Chapter Five
Here we go again
Sarah POV

I woke up in my bedroom, I sighed, it was a dream all of it was a dream. I pushed up on my elbows looking at the door. I sighed, thank heavens. I got out of the bed and started to take my pants off until I heard someone clear their throat. I jumped and turned around, loosing my footing, until two warm arms wrapped around me, steadying me. I felt a blush on my face, I wanted to scream but he silenced me with his eyes.

"Sorry, I thought you realized I was here." He smiled at me when he noticed my blush.

"Yeah, no I didn't." I didn't move, he was about to capture my lips as his, until my dad opened the door. I looked at him, his face changed from confusion to annoyed to pissed all at once. Caleb chuckled and let me go. Dad noticed my pants being unbuttoned, and pissed became enraged.

"Get out of her room." He growled. Caleb kissed my head and left. Dad glared at him the whole way down the stair case. I was glaring.

"So this isn't a nightmare?" He huffed and sat down on my bed.

"Afraid not kid. Did he touch you." He demanded looking at my face, I blushed and threw some clothes from my closet at him.

"No you perv! I didn't even know he was in my room until I started to take my pants off. It's not his fault."

"Yeah, let's just keep it he doesn't touch you." I huffed sitting on the ground. "Let's talk about your little adventure last night shall we?" I closed my eyes, tears fighting to fall from my face.

"I-I was going to give myself to them." I whispered. It was quiet.

"What? I didn't catch what you said." His voice was deadly.

"I said I was going to give myself over to them!" I opened my eyes to see my dad's face right in front of me. I jumped, he grabbed my shoulders picking me up. He gripped my shoulders so tight, when I tried to move it hurt. I hissed in pain, but he didn't notice or cared.

"What is wrong with you!? I-we can protect you! Why do you and your mother try to give yourself to the enemy?! Do you not trust me?!" Tears were falling from his eyes, as he shook me. I stared at him, numb.

"Jacob?" Mom's voice drifted in my room.

"You could have died! Stop acting so stupid about this!" I felt a sob escaped my mouth. He shook me again, like I wasn't listening to him. If it was possible his grip tightened on my arms.

"Dad your hurting me." I begged. He was shaking, his frame his eyes were hurt and angered. Mom came into my room and she gasped.

"JACOB!" She ran over to him and tried to pry his hands from me. He let me fall to the ground, I crawled to the corner of the room. She looked up at me, but I didn't met her gaze. Caleb was in the room in a matter of moments after my mom yelled. He picked me up and started to run down the stairs with me.

"Where are you going." Mom demanded. Caleb looked at her and back at me.

"Were going for a walk. Until he can calm down." He whispered at the end. I started to shake, I made my dad doubt himself and I felt awful about it. Caleb ran with me to First Beach. He sat me down and kept his arm around my waist. "What happened."

"I am stupid that's what happened." I said shaking his arms off of me. He didn't seemed fazed by it. He looked at me with pained expression on his face.

"You're not stupid."

"Yes I am. I should have been more sneaky about it all. I should have smelled them. I didn't, I went and found you." I walked towards the water, a wind picked up and I shivered. "My parents fought while I was in the hospital, and I heard everything." I whispered.

"You were in the hospital?"

"Yeah, I had an encounter with the vampires that are after me and my mom." He was silent, so I continued. "I heard her talk about how it would be better if she wasn't here. I feel like, if they have me they wouldn't need her. Plus, my friends and cousins are changing because of the vampires. My family is running ragged." I didn't know I was crying until, Caleb walked up to me and wiped tears from my face. I looked into those hazel eyes and was lost.

"Quit. He is upset about a lot of things and a lot of them have you in the mix. He isn't upset at you, he feels like a failure." If that was to help me feel better it didn't.
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Renesmee POV

"Jacob-"

"No! What's wrong with everyone. I can- I can protect you." He whispered, holding his head in his hands. I walked over to him, trying to pry his hands from his face.

"I know you can. I don't doubt that." I kissed his hands. He started to shake.

"Then why do you two want to throw yourselves at the damn leeches then!"

"It's easier to take away one's pain, by sacrificing yourself to the problem. She is my daurghter Jacob, do you think that she would actually behave herself? She sees what I see, and we are their targets. We want to help too and right now we are just sitting by the side lines." He looked at me, tears about to fall.

"Ness-"

"No, Jake. She loves you and I do too. Seeing her brother's and dad being so broke down, it's starting to wear on her and me." He grabbed me and hugged himself to me. I kissed his head, trying to calm him down.

"I shook her Ness. I'm a terrible father." I sighed.

"No, you are just over protective, jealous and stressed out. That doesn't make you a bad father. She loves you and I bet you she will be in here apologizing first." He kissed me and looked at the door.

"He's with her isn't he."

"Yes." He groaned and sat back down with a huff. "I hate this so much." I giggled and nodded.

"I know."