Twilight and all its characters were created by the the wonderful Stephenie Meyer.
Chapter 25: Don't Go
"I don't want you to go Edward." I said from my place on the bed. However a small part of me did want him to go. After knowing what I did in front of him was real I just wanted to fall apart. But that wouldn't get us anywhere. He looked back at me to continue.
"Although it is strange having you in my room like that, it's not bad unless you took advantage..." I said.
"I didn't. I wouldn't." He said with intensity. I nodded still embarrassed by the situation. I'm gonna die after he leaves. After a quiet couple of seconds I found that I could be physically closer to him again. Here he was in my bed room and he and I in some way on the same level of understanding. I shoved my embarrassment to the side and stood up. Edward watched me to see what I was going to do.
"It's okay." I tried to make our situation seem less...terrible.
"I don't see how it's okay." He said seriously. I started to walk over to him.
"You sneaking in my room. And me being all...you know..." I said to. He narrowed his eyes and smiled down at me.
"See... You're smiling. It must be okay." I said smiling up at him. He stopped smiling a little and raised an eyebrow at me.
"No it's not." He said.
"But now i'm smiling, so it's the End for us as friend. Don't worry about it." I said. He smirked and shook his head. Then I grew curious as to why he would want to watch me. "Can I ask why?" He turned back to me and looked me in the eyes.
"I like to watch you sleep." He said. I gave him a strange smile. Is he really saying this to me? It is both creepy and romantic. Feeling that familiar heat on my face I looked down at my feet. Edward stepped closer to me. I small smile spread on my lips.
"I have no idea why you like to watch me sleep. I toss, I turn and snore like a wild women." I said in a low voice. I thought about that for a minute. Why did I just say that?!
"It was quit eventful." He said. My eyes snapped up to meet his. By the intense look in his eyes and his teasing smile I knew that he was joking with me. I bit my lip and smiled back at him.
"Can you stay for awhile longer." I asked hopeful.
"Actually I have to get home." He said. I for the first time I actually paid attention the darkness in his eyes. I nodded to him in understanding. He still wasn't that use to me. Tonight was the longest we have actually spent in each others company.
"Oh, okay." I said. Although I did understand, I was still disappointed.
"Are you disappointed?" He asked with a raised eyebrow and a teasing smirk. I melted.
"Kind of. But what can I do?" I said. He smiled at me.
"I see you tomorrow at school." He said.
"Yeah." I said nodding. Then he turned to leave. "Wait." I said quickly.
"What is it?" He asked me gently. I walked to the side of him and stood up on the tips of my toes.
"Goodnight." I whispered near his cheek. To not linger too long I held my breath from his intoxicating boyish smell and I kissed his cheek. After all that has happened tonight I was feeling really good and very bold. When I dropped back down to my feet it looked like he wanted to say something, but instead he gave me a nod.
"Goodnight Jessica." He said. In that moment his voice sounded more alluring then usual. After that I watched as he left my room. As waited to hear the front door shut I took note to how my heart was beating like a drum. After I heard the door shut I didn't waste any time going to my window to watch him leave. When he walked out to the part of my front yard where I could see him best at he looked up at me. Even though we weren't standing in front of each other it was as if we were. Like I could feel him right in front of my body. I swear in that in this moment time slowed down. Edward brought me back to the right time when he smiled at me and made me blush. Showing my teeth I smiled down at him and waved goodbye.
After Edward left I allowed myself to act like the smitten high school I was and turned away from the window.
"Oh! My! God!" I said loudly as I ran to my bed and jumped on it. "Edward Cullen! Was In! My Room!" I yelled. "Ahh!" This was not the fangirl. This was a girl in love. I kept jumping on my bed until I became tired. I laid down on my back breathing heavily and smiling up at the ceiling like a fool.
"I am definitely going to sleep without my bra on tonight." I said joking with myself.
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