,I never saw someone so scared of ...humans! From this patient little girl, to a girl with a mental break down, rocking back and forth, trying desperately to get away from everybody, just because she could ...see! The worst thing was, she wouldn't calm down until somebody put that blindfold and the sound back on. We had to do things that normally weren't allowed! I mean, the sounds were extremely loud and it was amongst other things, Thomas voice! Making noises with his voice I didn't even know exist! Noises, from which everybody would get a headache! But to her, they were ...calming! It was terrible!" He looked at her comforting, cause he knew that right now, it would be her part of the story. It would answer a lot of the questions the others had. JJ recognized his message and knew what he was thinking and ...he was right: ,On that day I was both, the most scared and happiest girl in the world. Well I didn't really know that I was happy ...But I knew deep down that them being there, was a good thing! Well, you also have to say that, until that day I didn't know anything! I didn't know what humans were. I didn't even know they existed. My whole life, I was in that room blindfolded and listening to those sounds. And I was eight on that day!" Emily grabbed her hand and JJ gave her sad smile. ,Thomas trained me to do a lot of things, some of them were normal, like brushing my teeth, hair, going to the toilet. Although speaking ...wasn't one of them. I mean, I knew a few words from the sounds, cause the most tasks I had to do, he told me trough songs. But the most words I knew were swear words, he screamed at me when I had to be punished. But the most things he trained me to do, were not ...normal, were not ...nice!" Everyone saw the anger and disgust in her eyes, when she told them. The problem was, the disgust was for herself, for the things she did.

She tried to find the right words how to tell them, but she just couldn't. She was so angry at herself and she knew that when she would tell them, they would hate her. All she could say was: ,He had total control over me! He... I... He... I'm sorry, I ...I can't!" JJ looked down at her feed and Rossi took her hand and put the necklace in it. It calmed her a little. He knew that, that was the hardest part for her. The guys were all shocked. What could be so bad, that our strong JJ couldn't say it.

David knew she just needed to clear her thoughts a bit so he took over: ,When we interrogated Thomas, he told us all about it. That his wife killed himself, but gave him the necklace for her.", He pointed at the necklace in JJ hand, ,Even how he trained JJ to do the things he wanted her to do. He did it by showing her how to and playing the sounds, he wanted it to have, in the backround. He trained her by doing this all over again and again and when she protested or did something wrong, he punished her. He had the total control over her. When he wanted her to do something, for example brushing her teeth, he just had to play the song for it. And this way, he could train her to do everything." He looked at her, making sure if he should tell them or if she wanted to. But by the look in her eyes, he knew that she was scared, scared that they would hate her for it. So he took her hand and told her: ,JJ look at me! It wasn't you! You couldn't control it and you know it!" She looked up at him and one could see the anger and fear in her tearful eyes. ,It was me! It was my finger! Mine!" ,But you couldn't control it! HE told you to! You had to protect yourself from another punishment! Listen! It wasn't youre fault!" ,He is right Jayje! You couldn't control it! It wasn't you, it was him, he just used you for it!" Emily added reassuringly. She kneeled down infront of her freind and then hugged her. ,It wasn't youre fault! They wont hate you!" After a while JJ nodded and then started to speak again: ,The victims of Rossis case, ...he trained me to kill them! And those weren't my first victims. These were just the first ones to be found." When she was finished, she looked up in the eyes of the three agents. Searching for the anger and disgust. But there was none! Just sympathy and pity! And thats what bemused her! Emily saw this and smiled a bit: ,I told you, they wont hate you, Jayje!" And thats all it needed to snap in Morgans head. Why could she even think they would hate her! Yes, he was angry, but not at her! He was angry at that bastard who did this to his little girl! He couldn't even imagine what she had been through! Their sweet, little, innocent Jayje, in the hands of that MONSTER! ,Jayje, we could never hate you! You did nothing wrong! Do you here me? Nothing!" She looked him in the eyes, then in everyone elses. And everyone just nodded in agreement.

It stayed like this for a while, until Rossi spoke up again. This time with pure anger in his voice: ,He trained her to fight against men that were three feet taller than her! He trained her to get ready, cuffing herself up, for beeing tortured! To get ready, for being ...raped!" He took a deep breath and JJ looked once again at the ground.

,When we could finally get her out of this house, she was still extremely scared of everything, every sound, every movement, made it even worse! We brought her to a hospital, cause she had a few injuries and just to check her out! It was hard enough with all the sounds, movements and new things, but after a little while it got worse! Cause her whole life, she has been controlled and all of the sudden she was free to kind of do what she wanted! And even when there wasn't an order, the sounds where still there, which she could hold onto! But with nothing to hold onto, I don't know what I would have done!" ,I freaked out once again, but this time I hurt myself. Because in my head, the not hearing the sounds of him, was a sign that I did something wrong. I needed to be punished!"

,We once again had to play her these sounds! Well, after a week it got better. We had brought her to a special house, where they were trying to get her without the sounds. And it eventually worked after a month. They showed her that she was allowed to do what she wanted, they teached her talking and many other things. She was extremely fast in learning! We gave her a new identity. From Shelby Merrick she changed into Jennifer Jareau, because we knew that Thomas had to go in prison for only ten years and it was very likely that he would want to get back to her. And it all went great, she did good improvements and sometimes even smiled, until that one day!"