A Healing Hand

by darkgirl3

With Debbie's persistance Brian goes with her to check on Justin at Ethan's. They end up taking Justin to the hospital when they get there. (I will post a chapter each week. I have it already finished so no worries on that)

10. Doctor Visit

I Own Nothing

AN: Jumping days ahead with this chapter. If for some reason not up to my usual I'm sorry a bit of a cold, but wanted to post this for you all.

CN: Doctor visit and they finally get to be together physically.

Title: A Healing Hand

During the last week Justin had gotten better each day. His medication had also lessened so that he was only taking one pill. He was still doing the breathing treatments twice a day. He hadn't gotten short of breath in a couple of days which he had been glad of. Especially when it was during the kisses that Brian gave him that he enjoyed so much. His sex drive had kicked back in which Brian had caved to his need giving him a blow job twice. It hadn't been like he was the one giving the blow job.

That he knew would take more time to get back to even if he loved sucking Brian off. He had wanted to try, but Brian had tested to see if he could. He'd given him one of the smaller dildos and told him to see how it went. He'd started coughing and chocking cause even though he could breathe through his nose again he'd been testing for deep throat. It hadn't worked and Brian had told him it wasn't happening until his lungs were back to normal. He'd pouted and it was how he had gotten his own blow job; once he had stopped coughing for a while. He got it though because coughing his head off trying to pleasure Brian wasn't something Brian was going to let him do. He loved him too much to put him at risk for that.

It had let out some of the tension Justin had been feeling. Being stuck in the loft all the time had started driving him stir crazy. Even when he'd moved from the bed to the couch or taken a shower. Daphne hadn't tried getting him out of the apartment, but Emmett had attempted it. It had only been to go downstairs to see Cooper. Brian hadn't fully left yet since he'd been testing Emmett who had promised pain if he did it again.

Brian had brought Cooper upstairs instead after talking to Matt about it. He hadn't wanted Justin going anywhere outside the loft until he went to the doctor. Emmett had been good after that since Brian had said he'd bring a snake home if he tried it. It was one of the things he knew Emmett hated from a conversation once. Brian hadn't mentioned that he hated snakes his self which Justin knew he did.

~BJ JB BJ JB~

Justin had been glad when the doctor's appointment came. He hated going in general, but it had gotten him out of the loft. That he had enjoyed so much. He'd had been working on the comic nonstop when he felt good and had it finished in the day before. He had also completed all of his college assignments. He couldn't wait to see what the comic was going to look like when it was printed up which he hoped was the in two days.

Brian had gone over board probably putting four layers on Justin, but he didn't want him to get a back-set. When Justin had gotten into the exam room he had to take off his coat, hoodie, scarf, gloves, and stocking cap. He kept his long sleeve shirt on along with the thermal shirt that Brian had picked up during the week. Like he said Brian had gone crazy on dressing him for the cold. He also hadn't let him take anything off in the waiting room. Brian had also gotten one of those masks for Justin putting it over his mouth and nose. Justin had asked him why didn't he put him in a full body bubble. Brian had smiled at that thought wondering where he could get one. Justin had only shaken his head before pushing him out the door.

The bright side of feeling better besides getting to enjoy cumming again and more kisses was he'd gotten to help Brian on the campaigns. Brian had taken on Stockwell's opponent after his boss had signed Stockwell. They didn't want the man to win only to shut down every thing they loved. Justin wanted to make posters to make Stockwell look worse, but until he could leave the loft without risking his health he couldn't put them up. He had thought about getting someone else to put them up, but he wasn't sure how sneaky they could be. He was the king of stealth he knew from past experiences.

It was one of the reasons Justin was hoping that the doctor would say he could resume his normal life. Thanks to his teachers who had been understanding he hadn't missed much of his class work. Brian had turned in the things that were due, but he still had two tests to make up when he went back. It was another reason he wanted to get back to every day things. He was happy when the doctor finally came in since it felt like they'd been waiting forever. It wouldn't have mattered if he was doing something fun.

However only sitting there staring at posters wasn't. Once Brian had joked about giving him his own physical when they had come in to be tested once. He had gotten Brian to just that when they had gotten back to the loft that day. Brian might have also played cop once with him as well which had been fun too. He had ideas of other roles they could do if he got a good check up, but the first thing he knew he wanted to do was have sex. He was craving the feel of Brian's cock inside of him.

~BJ JB BJ JB~

Once the doctor had finished asking questions and checked the usual he wrote some things down. It was hard to believe that Justin was the same man that had come into the hospital two weeks ago. He had improved quicker than Dr. Carter had expected him to. Justin had improved more quickly than some of his other patients that had as severe pneumonia as he had. He asked what exactly Justin had been doing twice since he was wondering if he had a twin.

"My partner wouldn't let me do anything besides lay in the bed or on the couch half the time." Justin said with a smile over at Brian. "I tried getting up on my own he'd send me right back to the bed until four days ago. He wanted me to get better." Justin explained. Minus when Brian had been at work he had gone to the bathroom with his help too. "I slept a lot with the pills making me drowsy at the start of going home." He added leaving out the horrible part of having to be carried back to bed because he couldn't walk from lack of energy. It wasn't horrible having Brian do it, but the energy part was.

"You told him the only way he'd get well without taking double was if he took it easy." Brian added. "There was no way I was going to let him get worse than he was. He scared the hell out of me as it was so worse was not an option." He said returning Justin's smile with his own.

"Maybe we need to make more of you for my other patients who don't want to listen." Dr. Carter teased with his own smile.

He had seen how loving the two were to each other when he'd been seeing Justin in the hospital. Brian had never wanted to leave Justin's side unless he had to. It never ceased to amaze him how much love could help heal a person that was sick. TLC was something he also prescribed to his patients when he could. He did however want Justin to continue the breathing treatments. He dropped it to once a day instead of twice. He also gave Justin a refill on one of the medications he'd been taking.

~BJ JB BJ JB~

"I'd probably have to take all the copies of him too." Justin grinned thinking about more copies of Brian. The idea of his man being a twin turned him on a lot. Two Brian's fucking him or even a third to fill his mouth was going to be a dream he hoped he had that night. "There was one thing I did want to know. Is it okay to go back to our normal sex life. He wouldn't do me until you said we could." Justin pouted.

"I wasn't going to risk triggering an asthma attack or something." Brian countered. "You could barely breathe as it was. When I'm fucking you, you can barely catch your breath after we finish. I didn't want to kill you." Brian said kissing Justin not caring the doctor was there. "Yesterday you choked trying to stick an eight inch dildo in your mouth. I'm nine so it wasn't happening, Sunshine."

Dr. Carter shock his head with a chuckle seeing Justin's face turning red. "If you feel short of breath then use the inhaler that I prescribed. I see no reason why you two can't resume your sex life now that he's better. The breathing treatments will help prevent any future problems. They won't guarantee it won't come back, but it does help." He explained handing Justin both the prescriptions he had wrote out. The second one being a refill on the inhaler. "Come back in six weeks so I can check your lungs. I may take you off the nebulizer at that time." He added getting up. "I'll have your blood results in two days." He smiled at them.

"Thanks, Doc." Brian said giving Justin a wicked smile at the idea he had.

There was also the happiness of when they got the results back. Brian had gotten his done already, but hadn't wanted Justin to leave the loft before time to do his. He had the envelope at the loft waiting for when they got Justin's. He'd decided when Justin came home to him he was done with other guys. He only wanted Justin in his bed and body; he had bought a new mattress for them after all. He had also thought about something else after having Cooper there for two days. A dog wouldn't be a bad idea, but he wanted Justin to pick it out instead of getting a random one to bring home.

"Yes thank you. You saved me from a slow death." Justin said hearing the doctor laugh as he walked out.

He was also excited to get the blood test back. When Brian had brought it up two days before, he'd thought he'd been hallucinating again. Brian had been serious though and he had seen the envelope. He had wanted to go to the clinic to get it done then, but Brian had promised him he'd be sitting in a chair in the corner if he tried. That had kind of turned him on though, the time out chair. One time he'd been in it with a vibrator in his ass and a cock ring on. That was when he'd gotten back into sex after the bashing. He wouldn't mind getting back to that fun either because the doctor had said he could do whatever he wanted.

"Just wait until you two get out of here before you do anything." Dr. Carter added as an after thought opening the door back after a moment.

~BJ JB BJ JB~

Since Justin had been out of the one pill Brian had insisted on going to the pharmacy first. It had drove Justin crazy waiting for the medication since he had gotten hard with anticipation. Brian was in the same boat since it had been over a month since they'd had sex. Brian also grabbed some supplies while he was in the store. He hadn't been out of condoms, but he had gotten the box Justin preferred. They still had to wait a few months even after the results came back, but until then they'd be suiting up. He also got another bottle of lube in case. He wasn't sure if they wouldn't go through it with how sex deprived they had been, but you never knew.

Brian was sure that both their jeans were going to burst before they finally got in the loft an hour after the doctor's visit ended. They had made out in the Jeep in the parking lot of not only the doctor's office, but pharmacy as well. It had taken them a good ten minutes to get out of the Jeep once they had gotten to the loft too. He took Justin to the shower first though wanting to wash any germs that might have gotten on him while they'd been out. He had made Justin wear the mask even at the pharmacy to Justin's dislike.

He didn't want Justin to get something else if he could help stop it. He stripped Justin down before walking him into the shower kissing the entire time. They had to take more breaks not wanting to upset Justin's lungs. However, Brian found other places to kiss Justin during the breaks. The good thing was that Justin could go eight Mississippi's without needing an air break now. It was close to what he had been going before he'd gotten sick. There was also plenty of tongue which had Justin even happier.

By the time they made it to the bed Justin was on the edge of cumming. Brian had taken to fingering him open in the shower. He'd also given him a rim job that he swore was the best one yet. It might be because he hadn't had a good one in a while. Brian grabbed the condoms, lube, and Justin's inhaler in case he needed it before joining his man on the bed. Brian took his time slicking Justin up be careful not to hit against his prostate. It had been a good while probably two months since Brian had gotten to have him. He also took his time not wanting Justin to feel any pain since it had been a while.

Justin was gasping by the time Brian slid into his tight hot channel. Brian could swear it was tighter than it had been since he'd first fucked Justin over a year ago. They both moaned when Brian bottomed out. Justin moved his hands over Brian's arms not sure where to keep them. Brian moved his hands to Justin's hips holding him still debating on what he wanted to do. Part of him wanted to fuck Justin hard and fast. However, he went with the other thing he wanted even more. He pulled back before sinking back in snail slow, maybe slower.

They weren't going to last, but Brian wanted Justin to enjoy his self. he also wanted to show Justin how much he cared about him. He knew he'd done it from the moment he'd brought him back to the loft. Then it might have been when he'd carried Justin out of Ian's apartment. He loved the man below him in more ways than one. It was why Brian moved slow kissing Justin ever so often building to the finish. That love he felt was why he had come to another conclusion besides the test results and the dog.

~BJ JB BJ JB~

Justin held onto Brian's upper arm feeling his orgasm right before he exploded between them. He let out a shout of pleasure wrapping his legs around Brian trying to get him to move faster. Brian gave him what he wanted now that they were both cumming. He'd built it from a slow loving making to start with. Now as they spilled over he pounded into Justin the way they both loved it. Justin's head falling back after another kiss panting as Brian rammed him.

Brian let out a grunt before falling forward once the last rope came from his cock. He made sure to catch his self not wanting to crush Justin. He used his arms to hold him up looking into Justin's eyes. They were the brightest blue he'd seen them since Justin had gotten sick. Brian pulled free disposing of the condom before they took another quick shower to clean up.

Justin had only had to use the inhaler once right at the end before he'd gotten off the bed to shower. He hadn't cared though because he'd gotten what he'd wanted for a long time. It had been what he wanted before he even got sick, but he'd been too stupid in leaving Brian. Brian kept watching Justin as they had made loved the thoughts running through his mind. He wasn't ever going to find someone better than Justin. He didn't want to find anyone better than Justin either. The day before he had picked two things up when he'd gone to work. He had wanted Jennifer's approval even though he'd doubted she would say no.

He had thought about it so much not only now, but when he'd been taking care of Justin. The thoughts of him dying had sunk into him so much. He could still remember the one dream being beside Justin's grave. It had haunted him until he'd talked to Justin who had calmed his fears of that. Though he hadn't wanted to really know Justin's thoughts of death, it had helped to know he didn't want to be buried. They had decided to fix a few other things as well as draw up those living wills and Brian had changed his actual one. He'd also gotten his lawyer to make one for Justin. This experienced had made them both think about the future.

Justin had wanted everything he had to be divided as best could. If Brian was still alive it was four, if for some reason it happened and they both went together or Brian first, it would be three. Gus, Jennifer, and Daphne were who Justin left his things to, Brian if he was alive still. He'd also entrusted Brian with what Gus got, if not it would be Daphne or his mom. His living will had stated he didn't want any machines, which he had mostly just updated that one. In his will he had said he wanted to be cremated though. There wasn't going to be a grave to visit since he'd thought about that more than once. He'd had his on nightmares about graveyards so that wasn't about to be his fate. Brian's nightmares and his own in the resent weeks had seen to that.

~BJ JB BJ JB~

Brian had gone to the bedroom first since Justin had wanted to fully dry his hair first. He'd thought about offering to do it, but he wanted to do something more important. While Justin had been taking care of his hair Brian went to the hiding place he had been keeping what he'd picked out taking them out. He looked at them with a smile before going back to the bedroom waiting for Justin to come out. He was slightly worried that Justin might think he'd lost his mind. He was hoping for a yes, which Jennifer had said shouldn't be a problem. Justin was crazy over him after all.

Justin walked out of their bathroom fixing to say something when he found Brian standing there looking nervous. He could tell that something was up since Brian hadn't looked like this ever. There was a smile starting to form once their eyes met though so maybe nothing was wrong. Justin smiled back before he walked over to Brian giving him this impish grin.

"What's going on, stud? You not hating it now that we can have sex are you?" He asked joking.

"Hell no, I'd have to be insane to ever want to have anyone else. You are the most amazing person that I know. It's not only the sex either, Justin. We've gone without for a while and where as that was wonderful; it wouldn't be a deal breaker if for some reason we couldn't. I want you to know that I'm truly sorry that I ever let you doubt how much I love you. I got so fucking scared that you would get inside and I don't know what I was thinking. All I know is that I never want you to doubt how much I love, want, and need you in my life again. You are my prince, my better half, and the reason I want to be a better person and dad. You've shown me so many things since we met. Would you keep doing that and marry me?" Brian asked before he held his hand out showing Justin the rings that were in the box he'd had them in. "You did tell them I was your future husband at the hospital." He smiled.

Justin was shocked to say the least since this wasn't what he'd been expecting. He didn't see one bit of doubt in Brian's eyes though. There was so much love there that he felt like he was drowning. He nodded his head feeling the tears starting to leak from his eyes that had been forming listening to Brian's speech. He couldn't believe that he had ever doubted Brian loved him. They had both slipped up though, but they weren't going back there again.

"Say it, my prince." Brian said when Justin kept nodding his head. "I want to hear it."

"Yes, yes, a billion, zillion yeses." Justin said before Brian moved in capturing his mouth in a loving kiss. It went on until they were both breathless pulling apart looking into each other's eyes. "I don't want to do it until the spring or summer though when we can actually go outside. I may have dreamed about it a couple of times while I was in the hospital and here." He hadn't thought it would ever come true though. He figured it would also be about the time they could go with nothing between them.

"Anything you want, Sunshine." Brian said before he slipped the ring onto Justin's finger. "I didn't want to go with two so I thought we could make these both in one. When we get married we can add the date to it." He added before he thought about something else. "I think Taylor-Kinney sounds good if you wouldn't mind two names?" He asked.

"Of course I want your name, I think Brian and Justin Taylor-Kinney sounds wonderful." Justin said before he wrapped his arms around Brian's neck going in for another kiss.

~BJ JB BJ JB~

They got back in the bed laying on their sides after a few more kisses, Brian behind Justin, sliding back into him. It was Justin's favorite sleeping position out of all of them. Waking up feeling Brian inside of him had been something he had missed so badly. He couldn't wait until six months was up so he could really feel him.

"When we wake up I want to cook something for lunch." Justin said. "Besides sex, I have missed that the most. Right now I want plenty more of these though. Always love your sleepy hugs." Justin smiled turning his head kissing Brian. He loved all the hugs he got from Brian knowing they were usually meant for only Gus and him. While he had been sick they had been extra special and he'd known Brian's love.

"Sounds nice, but right now we sleep. Not being able to cum in weeks and finally doing so will make anyone tired." Brian mumbled half asleep already.

He felt happy that Justin had said yes to getting married. It was probably going to shock the hell out of their friends and family though. It didn't matter because Justin was his forever as far as he was concerned. It might not be legal when they did it, but in his mind and Justin's it would be real. One day when it was legal they'd get married again. All the nervousness had caught up to him and today being Justin's appointment too. He'd been worried that something could be wrong, but it hadn't been.

Justin let out a laugh linking his fingers with the ones Brian had moving over his stomach. He would have gladly gotten Brian off, but he'd said no. Until he was healed he didn't want him attempting anything that would endanger him. Justin thought it was sweet the way Brian cared about him. He was going to make things up to Brian and thank him once they did wake up. He still owed Brian for walking out on him and letting him come home. Brian told him so many times he didn't owe him anything, but in his mind it could have easily gone wrong. The fact was he could have died or he'd hurt Brian too badly for him to care. For the time being he'd sleep too finally back to almost normal. He took one more look at the engagement/wedding ring before he slipped off into the dream world.

~TBC~

Three more chapters to come and this story will be finished. It's been fun writing it thanks in advance for reviews and kudos. Hope you liked that little surprise I added it in while editing the chapter. And Valentine's day is only two days away so was in the loving mood for them.