"Dress, check. Accessories, check. Shoes, check. Make up, check. Extra clothes, check. And last but not the least, Elsa Winters, Check." I say to myself as I double check on my things to bring.
"Hey Els, you done? Prince Charming's waiting for you downstairs, says you should hurry or you'll miss the bus or something like that." Merida says as she walks inside our room.
I hurriedly prop my backpack on my back, "yeah I'm heading out, thanks Mer."
"You sure it's okay to dump your dress inside that bag? Won't it get ruined?" Punzie asks.
"What I'm more worried about is how you're more concern with the dress and not my well being Punz."
"You know it still bothers me that Jack only gets to take you to Tooth's wedding and not including us," Merida mumbles. "I mean as far as I know we were friends with Jack first."
"Oh stop sulking Mer, clearly something happened between them without us knowing, and since when were you keen on attending weddings and parties? Don't you hate all those things?" Punzie giggles.
I kiss the still sleeping Anna before walking out the room. "I'm going now girls, please look after Anna, and if anything goes wrong text me— no call me! 'Kay?"
"Yes Els, Anna's safe with us don't worry!" Punzie says.
"Say hello to the traitor for us! Give Frost our thanks for not inviting us!" Merida calls to me as I walk to the elevator.
I just giggle at what she said, but it is sad how I couldn't tell them the real reason why it's only me Jack gets to bring to the wedding. Oh how I wish Jack would just tell them about his "complicated relationship" with Tooth. I hate keeping things from friends.
As I got to the lobby Jack was there talking on the phone, "Oh she's here, yes we're going geez!" he says to the phone before hanging up.
And for a second I thought I felt my heart thump when I saw him but I just quickly brushed it off and I wave at him before he grabs my wrist and basically drags me outside to the bus stop.
"We gotta hurry Princess, my mom's been nagging me why we aren't at the bus yet."
"Yeah sorry for taking so long, I had to double check everything. Wouldn't wanna go there and forgetting my dress now right?"
He laughs at my dry joke. "It's not your fault Princess, I told you to meet me at 7 and it's still a quarter 'til then. It's just my mom you know?"
"She just doesn't want us to be late for the wedding Frost."
We got to the bus stop and surprise, surprise the bus to Burgess was already there.
I went to the seat at the very back by the left window. Jack follows suite and sits right next to me.
"How many hours did you say the travel time is?" I ask him.
"About 5 hours."
I pull out my phone and earplugs from my bag and say, "well I hope my phone will last the whole time, I gots to have my music!"
He laughs at me again. Geez his been giving me these weird laughs today.
"Hey you okay?"
He looks at me puzzled by my question and laughs. Again. "Okay? What do you mean? I'm fine!"
"Well you've been unusually laughing too much and it's getting kinda weird Frost."
"I have?" he scratches the back of his neck and lets out a huge sigh, "I don't really know Princess I guess I'm nervous?" He laughs again, "Crazy right? Like why the hell would I be nervous, it's not like I'm the one that's getting married."
I could see his eyes looking distant as he gazes outside the window as he talks. He must feel sad right now, with his first love marrying and all.
I offer him one of my earplugs, "wanna listen to some music? They say music helps in lightening moods."
He smiles at me as he takes it and I start my playlist. Coincidentally the bus started its engine as soon as I did.
An electro pop song starts to play through the earplugs.
"Hey this sounds great, what's this song?" Jack asks.
"It's uhm…" I clear my throat which I didn't know why but I did before I continued, "it's 'Like me Better' by Lauv."
"Oh it's the first time I've heard of this, it's really nice."
I stare at him as he closes his eyes, enjoying the music.
I could hear my heart thumping loudly as the chorus came in.
Damn, I like me better when I'm with you
I like me better when I'm with you
I knew from the first time, I'd stay for a long time 'cause
I like me better when
I like me better when I'm with you…
I could feel myself turning red as I clutch my rapidly beating heart. Did I have too much coffee today or what?
Thu-Thump
Dammit shut up you! And stop staring at Frost you weirdo, you'll melt him Jeez! That's what I said but I didn't listen to myself, I never do sadly enough. I kept staring at Frost as every lyric of the song flowed through my ear drums.
I don't know what it is but I got that feeling (got that feeling)…
Wait— do I? No I can't… Impossible! Nope not a chance… This is just the coffee…
Jack was visibly drifting off to sleep. Which was good, wouldn't want him to see me looking perplexed debating on my feelings for him. Wait feelings? Did I just admit it? No, that wasn't me. Nope not a chance! It's just the caffeine dammit!
Stay awhile, stay awhile
Stay here with me
Stay awhile, stay awhile, oh
I gulp and finally look away from the sleeping Frost. I place both my hands to my beet red cheeks trying to calm myself down, which I did for a moment.
The bus hit a small bump in the road that made everyone in the bus bounce with it, Jack and myself included. Jack's head falls to my shoulder and that instantly made me shudder. Hey that rhymed! Jeezuz Frost you even make me rhyme! What are you doing to me?!
He nuzzles into my shoulder like he just belongs there, I just stiffen not knowing what to do next. At least that's what I thought. My hand seems to have a mind of its own as it slowly and shakingly reaches towards Jacks head.
Hey hand stop it, I said sto—
My hand reached Jack's snow white hair and it slowly strokes it.
It's so soft. No wait, no! Bad hand! Bad!
The song ended but my heart was still thumping uncontrollably. The next song played and whaddyaknow another Lauv song plays.
Is my love too much?
Is it just enough for you, for you?
I don't hate these songs it's just not the songs I want to hear right now. I try to do slow breathing exercises to calm myself down. Okay Els, inhale, exhale. Inhale—
But I feel 'em in my chest
A tiny war within
But when I pull you closer
Girl, I can't explain…
Oh fuck it.
I scramble through my bag to get my phone and change the music. I click on my 'music to scream to' playlist and a Panic at the Disco! song starts playing.
My heart finally started to calm down.
Yup that was just 'cuz of my stupid travel playlist that's making me overthink things. I don't…like Frost that way…right?
I look down at Frost and gulp so hard I nearly choked on my own saliva. God dammit!
I ended up staring outside the window the whole 5 hours of our bus ride while Jack sleeps like a rock on my shoulders. He woke up when we were about a mile in from the bus stop that we were supposed to get off from.
"Welcome to Burgess!" He tells me as we got off the bus. From the bus stop we walked for a while passing by the town's small park. Jack talked about how he used to play a lot in that park and initiate snowball fights during winter. Apparently he still does that, with kids way younger than him.
After the park we passed by a lake, it looked so beautiful that I took a picture and sent it to Anna.
"You should see it during winter, it's where I used to practice skating," he tells me.
"Wow, that sounds so fun, I love skating," I say as I gaze to the lake.
"We should come visit here again during uhm winter," he says and he clears his throat.
I swiftly turn my head to face him and I see him nervously scratching the back of his head trying to look away from me. Wait did he just…
I felt my face turn red as I realized what he just said. He just asked me to come visit here again…
I open my mouth to try and say something but a loud screech cut me off.
"Jaaaaaackkkkk!"
Before I could even blink a small girl with auburn hair jumps to Jack's arms. What the… Where did she come from?
"Whoa slow it down snowflake you're gonna break my back jumping me like that," Jack says putting the little girl down. "You've gotten heavier too! You gotta lay off the chocolates young lady."
The little girl just laughs and hugs Jack. He hugs her back and for the love of all chocolates this is just the most adorable thing I have seen! I've never seen Frost this soft!
"I missed you Jack!" the little girl says.
"I missed you too snowflake," he says to her, gently patting her head.
I unconsciously let out a loud "awwwwwe" catching them both as well as myself off guard. Way to break their moment Els!
Jack jolts up realizing he had someone with him and he clears his throat. The little girl hid behind Jack, but I could visibly see her staring at me with her big doe eyes. She looks just like Anna when she was still a kid.
"S-sorry Frost, I didn't mean to break your moment," I say looking down and nervously tug a loose strand of hair from my face to the back of my ear as I feel myself flustering.
"It's okay Princess, this is my little sister Pippa," he says trying to show little Pippa to me but she just continues to hide behind him. "I know what you're thinking and yes I have an Anna too."
I laugh at what he says, "you say that like it's a bad thing."
"Well, little sisters can be a handful."
"Hey!" Pippa finally talks.
"Woop— sorry snowflake, I mean aren't little sisters just the most adorable thing!" pinches both of Pippa's cheeks.
She giggles and sneaks a glance at me and looks away as soon as I caught her. She whispers something to Jack still eyeing me.
"What? You want me to say that? No I can't?" Jack exclaims.
Pippa just nodded, showing poor Frost who's the boss.
Sighing in defeat, Jack stands up scratching his head and faces me. "You are beautiful…" he says.
I turn into a tomato when he said that, almost instantly might I add.
"Pippa wanted me to tell you that," he added.
I crunch down to meet Pippa's eyes and smile at her. "Thank you Pippa, you look beautiful too!" I say and I hold out my hand, "I'm Elsa, it's wonderful to meet you Pippa."
She smiles back at me and brushes past my hand and goes for my ear. She whispers to me, "Jack calls you Princess but I think you look more like a Queen."
I laugh at what she says and I whisper back to her, "Jack calls you snowflake and I think you are the most beautiful snowflake I have ever seen."
She giggles at what I said.
"So…should we go to the house now? Or should we just stay here giggling and miss the wedding entirely? I'm fine either way if you ask me," Jack grins.
"O-of course we should go," I say as I stand up.
Pippa tugs on my shirt as we were about to walk, "Elsa," she starts, "can I hold your hand while we walk?"
She stares at me with this cute puppy dog eyes like how can so say no to that? I laugh in disbelief, I look at Jack and he just shrugs. "Well how can I say no?" I say to her and held her right hand. She held Jack with her other hand and we started to walk.
When we got to Jack's house I got to meet his mother and she leads me to the guest room to get change. Pippa wanted to stay with me but her mother dragged her out since she needed to get change too as well as Jack. I pondered for a while looking around the room before I remembered the dress in my bag. I quickly took it out and spread it across the bed. Thankfully it didn't get too disheveled and still looks presentable.
There was a bathroom inside the room so I proceeded to wash my face before putting on my dress. I look to the room's vanity mirror after I put on my dress. Isn't this too much? I looked at my emerald green dress with a crystal like patterned sweetheart bodice hugging my body and a light green translucent short sleeves. It's long but it has a slit right by my knee which is visible when I walk. I might sit still the whole wedding, too embarrassed to walk around like this! And did I mention cape!? I flap around the long transparent emerald green cape attached to the back of my bodice. Pink flowers accented every part of my dress from the bodice to the cape. God I look like a walking garden!
I didn't really bring a lot of dresses coming to boarding school thinking I wouldn't need it. Hence, I only brought this and a white dress which isn't really appropriate for a wedding right? I mean I could get mistaken as the bride or something!
I wore a similar dress like this once during Anna's birthday, although it was blue and had longer sleeves than this, but still had the same design; the cape, the slit and body hugging bodice minus the flowers though. So anyway, I kept hugging myself the whole time during her birthday feeling all too conscious of myself. I guess I could already see it happening again today.
I went on to put make up; a touch of light pink eye shadow and a pink lipstick that should do it. I tied my hair to my usual loose French braid swept over my left shoulder. Well I guess this is it?
A light knock on the door startles me but I quickly move over to open it revealing a smiling Pippa now wearing a pretty pink tutu dress with a tiara over her hair. I see her eyes widen as I open the door, her mouth perfectly forming an O shape. "Hey Pippa you look—
"Queen Elsa!" she shouted.
"Hey keep it down there Pip," a now more polished Jack Frost pops up in front of the room wearing a grey vest over a long sleeve button up shirt with the sleeves folded until his elbow and a black and white checkered tie. His hair is still messy as how he usually wears it. "Why were you shout—
He stops as he looks at me.
"What?" I ask. "Is it too much? Oh my God it's too much!"
He didn't talk, he just shook his head, opening and closing his mouth.
"You look so beautiful Elsa that's what he's trying to say!" Pippa butts in.
Jack quickly covers Pippa's mouth laughing nervously, "that's not what I wanted to say, not that you don't look beautiful or anything. I mean you look amazing!"
I fidget for a moment. "T-thanks Frost." Geez Elsa stop fidgeting! Elsa Winters does not fidget!
Pippa breaks free from her brother and shouts, "your hand smells like fish Jack!" before running away.
"It does not!" He calls back at her.
She replies by sticking her tongue out to her brother.
So cute!
He adjusts his tie and clears his throat. "So anyway, what I wanted to say was, it's not too much Princess, it's perfect. You're perfect." He says giving me a sheepish grin along with it.
I felt my heart thump again. Oh no, it's back! "Uh-you don't look too shabby yourself Frost," I say as I try to calm myself internally. "You sure can clean up good huh, although are you sure you wanna go with the messy hair with that tie?"
He laughs as he brings up his hand holding a hair gel container, "I was about to tame it when I heard Pippa scream so I quickly came here to check it out and I ended up checking you out, oh wait that sounded way better in my head."
"Well I hope it was worth to check out," I laugh at his supposed joke. "Here," I grab the hair gel from his hand, "let me help you."
"Worth every second," I heard him say or something similar to that, I couldn't really hear him properly since he said it in an almost whisper.
I let Jack sit by the edge of the bed so now I tower over him. I get a bit of hair gel on my hand and brush it on Jack's hair, sweeping it up revealing his forehead. Wow this is the first time I'm seeing his forehead in full view and I gotta admit he rocks this look too! Wait, what the hell am I saying. Stop it mind Elsa!
I continue to brush up his hair and oddly enough Jack just sat there quietly, staring at me which makes me all the more flustered. "S-so, you still feeling nervous Frost?" I ask trying to break the ice.
Unexpectedly he grabs my hair gel filled hands, his eyes still focused on me. "No, since you're here with me," he says.
I quickly jerk my hand away from his, wiping it with a hand towel I had lying on the bed. I laugh nervously trying to make sense of what just happened and then it came to me. "Wow Frost that sounds like a cheezy-ass line from a horrible romance movie." I joke at him yet it seems he wasn't having it.
When I turned back to face him, he still looked unfazed. "I'm serious Elsa." He says grabbing the hand towel from me, wiping his hands with it.
"No you're not." I debate.
"Yes I am."
"No. You're not!"
"Yes I am."
"No."
"Yes." I can see a smirk curling up from his lips.
"See!" I ecstatically say pointing at him.
He raises both his hands up in defeat, "okay okay I give, I was just kidding."
Hah I knew it, he's clearly bothered by something he never flirts with me like that!
I pull him up from the bed and urge him to walk, "come on Frost, something's on your mind. That's why I'm here right? Stop all the bullshitting and just talk."
He lets out a huge breath and paces around the room. "I just don't know what I'd do when I see Tooth walking out the aisle later; I'm worried I might ruin the wedding Princess."
God I kept on raving about my own feelings the whole morning and never considered how Jack must been feeling today. Okay Elsa, now it's your turn to stop all the bullshit and be the good friend that you're supposed to be!
I grab his arm to stop him from walking around the room for the nth time. "Hey, you have me here with you remember?" I say giving him a warm smile to hopefully ease his tension. "If you ever feel like you can't handle it anymore," I lace my fingers around his and continue, "just grab hold of me, I'll keep you grounded Frost."
"Thank you, Princess."
"You're welcome."
We stood there for more than a minute more, hands together, eyes looking through each other and it just felt…right?
The wedding ended in a blink of an eye. Expectedly, Tooth looked ethereal with her wedding dress walking down the aisle. Waiting for her at the end of the aisle was her groom, he was this tall man with a blue grey hair swept up and he has this Australian accent when he talks. "She seems happy," I heard Jack say in the middle of the wedding. He was clutching my hand as soon as the wedding started until the end and fortunately he did nothing stupid.
After the wedding we proceeded into this beautiful garden near the church for the reception. Everyone was dancing and drinking and eating and everything seemed normal. That is, after dinner that I realized Jack had disappeared leaving me in the table with Pippa and her friends.
"Hey Pippa have you seen your brother?" I ask.
"He went to talk to Tooth a while ago, haven't seen him after that."
"H-he talk to Tooth?" I quickly stood up scanning the crowed for the snow haired boy.
God how difficult is it to find a white hair guy?
I started to walk around to look for him some more. In my search, I've seen several teachers from our school present in the wedding including the seemingly drunk Weaseltown dancing like a freaking duck! Oh I pity whoever he's dancing with.
I found Tooth with her now husband by the buffet table and I approach them in the hopes of knowing wherever Frost may have gone.
"Hey Tooth," I say gaining the attention of the newlyweds.
"Oh Elsa! Wow you look wonderful!" she says to me.
"I don't look half as amazing as you Tooth, you look sublime, also congrats to both of you on your marriage!"
"Thank you Elsa," she says patting my shoulder. "Oh and this is Aster Bunnymund, my husband, Aster this is Elsa, Jack's lady friend."
Lady friend?
"Pleasure to meet you mate," he says shaking my hand.
"The pleasures all mine, congrats again."
"Thank you!" Both of them say.
"Anyway Tooth, Pippa told me you were talking with Frost a while ago?" I ask.
"Yes we were, he seemed surprisingly calm though, maybe it's 'cuz you're here with him." She winks at me.
I brush of her last comment focusing solely on her first words, "Calm? W-uhm, did you happen to see where he went after?"
"No, but I remember he mentioned he would go walk around, not sure exactly where."
"Oh I see, thanks Tooth. Congrats again!" I say as I was about to leave but Tooth pulled me back to whisper something to me.
I walked around aimlessly by the edge of the garden heading to this small pond where there are lesser people. I completely gave up on looking for Jack as my mind got preoccupied with what Tooth had told me.
"I'm happy to see someone finally looking at Jack with so much care Elsa, thank you for liking him." Is what she whispered to me.
Gosh am I going to go back to this thought debate of liking him that way or not again? I mean I don't like him that way right? The care that she talked about was just as a friend right? Oh someone please tell me I'm right and Tooth is wrong.
As I walked closer to the pond I see a familiar white haired boy sitting next to the tree by the pond.
Well if you're looking for him he doesn't show up, and if you're not, he pops out like mushroom. Seriously Frost?
I try to walk away before he sees me. I'm not actually in the right mindset to talk to him right now.
"Princess!" I hear him call out. Well he saw me, so much for walking away.
I turn back and see him waving his hand, gesturing me to come over and I reluctantly do so.
When I got to where he was, I notice an almost empty bottle of wine by his side. He pats the grass next to him telling me to sit.
"Hey Frost, did you drink all that?" I ask as I strugglingly sat down beside him.
He laughs as he says, "Yup!" clicking his lips on the last letter of that.
Oh God! "Frost you're drunk! Are you even allowed to drink?"
He laughs again, "you're funny you know that Princess? Of course I am I'm 18 for fucks sake so this guy is gonna drink his ass out tonight!" he says abruptly standing up almost losing his balance. "Ooop, almost fell there, but I didn't!"
Oh my god he's completely drunk!
Struggling to stand up I still managed to, Gosh shouldn't have sat down if I knew I'd stand back up again.
Jack grabs my shoulder, taking me by surprise. "You know what's funnier Princess," he starts, his words slurring in his drunkenness, "I have been agitated the whole day thinking I'd ruin this wedding somehow but I ended up not doing anything ha-ha…"
"Which is good right?" I added.
"Yes it is! See you get it!" He looks at me with his eyes piercing through mine, "did I tell you how beautiful you look today Princess?"
My heart started to pound so loudly, "F-Frost, you're drunk, you don't know what you're talking about…"
"I peeerfectly know what I'm talking about Princess." He says grinning widely still staring at me. "Your dress is hella sexy, and you're hella beautiful," he tugs a stray hair away from my face.
"F-Frost, you're drunk." I nervously say.
Crap I can't even say anything else, what the hell Frost?
"So beautiful…" he pushes his face closer to mine.
Crap crap crap! He must be hallucinating right? He must think I'm Tooth right now, that's it! But still this is way too close for me!
He leans closer…and closer…and—
"Blaarrrghhhhhhhhh!"
Fuck, Jack Frost just threw up on me.
After Jack basically vomited his dinner on my dress, we brought him back to their house with the help of his mother and an extremely angry Pippa. She was angry at her brother for and I quote "ruining Queen Elsa's dress!" I told her not to worry about it but she still kept on nagging at her passed out brother. Their mother and I just laughed at the situation. I mean it is pretty funny. For a second I thought Jack was about to you know kiss me…
What the fuck? Why do I feel disappointed?
Jack's mother offered to wash my dress which I said not to mind it but she insisted so after I changed out of my dress I gave it to her. She told me to go rest at the guest bedroom saying I should get some shut eye as we were heading back to the Academy early tomorrow. Pippa whined about wanting to sleep with me, her mother disagreed at first but gave in in the end when I said it was fine.
It was past 3 am but I was still wide awake. My mind kept on raving about everything that happened today. Well leave it to Elsa Winters to overthink everything, great just great. I look at Pippa sleeping soundly by my side, oh how I wish I could go back to being a kid and not worry about anything and just sleep.
I got up and went down to the kitchen to get some water to hopefully drown myself to sleep.
When I got down the light in the kitchen was open and there he was, a now slightly sober looking Jack was there eating something by the kitchen counter.
Okay, not who I wish to encounter this early in the morning, it's already morning right? Best to go back up to the bedroom, is what I thought, but my feet says otherwise and walked towards the kitchen.
Oh fiddlesticks!
"W-why don't you look rather sober, how are you feeling Frost?" I managed to say as I walked in the kitchen.
He groans and covers his ears, "please don't scream Princess it's hurting my ears."
Okay.
"I wasn't screaming Frost," I say with an almost whisper tone.
"Sorry Princess, it's just the hangover or something everything just seems so loud."
"It's alright," I kept my almost whisper voice.
"Remind me to never drink a whole bottle of wine in one sitting, not a good plan apparently," he says rubbing the pint of ice cream he was eating on his head.
I got a glass from the cupboard and poured water on it and gave it to Jack and got another one for myself, "you should hydrate Frost you threw up quite a load last night."
"Thanks," he says taking the glass and drinking the water in one gulp. "And please tell me I didn't throw up in front of you, I can't seem to remember everything after I drank the wine."
He can't remember? Which means…
"Well not in front on me," I say.
"Ah good good."
"Technically you threw up on my dress."
"WHAT!?"
"Yeah," I say and drank my water.
"Oh fuck, sorry Princess I wasn't aware of what I was doing during that time."
"And apparently you weren't aware of what you were saying as well," I say with an almost inaudible voice.
"What was that?"
"I said fine, it's fine Frost, you were under the influence of alcohol everything you did was unaccounted for," I say looking down.
I'm pretty sure he noticed my change of mood. "Did I say something to you Princess?"
"N-no, nothing in particular really, I mean why did you decide to drink anyway Frost? And here I was thinking you were past doing anything stupid."
"Yeah I thought that too," he goes back to eating his ice cream. "You want ice cream?" he offers me.
I just look at him, waiting for him to answer my question.
"Okay, well more for me then."
"Frost."
"Okay okay," he sighs. "I talked with Tooth after the wedding…"
I know that.
"I told her I was happy for her, and I truly was."
That took me by surprise. "Y-you were?"
He scoffs, "yeah." He takes another spoonful of ice cream before continuing, "before coming here I kept on thinking how devastated I'd be when I'd she her exchange vows with someone else but when it came to that point…I don't know why but I felt happy."
He turns to look at me, "when I talked to Tooth I realized why, she was someone special to me for so many years and seeing her at her happiest made me happy too and she deserves to be happy!"
"You deserve to be happy too Frost," I say.
"Yeah and I am, right now." He laughs.
I gulp. His words weren't empty, it felt real and my heart oh my heart… Dammit!
"Anyway, I drank that wine thinking it would wash away my patheticness but I just ended up annoying you. Sorry."
I drank my water again thinking what to say next, I couldn't look at him and my heart was beating like crazy. "You aren't pathetic," I finally say something, "and you did not annoy me but you did annoy Pippa." I joke. Hah thank you my average level sense of humor!
He laughs, "yeah? Did I throw up at her too?"
"No you threw up at her Queen's dress so she's upset," I giggle.
He laughs again, "God she really worships you."
"Mm-hmm," I nod. "She even told me to stay with her and be her sister, she said she'd replace you with me," I whisper to him.
"What? After everything I've done for her?" He fakes hurt.
I laugh, "but I told her I already have my bags full with one overly hyped sister, two would be too much for me." I turn to him laughing, "you'll have to do for her for now."
"For now? What does that mean?"
"It means your position as Pippa's big brother is still shaky."
We both laugh and laugh. It wasn't 'til we stopped laughing when I realized how close we were right now. It was just like back at the pond.
Fuck.
"Thank you Elsa, for everything." He smiles and his eyes not leaving mine. "But you will not have Pippa, she's mine," he jokes, relieving the tension that was building up between us.
He goes to put back the remaining ice cream in the freezer and wash the spoon and glass he used.
I just remain at where I stood, frozen.
"I'll head back to bed now Princess," he says breaking my daze. "You get back to sleep to, were heading back to the Academy at 7."
I let out a huge breath I didn't know I was holding. As I watch him disappearing into the dark stairway my heart was still beating loudly, louder than it ever had. And I'm pretty sure my face is beet red right now too.
Holy mother of chocolates! I like Jack Frost!
I gasp at my realization. Well it wasn't quite a realization, it's more like my internal debate has finally come into conclusion.
I like him. Not just as a friend, but as someone special.
I like him.
For a while now I have had these feelings for him, I was just too stubborn to admit it but I do, I like him.
I like Jack Frost.
A/N:
Happy Valentines Day everyone! Updating right now becauseee V-day~~~ :D
Fun fact: the 2nd Lauv song that played while they were in the bus was 'Feelings' by Lauv
Idk, Lauv's songs just perfectly fit Elsa's inner turmoil lol aand I have been listening to way too much of his songs lately too. I recommend listening to his songs to everyone reading thiiis, they're really good y'all!
Anywaaay, that's it for now. 'Til the next chapter, toodles~~~