Twilight and it's characters were made by the wonderful Stephanie Meyer.
Chapter 9: A Dream Will Take You Far
I woke up foggy minded. My room was dark with some moonlight coming through my window. I looked around my room and noticed something in the corner resembling a man. I got up to try focus on his face and saw that it was Edward. What is Edward doing in my room?! He stood there as I stared at him wondering what was he doing in here.
"Edward?" I called out to him. "That is you right?" I asked. He didn't answer. This is really weird. "Is this dream?" I wondered out loud to myself.
"Yes, Jessica. This is a dream. Go back to sleep. " Edward said looking me in the eyes. Why would I go to sleep? I wondered to myself dreaming of him is always so nice. I decided to milk the moments in this dream. Because they would never be a reality. I sat up all the way. The cover slipped off revealing my upper torso. Since I took off my clothes before bed I only had my bra and panties on.
"A dream." I said looking at him. I silently got up out of my bed and walked over to him. "Why would I want to waste such a beautiful dream? " I asked him. He looked tense, but in my state of mind I wasn't thinking like I normally would so it didn't bother me.
"You should lay down." He said looking in a different direction. I took a step closer to him. My breast were touching his chest now.
"Why not enjoy what's standing here right in front of me." I said. I could see it in his eyes that I was breaking him. I stood on my toes and kissed his neck. All the while I could smell him, he smelled like roses and vanilla. As I came back down on my feet I smiled at him and said.
"Mmm...you smell nice." I said to him. I noticed that he wasn't breathing and was about to ask him why but he interrupted me.
"You should really get to bed." He said. His voice was slightly more rough then usual. I sighed as I thought about what he said.
"You're right. I don't want to be thinking about this when I see you again." I said. Then I walked back to my bed and climbed in. All the while looking at him. Then I thought why not release some guilty feelings. It has always bothered me of how bad I treat him.
"Edward." I said looking at him. My head was laid on my pillow while I face him.
"Yes." He answered.
"I want you to know that I never hated you. Not even for a moment. " I said. "
"Really?" He asked. I smiled and nodded, then I closed my eyes for a few seconds. When them again there was nothing but the corner he had been standing in. My dream Edward was gone. I faced the other direction and covered my head. My body quickly relaxed and I went to sleep.
I woke up to the sound of my annoying alarm a nd quickly turned it off. How I wish that I could wake up on time without needing one. I really did not feel like moving at all. I leaned up slowly while I folded my knees upward. My eyes were drawn to my corner near the window. The memory of me kissing Edward's neck came into my mind. Leaning my forehead on my knees I smiled to myself and shook my head.
"I can't believe I dreamed that. " I mumbled. I closed my eyes and sighed. I better start getting ready for school.
Sorry this chapter was so short but I really wanted people to know that Jessica does like Edward a lot. She just wants to not get involved in the conflicts that Bella was in and knows to avoid that happening she must avoid Edward. All the while she feels really guilty for the way she has to act to do that.