Chapter 5: The Mess I Made
"Tigger do we really have to go back inside?" Haley whined not wanting to go back inside in fear of what the others would do to her. Yeah sure Brooke forgave her but that was because she heard straight from the cat's mouth what happened; it also didn't hurt that she didn't know the entire story. And as far as Haley was concerned it could stay that way for a little bit longer which meant staying away from Peyton and Mia who knew about Jamie, not that she thought that they would tell her secret it was just precaution.
"Yes we do," Brooke laughed at Haley's antics, what has got her so spooked? I'm sure Peyton isn't that mad at her, she should just be happy that Haley is back in town. "If you want I can protect you from big bad Peyton?" She asked in a baby voice.
Haley glared at Brooke's tone. "I can protect myself," she huffed while crossing her arms over her chest signaling that she meant business.
"Oh I know you can," Brooke chuckled. "I did see you just moments earlier tackling a guy that clearly had at least seventy pounds on you," she broke into laughter when Haley smiled victoriously obviously pleased with her earlier skills. "C'mere," she said pulling Haley into her body. She let out a content sigh as she wrapped her arms around Haley's waist. "I missed this, I missed you."
"I missed you too," Haley replied with a sincere smile. "But I mostly missed this," she said as she captured Brooke's lips once again. She really wanted to take things slow but being in Brooke's arms, kissing her, hearing her moans it was getting to her and driving her absolutely insane. She nibbled at her lower lip remembering how much Brooke enjoyed this action. Brooke opened her mouth wanting Haley's tongue to enter but when it didn't she let out a frustrated groan. Instead of doing what she wanted to, kissing Brooke senseless, she pulled away from her looking into her beautiful brown eyes.
"And why did you stop kissing me?" Brooke asked in a playful angry tone. She wasn't mad at Haley for stopping but being a sexually frustrated young adult made things that much worse. Don't get her wrong she respected Haley's decision to take things slow but if all they could do was kiss then there was going to be a hell of a lot of it.
"I guess you could say that I'm scared," Haley replied bashfully bowing her head.
Brooke lifted Haley's chin with one finger, she didn't speak until Haley looked at her. "What are you scared of?"
"Everything," Haley sighed. She knew that her response was vague but it was how she felt. She was scared that her friends didn't want her back, of hurting Brooke again, of being hurt, of continuing her double life, but mostly she was afraid that Jamie wouldn't be welcomed by her friends. Haley knew that if her friend's didn't accept her son then she would pack up and head back to Manhattan; it was simple, the second Jamie came into Haley's life he became her number one priority.
"Could you be any vaguer? I'm not a mind reader," Brooke asked with a slight chuckle. She sensed that Haley was true to her word and was scared of everything but she wanted to know what everything was. "Maybe if you explain what is scaring you the most then everything else will be cake."
How in the hell am I supposed to explain Jamie to Brooke? "Fine, but I have to show you," Haley sighed. This might not have been the best way to tell Brooke about Jamie but she was drawing a blank for any other way.
"Where are you taking me?" Brooke asked following Haley to her car.
"Back to my hotel," Haley responded distantly, her mind was consumed with different scenarios of how the night could play out. Scenario one, Haley's favorite, Brooke accepted Jamie and still wanted to try a relationship. Second scenario, Brooke storms out of the hotel room without a word but after a talk she decides she still wants to try a relationship. Third scenario, Haley's least favorite but most likely, Brooke storms out of the hotel room and never talks to Haley again, let's hope for number one or at least two but never three.
"Kinky," Brooke smirked knowing that this trip to the hotel room was innocent but she never gave up a situation to mention something naughty.
"Taking things slow," Haley reminded Brooke. She realized the moment the words left her mouth that her tone had changed, not due to Brooke's comment but because she was getting closer and closer to revealing the one thing that could drive Brooke away from her forever.
"Look I'm sorry if that comment was out of line but I was joking," Brooke soothed hoping that Haley wasn't really mad at her, she knows I can't resist being naughty, it's in my blood.
"It's not that," Haley sighed temporarily taking her eyes off the road to look at Brooke. She hoped that her face conveyed her feelings that she wasn't mad at her. "It's just that we're getting extremely close to something, big."
"I'm sure that whatever it is it's not that big," Brooke reasoned but when she saw Haley's serious look she gulped, this can't be good. "It's really that big?"
"You'll see when we get back to the hotel," Haley said as she averted her attention back to the road. The rest of the car ride was in silence. Haley was thinking of ways to explain Jamie to Brooke while Brooke was thinking of all possible things that could have Haley this spooked. Married, nah if she was married then she wouldn't want to try things out between us. Dying, maybe she has some deathly illness and she's only got a couple of months to live, nah I'm sure that she would've come home sooner if that was the case. "We're here," Haley stated obviously.
"Ya think? I didn't get that by the huge building in front of us," Brooke replied sarcastically hoping that her brush off tone covered her extreme nervousness. Haley just looked at Brooke and got out of the car, that's not a good sign.
They walked past the front desk and continued towards the elevators. Haley fidgeted nervously as she looked at the numbers as they lit up. Brooke wrapped her arm around the smaller woman's shoulder and gave her a gentle squeeze. "Everything will be alright," she assured just as the elevator door dinged open. Despite her attempt to comfort Haley she knew that Haley would never be completely assured until her secret was revealed. They exited the elevator on the third floor and headed down the hall. The two stopped in front of room 321 standing there for a couple of moments. "We gonna stand out here or are you gonna take out your key card and let us in?" Brooke playfully nudged Haley's side hoping once again to relieve some of her stress.
She didn't answer instead she knocked on the door resulting in a puzzled look to grace Brooke's face. They heard footsteps growing louder and louder until they heard the clicking of the lock. A petite brunette answered the door with a tired smile. "I thought you said that you weren't coming back?" The brunette questioned as she let them pass.
"Change of plans," Haley simply stated. "Millie this is Brooke."
"THE Brooke?" Millie asked with a knowing smile. She wasn't just Haley's assistant she was her friend so naturally the girls told each other everything. She was shocked when Haley told her that she was a lesbian thus questioning about Jamie's father but Haley told her that the situation was simply complicated.
"Nice to know I'm talked about," Brooke said with a cocky smirk, I guess that answers my question…she did think about me while she was gone.
"Apart from Jamie she's all that you talk about," she trailed off towards the end when she saw the horror struck look on Haley's face.
"Jamie? Who's Jamie?" Brooke asked looking from Millie to Haley.
"That's what I brought you here for," Haley started still not sure of how she was going to explain everything to Brooke.
"Do you want me to get him?" Millie asked. She vanished further into the hotel room when Haley gave her the go ahead.
Brooke looked to Haley with a questioning look. "Promise me that you won't freak out."
"Ummmmm," but Brooke wasn't given enough time to respond when Millie came out with a sleeping child in her arms. He couldn't have been older than three and he was already the cutest kid that she had ever seen. As she looked closer at the child she noticed that the boy had Haley's nose and mouth. "You have a son," it wasn't a question it was a statement that Brooke knew was correct.
"Yes," Haley replied trying to gage Brooke's reaction but her blank stare gave little away. "James Davis Scott."
"Wow," Brooke said as she took a seat on one of the chairs. She looked at Haley as she took Jamie from Millie and seated herself opposite of Brooke. "I just…wow," she didn't know what to say, who would. She had just found out that the love of her life had a child. "I wasn't expecting this when you brought me here."
"I'm sorry to just bombard you with this but I really want to try us again. But I needed you to know that it would be us plus one because Jamie means everything to me," Haley explained still not being able to gage Brooke's response. "I just want you to know that I also understand if this is too much for you to deal with," Haley spoke solemnly.
Brooke turned her gaze to Haley and Jamie; for the past five minute she had been looking everywhere but at them, it was her way of avoiding the situation. But seeing Haley, seeing Jamie sleeping in her arms, she couldn't avoid her feelings anymore. Betrayal, hatred, longing, and love were coursing through her body as she took in the mother and son. She felt betrayed that Haley had slept with someone else after her, hatred for the man that got her pregnant, longing to be a part of their family, and love for the girl that had her enamored for so many years. It was all too much for her, she needed time to think and the only way to do that would be to get out of the room. She stood abruptly, her fast movement startling Haley; she made a bee line for the door in desperate need of air.
"If you come back we're in room 319," Haley called softly after Brooke trying to hold back her tears. Brooke paused but didn't turn to face her; she knew that she would be a goner if she looked into Haley's beautiful brown eyes that she had missed. She simply nodded her head before exiting.
"I'm sorry Haley," Millie said softly knowing how much this was killing her.
"There is nothing to be sorry about, this is my fault…this is my mess," Haley emotionlessly responded. She stood with Jamie and headed for the door. "Night Millie."
"Night," Millie responded. "Hey Hales," she called and waited for Haley to turn around. "You're gonna get through this. I know that it doesn't seem like it now but you'll get through it." Haley nodded and left for her room.
~FA~
"I can't believe her," Brooke fumed as she burst through the doors of Jake and Rachel's apartment. She didn't even bother waiting for Jake to invite her in; there was too much going through her head for manners to be considered.
"Haley?" Jake asked already knowing the answer. The moment he saw Haley on stage he knew that all hell would break loose. Don't get him wrong he was thrilled that Haley was back because he knew that she was the missing puzzle piece to Brooke's heart, despite being the one that broke it in the first place. Brooke spun around giving him a pointed glare. "Ok, that answered my question. What happened?"
"What happened, what happened?" Brooke screeched waving her hands in the air like a mad woman. She started to pace around the living room trying to focus her thoughts on answering Jake's question. Hmmmm let me think, what happened? She shows up after running away four years ago, she's Taylor James, she still has feelings for me, Chase is the reason she left, oh and I can't forget the biggest detail of them all…SHE HAS A SON! Stay calm…breathe. Jake sensed the struggle Brooke was having but knew that she needed to tell him what was wrong, so he waited for Brooke to come to her own conclusions. "She's back," Brooke whispered. "That's what happened, she came back."
"And you didn't expect her to?" Jake asked skeptically.
"I guess I had always hoped that she would come back one day but I never expected someday to be today," Brooke said finally taking a seat on the couch resting her head in her hands. "Now that she's back I don't know what to do. So much has changed."
"Like what?" Jake asked sitting next to her. He was trying to gage how much Haley had revealed to her, if anything at all.
"One she's Taylor James. Two she's…she's a mom," Brooke said her voice wavering the entire time.
"You met Jamie?" Jake asked his eyes going wide as the words left his mouth. FUCK!
Brooke's eyes went wider than saucers. Did he just say Jamie? He knows about Jamie. She slowly turned her head to face Jake and her questions were answered when she saw the horrified look on his face. He knew and he didn't tell me! What the FUCK! "How could you not tell me? What the fuck kind of a brother are you? Wait why do you know about Jamie?"
Jake gulped. "I'm his father."
~FA~
"You're not even married a day and you're already in the dog house, nice work bro," Nathan chuckled taking a seat next to Lucas on one of the Rivercourt benches.
"How can you be cracking jokes at a time like this?" Lucas asked in disbelief at Nathan's offhanded manner. "After four years of silence Haley decides break it by singing at my wedding. I know Haley has always been something else but that was too much."
"You know Haley has always loved music so I guess it makes sense that she would feel less nervous singing than talking to everyone," Nathan reasoned. He was still shocked that Haley was Taylor James. He always knew that his little sister had talent but he never realized just how far her talent reached. "You have to admit she was good."
"Yeah," Lucas chuckled, only Nathan could make him laugh after a draining day. "Taylor James…dude our sister is Taylor James."
"I know, crazy," Nathan laughed. "Don't think that this is getting you out of the hole you dug yourself, right?"
"Yeah, it just delayed it for a little bit," Lucas sighed. Reflecting on the night he knew that he was out of line; Haley didn't deserved to be yelled at maybe a stern talking to but not yelling and Peyton definitely didn't deserve to be yelled at. "I was just overwhelmed. And I know that's no excuse for how I acted and I plan on making up for my behavior. You think you can talk to Mia and invite Haley to the barbeque tomorrow?"
"Sure," Nathan sighed. After Haley left Nathan had avoided Mia at all costs. He was pissed that Mia never felt the need to tell him that she had been touring with Haley for a year. But talking with Lucas now made him realize that Mia didn't deserve his anger, Haley did.
"So how are you and Mia?" Lucas asked finally looking at his brother. Nathan looked warned and tired, I guess tonight took its toll on everyone.
"I don't know man," Nathan let out a frustrated sigh. "I'm pissed that she didn't tell me that she knew where Haley was but at the same time I'm not. She was being a good friend to Haley by keeping her secret. And I guess in a way she was letting us know that Haley was ok," he saw the puzzled look on Lucas's face and continued. "She would call and let me know that Taylor was doing great and that she was a really good friend. I guess that was her way of relieving her guilty conscious for keeping the secret."
"Have you talked to her yet?"
"No, but I guess I should," Nathan sighed as he got off the bench. "Just like you should go talk to your wife."
"Yeah yeah," Lucas laughed. "Never thought I'd have to mend my marriage so soon."
~FA~
"Hey," Mia spoke softly hoping that her tentative mood would affect Nathan's most likely pissed off one.
"Hey yourself," he said taking a seat next to Mia on his front steps. "It's a beautiful night out."
"Yeah it is," Mia sighed; ok I can deal with small talk.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Nathan asked looking into Mia's eyes.
So much for small talk. "She asked me not to," Mia answered. "I guess I felt that I owed it to her for taking me on tour with her."
"I still wished that you had told me," Nathan sighed running a frustrated hand through his hair.
"I'm sorry I just couldn't," she sighed knowing that Nathan was having difficulty with this whole situation. Never before had they kept secrets from each other and it was just a huge blow that the first secret she kept from his was that she knew where his runaway sister was hiding. "I knew she would come back. Sometimes I would catch her looking at her old yearbooks and I knew that she was thinking of all the things she was missing out on."
"It just sucks, you know?" Nathan asked hoping to gain some sympathy from his girlfriend.
"I know," Mia sighed tentatively laying her head on his shoulder. When he rested his head atop hers she let out a sigh of relief. "How hard do you think it was for me to keep this from you? There were some days that I just wanted to tell you but I knew that I would lose Haley's trust."
"I know," Nathan sighed.
~FA~
"Do I still have a wife?" Lucas asked tentatively entering his and Peyton's apartment.
"I don't know did you leave jerk Lucas behind?" Peyton asked crossing her arms over her chest.
"Yes, he's long gone," Lucas said taking another step into the apartment. "I'm sorry for how I acted earlier, I know there is no excuse for how I acted, I was just surprised."
"Everyone was."
"Not everyone," Lucas sighed. He chalked up his anger towards Peyton to the fact that she had visited Mia a week ago and met Taylor. There was no way that she didn't know that Haley was Taylor, it wasn't possible. "You knew that Haley was Taylor."
"Look Luke, I kept a secret for my friend hoping that she would come to her senses and come home," Peyton sighed not in the mood for another all out screaming match with Lucas.
"I guess I understand," Lucas sighed trying his hardest to see Peyton's point of view.
"Do you really?" Peyton asked knowing Lucas's sigh was anything but understanding.
"No," he mumbled. "But I'm trying to."
~FA~
Holy shit I forgot how much that hurt. Jake was clutching his cheek trying to relieve the searing pain that Brooke's punch had caused. He understood that Brooke was upset but, fuck that hurt!
"You're his father!" Brooke yelled not caring who heard her outburst. This is fucking insane! How the hell is my brother the father of my ex-girlfriend's son? Ok well I know how I just want to know why. "How?" She asked her voice softening to a whisper as she collapsed back into the couch.
"Well I assume that you know how," Jake said trying to lighten the mood but when Brooke sent daggers his way he knew that now was not the time for jokes. "It was the party before she left," Jake started trying to ease into the story. "I went up to my room and Haley was huddled on the floor crying. I went over to comfort her and try to figure out what was wrong but she was too upset. So I did the only thing I could think of to cure a broken heart…"
"Sex?" Brooke asked not liking where this story was going.
"…No, drinking. I know that's a bad thing to resort to when you're visibly upset but I had no other choice, I hate it when I see Haley cry. So we drank and drank until everything got really fuzzy. I remember bits and pieces from that night but nothing really concrete," Jake finished he wasn't expecting Brooke to respond right away so he waited.
"What happened the next morning? Did she tell you that she was leaving?" Brooke asked her voice was so lost that Jake had to hold back his emotions.
"We woke up got dressed and she thanked me for always being there for her. The next thing I heard is that she ran away," Jake sighed.
"When did she tell you about Jamie?"
"When she found out," Jake sighed remembering that day. It was the same day that he a Rachel had gotten back together; everything was going great until he got that phone call. "She called me the day that Rachel and I got back together."
"Does Rachel know?" Brooke asked as realization just hit, has Jake kept this from Rachel all these years.
"Yeah, I told her right away," Jake saw Brooke's shocked look. "I didn't want to keep anything from her. She was pissed and didn't talk to me for a couple of hours but finally after a lot of thinking she confronted me about it. We talked and she understood."
"I guess the real problem for me is trying to wrap this idea around my head that so many people that I thought cared about me have been keeping this from me," Brooke's voice rose as the anger set in. So much for friends, now I can't even trust my own blood.
"We weren't keeping it from you to hurt you," Jake spoke trying to sooth his sister. "We just knew that Haley should've been the one to tell you all this."
"I wish people would just fucking talk to me!" Brooke screamed.
"Watch the language," Rachel chastised as she entered the living room.
"Don't even talk to me," Brooke snapped.
"Don't talk to her like that," Jake growled not caring that Brooke was his sister, no one talked to Rachel like that and got away with it.
"Whatever screw you guys," Brooke yelled before storming off and out of the apartment.
"She found out," Rachel stated while rubbing a soothing hand across Jake's back.
"Yeah."
~FA~
How could everyone keep this from me? Brooke was sitting in her car just thinking. Thinking about the immense amounts of betrayal that she felt, not just from Haley but from everyone; Mia, Peyton, Rachel, Haley, but mostly Jake. Her own brother betrayed her in the worst way possible. I guess that explains his middle name, James DAVIS Scott, he's such a cute little boy…stay focused, you're pissed. No matter how hard she tried it seemed that her anger was wavering. Brooke put the car into drive and headed towards the hotel. When she arrived she went to the front desk and the manager gave her a key card. She slowly made her way to Haley's room not knowing what she was going to say to her.
Entering the hotel room Brooke took in her surroundings; quant room, nothing extravagant. She ventured further into the room looking around; this must be Jamie's room. She noticed the toys sprawled across the floor and numerous pictures. Brooke jumped when the lump on the bed shuffled around under the covers, oh crap he's awake, what do I say? Her scare was put at ease when the little lump settled back down, close one. She continued her journey as she heard the soft melody of a piano playing. Her curiosity got the better of her as she made her way towards the calming music.
"Should've kissed you there
I should've held your face
I should've watched those eyes
Instead of run in place
I should've called you out
I should've said your name
I should've turned around
I should've looked again
But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away
Should've held my ground
I could've been redeemed
For every second chance
That changed its mind on me
I should've spoken up
I should've proudly claimed
That all my head's to blame
For my hearts mistakes
But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away
And it's you
And it's you
And it's you
And it's you
And it's falling down
As you walk away
And it's on me now
As you go
But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away
And it's falling down
As you walk away
And it's on me now
As you go
But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away"
Haley was looking down at her keyboard. Inspiration was a funny thing, it never came when you expected it but when it did come, amazing things happened. Never before had she written an entire song on a once through, it was practically unheard of in the music industry, but there she was sitting at her keyboard after finishing a song that she could only describe as the truth. Everything that had happened to her was her mess, and there was nothing she could do but think of 'what if's' and 'I should'ves'.
"That was beautiful," Brooke spoke softly not knowing what else to say.
Haley spun around in her stool and stared at Brooke in bewilderment. "Thanks," she replied shyly.
"Did it take you long to write?" Brooke started not really knowing how long this small talk could last but she was grateful that Haley seemed to be happy with it.
"Actually I just wrote it," Haley replied even more bashfully.
"You're kidding, right?" Brooke asked in disbelief. From hearing Taylor's songs over the years she knew that she was talented but never before had she let the idea enter her mind that anyone could write a song that amazing in an instant. Haley nodded her head yes hoping that Brooke wouldn't make too big of a deal over it. "You're not…wow…then I guess you've got more talent than I ever thought."
"Thanks I think," Haley said with a puzzled look.
"No, I didn't mean it to sound like that it's just," Brooke let out a sigh; this is not how I wanted things to go. "You're really talented. And I guess I'm just mad at myself for never realizing it when we were together."
"I guess I can keep secrets," she cringed at her choice of words. "Look I never wanted to keep Jamie from you it's just complicated."
"I know."
"I don't think you know," Haley said knowing that Brooke only knew the half of it.
"Jake is Jamie's father," Brooke stated simply. Haley's jaw dropped, eyes widened, mouth gasping for air.
"Brooke I never…" but Brooke cut her off.
"Jake explained everything to me, well everything that I didn't already know," Brooke started; she immediately noticed the guilty look on Haley's face and knew that Haley never meant to hurt her. "He told me that you guys drank a lot, which doesn't give you an excuse for sleeping with my brother, but I understand why you felt the need to drink and be comforted. Chase…I can't even begin to explain how pissed off I am at Chase for what he did to us. But it's starting to make sense, you vanishing that night, running away, not wanting to come back; everything is starting to fit together."
"You have to know that I originally intended to come back," Haley tried to explain.
"When it was convenient to you," Brooke snipped.
"No, when it was convenient for you," Haley sighed.
"What are you talking about?" Brooke puzzled face gave away her confused state. What is she going on about? Convenient for me?
"That night Chase told me that I was a mistake to you," Haley started as the tears threatened to fall; it was like reliving that night all over again. "He said that you regretted being with me and that you couldn't wait until you went away to college so you could get away from me," she cut Brooke off when she saw he tried to interject. "I just wanted you to be able to finish your senior year with no regrets, so I left. I planned on coming back and finishing senior year but then I found out about Jamie and knew I couldn't come back."
"Why?" Brooke asked choking on the small question.
"I knew what people would think when I came back 'aw poor little Haley got dumped by Brooke then knocked up' and I couldn't deal with that, not on top of loosing you," she finished with tears streaming down her cheeks. Out of this entire mess the one thing that Haley regretted the most was losing Brooke. She had spent numerous nights alone in Manhattan thinking about how if she only had Brooke then everything would be alright. No matter how many times she wished and dreamed Brooke was with her she never got her wish.
"You just should've come back," Brooke sighed as she knelt in front of Haley grabbing her hands. "We could've gotten through all of this together."
"I know I should've but my heart wouldn't let me, it refused to be hurt anymore than it already was," Haley said as more tears trickled down her face. Brooke swept them away with the pad of her thumb not allowing them to reach the floor. "I wish I had been strong enough to come home but my strength was at home with you. You have always been the strength behind everything I do, Damien, singing, it was all you."
"How was I involved with singing?" Brooke asked pulling Haley with her to the bed. They sat side by side comforting each other's broken heart.
"I guess I had this notion that if I made something of my life, you know became someone, then I would have something to offer you when I came back," Haley answered avoiding Brooke's gaze. Brooke lifted Haley's chin and forced her to make eye contact. Brooke captured Haley's lips in what she could only hope was a reassuring kiss. Their lips moved tenderly with one another's knowing this kiss was special, mending in a fashion, nothing to be forced or rushed. "What was that for?" Haley asked breathlessly as she rested her forehead against Brooke's.
"You have always been someone to me and I never want you to think otherwise," Brooke smiled when she noticed Haley's sadness waver slightly. She glanced at the clock and noticing for the first time how late it was. "I better get going." She made a move to get up but Haley didn't loosen her grip on her hand.
"Brooke?"
"Yes?"
"Um…well…could we…um…cuddle?" Haley asked bashfully only realizing after the words left her mouth that they hadn't even talked about their relationship, if there even still was one. Brooke smiled sweetly at how nervous Haley seemed to be, I forgot how adorable she was. She slipped off her shoes and crawled up to the top of the bed signaling for Haley to do the same. Like they had done so many times before Haley snuggled into Brooke's side and both girls allowed sleep to claim them in hopes of a new start.
There you have it, Baley is back together. As mentioned earlier in the chapter the next chapter will be the barbeque where Haley will have to confront everyone else in her life that she has hurt.
I know that I mentioned in my last chapter that I was going through a tough time, I know none of you want to hear my sob story so I won't go into it, but I'm just letting you know that things have gotten worse so I'm hoping to drown myself in fanfiction so hopefully you guys will get many more chapters and fast.
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