Ana's POV

I wake in the morning still safely in my husband's arms. I had a horrible nightmare last night about the incident that happened almost a year ago. I haven't had those nightmares in a long time. It helped that Luke came and held me. I didn't have anymore nightmares after that. Maybe he is my dream catcher.

I guess I can attribute my emotional rollercoaster to pregnancy hormones. Thank God. My wayward thoughts were scaring me.

Then I remember, I'm still pissed at my husband. He didn't Get his vasectomy, whined for 2 days about pain he wasn't really having and then he completely failed to mention it to me. To top it off he got me pregnant again before I figured it out. This is the first real fight we've had in the last 5 years.

I scoot out of bed and go shower and get ready for my day of ignoring my husband. I plan to look hot while doing it. That's what he gets.

I walk out and go to make breakfast but already find Ella and Heather hard at work making breakfast. "What's for breakfast ladies?"

"We're having a little of everything." Says Ella.

"Excellent. I'm not talking to Mr. Sawyer today. He's misbehaved and needs to learn a lesson."

"Well you're very beautiful today."

"Thank you Ella. Is Daddy up?"

"He is."

"I'm gonna go talk to him a little bit."

She nods and I walk down to Daddy's house. I knock on the door and walk in "Daddy!?"

"I'm in here Annie." I walk through and find him in the living room playing a fishing game on tv.

"Really Daddy? You need to go out fishing for real with Luke and maybe Christian."

"I do. Maybe we could go out on Christian's boat and leave all you women behind."

"Yeah. When do you want to get married? I can plan something for you."

"Make it in less than a month. Invite the Greys and your family and that should be enough."

"I'll get someone to coordinate with me. I'm sure Mia can help. Who would be the maid of honor and best man?"

"Ella wants you as maid of honor and I guess I'll take Luke."

"Sounds great. I'll go get planning now and get you married ASAP. Oh and Dad I wanted to talk about something else actually."

"Sure sweetheart. What is it?"

"Luke didn't really get his vasectomy. He faked it for days and never said anything to me about it until yesterday and it seems I'm pregnant again. How do I deal with this situation. I've decided to ignore him. I had him sleep in the guest room last night but made him stay when he woke me up from a nightmare."

"Oh dear. You have to confront him eventually but have fun in the process. Enjoy life."

"Wow Dad. Did love make you a philosopher?"

"It just showed me a new perspective."

"Okay. Thank you Daddy. I'll see you later. They're making a big breakfast so come up."

I give him a kiss on the cheek and head back to the house. I decide to sit on the deck for a little while on a lounger.

I hear someone come out. "Ana, are you awake?" Luke asks.

"I am. Not that I'm talking to you."

"I understand. I just wanted to make sure you were okay."

"I'll be okay once I deal with my errant husband." I look up at him with my impassive face.

"Well again I'm sorry for everything."

I sit up and look him in the eyes. "You lied and said you got the vasectomy and whined about pain you didn't have Luke. Then you failed to mention it to me knowing I could easily get pregnant and you did it all on purpose. I'm not mad about being pregnant. I'm mad about the lies."

"I know. I'm sorry. I'll stay out of your way today but I love you and you look beautiful."

"I love you too. I just don't like you right now."

He half smiles and walks back into the house. I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. This is gonna be a long day because I wanted to cave so badly.

I call Kate to have her help plan Dad's wedding.

"Steele?"

"Yes. I need your help planning a small wedding at my house for my Dad and Ella."

"They're getting married" she squeals.

"Yes. You want to help. We are gonna plan something quick and small. The Greys are invited and us and that's pretty much it."

"I'm in. I'll be over later to hash out details."

"Good. I need to talk to you about errant husbands anyways."

"Oh no. What happened?"

"We can discuss it when you get here. I'm currently ignoring him."

"Okay. Be there within an hour."

"See you then."

I hang up and see my Dad coming. "Ready Daddy?"

"I am."

We walk in and find everyone at the table waiting for us. I sit across the table from my husband and talk to everyone but my husband the entire time.

I stand up and take and feed Nevaeh in the family room.

After feeding an talking to her Kate finally shows up. I take her and go to my room. I leave the kids downstairs with Susan, Heather and everyone else.

"So what did Luke do?"

"He didn't really get a vasectomy and failed to mention it to me. I'm so mad but I want to jump him at the same time."

"Wow. So you're?"

"Yes. I'm pregnant and mad. A bad combination. I'm not mad about the baby. I'm mad about my husband's dishonesty."

"I bet. Congratulations. How are you gonna make him pay?"

"I'm wearing my sexiest clothes and ignoring him at the moment but I want his body so badly it's killing me."

She chuckles. "let's plan a wedding and take your mind off of it."

We spend the next 4 hours planning a small ceremony.

"Wanna go swimming? I got a swim suit for you.. I need to utilize my scrawniest one. I hope it stays on this time. My top fell off in the sound when I jumped in yesterday."

"Let's do it."

We get dressed in our bikinis and head through the house.

"Going swimming" Kate announces as if no one could tell already. We've barely even used our pool up until now though.

We go into the fenced in area containing the pool and jump in.

After swimming for a little while Kate announces that she needs to go home to her family. We get out and go inside to change but I run right into my husband and almost fall on my ass but he catches me.

His touch sets all my nerve endings on fire and I kiss him hard and then pull back when I realize what I'm doing. "Luke." I say nonchalantly.

"Ana. I'm sorry."

"I'm aware but I'm still mad as hell at you."

He sighs. "I know baby. I love you and you're so fucking hot in that bikini." He says while caressing my cheek. I close my eyes and lean into his touch.

I realize what he is doing. "stop trying to seduce me. I'm still mad.. I may give in but I'll still be mad." I reach up and pull his head towards me and kiss him deeply. "Take me to bed after I send Kate off Luke." I whisper against his lips and he nods.

I send Kate off and grab my husband and pull him upstairs.

As soon as we get through the door I pull his shirt off and pull down his shorts and boxers. I push him down onto the bed and pull off my bikini bottom and top and straddle his body and line his erection up with my core and slide down onto it. "fuck." He hisses.

I proceed to move up and down swirling my hips. "you are so lucky pregnancy hormones are insane." I say as I continue to move until I'm close to the edge, "Cum Luke." I say as I reach my climax taking him with me. "Fuck Luke."

"I like your angry sex baby."

I lay my head on his chest and giggle. "I do too but I don't want to stay angry. I want to know why you felt you had to lie and couldn't talk to me."

"Honestly, I was terrified of the knife and backed out. I didn't want you to know then so I played it out and planned to tell you before Nevaeh was born but I kinda forgot admittedly. I didn't actually try to get you pregnant on purpose. It just slipped my mind."

I sit back up and look at him. "Something that big just slipped your damn mind? Fuck Luke."

"Like I said, I'm sorry. Can I show you how sorry?" he says as he bucks his hips slightly and I realize that his erection is back.

"fine. I.. might still be mad afterwards though. We will have to see."

He smiles and flips us over and makes love to me.

When we emerge from the room I go and spend the rest of the day with our children. I'm still mad at him but not enough to simply ignore him. I'll just have fun letting him make it up to me.

4 weeks later

A week after I found out I was pregnant, the doctor informed me that I was 6 weeks pregnant so I'm now 9 weeks pregnant.

I have seen Christian maybe 2 times since the engagement. Today is my Dad and Ella's wedding.

Kate and Mia helped to finalize the planning. The Greys have all been invited and will be here soon. Dad is getting ready with Luke in his house and I'm with Kate and Mia helping Ella get ready. All of the Greys have grown quite fond of Ella.

I send Kate and Mia to let everyone else in.

When it's time we walk down the aisle and I can see Christian eye fucking me in my tight dress when I glance in his direction but I focus on my husband and wink at him.

All throughout the ceremony I can still feel those Grey eyes staring at me and I chance a look at him and see that he isn't alone and smile. Finally. Knowing him he could've just hired her though so I'm not getting my hopes up.

After the ceremony we have a simple buffet that Gail prepared. The buffet part and food was Dad's request. Christian suggested Gail for the job. Jason also attended. We still spend time with Jason and Gail on some of their days off.

We had a makeshift dancefloor area marked off and a small sound system playing. My dad doesn't like the extravagant measures so this was a pretty simple wedding.

First I dance with my husband when my Daddy cuts in and I dance with him. "Daddy, I'm so happy for you."

"Thank you sweetheart and thank you for all of this."

"Anything for you Daddy. You know that."

"I know but I just want you to know how much I appreciate it."

I put my head on his shoulder and we just sway to the music. When the song is done, I give him a kiss on the cheek and go to leave the dancefloor when I'm approached by Christian. "May I have this dance?" I look around and nod when I see my husband slightly nod at me to signify that it's okay.

"You look beautiful as always Ana." He says as he sways us back and forth.

"Thank you. Who's your date?"

"She's not a date. She's Jessica and she's Just a friend who accompanies me to things if I'm being honest. I got tired of attending everything alone a while ago."

"Well you need to date Christian."

"You can't rush it Ana. I won't date just anyone. I didn't even want to date you. I was considering contracting another sub because it's so much simpler to do without feelings."

"If you say so. I guess it makes sense."

"Did you figure out your confused feelings?"

I laugh. "Yea. Pregnancy I'm guessing. Honestly I was dealing with memories. I hadn't been on that boat since…"

"You're pregnant again? Congratulations. "

I glare at him. "it was not expected, by me anyways. I thought he had that vasectomy. Turns out he didn't and then failed to mention it until I caught him in it the day after the boat."

"Wow. That's crazy. You okay now?"

"We are. I still hold some anger about it but it comes in handy." I look over at my husband and smile."

"Okay. I didn't need to know all that."

"Sorry. Are we still friends? You tend to ignore me a lot these days."

"I've just been super busy with a new deal. Of course we're still friends."

"Good. I think. Start coming around more. Ella doesn't see you often anymore. They've got to leave on their honeymoon soon."

The song ends and I kiss his cheek. "don't be a stranger Grey."

"That goes both ways Ana." I nod.

I walk back to my husband and wrap my arms around him and leans in and kisses my nose. "I love you Luke Sawyer."

"And I love you more Anastasia Sawyer."

"I can't wait until this party is over if I'm being honest."

"We can always sneak off for a few minutes." He says with a handsome panty dropping smile and I drag him inside to the downstairs guest room because that's as far as we can make it.

He fucks me quickly and quietly and we share intense orgasms and lay on the bed until we regain our bearings. "We should go back out. Dad and Ella should be leaving soon."

"Okay baby. Let's go." We get up and get dressed and rejoin the party and say our goodbyes to the bride and groom.

The next 3 weeks go by without a problem. I'm 12 weeks pregnant now. Today we celebrate Kirsten's 5th birthday and tomorrow our 4th wedding anniversary. We are taking a 3 day weekend in Cabo. Dad and Ella have been back for a week and will be helping to take care of the kids while we're gone.

"Perfect." I state as I put the last decorations up for my daughter's party.

"It's been perfect for hours Ana. You're going overboard." Luke says.

"Nonsense. This is our first baby and I don't want her to think that she's been replaced in our hearts ever."

"She knows she's not replaced baby. We spend just as much time with her as we do the others. She knows how loved she is."

"Always the voice of reason Mr. Sawyer."

"You're my voice of reason also. We complete each other."

"Okay. Let's get ready before Kirsten and our guests arrive. You remember what happened 4 years ago?"

"Our first kiss or the first time we made love?"

"Both. And tomorrow is our anniversary."

"And we're going to Cabo for some 1 in 1 time. Mmmm.. I can't wait."

"Me neither. Preview?" he nods.

I take his hand and lead him to our bedroom where we have shower sex and get dressed for the party.

Soon after we make it back downstairs, our guests start to arrive.

Kirsten is thrilled and enjoys the party thoroughly. The bouncy house is a favorite with the kids and Elliot.

During the festivities, I approach Christian. I don't think I ever thanked you."

"Um.. for what?"

"My daughter." I say looking to where Kirsten is playing with her little friends. "Thank you for this Christian."

I give him a hug. "she is a wonderful little girl Ana. I couldn't have asked for her a better mother if I tried."

I smile. "She is pretty great. How are you?"

"Doing okay. Keeping busy at work."

"Between work and the kids, I don't have time for much else. Our break to Cabo is just what I need. Where's Gail and Jason?"

"They sent a present. They had to go to Gail's sister's to help her out with some things. They said they would be helping with the kids when they got back and spend time with you when you return vacation."

"I can't believe it's been so long since she was born. I still remember the day like it was yesterday. And tomorrow is our 4th anniversary. That's what the vacation is for."

"Ah. Well happy anniversary."

"Thank you. I better get back with the rest of the kiddos."

After the party is over, the kids are all exhausted so we send everyone home and put the kids to bed and go to bed ourselves and go to sleep in each other's arms after some hot sexual shenanigans.