Chapter 4
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Vamomoftwins and Julia are appointed as the CBI agents who will investigate further into Ana's kidnapping. This is because these guys have guessed who Ana's kidnapper is. But unfortunately no one is even close about guessing the main person responsible for it.
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" Jose….", I breathe. He smiles, or if you could call it that. His lips curl at the corners, exposing his sharp canine and his eyes shine with a cocktail of emotions. Joy, pride, anger and of all lust.
He looks like the devil incarnated in human form. I cringe in fear and betrayal. I thought that he liked me, that he was my friend, a shoulder to lean on in times of need.
He comes closer and crouches in front of me. He lifts me off the ground awkwardly and rests me on his lap. i writhe in disgust and instantly feel his hard on under my thighs. I suddenly feel like vomiting all over him. I have known him since two years but I have never seen the monster behind his warm and friendly demeanor.
My hands and legs are tied up at my back, so I can't move away from him, especially because his hands are wrapped around me, holding me to him.
He sniffs in my hair and plants a kiss on my tear stained left cheek.
My urge to vomit grows.
" Please Jose .. please.. let me go. I beg you… please.. I won't tell anyone… just let me go..", I plead and continue to struggle in his arms.
He frowns for a millisecond, clearly angry that I don't want him the way he wants me. But then his face lifts in a devilish grin.
" Oh Ana.. I had wanted you since the first time I saw you. Trust me I wanted you then because I loved you. But you betrayed me. You left me for him. For that bastard!", he growls and tears well up in my eyes. These are not only tears of fear but also of anger.
" I never showed any interest in you JOSE! I never…. I just loved him.. always him… not you..", I snap at him. this seemed to fuel his anger. He squeezes me in his arms and all the air leaves my lungs.
Then suddenly he lets me go and throws me face down on the floor. I feel a prick of needle in my arm and I before I black out again I hear him say, " But you will me mine now. Mine to do as I please..".
Christian's pov.( Before Ana was kidnapped)
I run my fingers through the soft material of the silver tie Ana has given to me. I lick my lips and try to remember his taste, her smell. She has become my favorite flavor since last night. My cock twitches in agreement.
" Christian darling… come downstairs. See what I have got for you", I hear mom shout. I keep the tie safely in my wardrobe and head downstairs.
I walk into Elliot in the hallway and he is wearing his smug face. I instantly start preparing some kick ass comments in my mind.
" Happy Birthday my dear brother. I was wondering what you have been doing in your bedroom since the morning. Let me guess… counting the hairs on your balls? Oops! I am sorry bro…. I forgot they were removed when you were born… left you sterile..", and he bursts out laughing…
Elliot is so famous for his stupid jokes.
" Says the one whose has no dick but lips down there… Well don't get angry with me.. I heard Kate saying something like… Elliot…small… down there… boring… sex.. to Ana…just FYI bro..", I tell him in my most serious tone and tap his shoulder in a understanding gesture. I hurry downstairs, leaving behind a very shocked Elliot.
Mom greats me with a bear like hug. She plants her lips on my left cheek and gives me her well known Vaccum-cleaner-kiss.
" My Baby … happy birthday..", she sings for the hundredth time.
"Look what I have made for you..", she announces excitedly and hands me a woolen sweater. It is black and has a single grey band in the chest region. I love it instantly. Not just the design, but the love I see in every fiber of the handmade clothing.
"Thank you so much mom. It is beautiful. You knit like a professional", I exclaim and engulf her in another hug.
Within an hour, I am given a gift from every member of my family. Dad gives me a French encyclopedia, Mia surprises me with a pair of shapeless gloves ( I love it anyway, because she has made it) and Elliot gives me a golf stick. I love everything and give everyone of them a hug…Even Elliot.
I put on the sweater and try really hard to put of the gloves, though quite unsuccessfully. I pack two pieces of the chocolate cake that mom made me, in a Tiffin box, and hurry to Ana's.
All my happiness and excitement drains when I spot Ana standing at her gate with Jose. She is smiling at him like she fucking loves him and he is looking at her like she is a bloody morsel of some delicacy.
A thousand questions pop into my mind- does she like him-love him? More than me? Is she double dating? Will she leave me?
Jose leaves and Ana stands there for a few more minutes glancing at her phone. I want to go to her and tell her that I saw them, ask her if it meant anything at all, but something at a dark corner of my mind stops me from doing so. A painful thought that she will leave me if she thinks that she has been caught double gaming.
I hurry back to my house.
In the evening, my fear and disappointment that Ana might leave me has switched into something else, Anger.
I am wearing a suit that mom has selected for me. I don't really care about it but I think the group of beautiful ladies surrounding me does. I would really have enjoyed this, if I had not been turned into a lovesick puppy by Ana.
Still I continue to flirt with them, my anger getting the better part of me.
Then I feel a pair of arms engulf me in a choking hug from the back. ANA!
Instantly my anger is mixed with lust and love. It's a heady cocktail and it overwhelms me.
I carry her to an isolated place and start kissing her. I hear her minimal protests but choose to ignore them. I want to show her that she belongs with me not him. But mom interrupts us and throws some filthy accusations at Ana. I am too overwhelmed by emotions to defend Ana. I cannot think straight.
I mouth her a sorry when mom drags me to a secluded corner to talk.
" Christian .. how many times have I told you that you should stay away from her! She is after your money darling.. The bitch wants to live in the big house …. She is a who..", Mom says in a concerned voice. I cut her off mid sentence as I know what is coming and I cannot bear it.
" Stop it mother! You are wrong about her, you always were. She loves me …I.. I know it..", I say, my voice sounding uncertain at the last part.
" I just don't want you to get hurt", she caresses my face.
She continues to speak but I don't hear her anymore. I want to go back to Ana. I want to apologize to her for being rude and also for the filthy words mom threw at her. I know she is waiting for me outside. Mom finally finishes her i-know-the-world-better-than –you speech and lets me go.
I hurry to get back to Ana. Shock and hurt threaten to choke me when I don't find her outside. She's gone. She has left me. I register a vibration in my phone but mom comes to my side and takes the phone from me as soon as I fish it out of my pocket. "It must one of your aunts. I will handle her. You go and have fun" ,she says and walks away leaving me behind to fight with the darkness. Alone.
I don't bother to go after her and ask for my phone. My distant relatives have been calling me since the morning to wish me for my birthday. I don't have any desire to talk to them now. Moreover I know that if I get my hands on it I will gaze at it till the screen comes to life with Ana's face in it. But deep down I know she is never going to call me again.
The rest of the evening passes in a slow torturous manner. I have to wear a fake smile to look like the perfect birthday boy to our guests. My eyes remain stuck to the entry gate, waiting for my princess to come back to me. But she never comes. After two hours or so I decide to search for her. I search for her in house, then the streets and then finally the park. When I came to the park, I was pretty sure that I will get her here, but I was only disappointed further. Resigned I go back to my house.
Mom returns me back my phone and I immediately check for texts from Ana. But today is a day of disappointments. My inbox has nothing new for me. I almost jump off the bed when I see that there is a voice mail from Ana. She loves me! I knew it.
I play the voicemail and Ana's voice fills the room.
"" Christian I hate you. I think we should part ways so that you could continue playing mama's boy and I could preserve my dignity. Don't show me your smug face again". Each syllable is laced with anger and hate.
I flinch as I hear her voice. Once full of love, now full of hate. For me.
Tears threaten to fall from my eyes. I feel my heart burn. I want to cry. She hates me. She never wants to see my face again. I spoiled everything. I..I..
I climb out of the window and run to her house. I have to talk to her. This is not happening.
Her window is locked. I try to see through it. There is no one in her room. A flower bouquet lies on her bed. Jose! Motherfucker! Suddenly my phone rings. Its dad.
" Christian where are you? Ana is missing. We have got a..", i hang up and I run towards my house as fast as I can.
My father holds out a folded piece of paper to me. He is wear sad and understanding look in his face. This has to be bad, he never looks understanding.
My mother comes to stand at my side and places a hand on my shoulder. I open the letter and my world turns upside down.
" Dear Christian,
I am going away with Jose. I want to tell you that I never loved you and that your mother is right. It was always about money. But I really like Jose. Now that he has got his money matters solved, I can be with him. You should know that I care for you and that I am going away because I don't want you to see us together. I know that you love me. But love is for fools. And you are too gentle. It was so easy to break you. Make you fall for me. I loved the expensive gifts you gave me. Jose is not gentle and I mean it in a different way. Just my type.
Bye forever Christian. Hope you have a good life ahead.
Ana "
The tears that threatened to leak earlier are rolling down my cheeks now. Unbidden and Unleashed. I feel my mom hugging me, trying to soothe me, but I know that I am dead inside. I know that nothing is going to be right again. Nothing is going to be the same again. My sun shine, my happiness, my love has gone away. It's only 'her' and 'me' now. 'We' never existed. 'We' were a lie.
Ana pov
Cold water splashes against my face and wakes me up from my drug induced sleep. I try to move away and realize that my hands are untied. Jose picks me up from the ground and throws me on a chair. My legs are tied so I can't move away from him. Before me lies a notepad and a pen on a wooden table.
Jose produces a piece of paper from his pocket and gives it to me. I open it and start to read it.
Hateful words dance around my eyes. Hateful words to Christian from me.
" This is not true… I love him", I snap at Jose.
" I don't care if you love him or whatever… write down the exact words in a page and give it to me .. now!", he shouts at me.
" I will never…", I start to say but he slaps me hard across my face. I cry out more from shock than from any real pain.
" You will do it Ana. Or I will make sure Christian dies a very painful death..", he spits at me and produces a gun out of his pocket. I cringe in fear. No please not Christian. I will do anything. Kill me but please don't hurt him.
I don't reply Jose because I think I have lost the ability to speak, to think, to breathe. I just turn away from him and start writing the letter he asked me to write.
AFTER 10 YEARS
Christian's pov
I fuck her as hard as I could, like a fucking bronco. Her slick and hot tightness engulfs me every time I thrust into her, pushing me closer and closer towards the edge.
I am fucking her doggy style. My left hand has a hard grip on her brunette hair. With my right hand I am pinching her right nipple. Her petite frame is bent like a bow. I can hear her moans through her gag. I can't make out whether she is crying or moaning with pleasure. But I hope it is the first. I want to hurt her. I continue slamming against her ass dragging her into her third orgasm of the night. Her ass looks lovely, covered with angry red welts.
After I orgasm I pull out of her and discard her like she is some rejected piece of clothing. She rolls on the front and her blue eyes meet mine. They are red and tearful. My heart swells with joy and satisfaction. I hurt her again today.
I get dressed and exit the hotel room without a second glance at her.
Ana's pov
Jose rolls towards me and caresses my face. It has been ten years and still now I have not grown accustomed to his touch. I still flinch inwardly when he touches me. But I lie there still, like a dead body, just like I have been doing since ten years. He might be the master of my body but he can never have my heart. I am only Christian's.
Jose pecks me on my lips and leaves the room without another word. I lie there fantasizing about waking up next to Chris. I do this every morning, every night, every moment. I miss him. Every time I try to forget about him, his thoughts grip my mind tighter.
Lily steps into the room with my breakfast. She is Jose's whore no.2 and my only friend here. She offers me pancakes and I munch on them hungrily.
" Oh Lily, you are going to spoil me! These are so tasty", I exclaim.
" Thank you Ana. So did you…?", she asks me her everyday question.
"No Lily you know that I don't even like Jose… The only man that I have ever loved is Christian..", I give her my usual reply.
" Ana you know, your ex is a sadist. Last night he hurt a girl so badly that she won't be able to walk for a week maybe. He has hurt so many of them. The most frightening thing is that they look just like you", Lily says sadly.
Next Chapter is going to be about Christian and Ana.
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