I Own Nothing

AN: Surprise chapter for you all hope enjoy this. Feeling a little better right now than did yesterday.

CN: More alone time for Brian and Justin

Title: A Healing Hand

Justin was glad when he found supplies for the things he needed to cook in the fridge. He didn't want to go out again or send Brian to get stuff. They had put off getting out of the bed until their stomachs had demanded food. Justin was chopping the ingredients up while Brian watched him. He knew Brian liked to help, but Brian's hands had kept roaming. There was a risk of ending up cutting something vital off if it had been kept up. He had sent Brian to the stool to watch until he got everything chopped up. It wasn't like he hadn't enjoyed what Brian had been doing, but safety was first. He would have loved spending time in bed, but he needed food. He had also been dying to cook something. When Daphne had cooked for him was when his taste buds had returned to him. Food had been so wonderful again instead of the blah taste he'd had of it.

Brian smiled even if he had been put in the time out stool. He didn't want Justin to get hurt, but he really hadn't been able to resist him. He had endulged in so much sex with Justin since they had gotten back. The nap they had taken wasn't the only one. They had woken up and he'd been ready to go again. He'd switched it up letting Justin fuck him too needing the connection that way as well. He wasn't about to let anything screw them up this time. He had already ended his ties with Michael after what had gone down. No one would stand between Justin and him this go around. He was going to work at making sure that Justin was happy. He was happy as well since Justin had agreed to marry him. He wanted to celebrate as much as they could, but to do so there would be food required. He couldn't wear Justin out into exhaustion that would be bad.

He'd been stupid in thinking shoving Justin away had been the answer in the past. He'd asked Justin since he had brought him home if he was happy. Every day he got the same answer, yes. Even when Justin had been sick as could be he'd said he was happy with him. He would have known if Justin was lying to him since he remembered from before. Justin had looked guilty every time he had been near him. Now there was nothing but smiles on both their faces. The pneumonia was a wake up call that he could have easily lost Justin if he hadn't been careful. He wasn't talking about another person either, it was his own pride he could have lost Justin to as well as death.

"Can I please come over there and touch you again?" Brian asked after a few minutes. He was desperate, even if he was hungry, to have Justin again.

"Not until we are eating Buck-o." Justin laughed seeing the want in Brian's eyes that mirrored his own.

He was so happy right now and felt so much love from Brian. He'd woken up in his arms earlier laying there. Before they'd had sex again Brian had held him placing kisses on him. He'd guided his hands over his body in a massaging touch. He'd almost fallen back asleep with how relaxing it had felt. He'd never tell Brian, but it felt like he was a big teddy bear holding him at times. It felt like this fantasy, but it was a beautiful reality. He had everything he had hoped for in the past, but it had been scary how they got here.

"That's going to take forever, just give me one kiss until then." Brian offered hoping that it would work.

Justin shook his head laughing moving what he'd chopped up into the frying pan. He'd decided to go with a stir fry for the night. He had already put the chicken in the oven so it could bake up first. While his back was to Brian, the naughty one, got off his stool going around to where Justin was at. Justin hadn't heard Brian move from the stool which got him to jump a little feeling arms wrapping around him. He should have known that Brian wouldn't stay on the stool until he was done.

~BJ JB BJ JB~

Brian tried to be good, but it was impossible to do so. Justin finally gave into Brian's questing hands letting them wonder all over. They always brought him this happy content feeling which he loved. One of the best things in the world to him was Brian's arms around him. It felt like this safe place that nothing could get to him at. He was beyond turned on by the time he finished the stir fry that Justin was sure he was going to explode. Brian's hands hadn't stayed above the clothes or waist. His cock was leaking more than it had been before, but his stomach was begging to be fed, but not cum this time. He turned Brian around leading him to the table where he sat him in the chair. Brian thought he had gotten his way, but Justin wasn't having it making him stay when he tried to get up. Just to be on the safe side Justin sat on the opposite side of the table. The whole time they ate he kept his eyes on Brian though.

Justin kept grinning the entire time too after each bite. He knew that Brian wanted to tear his clothes off again. He was pretty much back to normal besides having shortness of breath. It would be there for a while the doc had said, up to six months was possible. Justin took his time eating enjoying each bite. He teased Brian too deliberately sucking on the fork to get the extra sauce off of it. He also moved the piece of chicken strip in and out of his mouth a couple of times.

By the time they were done eating Brian was about to cum in his pants. Justin had done it to him before too. One time he'd actually gotten him to cum in his pants. No one besides Justin had ever done that to him not even when he'd been a teenager. Justin was the exception to everything in his life. He had gotten him to throw out so many of his rules that were prehistoric. It was a good thing too, but right now he wanted to fill Justin's ass again. He knew that Justin was doing it to him on purpose which was fine with him. He would do it right back and had.

Justin put the dishes in the dishwasher and the left overs up all the while keeping an eye on Brian. He looked up the last time not seeing Brian in the chair. Instead he was face to face with a very naked Brian who was clearly ready to erupt. Brian got Justin out of the kitchen area bending him over the couch. Justin was still open from their countless times since they first got back. He did add lube before he thrusted into Justin.

~BJ JB BJ JB~

Brian made sure not to go too fast not wanting Justin's breathing to act up. However, he did go as quick as he dared loving the sounds Justin was letting out. He held onto Justin's hips moving in and out with nothing but grunts his self. He had promised Justin the day they could have sex without it affecting his ability for air he'd make sure he didn't forget it. He was definitely doing that at the moment striking against Justin's prostate getting shouts of pleasure from Justin.

Justin gripped the couch cushion calling out Brian's name, hearing his own in return as they came together. He was going to be walking funny for a few days the way they were fucking like there was no tomorrow. He didn't give a damn though because it was some of the best sex they'd had. He was sure it was over due make up sex from when he'd agreed to come home. There was also the ring on his left hand that he loved looking at.

With the pneumonia he hadn't been able to do anything. Kissing had left him short of breath and lead to coughing at times. Even snuggling up with Brian had resulted in a few coughing fits when he'd gotten over heated. It was good to be practically back to normal now so they could have as much sex as they wanted. He hadn't needed the inhaler this time which he thought was a plus. It had been on the couch in case he had needed it.

Brian pulled free of Justin disposing of the condom before taking Justin to the shower. He cleaned Justin up before letting him return the favor. They made it back to the bed once they dried off laying there for a moment or two. It was still early, but Brian wasn't about to take Justin out to their usual fun before he'd gotten sick or left. He wanted him all to his self and besides Jennifer and Daphne no one knew that Justin had gotten a good check up. They'd wanted at least today before they let the others know. It was more they'd wanted to have as much sex as they could before interruptions happened. There was also the fact the moment they said they were engaged it would be a wind storm.

~BJ JB BJ JB~

"What would you like to do, besides each other?" Brian asked moving his hand over Justin's side.

"There is something I need to do tomorrow." Justin said linking his fingers with Brian's. "I don't want to kill the mood, but I need to do it for closure if nothing else." He added biting on his bottom lip before looking up at Brian.

Brian groaned, but he knew what Justin meant. He had known it was coming since he had gotten Justin out of that apartment. They hadn't mentioned the bastard in days. It was like he hadn't existed, but they knew he had. They knew deep down they were always going to remember what happened even if they tried forgetting it. Brian couldn't forget the image in his head of Justin laying on the couch under the thin blanket.

~BJ JB BJ JB~

"I'm going with you and no objecting either. He could have killed you by not taking you to the hospital, Sunshine. Carl said you could have pressed charges for something. I wanted to kill him for being cruel enough to just dump you on the couch. I couldn't be anywhere near him then or I would have done something. If I hadn't been carrying you out of the apartment that day I would have decked him." Brian admitted. "We're both at fault to what happened as to your leaving. However, he's responsible for what happened while you were there. Even if I agree with Deb that you two were never real. You and I are real, this is real." Brian said touching their rings together.

Justin smiled knowing that Brian would have punched Ian, what he'd started calling him too, for what he'd done. He had laughed when he'd been told that Debbie had slapped Ian in the face. He knew that he was loved not only by Brian but his family as well. Everyone from his mom to Vic. Emmett had dropped in countless times telling him ways he could make Ian or Michael vanish if he really wanted them to. Justin had liked some of them, but Emmett had loved how he had gotten Zephyr to die in the comic, which he had finished. Brian had even taken it to the publisher for him to get it made into more copies.

Michael hadn't bothered contacting him thankfully. He was sure that Ben was the reason for him staying away. When Ben had come over to see him he'd promised he would do his part in keeping the peace if they ran into Michael. Justin had let him know he wasn't mad at him and he'd even told him to come by more. They had broken off relations with one not both. It wasn't like they had to take both of them. They were separate people thankfully because Justin liked Ben as a friend. Michael could take a flying leap into oblivion for all he cared. Justin had told Ben however he should do what was best and maybe find someone that was a hundred times better than Michael. He was hoping that Ben would take that advice in the end he was worth more than Michael's crap. Ben was a kind, loving, and caring man that deserved better.

"Thank you for loving me and caring about me. People always think that I use you for stuff or that I'm just a good fuck to you. The ones that actually see beyond that are the ones that matter. You support me even when I was stupid enough to think you didn't love me or care for me. You kept paying for my college and even if you didn't knock on the door you still went there every day. I know you would have finally knocked one day if this hadn't happened." Justin said before he leaned in kissing Brian. "You are also welcome to come with me. The only thing I ask is that if it warrants any physical contact I get to do it. I've been itching to punch the living shit out of him since he tossed me on the couch." He smiled a devilish grin once they broke apart. "I just couldn't manage it at the time."

Brian laughed nodding his head in agreement to Justin's demand. "Okay, but you'll owe me cause I really wanted to do that." He said. "I wanted to hit him since I found out who he was to start with. I think it would have better results coming from you if it comes to that though. He'd really get the message that you don't want him anymore." Brian stated. "You're welcome by the way. I know you're worth a gazillion times more than what people see in you at times." He added before saying. "It will be nice to know what he says about this too. After all he couldn't make you happy enough for one of these to stay." Brian lifted Justin's and his hand up linking their fingers where their rings were.

Justin couldn't help making his smile even wider at Brian's compliment. He hated it had taken him getting sick to realize what a mistake he'd made. Brian definitely could be romantic and he was always lovable. He couldn't wait until it was official and changed their names. He was thinking about doing that part sooner though not months from now. He wanted a wedding sure, but becoming Brian's was something he'd dreamed about now. He may have written their names a few times together even before prom. Brian had seen it once and said not happening, but he'd only replied with a 'we'll see.' He'd been right all along in thinking he would be Brian's one day.

He had thought about doing something more legal when it came to snot face. That would have meant he had to admit that there had been something there. He wanted nothing to do with him anymore. He would get away with this, but they knew how evil he was. It had been a hard lesson to learn, but it had been one he needed. It still sucked like hell knowing he could have doubted the man he actually loved. Brian was a wonderful person that he was going to get to spend the rest of their lives with. Ian was a bad taste in his mouth like the cough pills he'd had to take cause the liquid he was allergic to.

Justin rested his head on Brian's chest listening to his heart beating. He'd done it a lot of times in the past to assure his self after the bashing that Brian was there. He had missed the sound of it beating against his ear so much when he'd been gone. He'd indulged so much since he'd gotten out of the hospital. The feel of it beating and Brian's hand moving over his back had him falling asleep again. Brian moved his hand over Justin's back happy that today had been filled with a lot of happiness. They were going to make so many moments in the future he knew.

~TBC~

Two more chapters to come and this will be finished. It has been great writing this for the four months in November to February it took to complete it. Thanks for reviews and kudos. I also thank you for input when I asked.