I wake up feeling like I was hit by a truck. I roll over to shove my face in my pillow and groan. "Grr… Luke?" No answer. "Luke?"
I lift my head and see I'm in bed alone. "LUKE!?!" Ouch! I flop my head back down.
He comes running in. "Ana, you okay?"
"Nothing some advil won't fix. I need a pump I need to dump the milk in my breasts. Mama got drunk last night."
"Oh baby. Let me get you advil and juice and the pump and help you out okay?"
"Thank you baby."
He brings me everything I need and helps me nurse my hangover and pump and dump.
"I'm gonna take a shower now. I love you." I kiss him sweetly.
"Mm.. and I love you baby."
In the shower everything comes back to me. The conversation, the martinis, the kiss and then coming home and jumping my husband. Oh shit. Did we use protection? Oh God. The thought makes me throw up. I won't complain if I have more beautiful children but my uterus needs a rest. Piper is only 7 weeks old.
After I get out of the shower I get dressed and find my husband. Baby, did we use protection last night?"
"No. We haven't since we started back up 2 weeks ago."
"I won't complain about more children but I was initially trying to avoid it if possible but you're so fucking irresistible I keep jumping you without thinking about it. Fuck me. Oh well, if it happens, it happens I guess." I kiss him sweetly and he is smirking. "You wanna keep me barefoot and pregnant don't you?"
"Well, that and we make adorable babies."
I smile and kiss him again. "you're lucky you're so adorable. Where are the kids?"
"Susan and Heather kept them in their suite last night. We're moving this week."
"Right." I grab his hand and drag him back to the bedroom.
"What are you doing?"
"Jumping my irresistible husband again." I kiss him ferociously and he places me on the bed and fucks me into euphoric bliss.
Within 2 days our new house is fully furnished and we're moved in. We contacted Jason, Kate, and Elliot to help. Their new daughter Ava stayed with their nanny Regina. Ava is about 3 months older than Piper. We got to be pregnant together but from a distance. My husband spoils pregnant me even more than normal so he set a high standard that Kate held Elliot to and he kept failing and pissing her off. He finally got the hang of how it goes at the end of the pregnancy. Poor Elliot.
After we officially got everything moved in we brought the kids home. Our new home. I like calling this home. I can be close to my friends here. I will miss my friends in Paris but we're keeping our house there so we can visit often. I'll especially miss Ella. She was like another mother. My Paris mother so to speak. Who is also my ex-husband's birth mother. The irony is not lost on me.
"Babies we're home!" I announce to the kids as we walk in.
"Mommy Where's our rooms?"
I walk the kids upstairs, leaving Piper with Daddy. "This purple room is yours, Kirsten. See it has a K on the door.
"Thank you Mommy. It's my favorite color!"
"Jesse and James' room is across the hall. It is blue. See?" James and Jesse jump up and run into the room and start playing.
"They have a J on their door. J for James and Jesse." Kirsten points out.
"That is right. You're so smart baby." I bring her down the hall and show her Piper's pink room next door to our room.
"P for Piper and P for pink."
That's right." I give her a kiss. Go get Susan and have her help you settle into your room.
She takes off downstairs and I go into my room and plop down on my bed. I'm so exhausted because this has been a busy week. Daddy just got out of the hospital and I've been going to see him every evening to cook and clean for him. His sister comes by to help but I want to be sure to do my part. He's done so much for me, including saving me from husband number 3. I will always be grateful to him and I will do anything to prove it.
I've contacted most of the staff I worked with at Grey Publishing and got a few, including Hannah to jump on board with Sawyer Publishing. We will have a grand opening next week. I've hired other staff but some of the ones that worked with Grey found other employment. I gave them the opportunity to apply later and told them I'd consider them.
I wake up to being jumped on. "MOMMY mommy Mom Mom Ma Mommy"
"What do you need baby?"
"I need you. Daddy cooked us supper today and said you must come."
"Okay. I'm coming."
We go downstairs and I flop down on a stool at the breakfast bar.
"Good evening sleepyhead. Your R8 arrived today." My head pops up at that.
"Really?!"
"Yes. You should drive up and take Piper with you for a playdate with Ava. Kate would like to spend time with you not moving for us." I give him a kiss.
After we eat, I get cleaned up, change and get Piper together and load up in the R8. Luke walks me out to the car and puts Piper in. He turns to me and scoops me up in a hug and kisses me with passion. "Drive safely baby. I look forward to seeing you when you return." I kiss him on his nose.
"I will. I love you." He gives me a sweet kiss.
I get in and drive to Kate and Elliot's. I've missed this car the last couple of weeks.
When I arrive at my destination, I get out and take Piper out in her car seat and diaper bag and head for the door. Before I get up the sidewalk I hear Jason. "Wait Ana. I'll help you."
"What are you doing here Jason? Oh wait. I don't need to ask that do I?" He laughs as he takes Piper's car seat from me and walks me to the door. I knock and Elliot answers.
"Itty bitty!!" and he grabs and hugs me.
"Elliot, is Kate here? I thought I'd surprise her with a playdate."
"She's up in Ava's room. Here I will help you." He says as he takes the car seat from Jason.
"Thank you Jason. I will see you soon." I give him a hug. Jason and Gail are like my long lost aunt and uncle.
Elliot takes the diaper bag and walks us through the house where I see Christian sitting on the couch. "Christian." I nod at him and keep walking.
"Ana, are you mad at me?"
"No. I'm not mad Christian. You just made this a little awkward. We are okay. Don't worry. You're still my friend." I go ahead and walk up to him and offer him a hug and he takes it."
"Thank you Ana." He says as he releases me.
"Now I've got a playdate to attend to."
I get to Ava's room to find Kate on the floor playing with Ava. She looks up and sees me. "ANA!!"
She stands up and practically runs at me and gives me a bear hug. "Oh Kate. I've missed you. We need us time. I'm here for a playdate. Mommy playdate and baby playdate."
"I'll leave you to it." Elliot says as he hands me the baby and puts down the diaper bag.
"How about we leave the girls for a playdate with Regina and have a playdate for Mommy's at the spa?"
"Sounds like just what I need."
We give the girls love and leave them with Regina and head downstairs. We stop in the family room with Elliot and Christian. "We're going to the spa Elliot. The girls are with Regina. I'm taking the car."
I stop her, "noooo. We're taking my R8. I just got it back from Paris today."
"OOH! Can I drive?"
"Nope." I pop the p.
"You still have your R8?" Christian asks.
"Of course. I love it."
"Drive safely." He says.
"Um.. always." I smile. "Let's go Kate."
We drive to the spa and get pampered in every way. I get my hair highlighted at the adjoining salon. "This is just what Mama needed Kate. Your idea is fabulous. "
"I agree. Motherhood is exhausting. I don't know how you do it with 4."
"Well we're not on birth control so who knows when number 5 will show up. We're constantly going at it. I wanted to wait for a while but then I realized we went 2 weeks without birth control so I said fuck it. If it's gonna happen, it will happen. Christian and I got pregnant on birth control. As far as how I do it? Nannies and a loving husband."
"Oh yeah. I heard you two got busy twice at our wedding." I laugh.
"Yes. Yes we did. I've been being friends with Christian but he kissed me last time I saw him before today and swore he was so sorry. I forgave him but now things just feel awkward."
"Did you kiss him back?"
"Hell no. I was drunk and it took me a minute but I pushed him off."
"Wow. He's been different in a good way since he met Ella."
"That's good. We will get back to a good friendship again. I guess the awkwardness needs to die down though."
"Yeah. Maybe we should head back. We've been here like 3 hours."
We drive back towards Kate and Elliot's house. We're sitting at a red light and start going when it turns green. Out of nowhere a car slams into us sending us spinning and the car flips over and everything goes black.
Luke's POV
I'm sitting home with the kids waiting for my wife to come home. I'm playing with the kids when my phone rings. It's Ana.
"Ana?"
"No, this is Dr. Bartlett at Seattle Grace hospital. Is this Mr. Sawyer?"
"Yes. What happened to my wife?"
"Her and Mrs. Grey were in a car accident together. They are both in our ER and we need you and Mrs. Greys husband to come down. Can you contact him?"
"The babies?"
"They were alone in the car."
"I'll get ahold of Elliot and be right over."
I hang up and call Elliot Grey.
"Grey."
"Elliot, this is Luke. Ana and Kate were in an accident. They're at Seattle Grace. I'm headed there now. They told me to let you know."
"I'm on my way." He hangs up and I grab Tom and head to the hospital, terrified of what I will find when I get there. Please let Ana be okay.
When I arrive at the ER I don't wait for the car to stop. I jump out and walk quickly inside where I check in at the desk.
"Anastasia Sawyer."
"Your relationship to Mrs. Sawyer?"
"I'm her husband. Take me to my wife."
They finally cooperate and take me to her room. I walk in and she is covered in tubes and wires and she is being checked out by a doctor.
"She has bleeding on her spleen and we need to take her to surgery. Please sign the consent forms Mr. Sawyer."
I'm in a daze. I sign the paperwork and kiss my wife's forehead before they wheel her off to surgery. The nurse shows me to the waiting room. I walk past Elliot and Christian on my way. "How is Kate? Ana's going to surgery for her spleen."
"She will be fine. A couple of broken bones and a bump on the head." Elliot says.
"My people are looking into who caused the accident. It was a hit and run. I will let you know what we find out Luke." Christian adds.
"Thank you. I'm going to the surgery waiting room now."
I make it to the surgery waiting room and wait and wait. 3 hours later, the doctor who was working on her earlier comes out. "Mr. Sawyer. Your wife is stable. We had to remove her spleen. She should make a full recovery. The fetus is unharmed." Wait. What?
"She's pregnant?"
"I thought you knew. Yes, Mr. Sawyer, she is pregnant."
"Thank you Dr. Can I see her?"
"Yes. Let me take you to her."
My wife is pregnant again. I can't believe it.
When I get to her room, I see her left arm is in a cast and her head is wrapped in white dressing. She is still unconscious so I sit down on a chair beside her and take her hand and kiss her knuckles. "I'm so sorry this happened to you baby. I wish I could trade places with you. I love you."
After an hour we are moved into a private suite. No doubt, Christian's doing. Christian and Elliot wheel Kate in about 2 hours later. "Kate, how are you?"
"Been better. Broken arm and bruised ribs. I'll be fine. Has she woke up yet?"
"Not yet. She bumped her head. It may take a little bit the doctor says."
"That car had to have hit us on purpose. It was sitting there before we left the light and as soon as we started crossing, they raced at us. I tried to warn Ana but it was too late."
I gasp. "Someone intentionally did this?" I look at Christian. "Have you found anything?"
"The Cadillac that hit them belongs to Elena Lincoln but she is missing. They are checking area hospitals."
"Why the fuck would Elena try to hurt Ana?" then a realization hits me. The confrontation when we got here. "She's after Ana because she wants you?"
He nods ashamed. I just shake my head. If I say anything it won't be pretty. I just take Ana's hand and hold it. "We're going to go. Let us know how she is doing. Piper is still at our house."
"I'll have Heather pick her up and Susan can stay with the other kids. Thank you guys for everything."
"It's not a problem. We'll see you later."
Ana's POV
I wake up and smell disinfectant and feel something warm on my hand and pain. A lot of pain. I open my lights and they are so bright. Where am I? I look around. The hospital. Right, the accident. I look down and see my husband asleep on my hand. I squeeze his fingers and he looks up at me. "Ana. Thank God you're awake. How do you feel?"
"Like I got hit by a car. How's Kate?"
"Broken arm and bruised ribs. You needed surgery and they had to remove your spleen. But you and the baby are fine." I look at him confused.
"What baby?"
"You're pregnant." I look up at the ceiling. I'm happy about this, right?Yes. Of course. This baby is a blessing. I smile and look back at my husband.
"Did they do an ultrasound?"
"No. We were waiting on you to wake up."
"Tell them we want one now."
He pushes a button on the bed and the nurses come rushing in. "We're ready for an ultrasound."
"First we will have the doctor come in and check you out. Welcome back Mrs. Sawyer."
The doctor comes in and tells me about my injuries and tells me I should be able to go home tomorrow. When Dr. Greene comes in and gives us an ultrasound, she tells us we're 2 weeks along with one baby.
"You're getting snipped before this baby is born. 5 is my limit."
"I have to get snipped? Why don't you get fixed?
"Nope. I carry babies. You get snipped. It's the least you can do."
"Okay." He says and gives me a kiss. "Anything for you Ana."
We finally got to go home today. I missed my babies.
"Did they find anything out about the accident Luke?"
"It was an intentional hit and run. It was Elena Lincoln."
"Fucking bitch troll. Have they got her?"
"Not yet. Christian is looking into it. They think they are getting close."
"Good. She needs to go down. I wish we had her arrested for being a damn pedophile years ago and this wouldn't have happened."
"Pedophile?"
"Oh yeah, she beat and fucked Christian when he was 15 for 6 years."
"That explains a lot. That's how he got into BDSM?"
"Yep."
"That is messed up."
"Agreed."
We spend the rest of the day with our kids making memories. It's a little harder for me with my broken arm and healing surgical incision.
2 Weeks later
Today we just received confirmation that Elena was apprehended. I'm extremely happy about this.
The Seattle branch of Sawyer Publishing has been running smoothly for over a week now.
I ordered my new Audi R8 and it will be here next week. Sawyer only allows it because he knows that we would've been injured worse if it hadn't been for the car we were driving being so safe.
Today I see the doctor to see how I'm healing.
The doctor confirms that everything is healing nicely. He has cleared me for sex. Finally. I fully intend to seduce my husband today. I'm going shopping for lingerie with Kate but Tom is driving this time. I'm not risking it.
"Kate, which one should I get?"
"Get them all girl. You don't even need that stuff to seduce your husband and you know it."
"Well I want to cover the scar on my stomach."
"Well get them all. Then you have others for other times."
"Kate, I'm 4 weeks pregnant."
Her mouth drops open. "Girl, you are a pair of very fertile people. Your fourth pregnancy. Congratulations!"
"Thank you. I'm just nervous. 5 kids. I guess this is what very sexual people get."
She laughs. "Well, I am taking that chance. I'm on birth control until Ava is 2."
"I intended to do that after Piper but man, my husband is fucking irresistible and I kept attacking him. Now he is getting snipped before this one is born so we're prepared."
She laughs again. "Way to go girl. Make him get fixed."
"I told him if I can go through labor he can handle getting snipped." I laugh until I almost cry and she joins me.
"I'll have to remember that one for Elliot when it's time."
Later that evening, I pick out my favorite lingerie and shower and put it on. I put a wrap dress over it and wear thigh highs and a garter belt. He's not gonna know what hit him. I go out and find my husband sitting on the back deck drinking a beer with Jason.
"Hey baby." I say and kiss him softly.
"Mm. You look stunning Ana. Going somewhere?"
"No. Just wanted to dress up for my husband. He is awfully hot and I want him to be happy."
"Honey, you always make me happy. Come sit on my lap baby."
I sit down on his lap, put a blanket over us and wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him softly and sensually. Him and Taylor continue to talk. I take his hand and put it on my leg and slowly rub it up my thigh until it reaches my core. He gasps and looks and me surprised. He continues to rub me whilst talking to Taylor about baseball. He puts a finger inside my folds and I gasp at the surprise and then he adds another and starts pumping softly. I somehow manage to keep my composure while getting closer to the edge. I bury my face in his neck and bite his collar bone lightly when I cum. He continues to pump and talk until I ride out my orgasm. He takes his fingers out and turns and puts them in his mouth and whispers, "so sweet you dirty little minx." I giggle.
"I'm going to bed baby." I say and kiss him softly again and whisper against his lips. "I'll be waiting for you." I wink and walk back in and go to our room and take my dress off and lay on the bed in just my lingerie and heels.
A few minutes later I hear his feet padding down the hallway and then the door opens and his eyes scan my body. "Holy fuck Ana. You're gonna be the death of me."
"Lock the door and show me what you want to do to me Mr. Sawyer."
He locks the door and stalks toward me stripping off his clothes on the way until he is standing there gloriously naked and hard as a rock. "Baby, I want you like this okay?"
"Then have me like this" I tease and bite my lip. And he towers over me and plunges into me. "Fuck baby. So hot." He keeps pumping in and out slowly and then he pulls my legs up and puts them over his shoulders and starts pumping harder.
"Omg Luke just like that. Oh baby." And he pumps more furiously until I'm close to the edge.
"Cum for me Ana." And just like that I detonate around his massive erection and he cums along with me. "Fuck."
"You're amazing Luke. I love you so fucking much." He pulls out and lays beside me and takes my shoes off and throws them on the floor.
"I'm one lucky bastard. I love you too. Let's sleep baby."
I roll over on my side and he pulls my back to his chest and kisses my temple. "good night" the last thing I hear before I drift off to sleep.
Christian's POV
I've been getting to know my birth mother for a year. This is therapeutic. I've spent years beating women who looked like her because I wanted to punish her but she isn't at all what I remember and I forgive her for the neglect and she didn't really abandon me after all. She was forced to leave. We've been searching for my birth father and the pimp ever since I found out she was still alive. If we can get rid of the pimp she can come to Seattle to visit or stay.
I was shocked and slightly upset when I learned Ana was pregnant again last year. I know I shouldn't be because he is her wife and everyone with eyes and ears knows they have sex and probably a lot if it. I just wish she was still mine.
When we went out for dinner and she was drinking and started to sway in the elevator and I held her, I couldn't hold back any longer. I had to kiss her. When she pushed me off her, I knew I had to be apologetic or she would've quit talking to me. As it is, she barely talks to me saying it is awkward after the kiss. I wonder if Luke knows. Of course he does. They have no secrets.
I've started to accept their relationship because she is happy and he can give her a simpler life. Look at how Elena crashed into them. It wouldn't have happened had she not been around me. I'm toxic for her.
Today I'm going to try to get her to go out to dinner with me to apologize again and explain to her why I won't cross the line. I decide to text her.
Ana, would you like to get lunch today. I promise to be on my best behavior. -C
I'll meet you at the café by SPI at 1. -A
Good, now I just have to get her some flowers.
On the way to the café I stop at the market and get some lilies. When I get to the café I see her sitting at the table. She is so beautiful. Motherhood really agrees with her. I approach the table and hand her the lilies and kiss her cheek.
"You look lovely Ana. These are for you. My apology for that kiss."
"They're lovely Christian but you didn't have to."
"I didn't have to. I wanted to. I wanted to tell you that I won't try anything again. I know how happy you are with Luke and he can give you a much simpler life than I can. Look at the wreck. If it wasn't for me that wouldn't have happened. I'm toxic for you."
She puts her hand over mine. "If it wasn't for you I wouldn't have met my husband. You're not toxic. You're easy to love and that crazy bitch was in love with you just like Leila and probably most of the other subs. I appreciate that you won't try anything though because you're right, I am happy and we're having another baby soon."
Again? She just had one. Play it cool Grey. "Another baby? Congratulations!" I don't recognize my own voice right now.
"Thank you. Shall we eat?"
"Sure."
We talk casually over lunch when Luke approaches. "Hey baby. Want to join us?"
"It's okay. I just got back from working with cyber security and you weren't in your office so I wanted to make sure you were okay."
He is truly concerned for her. "Okay. Christian asked me to lunch. I should've mentioned it but I got busy and forgot."
"It's fine. Just shoot me a text when you're going somewhere. Ever since the accident I worry."
"I'm sorry. I'll remember that I promise." He gives her a kiss.
"I'm gonna head back to work. I'll see you later baby. Christian." He nods his head at me.
"Luke"
We finish our meals with casual conversation, almost as if the kiss never happened.
"I should get back to work, although I know the boss won't fire me." She jokes.
"Me too and I doubt mine would either." I retort.
We laugh. "I'll see you later Christian. Take care of yourself."
"You too. Laters."
We go our separate ways and I miss her already.