This chapter might be a little sad as well... :)
Chapter 5 - Questions and...
Castiel had called the brothers the same night and announced that he would go back to heaven for some time. Dean was afraid of this announcement becuase he was afraid that Cas would go because of him.
Like Castiel suspected it, he asked Sam, on whose phone he called, to turn off the speaker and give it to Dean.
Sam passed the phone to his brother and, after muttering something about 'getting some fresh air', disappeared outside with a smile on his face.
„What's up, Cas?", Dean asked a little unsure, „I'll be alone for a minute."
„Dean, my leave has nothing to do with you personally or our relationship directly. Please don't think that!"
„Okay..."
„Dean, please, I just want to be alone for a while. Clarifying some things for me, thinking about some things."
„Why, Cas? Do you think I don't have any questions, don't worry? Cas... You dominate my whole daily routine recently. Not that it was different before, but much more intense now.
I miss you, I worry terribly when you are not there. The only nights that I can really sleep are the nights that you are with me!"
Dean was silent for a moment, but then said almost begging: „Cas, please, let's settle these questions together. I don't want to lose you before it even starts! ... Cas? Cas, are you still there?"
Dean waited a second, then hung up.
„Oh god", Dean thought, „I'm glad Sam's not here. He would hold that against me forever."
Dean wasn't feeling well. All of a sudden he felt tired and very lonely and cold.
He put Sam's phone on his bed and lay down in his. Normally he didn't like it at all when Sam wasn't there, but he just didn't care then.
He turned to the right. Since Castiel shared the bed with him from time to time, this had become his new sleeping position. He felt a little closer to Castiel as he lay down like that now. But that only made him sadder at the same time too.
„Why always me? Why can't I have a little bit of luck one day?"
At some point, Sam was still not there, he fell asleep after all.
Dean and Sam were on their way.
Sam had managed with effort and patience to persuade Dean to take a look at the case.
It might have been strange for both of them to have read the name of the place. Lawrence, Kansas.
On a field there (partly completely) burnt bodies had been found.
When the brothers arrived, the police had already locked everything off. Dean and Sam identified themselves as FBI and after Dep. Harvelle had allowed them they'd pass under the barrier.
They looked at every dead person, but couldn't say exactly what had happened here. When they arrived by the last corpse, Sam discovered something small black on the floor.
He squatted down to take a closer look.
'Deans top 13 Zepp Traxx' was written on it. Incredulously he turned around.
„Dean... What's that?"
Dean came closer and looked at the object in Sam's hand.
„No!", he thought in panic. „That can't be!"
With all the strength he could bring up, he looked at his little brother.
„Bye, Sammy!", said Dean and stormed away.
„Dean. Dean! Wake up!" Sam shook his brother.
In panic and still half sleeping, Dean looked around. But he could only see Sam in the dimly lit room.
„Dude, what is wrong with you? You were shakin' and talkin' some weird stuff. Bad dream?"
With heart racing, but a great relief that it had actually been only a dream, he said quietly:
„Yes, Sam, just a real bad dream. I'm going back to sleep now."
With these words he turned away from his brother and closed his eyes.
After a while and when he was sure that Dean was asleep again, Sam went back to his own bed.
„What happend in this phone call?", he asked himself before he faded of to sleep.
At first I didn't want to write this end. I wanted to let the chapter end with "Bye, Sammy!" but I couldn't get it over my heart!
Chapter 6 won't be like this one, I promise! :D