I was out for my run and thinking about things. I'm here on business."

"I don't care why you're here Christian. Just watch where you're going. You could've hurt us if it wasn't for Luke here to catch me, as always."

"I'm sorry.. I should go."

We turn and walk towards my doctor and I just shake my head. "What are the odds that HE just happens to be running down this damn street?"

"Very low but you handled yourself beautifully baby."

"Mmm.. thank you Luke." I give him a kiss.

Just outside the doctor's office, I feel a gush of fluid run down my legs. "Luke. Don't panic but my water just broke."

"Okay. Let's get you inside."

"I'm not walking in there dripping fluid all over the place. Just call the doctor. AHHHH! FUCK!!"

"First contraction. Breathe baby."

As the first contraction passes Luke let's me know the doctor ordered us to go straight to the hospital.

After several hours, it's finally time to push. After 5 minutes, James is born followed by Jesse 6 minutes later. Everything looks great and we're able to cuddle our little guys.

"We did it." I say.

"You did it the hard part baby. You did great."

I kiss him as we each hold our little boys with their dark hair and blue eyes.

I send pictures to everyone and since we already saw Christian I invite them all to come visit.