Monsters are made not born

by Bellatrix grindelwald

2019. 2 girls, Lexi and Bonnie, get bitten by Remus Lupin. They then have to adjust to a dark and twisted Wizarding world. Nothing is true to the books, the author got it wrong. The Wizarding world is racist and homophobic and England might not be worth saving. Rated mainly for very very strong language.

1. Chapter 1

So this is a story I wrote for a friend. It's probably my longest one yet. Bonnie and Lexi are mine, but most of the characters belong to Jk Rowling.

"I could liken you to a werewolf

The way you left me for dead

But I admit that I provided a full moon"

Fiona Apple

Bonnie, known to some as Bon-Bon, and Alexia, known as Lexi, woke up sick and tired in a room. It was the day after the November full moon. Both girls had come from Kent, to London, for a dress making workshop. That had been yesterday. Their mothers had been seeing a show, some comedian or other. Bonnie and Lexi had left the workshop alone together, and remembered nothing else. And now they were both scared and confused. "Lexi?" Bonnie asked, her voice laced with confusion. "Bonnie? What do you remember?" Lexi asked. Bonnie blinked, searching for anything. "Yellow eyes. I remember yellow eyes." Bonnie said. "me too. Glowing yellow eyes" said Lexi. Suddenly the door opened. 3 men walked in. One was maybe 20 or so, with blue green hair. The other two were older. One had scars across his face. The other had very messy dark hair. Both were too thin, and had dark, hopeless shadows in their haunted eyes. Men forced to grow up too soon. Men who had faced cruelty and depression. The man without scars began to speak. "My name is Sirius Black. This is my partner Remus Lupin. And our son, Teddy Lupin. This is going to be difficult, so let's get straight to the point. Wizards exists. And live in secret communities. And last night, Remus sort of bit you. Him and Teddy, their werewolves. You are both infected. I don't know how to make you understand... " Sirius trailed off. "I fucked up your lives!" Remus snapped. "any hopes, any dreams you had? Forget them. Expect to live a life with every one sneering at you, laughing at you, or shying away in fear. A life where it is illegal for you to get a proper job. Any work you will do will be dodgy backstreet jobs where you will get paid pennies for a days work. You aren't allowed to join groups, socialize with muggles, marry, vote, set foot in a hospital, go to school, be a jury member, most Wizarding shops and restaurants won't let you shop there, you can't do anything!" Remus said. He looked pained. "well," said Lexi, borderline hysterical "schools not a problem. We're both home educated."

Unregistered werewolf

I felt a wave swell around my heart, suffocating me, choking me. No one will understand. Logical thoughts have no meaning in my mind, they are impossible, just not there. I am the victim. I am a monster. I am incapable of a single positive thought, I am alone in a cold, wide, freezing sea, and I keep going under. I can't stay afloat, all of this inside me, impossible to explain. I feel lonely, all alone, and hope has no place here, no hope visible on the horizon. I am drowning, drowning in my own ocean of tears and pain. Tears uncontrollably flowing down my face.