A/N: HEY! WELCOME TO MY ONESHOT BOOK! I'm taking requests! And before you do, just know that I suck at writing lemon (but I'll still do it.) and these oneshots are for gay/lesbian ships only because…. I just think there should be another one of these. Just no straight ships or pedophilia. Any thing else is fine though. It doesn't even have to be a ship. Just a prompt is fine.

Third person (anything in italics is a dream in this oneshot)

Katsuki hates dreaming. But Katsuki doesn't have dreams. More like nightmares. Which leads up to tonight. Usually his dreams will just sort of replay bad or embarrassing moments. He can't control himself during them. But tonight's just a little bit different.

Dreaming

"If you want a quirk so badly, then you should just take a swan dive off the roof and hope you get one in you next life!" Katsuki regretted the words the instant they left his mouth, but like hell he'd ever let Izuku know that. Katsuki turned around laughing loudly as he and those losers who followed him around walked out the door, slamming the door behind them.

"Don't you think you were a little harsh Bakugo? I mean…. What if he actually did it?"

"Shut up you fucking extras!" he growled. But what if he did…. His body seemed to move without him, continuing to walk away from his former friend whom he had just told to kill himself. To the boy that he had a crush on since they were kids. 'Not any more.' he told himself. He let go of those feelings a long time ago…. Or at least he tried to.

'Maybe I should go check on him…..' he thought but his body just kept walking. He wanted to stop. To run back to that classroom. Not to apologize. No. Katsuki couldn't do that. His pride wouldn't let him.

But maybe he could just tell him he didn't mean it. He tried to stop walking but his legs refused.

"Screw this!" he growled, and with all his willpower, he forced himself to stop and turn around. He began jogging back to the classroom.

"Bakugo! Don't you think he's had enough? Jus't c'mon."

"Shut the fuck up." of course they thought he was going to bully him more. "Just go! I'll catch up."

"Seriously dude. Just…. Let's go."

"No! What the fuck don't you understand? Just fucking go!" he yelled as he turned the corner.

His jog turned into a sprint as he ran back to the classroom. He opened the door.

"Deku, I-" Izuku wasn't there. He looked down the hallway, barely catching a glipse of fluffy green hair turn the corner.

….He's heading to the stairwell….. Shit!

He took off at full speed to the hallway. "Deku! Where the hell are you going?!"

Just as katsuki turned the corner, the door to the stairwell slammed shut. He pushed the doors open and began climbing the stairs, taking them two at a time.

"Deku!" when he reached the top, he burst out the door and onto the roof.

Izuku stood on the ledge, facing him.

"Thanks for the advice Kacchan." he gave me a small sad smile then mouthed the words I've been wanting to hear for so long.

'I love you' he smiled again.

Izuku closed his eyes. He took a deep breath before he leaned back and let gravity take controll.

"Deku! No!" Katsuki screamed, but it was too late. He ran to the edge of the building, looking to see Izuku's mangled body lying on the pavement, some lady screaming for help.

Blood pooled around Izuku's body. A million thoughts were racing around Katsuki's brain but one stood out from the rest. 'This is my fault'

Katsuki jolted awake from the nightmare.

He sat up and began rubbing sleep out of his eyes.

"Fuck…." he muttered.

He felt warm arms wrap around his shoulders. "Hey Kacchan. Is everything okay?" Katsuki looked at his husband and nodded.

"Another nightmare?" Katsuki nodded again before embracing Izuku in a tight hug.

"You know I love you, right?" Katsuki asked, looking into the soft green eyes of the man he loved.

"Yeah." Izuku giggled, "I love you too."

Katsuki leaned in and pressed a soft kiss against his husband's lips.

Izuku returned the kiss. He pulled away and giggled again. "We need to go back to sleep. We have work tomorrow."

"Don't tell me what to do, nerd." but Katsuki kissed him again and they both layed back down, still in a tight embrace, Izuku rubbing small circles on Katsuki's back.

A small part of Katsuki wondered if things would be the same if he hadn't said that. If he had just left without saying the harsh words he had said to him.

No. Katsuki thought. Of course he regretted some of the things he may have said or done but even if he could, he wouldn't have changed a thing about their past.

I know that was a horrible ending. I'm sorry.

and while I'm still writing this, I would like to thank my good close friend Emily who puts up with reading my weird ass fanfictions and making sure they are acceptable before I post them, putting up with my 'Bakudeku is the cutest fucking ship ever!' rants, and helping me through some really tough times.