"You have to kill me," Gordon said, agreeing with Kubrick. He didn't want to be a fang, "but not yet."
"What do you mean?"
"The one good thing to come out of this is that I'm faster and stronger. I can finally kill Sam Winchester. Let me do one last good deed."
He had his back turned to Kubrick, but he could feel him approaching as he was agreeing with him, trying to placate him.
Nothing could stop him from killing Sam. He turned around and killed him. He held him in his arms as he was dying. Kubrick had been like a brother to him and he had just had to kill him. This was another innocent life that was dead at the hands of Sam Winchester.
This hurt as much as the time he had killed his sister. That was why he could sort of empathize with Dean. But, he wasn't even asking Dean to kill Sam. He would do it for him. All Dean had to do was stop fighting him on this. Dean was a hunter. He had to know that stopping evil was what they did.
Well, it would all be over soon. If everything went according to plan, both he and Sam would be dead tonight. He would try not to kill Dean, but if he got in the way, all bets were off.