When Roderich noticed stop to play

¡¿He noticed that?! *Vash infarction*

His happy part of the anatomy.

Vash thought that probably because of his position... Vash trying to find excuses.

"Are you OK?"

"I'm... I... Are they gone?" Vash asked without knowing he had already realized of his problem.

"Yes..."

"S-So we can... Ehm... Get out?"

"Can you really get out?"

"Wh-what? Why?"

"It seems like if you wanted... To start my essay just now."

"Your..." He hesitated for a second... And then realized. "Oh... Oh!"

"Sh... shhh... calm down, calm down."

"Don't look!"

"This morning... do you...? Well, you know."

"W-Whaaaat?" He has really no idea.

"Did you... finish?"

"Finish?!"

"Yes. Finish. I mean... if you solve the arousal."

"No..." He whispers really REALLY wanting to roll into a ball and die.

"Well... that's why it happened again, but it's OK, maybe we can use it."

"I'm sorry"

"Don't worry... it's a little... uncomfortable, but I know it's just an illness. Come on to our room, let's study it."

"I'm sorry, you shouldn't talk to me."

"Eh? Why not?"

"This awful things happen to me. I'm going to do something to make it better."

"We are going to do something."

Vash nodded and he was not crying because he was tough, but he was red as a cherry and completely ashamed of his stupid body.

"I'm sorry... I don't want you to hate me"

"Shhh... I don't hate you... it's just... well..." Roderich hugged him again.

"You are disgusted."

"No, no... just uncomfortable."

"If it is uncomfortable to you..."

"That's why you should keep calm and go out of here with me"

Vash nodded. Now Roderich seemed to know that he was that way with HIM. And he was not that disgusted... Roderich was quite confusing.

Roderich pushed the door to open it and let Vash go out first. Who went out in an instant, trying to hide his problem, that now was not that bad just because he was quite scared and ashamed.

The brown-haired boy went out in second place, putting the violin on the box again. Then he took Vash's hand.

Vash let him do it as a little lamb. Roderich pulled Vash with decision until they arrived to the room.

Vash was just a little more relaxed by then, although he knew that being alone with Roderich would not solve his problem.

"Usually cold water helps..."

"Maybe latter. For now... undress yourself. I must take notes."

"U-Undress...?" Yes, this is hell.

"Just the pants, for the moment, if you want."

"Y-You realize that I..."

"What?" He searched a notebook and a pencil.

"You want me to undress and I... I'm..."

"It's the only way to see and touch it" He searched a measuring tape and a thermometer.

"Touch!?"

"What do you expect?"

"Are you going to TOUCH me?" Ok, if he wasn't excited anymore now he is.

"Well, I must mesure you" He took the sthetoscope, the blood pressure montor, and a glass jar for samples, why not? And a good pair of gloves because... well, he is Austria.

OMG with Roderich and his jar. Vash didn't do a thing, super nervous.

"R-Roderich... I'm not sure if this is a good idea" Vash walked backwards.

Finally took the notebook and started to write.

"Vash it won't last forever, I hope" He stared on the green eyes above his glasses.

"B-But... Roderich..."

"Then, hurry up or it will just be worse" He took the jar. "And don't forget to make me know when you are going to eyaculate."

"Roderich! I'm not going to touch myself with you here!" Vash hates you.

"Of course you are going to do it. Do you want it will happen again tomorrow morning? And I want some samples to study on the microscope" He showed the jar.

"B-But... R-Roderich... What if..." Blush "You do it too?"

"What?" He stopped to write and starred to Vash again.

"It would be less embarrassing if we both..."

"Don't be ridiculous. I can't take notes, measure you and masturbate myself at the same time" He looked again his notebook, blushing a little.

"But I have never masturbated with someone else here... Have you? Could you?"

"Well maybe I can try to masturbate you this time if you think it could help" He did some pompous gesture to show that it didn't matter.

"Whaaaaaaat?! You want to... Touch... ME?!"

"It doesn't matter because today it's just to take the initial notes. But I think it must be a variable circunstance in the future for the experiments. Sometimes you will do, sometimes me... or someone else. And we measure the time reaction. Could you describe your feelings?"

"Roderiiiiich!" He protested with a screechy voice.

"Vash, you are thinking in this in a more personal way than it actually is"

Vash blushed again. Roderich was right, he was being sentimental.

"Oh..."

"Then... hurry up."

It was awful. Awful. Having to masturbate in front of Roderich... But his body was happier than him.

Roderich was still writing while he waited. The name of the suspect, which was just "V" for the moment, and some other points like age, hair color, eye color, place of birth, family who is still alive...

With trembling hands Vash unbuckled his belt, and felt the urge to turn around and give him his back once he was only in his underwear.

Roderich glanced at him did it and blushed a little looking his notes again. Vash was really going to do it! It was so unbelievable. A certain part of his mind was still thinking that it wasn't going to happen, that it was impossible and now... when he saw that it was really happening is when he noticed that... maybe he wasn't enough preparated to deal with this, maybe he didn't have the necessary cold blood and professional skills. He licked his lips and swallowed nervous. Without looking to Vash anyway.

Vash leaned against the wall. He was aroused only because of Roderich. His lips on his neck, his arms around him... His smell.

Although Roderich treated all that as a disease (a sweet disease, he had to admit... It was somehow nice being sick this way... Cruel, but it was incredible the way Roderich could make his heart go faster, and his belly feel funny...)

He felt very, very stupid. Reacting this way knowing that if only Roderich knew, he would totally despise him.

A man, a real man of his same age trusted on him enough to share such an embarrassing problem, thinked Roderich. He should make him feel comfortable and don't show he was nervous.

Now if Roderich was going to touch himself, (he hadn't yet, he still was not brave enough to touch anything), it was going to be thinking precisely on the man that was sitting there and trying to help him, unaware of the real nature of his problem.

"A-Are you... ready?"

"I-I'm trying" Vash stuttered with a hoarse voice. It was certainly NOT easy, but if Roderich was trying to help him, maybe he could really try and be a good patient.

"Do you... D-Do you need... help?" He hestiated, and then thinked that this actitud won't really work. He should show confidence and act like all of this is perfectly normal and undercontrol.

Vash swallowed confused. Help? He dared turning around just a bit to face him.

"What?"

Roderich frowned with determination and got close to him.

"Help" He took the gloves and put them.

Vash still looked at him perplexed. The idea of Roderich actually touching him that way was... confusing. Although his happy... manhood, still inside his underwear, wasn't confused at all

"Hands up" Roderich ordered with that nazi voice.

Vash's hands went up almost without his consent. He was sweating, and shaking a bit.

Roderich got closer and took the edge of the underwear with determination and, without hestiation, put them down. Then looked up to face directly with... his patient's disease.

Vash shivered and blushed even more, closing his eyes, embarrassed. He was completely erected... and it was thanks to Roderich. He hated him a bit for doing this to him. Not only making him react like this, but also for putting him on the spot.

Roderich stood up again and put his hands on Vash's hips, pushing a little to make him turn around.

Vash resisted for a second finally giving up and turning around, hiding his face in his own hands.

"I'm sorry" He whispered again.

"Ok... calm down. Let's see what we have." Roderich put his hands on Vash's shoulders, trying to comfort him

And Vash knew exactly what they had... A pervert, filthy, wicked boy who was aroused by another man.

"I... I'm going to touch you, o-ok?" He hestiated a little again, waiting for him to consent. "Just nood with the head. I'm going to start with... your nipples."

"Nipples? "Vash heard himself asking, too nervous to really process the meaning of the word.

"Yes, to prove if they are rigid... so, come on, relax, I know it is strange... but try to think like if I was that pretty girl you don't want to talk." Roderich put his hands on the Vash stomach went up and find the nipples, slowly.

Vash even lowered his hands to look at Roderich. Think of the girl? That meant that he still didn't know... he still hadn't realized that it was hi...

"Ahh!" Roderich hands interrupted any other organized thought on Vash's head, and made him produce an unexpected and loud moan.

"I swear I'm going to do it with love and maybe some lust if it makes you feel better" He joked, jut to try to relax, because that moan made him feel strange.

Vash tried to suffocate himself and covered his mouth with his hand, taken by surprise by his own moan. Roderich caresed Vash's nipples with his thumbs.

Love and lust. If only that was true. If Roderich could actually feel love and lust for him... He would at least enjoy this. They could be perverts, freaks and weirdos together.

And then, Roderich removed the hands because he was a little nervous and wanted to end fast.

As Vash moaned again he also got scared with that thought. He could NOT allow himself to fantasize with the idea of Roderich feeling love and lust for him.

Roderich turned around to look for his notebook and a some breath too.

And while Vash was still scolding himself with the idea of Roderich corresponding his affection, he felt his hands leaving him. He wanted him to return, and touch him more, with love and lust. And he also wanted to touch him back, and kiss him, and make HIM react and feel and moan. And that was such a powerful and dangerous idea... As Roderich turned around he put his underwear in place and ran to the bathroom.

"Everything is normal, I think..." He started to talk, writting in the notebook when he noticed the movement of the swiss guy. "Vash! "he protested

Vash closed the door and leaned on it. It was a complete disaster... But Roderich's hands on him, and his smell, and his voice and lips... And he would have touched him down there if he had stayed!

"Vash, come on..." Roderich knocked the door.

He felt the urge of touch himself. And tried not to, but failed miserably. Just the idea of hearing him saying that "Vash, come one" to his ear, of pushing himself inside Roderich (who cared if it was inside his anus!), of Roderich... coming. Vash lost the battle against his (and Roderich's) will, finishing in his hand instead of the jar.

"Vash! I can hear what you are doing!

And on top of that... Roderich could hear him coming. He also had ruined the experiment. He hadn't been strong enough and ruined it.

"Vash!" He protested when he heard it. "That's not what we decided! And the jar is still here!"

It took a little while to Vash to breathe normally again.

"I'm sorry" He whispered opening the door. "Give me your jar."

"And this way it's so disgusting" Roderich didn't shut up for some reason, going to lay on the bed with his notebook. Vash stopped completely with the word disgusting. "No, it doesn't work if I don't have the appropriated notes. We will try again tomorrow."

Vash stood there, blushed and still a little out of breath. Still with his gooey thing in his hand. Much more hurt with the word disgusting than he would admit. He turned around to wash himself. He was indeed filthy, pervert, wicked and sick. He WAS much more disgusting than what Roderich thought.

"Well... to punish you, I decided to submit you to a hard and embarrasing interview."

Vash also was tired and scared and even felt sad having disappointed Roderi...

"What?"

"It's part of the essay and I were thinking to not do it, because it could be uncomfortable to you but now..." He smirked. "You deserve it."

"Don't you think this was embarrassing and uncomfortable enough?" Vash asked feeling so exhausted and emotionally drained that he didn't even felt embarrassed at the moment. He started to change for his pajamas.

"No."

"I'm going to fall asleep in two seconds..." He warned Roderich realizing that... Well... He didn't seem THAT mad (or disgusted). Roderich was a confusing man.

"Maybe then I will touch you again meanwhile."

"Whaaat?" He got closer to the bed, hesitant. Should he sleep here? Or on the other bed?

Roderich laughed, because it was a joke. Vash looked at him impressed and sat on the bed.

Roderich moved a little to give him space. Vash hesitated just one more second before sitting beside him. He was really tired and Roderich seemed relaxed even after the incident.

"So... What about these questions?"

"Well, we need an accurate clinical history. And a detailed description of the disease."

"I don't mind giving you my complete medical history... Tomorrow" Vash yawned.

"Tomorrow we are going to spend the day with my family."

"Okay, okay... Today."

Roderich smiled again.

"Are you really Ok? I think you suffer this a lot."

"I..." Vash sighed. "Wouldn't you? It's embarrassing and I feel I have a lot at stake to lose."

"Why?"

"You cannot ask me why that way, you know!"

"What do you have at stake to lose?"

"You"

"Me? Why?"

"You touched me..." He whispered realizing it.

"To be really precise about it... I didn't really do it."

"What?"

"You ran away before I could do it."

"I wasn't strong enough."

"Why not? Ok... well, I know it's difficult but..."

"It was very, VERY difficult Roderich."

"How we can do it easier?"

"I should cut my private parts."

"Don't be so radical!" He laughed and layed his head on his shoulder.

Vash looked at him askance, and only because he was so tired, he raised his hand and brushed a strand of hair from his face and stroked his cheek. Roderich smiled a little, closing his eyes.

"You are good..."

"Eh?"

"You are good to me, thanks." Vash whispered before falling asleep. One second after falling asleep... He hugged him.!

Roderich raised his eyebrows and then... sighed, turned off the lights and settled on this hug to fall asleep too. Thinking for a moment in this... and how strange it was. Maybe tomorrow he should talk about this with his mother.

Vash, who was sure he wasn't going to sleep at all, slept all night.