Sitting under the tree leaves falling down as I'm hoping for the leaves to cover my starving, helpless, limp body as if it would make me just slightly warmer for a short period of time. At least I will be somewhat happy when I die. At least I won't be freezing cold. Just making it a little better don't you think. "Elena!" I heard someone yell at the top of their lungs. It sounded quite like Jeremy, his sweet voice. "Jeremy" I tried yelling back but I was not able for I was nearly on my deathbed... I woke up in a cold sweat this morning by Jenna screaming at me through my door. My bedsheets soaked. "Elena Wake up," she said through my door. It's 7:31 you were supposed to be up an hour ago. Ugh okay, I yell back. Jeremy would you mind grabbing my laptop for me its by the kitchen table. "Sure," a quiet voice said back. Thanks, Jeremy. I quickly throw on a lavender-colored shirt from my closet and a pair of dark blue jeans. I run to the bathroom to rinse my mouth with mouthwash and run downstairs. If your wondering, NO it's not like this every morning it's just that recently I have been having these odd dreams. I call them my backward dreams because ill have a dream one night and the next it will play certain events that lead up to the dream the night before. I just compare it to playing a movie backwards, Like you get all the spoilers first but in the beginning it all adds up. You understand, right? Well, I hope so. After Jenna dropped me off at school I walked to class and reached into my backpack searching for my laptop, it's missing. Damnit Jermey. I'm guessing he left with his druggie friends to do whatever they do. Ugh, Mr. Yan May, I use the restroom. He replied with a quick yes thankfully. I was about to text Jenna to bring my laptop but instead realized he was probably skipping class in the bathroom, I run to the bathroom to find Jeremy with pills in his right hand and a cigarette in the other. I slap them out of his hands. "What the hell Elena!" He screamed in my face. No, what the hell Jeremy is what should be said here, C'mon Jeremy you never used to be like this until mo- he cut me off. "Mom and dad died is that what your gonna say, he scoffs. Jeremy, they are never coming back does that mean your gonna be acting like this for the rest of your life because guess what that's not gonna get you anywhere Jeremy just wait. Fuck you Elena he says angrily as he bends over to pick up the scraps of what's left. I left out of the boy's bathroom and ran into HIM. Oh him probably the most charming man alive. "Oh sorry. "he says" oh um n-no ur fine uh i-i'm sorry. I move to the left, but it seems as if he did the same so I step right and so does he. I feel as if I'm about to pass out.