He didn't understand. Why were these outsiders accusing him of all kinds of crazy things? Of course he summoned a fairy to control her. People were cheating. These morons were acting like this wasn't important. This was real life. OK, maybe not "real life" in the traditional sense, but real nonetheless. He hadn't cheated. Not really. Not like those other guys.
Oh, who cared. "Go after the big one," he ordered his fairy. He didn't care what anybody thought of what he had done, and that included himself.