Twilight and all it's characters were created by the wonderful Stephanie Meyer.

Chapter 13: My Subconscious

When I got home I ate two sliced of oven pizza then gave my mom a big hug and a kiss on one of her high cheek bones.

"Goodnight mom." I said. After today I was taking an early bedtime.

"Goodnight sweety. Call me if you need anything." She said motherly. I nodded.

"Okay." I said then I looked at my sister Jasmine. " 'Night Jazz." She gave me a nod and said.

" 'Night. "

I went to my room and took off my clothes. Then I grabbed my towel and went to go take a shower, which didn't last long. I didn't feel like dragging anything out longer then it had to be. I quickly dried off and pulled on a loose-fitting lavender shirt and underwear. I climbed into my bed and wrapped myself in my covers and listened to the rain as it started to fall outside my window. I glanced at my alarm clock and saw that it was 1:34 p.m. Things were boring.I sighed then turned on my television. I looked through the movies on demand and cut on Bewitched. It was always enjoyable to have it on. I watched it until Isabel came on to the set of Bewitched then fell asleep.

In my dream ..

I saw myself sitting on a bench near a black piano in the forest listening to the most beautiful song I ever heard with my own ears. The forest looked so serene. It's very green trees reached the sky and circled around the piano and I. I looked at the pianos keys as they moved elegantly making beautiful music. I looked up and away from the piano keys wondering why was I here. From the side of my left eye I saw a figure moving next to me. I turned to my left side and was met with a slight surprise. It was Edward. He was playing the piano . He wasn't looking at me more was he exactly looking at the pianos keys. He was looking at the forest in front of him. He had a slight smile on his face and his eyes were filled with ease. Not at all like I normally see them. I looked at him wonder. Why was he here? Why was I hear? As soon as I thought that he looked at me suddenly with slight frustration as if he were trying to figure out something. I had a small scowl between my eyebrows because of my confusion of what was going on. I look straight into his eyes and my chest was hit with the feeling of nervousness. I became bashful and turned my head away. He slowly smiled and turned back around and shook his head. He was amused at my bashfulness. I looked at him innocently as he resumed playing the piano like he did before the exchange in looks.. I folded my hands and crossed my legs as if to hide myself away from him. Then I heard the music stop. But the feeling it had brought strongly lingered in the air still. I looked up at him to see why he had stopped playing. He was looking at me with hidden intent in his eyes. I was curious to what he was going to do. Using his hands he wrapped them around my waist and pulled me closer to him. My eyes never left hid eyes. As he leaned fown near my face my breath slowed. He brushed his lips against mine and pulled back slowly to look at me. I don't know what expression I had on my face but he came back to me faster than he did the first time. This was a real kiss. I closed my eyes as our lips moved together beautifully. After a short while he pulled back. It took some time but I was able to open my eyes again. Edward leaned his head to the side and lifted an eyebrow.

"What, no fight?" He chuckled. I gave a small and shook my head. I was unable to say anything because I was too glad. With a slight smile Edward lifted his left hand and stroked the side of my face. I closed my eyes enjoying his touch...then it was gone. I could feel the atmosphere change around me, almost seeming as it was bad city traffic. I opened my eyes in confusion and saw that Edward was no longer in front of me. Still sitting on the pianos bench I took in my setting of the forest that Edward and I had been had changed. I was in the middle of a beach, and in the far back of me was a forest. I didn't know if it was the one that Edward and I was in before but to me it held no feeling at all but thick trees of fear and unknown. I didn't feel that uneasiness with Edward. I looked in front of me and noticed that the sky was a grey looking blue and that the sea reflected it in a more darker and untamed way. I got up off the bench and walked on the dull white colored sand. It felt nasty underneath my feet. I looked around the beach as the wind swept hard around my face. I wondered to myself why I was here and what was happening. Nothing was still, everything was rushed. The waves moved like a storm was coming. I couldn't processes any of it. I need to get out of here. Out of all the places and people that could occupy my mind. I chose one person. I chose Edward. I wanted Edward. I know if I was with him everything would be alright. I shut my eyes tightly as I made my last thought. I want Edward...

Then...I woke up.

I was lying in my bed with the covers up to my neck. The televisions volume was cut down and was the only source of light in my room. I stood up on my elbows and looked around. My eyes blinked a few times as I let a couple of calming breaths soothe me. Then I gently fell back on my bed as the dream came into my mind, to fresh to not be remembered.

"What was that?" I asked myself. I closed my eyes tightly as I thought back to the last thoughts that I had in my dream. I wanted Edward. I wanted him so badly.I'm in this to deep, I thought. This game is getting dangerous. I could get my heart broken. But I want Edward. What am I gonna do?

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