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On the other hand, sorry for being a day late, I might move to Sundays now. We'll see if I forget another Saturday.

"Naruto… Are you…?" Sasuke said, not needing to finish the question.

Naruto looked up at the brunette and even through his receding panic he could see the storm still twirling in those onyx eyes. But as soon as he saw it, it was guarded again, like usual.

Things had changed here, before Sasuke openly shown his emotions, the hate for Itachi, the worry of acceptance, the fear when they snuck out, Naruto could see it all. But here in the Uchiha kingdom, it was locked away.

"I'm fine." Naruto said and then realized he was still breathing heavily, so he closed his eyes and began to actively work on calming his breaths.

He was so shaken up by Itachi finding out about the pregnancy, about being trapped, about facing Itachi, even if he had hidden it.

Naruto felt raw again, like he was stripped naked and bare.

"Sasuke." Naruto began, opening his eyes and meeting the ravens.

Naruto looked into the eyes and tried to find the hidden emotions, he tried to think of how to feel, how to feel safe again, how to rid himself of the invisible touches that came back when Itachi was around…

"Sleep with me." Naruto said in a determined tone.

"Wha-" Sasuke began but the blonde threw himself at the Uchiha, wrapping his arms around the others neck and kissing him roughly.

But as soon as they connected, they were separated.

"Naruto, this isnt a good time. You really should think-"

"I have thought. So much. And being with you makes me feel safe. I just… I want to be safe right now." Naruto explains quickly and tries to ignore how Sasuke pushing him away hurt him.

"Naruto, really, are you-"

"Sasuke, please." Naruto begged and looked to the Uchiha with pleading eyes. He needed his touch, he needed his words, he needed his presence, he needed him to override Itachi.

"Okay."

Naruto looked up and their eyes met, and for a moment Naruto saw extreme sadness, but before he could ask those eyes were closed and their lips were meeting.

Maybe they both needed something from this.

Naruto wrapped his arms around Sasuke neck again and kissed back roughly. He wanted this all, to feel everything, to have any ghosts lingering on his skin to burn away with the ravens touch.

Naruto needed things to go faster, he still felt his pulse racing and his mind reeling but he didn't want to come down from this high.

So he pulled the raven lightly and they moved to the bed, when Naruto's knees hit the bed he let himself fall, with the other on top of him.

The blonde unwrapped his arms and worked them down the body above his, before pulling the ravens shirt off.

Naruto thought that Sasuke's lean body was beautiful and was more sculpted than Itachi's, then again hated all he could compare was the brothers to each other.

Trying to shake the thought Naruto began to work at his pants and purposely left his shirt on.

"Wait, Naruto, let's slo-"

"No it's okay. I… know you won't be attracted to my… my chest so I'll leave my shirt on." Naruto said and thought of the raven wouldn't be attracted to his breasts.

Naruto then thought of how he would never be attractive to anyone. Never enough man and never willing to be a girl.

The thought plagued him for a moment but instead he ripped off his pants and underwear and wrapped his legs around the ravens hips.

"Naruto it's not that…" Sasuke began but the blonde shushed him and brought their lips together.

"Its okay." Naruto said again in between kisses and pushed the hips of the other down on himself, feeling a bulge press into his hip.

Naruto felt wrong. It was wrong.

But doing this, embracing Sasuke, it would make it right… Right?

"Ah, Naruto…" Sasuke moaned into the blondes ear and the younger prince felt glad at least the raven was enjoying himself.

"Hold on, let me… turn over." Naruto said and pushed away the other man.

"Wha… Why? I want to see you?" Sasuke replied in a daze, obviously overcome with arousal.

"No, it's better." Naruto said, half lying, he didn't want to see the raven. He just wanted to feel it, feel the comfort of another body over his.

"No, Naruto, really, I want to. I don't care if it's less pleasurable." Sasuke retorted now coming back to himself a bit.

"I… Okay." The blonde responded weakly, and this time Sasuke initiated the kiss.

This kiss was sweeter though, tender almost and Naruto felt himself beginning to crack.

"Ah, Sasuke, please- just- do it." The blonde begged, pushing his crossed ankles against the brunettes ass, which was now bare.

"Are you- do you need-"

"Do it please." Naruto begged, stopping the raven from questioning himself.

Then they made eye contact and Sasuke kissed Naruto as he pushed in, the blonde groaning in discomfort. It hurt. But that's how it was supposed to be, right?

Every other time had hurt.

"Are you okay? God… You're so-"

"Move. Please." Naruto asked and put his arm over his eyes, trying to hide the prickling tears forming.

But once he moved Naruto felt all the panic he had tried to push down come barreling back up. He felt his breathing quicken and Sasuke groaned in pain above him.

"Naruto relax, it- it's too tight- it hurts." The raven said and tried to move but was meeting resistance.

But the blonde could barely register his words through the cold panic that was now taking over his body in its icy grip.

"Naruto?" Sasuke asked this time trying to pull the arm away, but the blonde held it down tight. It was his only defense.

Against what though? Naruto asked for this, he initiated it all, had Sasuke even agreed before the blonde put words into action?

Suddenly guilt added into the mix and the blonde felt the tears that was forming now burn down his hot cheeks.

His body was externally too hot but internally frozen over, his breathing was ragged and barely coming out.

When his arm was pulled away he realized that Sasuke was no longer on him or in him. When had he moved?

When their eyes locked, Naruto saw all the emotions flashing behind those onyx eyes. Too many fleeting to count.

And when the blonde took in a breath to respond he found his lungs tight and only let out a wheeze, things were out of hand.

The blonde had lost all control and was now overcome with his panic.

What a stupid mistake he had made, of course sex wouldn't resolve this. And Sasuke had been his test subject to find out.

How badly had he ruined their fragile relationship in the past twenty minutes? But as these thoughts rushed in his mind and overwhelmed him further he found himself drifting, his body shutting down.

"Naruto!"

He was falling asleep against his will.

"Stay awake!"

Maybe he was dying.

"Juugo! Come quick!"

How embarrassing.

- END -

In summary:

Naruto panicked and rushed the pair into having sex, it was bad and Naruto had a panic attack during and blacked out.