Sarah POV

I sat at the beech letting wind blow my hair wildly. I sighed bringing my legs closer to my body. I couldn't believe it's been three years after the battle, I was just glad we didn't lose anyone. I was getting lost in my thoughts, the memories of the wolfs after of the battle and seeing all the blood. Caleb had to get his ribs re-broken and set. Boon saved me from the battle, and I was grateful. I remembered how I felt seeing all my family and Caleb and his pack there. They were all there. Gabe and his family thanked us for their help and said they would come and visit sometime soon, but that was 3 years ago. I didn't think Gabe was going to come back, because when he found out about Caleb and me, he was hurt. I couldn't really blame him. Even though we knew each other for a short time, he was different and so was I to him. Caleb and I moved into a house in the middle of our lands. I didn't want to be away from La Push, and he didn't want to be away from Kaklan. I was at the First beach in La Push, waiting for my cousins and friends. We were going to have a bon fire for Nathan and Emma, they were getting married this week and we all wanted to celebrate with them. Emma was so excited, and I couldn't help but be excited for them. Caleb hasn't asked yet, and I didn't want to push it. I felt this hurt in my heart, and for some reason I didn't understand why. I was happy with everyone in my life, I was excited and content with Caleb, but something was on my mind and I couldn't stop thinking about what happened at the battle. I heard laughing from behind me, but I knew that it was them arriving.

"Hey Sarah!" Someone yelled. I turned around and saw Emma waving at me with a big grin on her face, Nathan was holding her in his arms. I smiled, getting up, brushing off the sand from my pants. I ran over to her and pulled her into a hug.

"Congrats cousin!" She kissed my head and lead me to their truck.

"Thanks! Hey, we got some alcohol for this party since everyone is of age." She turned and smiled at me. I couldn't help but laugh. She handed me two large cases of beer.

"You don't think the wolfs aren't going to go crazy with this?" I said motioning towards the cases of beer. She giggled and shook her head.

"Hopefully everyone stays on their best behavior, but if they do it will be ok. It's a party anyways." She said winking. I rolled my eyes and started to walk towards the beach. Nathan grabbed them out of my hands quickly, grinning at me. My phone started to buzz, and I saw it was Caleb.

"Give me a second." Nathan nodded and ran towards Emma. I answered the phone and I heard him sighing.

'Give me a second Boon, Hello?' He asked.

"Hey babe what's up?"

'I was wondering if it would be ok if Boon came with me to the party?' I lifted my eyebrows.

"So, you're coming?"

'Yes, did I not tell you Jay took my shift.' I rolled my eyes; no, he didn't tell me.

"Yeah, there shouldn't be an issue. It's nothing formal, do you think you could come as soon as you can? We are helping set up the party."

'Sure, I'm on my way now, are you ok Sarah? You've been kind of distant lately.'

"Yeah, I'm fine. Sorry for being distant. I love you bunches." He laughed.

'I love you too, will see you soon babe. We are about 30 minutes away.'

"Alright will see you soon then." I heard the line go dead and turned around to see Emma and Nathan kissing. "AW GROSS!" I said in mocked disgust. Emma pulled away blushing, Nathan was just laughing.

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The party started about an hour ago. Caleb was talking to my brothers about something, and I was sitting next to the ocean. I had three beers sitting next to me. I hated the taste, but after the first one it seemed I couldn't taste it anymore. I had about two and I had three still sitting next to me. After I finished the one in my hands, I started to feel that fuzzy feeling. I heard someone walk to me and sit down. I looked out of the corner of my eye and saw my dad. He gave me a sad look, trying to smile at me.

"Hey kid, how you are feeling?" He said putting his arm around me. I sighed and continued to look into the ocean.

"I'm alright." I said, opening another beer.

"Don't you think you've had enough?" He said concerned. I shrugged my shoulders.

"I'm 21 legal to drink." He huffed but dropped it. It was silent for a while, until he spoke again.

"So, how's the house?" He questioned. I shook my head and looked up at him.

"Alright." I mumbled. "Caleb just redid the porch, you and mom need to come over."

"We do. Caleb said you've been distant lately, and seeing you drink all this beer, something is screaming at me you're not ok." I chugged the beer, finishing it off.

"I told myself I wasn't going to drink tonight, but I lied to myself." I said chuckling at the end. "You know you being here is going to make everyone draw attention to us at Emma's and Nathan's party." I said looking at him. He sighed and looked behind him.

"It doesn't even seem anyone noticed I was gone." He turned back to me and stared at me. "Come one Sarah, tell me what's wrong." He begged. I went to open another beer, but he grabbed it out of my hands. "Stop this." I felt tears come to my eyes.

"I'm not a child anymore." I hissed.

"Then quit acting like one. Tell me what's wrong, I can help."

"You can't help with nothing that is happening to me." He sighed.

"You don't know that."

"After I was kidnapped," I started looking out into the ocean, I could feel him tense up. "see this is what I'm talking about." I said getting up. I stumbled. He reached out to me, but I dodged him. "You get so tense and you become so angry so quickly. It is just easier to keep my feeling bottled up." I bent down and picked up the last beer. He got up and tried to grab it out of my hands, but I hit him away. "Just leave me, you're causing a scene." I hissed, I looked over at everyone laughing and talking, Caleb caught sight of me and was staring at me. Dad huffed.

"I don't try to get tense about the subject Sarah. How would you feel if your daughter was kidnapped?" He questioned. Still keeping eye contact with Caleb, I spoke.

"I wouldn't know how to feel. I'm not married, and I don't have children." I looked back at my dad and started to walk away. He didn't try to fight me. I opened the beer and stumbled to the woods. I felt the tears in my eyes, I started to run discarding the beer when I drank it. I found myself at my house. I stumbled up the steeps going inside the door. I found myself towards the fridge, I knew there must be something in here to drink. I just found a bottle of Rum from the night Boon came over and tried to play a game with us. We didn't want to drink, and he left it here after him and Caleb watched a couple of movies. I opened it letting the warm liquid flow down my throat. I moaned feeling the burn. I turned around, opening my eyes, I was met with a pair of hazel eyes.

"Sarah, I think it's time for you to stop drinking." He said.

"Leave-me alone, Cal, I want to be alone." Slurring my words. I tilted my head back and finished the bottle.

"Are you done." He demanded.

"Are you?"

"I've done nothing." He hissed, closing the door behind him. I rolled my eyes.

"Obviously!"

"What does that mean?" He said defensively.

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Caleb's POV

"What does that mean?" I said defensively. She laughed at nothing, looking at me. I could smell her from across the room, she was drunk.

"YOU have not done anything just leaving me." He mumbled going towards the stairs. I ran to her grabbing her wrist, turning her around. "Leave-me lone!" She slurred at me.

"What do you mean, I just leave you?" I demanded. I felt sick at my stomach, did she really think that of me?

"Never mind." She yanked her hand out of my hand.

"No, tell me." I begged. She turned around and slapped me. I was stunned. I looked at her.

"SHUT UP!" She screamed. "You don't do anything! Leave-me lone Cal. I am a horrible person. I dooon't deserve this." She mumbled walking up the stairs. I was on her heels.

"Sarah, talk to me now." I demanded. She giggled and ran to our bedroom. I rolled my eyes. She ripped her clothes off looking at me.

"Do something." She demanded, glaring at me. I stared at her; she wasn't serious. "Thought so!" She said giggling, jumping on the bed. I ran to her and grabbed her off the bed. She pushed me against the wall, her naked body pressed against me. I tried to keep my head clear, but she was too close to think rash. She slapped me again, making me angry.

"Quit hitting me Sarah." I demanded.

"Then do something." She hissed, kissing me. I growled throwing her against the wall, a small moan escaped her, making me shudder. I started to kiss her slowly, but she didn't like that. She took my bottom lip in her mouth and bit down. I hissed in pain, but started to kiss her forcefully, making her moan again. It was obvious that I was hard and getting harder each time she moaned. I was kissing her body, she dug her nails in my back, making me yell in pain.

"Danm it Sarah!"

"Punish me." She demanded. I looked at her, feeling the blood go down my back. I pushed her off and took my shorts off exposing myself, her scent hit me like a ton of bricks. I growled and made her face the wall, I grabbed her waist and thrusted, she screamed, half of me wanted to stop but the other half wanted to do it more. I grabbed her hair and pulled, she whimpered, exposing her shoulder that I bit her the first time we made love. She growled, making my wolf go crazy. I dug my hand into her waist thrusting fast and hard. She moaned arching her back, I could feel her tighten up around me, making me getting closer. I let go of her hair and grabbed her hips with both of my hands driving deeper in her, causing her to scream. I picked up my pace and we were animals. She was clawing at the walls, growling the whole time, causing me to growl at her.

"CALEB!" She screamed and I could feel her juices drip around me. I bit down on her shoulder, harder than normal thrusting into her, spilling myself inside her. She screamed, but this scream was not out of pleasure, it was out of pain. I backed up and saw her shoulder bleed and the bruises under the bite form. She grabbed her shoulder and hissed at me.

"Sarah, are you ok?" I went to reach for her, but she slid down the wall, her eyes clouded over. She started to giggle again, wiping the blood off her shoulder and licking her fingers. I stared at her while she was doing that.

"You didn't protect me." She whispered, giggling a little. My heart seemed to stop; the air was tense. "You didn't come find me. You waited-"

"Sarah-"

"until four days. I was in the woods, I was walking, with him." She sighed, closing her eyes. "I liked him you know." She sat on the floor almost out of it. Liked who? I felt myself become jealous. "He was the first person in my life that wasn't in the pack, then I met you." When she looked up, her green eyes had tears in them, I just stud there looking at her. "He took care of me when they hit me. I wished it was you, but it wasn't. I was walking in the woods," She repeated. "Hunter. Ripped my shirt. He touched-" She started to slow her words down, I knew she was passing out from all the alcohol she had drank tonight.

"Sarah?" I could feel anger rising in me. Yes, I knew something happened to Sarah, but she refused to let anyone in about it. Her grandfather knew but said it was Sarah's to share. We all had our own ideas, but she never talked about it.

"He turned me around." She said slowly. "Hurting me, digging his hands." I barely could hear what she was saying. I bent down and picked her up, her breathing became deep, letting me know she was asleep. I felt tears come to my eyes, setting her down on our bed.