Thank you daytonalay, Joan goldman, guest acb, JT, Tammi, Lemma and all others for your love!
I understand the fact that some of you think that Ana is being stupid. I want to clarify your doubts regarding Ana's character before starting this chapter.
Why Ana didn't remove her mask?
Jose's had told her that he won't take her to Christian if she didn't follow the dress code. If she would have taken off the mask in the car, then the driver would simply have made her wear it again. This is because Christian takes her whores in that way. He only orders the blue eyes and brown hair to be visible, so that they would just like Ana. When Ana was waiting for him in the room, she couldn't take her mask off, because her hands were tied.
Why Ana was seeing ponies and fairies instead of doubting Christian?
Ana was madly in love with Christian when she was taken away from him. She remembers him as the kind, honest, caring, thoughtful and loving guy he was. She has been living on these memories since ten years. But now her kidnapper and so called friend, who is actually the kidnapper's puppet, try to convince her that Christian has turned into a monster. How do think that she is going to believe them! They have no proofs to state their point. Moreover Ana knows that Jose hates Christian. So she has no reason to believe them.
Why Ana didn't question the costume in the first place?
Well, ten years of waiting has taken her desire to meet Christian to a whole new level. She admits that she will even kill someone to do so. That is why she doesn't think about the pros and cons of wearing that attire. She thinks that this might be her last chance to get back to her old life.
I hope that your questions are answered now.
By the way guys, I have changed the title of the first chapter of this fan fiction into 'love is a two sided thing'…. Well this is in contrast with this chapter named ' love is a one sided thing'
Warning: verbal abuse ahead(though not much)!
You have been warned. If you don't like, then don't read. Don't give me shit in your reviews.
There you go!
My heart stops. I think I just got a heart attack!
I have imagined this meet several times in the last ten years. But none of my imaginations have done justice to the reality. I have always wondered if he has kept a beard or not, but I have always wondered and dreamed everything about the face he had had ten years ago. I had never laid stress on the thought that he might have grown up too, like me.
Christian has changed so fucking much! I think he has grown even taller and a lot more muscular. The outline of his abs and biceps are visible through his white shirt. He is wearing black jeans and black leather shoes. His face has lost all of its innocence but has become even handsomer, if that was possible. His lips have become pouty and even more alluring. The thing in him that attracts me the most are his grey eyes. They have become stormy and sad. His face has lost that boyish charm, gentleness and humor that had once made me fall in love with him. He looks like the fallen angel who has turned into something wrong, something evil.
Tears prick the back of my eyes. I want to jump into his arms, hug him so tightly that his sad eyes fill with humor and happiness. I love you so much Chris.
I see his lips moving, but I am busy gawking at him and drooling over him, so I don't register what he is saying.
" I fucking asked you to kneel on the bed you bitch! Just fucking do it!", his angry voice breaks through the silence of the room and I hear the shattering of my dreams.
He surely has changed. Is he really the tormenter that Jose claims he is? Is he going to… no please! He is not going to hurt me, is he?
Wait Ana! Don't be so judgmental!
So I obey his order. He pours wine from the bottle (I think he carried in with him) into an expensive looking cut glass kept in the table beside the bed. My heart is pounding in my chest and my skin suddenly feels too warm. His presence in the room is certainly having an effect on me.
Next he walks towards me and climbs up on the bed, facing me. He lifts up my face to look into my eyes.
I hear him gasp. " Your eyes look so similar to hers.. just the exact shade of blue", he says, his eyes full of love and awe. He holds my chin and caresses my cheek with his thumb.
I drown in the intoxicating smell of his cologne, which luckily, is still the same as before.
In the same moment when I think that he is going to kiss me, he slaps me hard across my face and I nearly fall off the bed. But he catches me.
Tears roll down my face, and my mind fills with the disturbing thoughts that I have been trying to keep at bay. I have changed him into this monster. Jose and Lily were right about him.
My Christian is gone! Gone is his love filled eyes, they are replaced by angry ones, that are now glaring down at me.
Suddenly the room fills with his laughter.
" Aww baby! Did I hurt you? Tell me Ana! Does it even equal to half the amount of pain you have caused me? No Ana! But now I am going to give you the taste of your own medicine! You slut", he spits these hurtful words at me.
I am shell shocked! How does he know that I am Ana? And why doesn't he remove my mask and my gag if he does?
" I am going to belt you real hard Anastasia and you will cry for mercy. But I will show you none. Then I am going to fuck you till you don't feel your pussy anymore! Walk anymore! Yes baby just like the last time…so did you have fun the last time? I hope you didn't ", he says in a cold frightening voice as he climbs off the bed.
Oh my god! The realization dawns on me that he calls each one of his whores with the same name, Ana.
I have to stop him, talk to him!
Please Christian stop! It is me! Ana. I am the real Ana, your Ana. I never left you baby. It was Jose's evil plan. He kidnapped me. I tell him.
But all that comes out through the gag is," mmmff kkff mmmmfff". This gag is too tight to speak through. Fuck the driver!
He stands facing me and undoes his belt. No no no! This isn't happening!
I really start to cry and shout and Christian's face lights up with dark mirth.
Suddenly he remembers something and walks towards the table. He picks up the cut glass and chugs down the wine in one go.
Then he saunters towards me like a hunter towards its prey. He grips my left arm and throws me face down on the bed. I try to twist away but his tight grip holds me down. I hear the swish of the belt in the air and close my eyes shut, waiting for the inevitable fate of mine.
But the belt whams on the bed, just beside me. I turn my head to look at his face.
Christian is shaking his head and blinking his eyes rapidly. Then suddenly the belt falls from his hand and he falls on the bed, beside me.
Oh my god! He just fainted!
Thanks for reading! No real abuse! Just like you guys wanted!
Song for this chap: I will never let you know by Nashville Cast
The next chapter with have Ana's pov, Christian's pov and Elena's point of view. So why do you think CG fainted?