Twilight and all it's characters were created by the wonderful Stephanie Meyer.
Chapter 12: Thankyou Was All I Wanted to Say
Over the next four weeks Edward didn't talk to me .And although I could breathe a lot easier I couldn't help feel slightly down about it sometimes. I was better though, I had been taking it day by day like I would back home. I started to enjoy the small things again. From having a nice cup of coffee to taking myself shopping. I used to hate shopping because of all the hours of walking to places that I didn't want to go and trying on clothes. And when I finally find something ny mom always gets something else saying what about this one. It was really annoying. But now that i'm older I get to go off on my own and shop, so now I find it enjoyable . No one pulling me anywhere that I do not want to go or talk endlessly about two similar out fits. If I like, I like it, if I don't, I don't. So yeah...it has been pretty much like that lately. Everything was running smooth...too smooth. And unfortunately when things are going right life will just hit you with something else again. This had occurred to me one day when I was laying down in my bed thinking about Edward. So just in case I thought about what happens in the book. I never found my copy of Twilight book again, so I had to go on what I already knew as my only reference. About a month from when Edward had drove Bella home when she got sick I remembered that she almost got hit by a car. I only made that connection a week ago and that kind of made me nervous and antsy. However just because Edward took me home like he did Bella doesn't mean i'm gonna stop being optimistic. Not when things were finally going good.
Today I had gotten to school early to print a paper In the library for English. After I was done I went to the parking lot where Jessica and the others usually hung out in Tyler's van. I i'm in his van I cannot possibly get hit by it. I've have watching out for car all week. When I came outside to the parking lot I saw Jessica and the others but Tyler and his van was no where in sight. I bit my lip. I hurriedly crossed the parking lot to the group. Constantly watching out for cars. Specifically vans. I went up to the other Jessica.
"Hey Jess where's Tyler?" I asked. Lauren looked up from nails and glared at me. Crap. I was always able to stand clear of her and now after one question I managed to get back on her radar. Jessica looked at Lauren then back at me.
"He's not here yet. Why?" She asked clearly looking for something juicy.
"You guys usually hang out in his van, I was wondering was anything wrong." I said as innocently as possible.
"Oh ." Jessica said then she started talking to Mike. I turned around still feeling Lauren's eyes on me. Okay... I'm going inside now. I started walking back across the parking lot thing with Lauren knocked me off of my concentration. I usual try to avoid conflict. Speaking of conflict s where's Edward? I wonder if he's here yet. I looked away from the school and saw that to left of the lot that he was standing next to his car staring at me. My steps started to slow to a stop. He was so mesmerizing. The way his smooth handsome face curved slightly as his head was in a turning position. And his hazel eyes were so intense. I find myself having more moments like this. Where time just slows down and I just look at him. I was so lost in thought that I didn't notice a car coming towards me until I heard it's screech then time was going to fast. Tyler's van looked like it was going out of slide on the ice and was about slam into me. I couldn't move, I couldn't even breathe. Yet I would see the whole thing happening right in front of my eyes. Everything was too much, I couldn't hear anything anymore as I saw this van heralding towards me. I closed my eyes. Then something hard and cold wrapped around my waist and pulled against it and towards the ground. I didn't move and I didn't open my eyes. My hearing was coming back and I heard a crowd rushing toward head began spinning and my stomach felt thick and heavy.
"Jessica." A smooth voice called. It was him. "Jessica, please open your eyes." He said. I opened my eyes and looked up at him. His beautiful face had worry on it. I took in a cold breath of air filled with his smell. Taking him in made me want to keep breathing, it wouldn't matter if I was under water I would still try to breath. His hazel eyes stared into me.
"Are you alright?" He asked me. I wanted to smile and say yes but I was unable to open my mouth. Everything started to make a buzzing, the wind the crowd...and Edward. Then cold blackness exploded. I had fainted.
The next thing that happened was that I woke up to bright lights. I turned my head and saw that I was in a all white hospital room. I felt heavy. I heard a sound to my right and leaned my head in that direction. A nurse was adjusting some things by my bedside.
"What am I doing here?" I asked.
"Oh you're awake. We were wondering when you were going to wake up." She said standing up straight and looking down at me with a smile.
"Why am I here?" I asked again.
"Oh, you were in a car accident. Don't you remember?" She asked me. I looked at the wall as I started to think. Flashes of what happened stated coming back to my mind and my head started to pound. I put my right hand on my forehead as I started to feel unbalanced.
"What's wrong? " the nurse asked leaning over me. It took me awhile to answer.I sucked in a breath.
"I feel really dizzy." I said.
"I'll go get you something for that." She said then left the room. I closed my eyes and listened to myself breathe for a few minutes. Then I heard someone open my door. I opened my eyes and leaned up to see who it was. I saw my mom come through the door first before my sister. My mom came over to my bedside.
"Hey Jesse. How are you feeling?" She asked. Her and my sister had concern on both of their faces.
"I feel fine. Just a little dizzy." I said.
"What happened?" Jasmine asked. I told them about the accident and how I didn't get smashed into pudding. And after five minutes of small amount of drama and shaky breaths later the doctor walks in. Guess who it was. , blond, and handsome himself. Doctor Cullen. I actually have contain my excitement, to bad my breathing is a lost cause.
"Hello everyone i'm ." He said then looked at my mom."And you must be her sisters? He asked. Now I know most people get her confused with being my sister . But with eyes like that I knew he said that on purpose mom smiled shook her head.
"Please don't tell her that she'll kept talking about it all day ." My sister said. Dr. Cullen then turned to her." I'm her sister Jasmine."
"And i'm her mother Cheryl." My mom says.
"Her mom...i'm sorry you look so young." He said to her with a smile.
"Yeah, alot of people tell her that."I mumbled. He looks over at me.
"Really?" He asked.
"Yes." I responded. He smiled and nodded then looked down at his clip broad.
"So how are feeling Jessica? Is there any pain at all?
"I'm just a little shaky. I was dizzy before but it went away. " I said
"Alright." He writes it down. "Anything else?"
"No." I say. He came up to me and started to examine me.I feel so embarrassed when he checked out my eyes because when he did I checked him out. I looked over his flawless face, the shape of his lips, his eyes. And the sway of his hair. I don't know what it is, but there is something about good looking older man that I just can't resist. But I always keep myself in check and make sure never to make a move. As soon as he was done I put my eyes down. Head down, eyes down. I told myself. Mr. Vampire knows that you were checking him out! Do
n't want to be caught again. I looked over at my mom and my sister who were whispering and looking back at the doctor. Oh my gosh! They're talking about him, and he can hear every word! This is really embarressing.I started to sink a little in the bed.
"There seems to be nothing wrong with you." Carlisle said looking at his chart. Yeah like its surprising that I don't even have a scratch on me. He knows that Edward saved me. It's the only reason he's my doctor.
"You said that Edward Cullen pushed you out of the way?" Jasmine asked me. All of a sudden 's clip board got a whole lot more interesting. I nodded."He must be really fast than."
"Actually he was standing right next to me. So I guess he just has really good reflexes because I just froze up." I said and she nodded.
"Cullen?..is he related to you ?" My mom asked.
"Yes he's my son." He said glancing at her.
"Please tell him thankyou for me. Tell him thankyou so much for saving my daughter." She said sincerely. looked at my mom and nodded in understanding.
"I'll prescribe you some medicine if your dizziness comes back." He said writing it down." Then you can sign her out ."he said to my mom. Then the nurse came back into the room. Where has she been? I wondered to self. She had a cup of pills in her hand and small piece of paper.
"Oh hello ."She said with a bright smile. Yep she was definitely happy to see him.
"Hello nurse Johnson." He said.
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They need you up stairs." She said handing him the paper and nodded and gave my mom the prescription and then left. Then the nurse turned to me and hand me the cup. "I hope you don't mind liquid." She said.
"I don't mind it." I said looking at it. Maybe it will calm my nerves. I took the whole thing like a shot, wincing at the cherry thick taste."Thankyou." I said handing her back the small cup. She nodded and left. I looked at my mom.
"Can we go now?" I asked standing up.
"Sure sweety." She said. Then we went out the door to go sign out at the front desk. I turned to my sister.
"What have you been up to all day. "I asked. She looked thoughtful for a second.""I just watched T.V." She said.
"Oh." I said. When we got near the front desk we passed a hallway that I saw Edward, and Rosalie talking. I stopped walking and let my mom and sister go a head. For some reason I felt like I should say something to him. So I went and leaned on the corner to wait for them to stop talking. But after a second they had stopped talking and turned to me. They really know how to make someone feel uncomfortable. But I got the hint to speak up.
"Can I talk to you for a minute Edward?" I asked. He looked at his family and Carlisle nodded then put his hand on her back guiding her in another direction of the hallway. she looked at me hesitantly at first then turned and walked away with Carlisle. Then Edward walked over to me. Though he was exactly looking at me.
"What is it?" He asked bluntly. That kind of hurt. I should not be this emotionally involved. I should just get this over with so I won't feel the need yo talk to him later.I crossed my arms over my chest.
"I just wanted to say thankyou for saving my life." I said and looked away. "And no matter what I will always be grateful to you." I looked down as he came closer while giving me intense stare.
"That's all?" He asked.
"That's all. Unless you want to tell me something. " I said looking him in the eyes.
"No..." he said with his jaw tighten. I could smell him. He smelled so nice. My dream about him came back to me and my eyes became unfocused.
"What is it?" He asked. I shook my head lightly looking at him.
"I'm just remembering a dream I had." I mumbled. His eyes looked directly into mine. I felt like I was missing something. I looked at him strangely.
"Goodbye Edward." I said turning around shaking myself out of my thoughts. This whole day has just been a mess. I scrunched my eyebrows together slightly. Will I go through everything Bella went through? I asked myself and blew out a breath. I have to find a way out. I can't take this.
Hello my readers! Sorry it took so long to update! I was so excited to receive three reviews last time I wanted to update the same day I had updated. But sadly I became really busy. Anyway I hope you all liked this chapter! Please review and tell me what you think! Edward 'accidently' climbs into you window for a couple of hours!..to teach you how to play piano! What were you thinking!?