It wasn't very hard to pin-point where he was, it was cold and cruel – most notable of all, it was snowing. Max stared out at the blinding white expanse, eyes wide and his body unmoving as he lay there. He lay there for god knows how long; his mind barely comprehended that there was now a thin layer of snow covering him, while Max wanted nothing more than to rot away and die of hyperthymia, instincts took over and forced him to sit up. He inhaled shakenly, trying not to panic, He knew that his little body couldn't handle this kind of weather and he was honestly scared. He didn't how he got here or where he is even!
His mind was so frustratingly muddled, Max couldn't remember anything. He sighed brokenly, he got up to his feet slowly, careful with any injuries he may or may not have. He was too numb from the cold to know. Max stood there, silently observing his surroundings, he wanted to be sure where he was going to go.
He took his first step.
And collapsed into the unforgiving cold.
Frustrated tears filled his vision. Max gripped at the snow, and gritted his teeth, refusing to let them fall.
Internally, he knew that he deserved this. Max was a bitter 12-year-old. Extremely rude for his age, pushed away his problems and issues, evading personal questions from his friends without a twitch in his expression. He prided himself for being the kid who wasn't afraid of anything.
But he couldn't help but be afraid. Afraid of death. Afraid of what will happen.
(He vaguely remembers how he told his friends that he wasn't scared of death; that he welcomed it with open arms.)
Determination filled his bones, he pushed himself up, Max didn't want to leave his friends alone.
(His friends threw him concerned looks. Max ignored them.)
He walked slow and deliberate, very careful with where he stepped.
(It was snowing out. Nikki seems eager to go outside, Neil is willing.)
Max couldn't feel his fingers, or nose. Is he worried? He couldn't help but put that fact aside without much care.
He continued to trudge through the snow.
(Max glanced at his friends and thought Why not? And so, Max, Neil, and Nikki walked out the school doors.)
He shivered, unable to see the end of all the trees.
(Max smirked as Nikki threw a snowball at Neil.)
He squinted; Max could make out the silhouette of two people.
"Max!?"
Max faltered.
(Max faltered.)
The suffocating feeling was back, but instead, it disappeared as quickly as it came. He was free.
(The suffocating feeling was back, it held him down. Refusing to let him breathe. He felt trapped.)
Max gasped, warmth flooding him as he saw his friends.
(Max gasped; the biting cold flooded him as the walls caved in.)
He grinned, walking faster. His friends sprinted towards him.
(He grimaced, sprinting into the woods. He couldn't see his friends watch him)
Max laughed and fell into Nikki's small arms, finally letting himself pass out.
(Max cried and collapsed into the cruel cold. He fell unconscious, the little, bitter voices whispered to him as he slept.)