I am extremely sorry for the late update.

Daytonalay .. yeah you are right that he truly loves her but circumstances change people.

Joan.. yeah maybe a part of him does… I hate Jose too but he has kept Ana like his queen..

Loveisforforever…Hate him but don't hate him…*love emoticons *

Karynthesnake….i completely agree

Guest… he will definitely find out…but not through Lily..

Harleymaria...thank you sweetheart

Julia…Be on my side and keep motivating.

This one is for all you guys!

Ana pov

Lily comes rushing through the door when I am painting my nails with a pink nail polish.

" Ana, hurry get naked and kneel on the bed, Jose is on his way", she shouts, breathless.

WHAT THE FUCK!

I roll my eyes at her.

" And why on earth should I do that, sweetheart?", I ask sardonically.

" It is his order, he is in a bad mood Ana, just fucking do it", she practically shouts at me.

" Well fuck him and his mood swings… just go now.. and shut the door behind you", I tell her without looking. Yes, I am being short to her because in the morning she had said those awful things about Chris. She has to apologize for that!

And moreover I never obey Jose, and fortunately he has accepted this fact.

" Alright Ana, I was just doing my job.. but it would be", I cut her mid-sentence," Do you have red nail polish?"

She glares at me and stomps out of the room.

Yeah I am not the soft spoken Ana you have met before. My past has turned me into a bitch.

Suddenly the door opens again Jose walks in with an excited smile.

He takes my getup and his smile changes into a frown.

" Lily didn't inform you?"He asks.

" Yeah she did, but I don't want to". I reply back, irritated.

" That is not up to you", and I can see that his control on his temper is slowly slipping away.

" Fuck you. Leave me alone." I order him.

Actually Jose asking me to wait for him undressed and his being angry at my disobedience is something new.

Though he has asked me a number of times to have sex with him but he has never forced me to do the same. So we have not had sex for about nine years. And today he is being totally weird.

I hear a low growl from the other side of the room and my eyes are automatically lifted to look at the source.

Jose's eyes are burning with rage and at this moment I realize that I have never seen him this angry.

"' You still think of him don't you?" He asks gritting his teeth.

" I do and I will, till my last breath", I snort.

" I am so much better than him. He is an animal. A monster. He is incapable of loving you. He is incapable from loving anyone. That selfish son-of-a-bitch..", he shouts and then his voice suddenly breaks.

" Jose you have no right..", I start to say but he cuts me off.

" I don't have the fucking right! He.. he.. beat the shit out of Millie that night . She is in so much pain. So much..", he succumbs to his tears.

Millie is Jose's cousin and his only family. He claims to love her but let me tell you that she is a whore too. She works for Jose. Huh!

If he would have loved her truly, he would never have engaged her in this profession.

And moreover I know that he is faking it. Chris would never even think of doing that. I know that he has a big heart that he is incapable of such cruelty and inhumanity.

" Go and shed your crocodile tears somewhere else Jose! And don't you dare say these awful things about him!" I shout at him.

" You fucking think that I am lying to you! You think that he is a fucking saint! He is a criminal Ana. A fucking criminal. He pays thousands of dollars to our whores and so he thinks that he owns us. We can't kick his ass because he is a goddamn billionaire and has political support. Otherwise I would have fucking.." He clenches his jaw.

" You know what Jose , go and shove your lies up your ass because I am not buying them. And now leave me the fuck alone!" I grit my teeth.

" You bitch!" He suddenly leaps towards me and I quickly get off the bed to get away from him.

Our heated conversation is interrupted by Jose's ringtone.

He continues to glare at me and fishes his phone out of his pocket.

" Yes?" His angered expression changes to one of fear and then returns back to angry. Ballistic!

" He wants one again! He nearly killed her! YES I Do! Okay I will see. Yes definitely. Okay mam." He hangs up and he looks visibly tensed.

He looks at me and suddenly a malicious grin appears on his face.

He walks out of the room and I sigh, relieved. Thank god for that phone call.

But my happiness doesn't last long. He walks in carrying some clothes in his hands.

He holds them out to me. It is a black corset-one piece and a black mask kind of thing. It is more like a balaclava with an opening in the mouth region.

" Wear these", he orders.

"Have you completely lost it? Did you hit your head or something?" I pretend to look concerned.

" Trust me Ana, my head is alright. But yours isn't. You need a hit on your head to see the things the way they are. You need to get out of your little wonderland and face the hell", he states.

" What do you mean?"

" I mean that it is your birthday next week and I want to give you the best gift of your life. Your life is going to change after that. And so is mine. I know that this is going to be a little hard for you. But this is the only way", he tells me and he has the nerve to look concerned.

" I don't understand Jose. How come wearing this slutty dress will change my life?" I ask him and now I agree that I am a bit afraid.

" No no no.." he shakes his head.

Suddenly he looks at his watch and says," Hurry Ana! He doesn't like to wait!"

" Who doesn't like to wait?"

" Why sweetheart! Christian Grey." He says wickedly and my legs go all jell-o.

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