Why can't I seem to find
The courage to say what's on my mind?
Why is it that when I'm with you
I desire to make your dreams come true?
Why, oh why can't you see
How much you mean to me?
All my emotions are firmly shut in
I'll be silent with the Nordic Wind
Do you hate me? I won't blame you if you do
After all, I did some horrible things to you
We fought so much I can still smell the tears
Bloody war forged over many years
I thought we're friends now, and we are, right?
Would you cry if I vanished in the night?
We'll still be family, though I've sinned
I'll make up for it with the Nordic Wind
I'm the youngest of all of you
I'm an outcast, isn't it true?
You've all known each other for so so long
Why are you so nice? I feel so wrong
Is it because you feel bad for me?
I'm not a child, can't you see?
Your annoying pity has to end
I'll drift further away with the Nordic Wind
Why don't you listen to me?
Is a loving brother too hard to be?
Do you even care?
This torch is too heavy to bear
My love for you, it's hard to understand
I'll just make my gestures a bit more grand
Maybe then you'll let me in
I'll make you acknowledge me with the Nordic Wind
Why do you look at me in that way?
Your eyes make it hard to find words to say
Is it because of the place I'm in?
Because my tongue is so alien?
Why do you do these things for me?
I didn't ask to have a family
I don't understand, we're practically kin
Your actions float away with the Nordic wind
With everything we've been through
We remain together
All the trouble we've gotten into
We didn't abandon each other. Never.
So it should be easy to say how we feel
Without any complications
But it seems expressing is our Achille's heel
Despite the painful temptations
As the light over the hills once more dimmed
Our true questions melt away with the Nordic Wind