A/N - No clue what went wrong with the original upload, as they were all added in the same way (weird gibberish html text) but this *should* work, thank you for pointing it out

Even if I think that way, I'm still here.

"Even if I think that way, I'm still here Chuuya"

Chuuya took a deep breath, focusing on the calming exercise Ane-san had taught him. This place was nice and he couldn't trash somewhere again, his last Dazai fuelled tantrum almost cost them this place – their dream wedding venue.

"Dazai," a pause, "I don't care that you think that their a waste. I just want a damn decision. What. Colour. Centrepieces. Do. You. Want?"

"Orange? Blue?"

Chuuya growled, "Those are our flowers, pick again Dazai,"

"I told you I want everything to reflect the colours of what I love most in the world," he fluttered his lashes, beaming at Chuuya.

"and I told you that we are not having a gaudy bright orange and blue wedding," he sighed in frustration,

"Sirs?" the assistant interrupted before Dazai could retaliate, "how about this?" she held up a plain centrepiece, "It may look clear but it holds a rainbow of colours within, changing depending on the lighting and where your guests are sat, it's also plain enough to go with the cream tablecloths you agreed upon earlier,"

"Yes," Dazai and Chuuya answered together.

"Perfect," she smiled, "That's all the decisions I needed from you today, we will see you in two weeks for the big day,"

"Thank you, sorry we were a bit indecisive," Chuuya smiled

"No problem, as long as you don't change your mind it will be fine," she laughed, the fake laugh of someone who would consider murder if they did change their mind, after torture of the seven-hour consultation that usually took an hour.

Chuuya and Dazai left the venue, it was on the sea front. Weather permitting, they would get married on the beach, then have their reception in the grand hall, a room with a floor to ceiling view of the ocean.

"I should push you into the ocean for how irritating you were today," Chuuya grumbled.

"You can't get your deposits back this close to our wedding,"

"I'm pretty enough, finding a new groom won't be a problem," he joked.

"Oi!" Dazai mocked gasped, "hmm you're too pretty to stay mad at, Chibi," he said pulling Chuuya in for a kiss, "I love you,"

"Love you to"